hay ,, hay ,,, hay ,, its chineeee new year ,,,, #eh dah kemaren yah ,, xiiixixi ,, . And its rainy all dayzh since yesterday till tudeyzh ,, ??? ,, xixixixi ,,, #alamat jemuran mukenah ga kering dah nih ,,, xiixixix ,,, .
#Like alwayzh ,, sunday murning ,,, nongkih cantikzh at warung kupih ,, xixiixixix ,,, .
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ummhhh ,, not in the good mood ,,, . It just ,,, feel ,, full ,, . Yezh ,, “full” i think is the fit verb to describe me right now ,,, . it just ,,, i feel already all in my life ,,, ( ya ya ya ,, exclude getting married for sure ,,, wkkwkwkwk ,, ) ,,, . Having good stuff ,,, good food ,,, that i dont need those either ,,, done ,, .
Having crazy life ,, cray travel ,,, crazy expense ,,, done ,, . Having try to have good faith ,,, good worship ,,, good thought ,,, done ,,, . Having good life also facing death issue ,,, done ,,, . Having good luck and bad luck ,,, done ,,, . And now ,, i dont have passion again in those things ,,, ,, ,, .
Is it ,, not good enough with those craziness and the goodness ,,,till i hv to in this phase ??? . What in my mind now is ,,, setan is trying to make me un-focus like now ,, wasting my time to think ,, not necessary to think ,,, . But ,,, other thought said that ,, its common to feel like this ,, because am human being anyway ,,, . So ,, whats next ,,, ??? masya allah yezh ,,, masya allah ,,,
,,, and ,, i just want still to love You my Lord ,,, for the past ,,, now ,,, next ,, and for ever ,,,
#yup,,, maybe those craziness and the goodness ,, are not enough ,, not yet ,,,
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duugghh ,,, pengen mpuuupp ,, xixiixix ,,, #tobe continued ,,
pM,
ihiyy ,, done activities by tudeyzh ,, with high cost for sure ,, and pain leg ,,, wkkwkwkkwkw ,,, . and this afternoon ,, my leg cover by koyo ,,, wkkwkkwkwk ,, faaktor Uuuuu ,,, wkkwkwkkw ,,, . What ever lah yezh ,,, xixiixix ,,, .
When i get back ,, i continuing with clean up the house ,,, and then got some food ,, . And then my father came ,, and give me some speech ,,, that i hv to shalat berjamaah di masjid kalo wiken ,,, terush ibadah sampe waktu dhuha datang ,,, karena pahalanya sama dengan ibadah haji dan umrah yang sempurna ,,, . Kelar makan, baru kelar dah tuh ceramah ,, kwkwkkwkwkw ,,, . But you know what ,, i think its a good thing ,,, belum tentu ayah2 lain di keluwarga lain ,,, memberikan hal yang sperti ini pada anaknya ,, dont you think like that ???? ,,, . #duuughh ,,, gw faktor U banged yezh sekarang ,, wkkwkwkkwkwkwkkwkw ,,,,
annd ,, my dreamzh ,,, its seems gloomy will come to kembangan ,,, 😐 ,,, to me ,,, 🙂 ,,, .
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