. what changes sofar ??? – gw skrg ga tahan ma wewangian, ucink bin muwal– i dont drink black coffee for 3 weeks ,, kwkwkwkkw– i like sweet foods– i ate rice ,,, kwkwkwkkwkwkw– zero interest for current job ,, #maybe for current life either ?? hehehhe– perut gw besar banged, kek hamil 3-4 bulan– […]
Author Archive > hafi
Got my surgery sched,
. So, i already got my surgery schedule ,,, Tue, Nov 10th 5 pM, but should be check in in Mon, Nov 9th 8 aM for preparation. Ya, so far this surgery full covered by Aji sih ,,, due to include life risk aka cancer risk ,, . Takut fi, ???so far sik nggag ya […]
inih loh 10 tahun hadiah waktu dari Tuhan ituh ,,,
. sini sini siniiiiiiii ,,, gw jelasin apa ituh 10 tahun hadiah waktu dari Tuhan aLLah swt ,,, . gw punya cedera Lutut kan yeeezzzhhh ,, yg ligamen sobek ituh loh ,, . Ituh terekam dalam CT Scan tahuunn ,, around 2017 kl ga salah. Yg gw mo ke Jepun ituh ,,, . Yg pas […]
Hidup yg wadidaw ,,,
. Hidup yg wadidaw for last 3 mos ,, . Tapiiii hidup ituh memang isinya cobaan kan yezh ,, #eyaaaaaaakkk ,, !! sa aaeeeee ,,, temen :: mb hafiii 3 bulanan inih di new section ,, ya di panggil polisi, di panggil legal dept berapa x mba ???, di panggil direktur, report monthly ke ajiCO […]
Me on Oct ,,,
. hehehheheheh ,,, am not OKey ,, . hidup gw ituh dh kehilangan spark nya ,,, few years back ,, . Mungkin harusnya dari situ gw sudah mmbenahi diri guwe ya ,, . Tapi tidak ,, until years ,, yg akhiranya bertiban2 ,,, dan meledaknya pas bukNur berpulang ,, . It seems ,, merenggut xmuwa […]
Update by end of Sept ,,
. yaaa ,, its bit progress even though not that significant. Kesedihan ituh dh ga terlalu berasa ,, pun gw masih menghindari tema2 ttg ortu lah ,, karena masih sangat mudah ter triger ,, . ibadah gw pun menurun ,, as a fact ,, . Ngeri lah ,,, !! ,, . Bahkan waktu nulis kek […]
Sesi sikiyater kemarn ,,
. oh !! gw blom ceritak yezh mil ??jadiii ,, gw tu bikin sesi ke sikiyater ,,, . Awalnya untuk mengatasi insome guwe sik ,, . Niadnya mo better life ,,, . Udah 45 weehh ,,, dan insome ituh ,, yg bahkan gw BELIEVE ,, hanya akan mengurangi umur gw ,, NO DOUBT ituh di […]
cant imagine ,,
. i cant imagine ,, i arrive in this phase ,,, . gilzh ,, gw !!! manusiyak yg ,, (dalam scope std) ,,, sangat optimis, sangat menyayangi diri gw sndiri, hv many positive values ,,, sangat mandiri ,, manusiyak yg bahkan tidak bisa berfikir buruk ke orang ( thats why gw sadar betul, ga bisa […]
litbit move ,,,
. eeehhh ,,, gw jadi sebisa mungkin update mengenai all steps / condition my self ,, during this grief time ,, . For what ??? ,, for sure ,, to heal my self OF COURSE ,, to minimize this pain ,, to break this thought ,, iyak !!! this sunday ,, i feel ,, like […]
