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even though ,,, they said ,, we are not celebrating eve new year ,,, i just think ,,, how we could be a better person day by day ,,, . So ,,, i just want to post ,, look back ,,, smiling ,, brood ,,, and figuring out about next ,,, 🙂

 

2016, its a ,,, blessed year ,,, 

after many years ,,, i can “turn back” to my Lord ,,, . its a ,,, struggling things ,,, because its changing stuff  ,,, mind set and habits ,,, . And ummhh ,, its good things how ever ,,, alhamdulillah ,, 🙂 ,,, .

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i hv medical thing ,, but ,,, am good so far ,,  and am alive ,, ahhahahah ,,, . Human ,,, adapt naturally ,,, maybe ,, its all my body do for this thing ,,, xixiixixixi ,,, . Up and down ,,  i think its common ,,, 🙂

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in this year ,, i just realized ,, that is ,,, there is ,, a bad person in around  ,, psychopath maybe ,,, . They acts just like a normal people ,, they can mingle so smooth ,,, but they have that thing ,,, psychopath thing inside ,,, . At first ,, i pity with them ,, i think they are trap in their situation and hard try to become a normal person ,,, but they are not  ,,, . They are being them ,, its them ,,, psychopath ,, .

so ,, when i realized this ,, i think ,, so many fates in this world ,, from beginning to the end ,,, . Lucky us ,, God not chosen us to become that person ,,, bad person ,, even though we got the bad impact of them ,,, . And i realize also ,,, nothings wrong with become our self ,, even its a bad person ,,, . So let it be ,, its become balancing for our world right now ,,, .

And ,,, for me ,, i choose not to involving again with this kind of people ,,, . Some times i want to ,,, because for me ,,, tobe honest ,, its challenging ,,, compete with this kind people ,,, its like i have my real rival ,,,  ,,, but ummh ,, its not my time anymore ,, . I dont hv much time to play with you guyzh ,,, 🙂 .

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officially ,,,  . Ummhh ,, what can i say ,,, ???  ,,, got 10 millions a month ,,, having bonus at the end of fiscal year ,,, . with my life style ,, its deficit for sure ,, wkkwkwkwkkw ,,, . Ahh ,, i dont know lah ,,, plenty or lack ,, its same ,,, so far ,,, . I just want to enjoy this time ,, this life ,,, 🙂

Yup ,, i admit ,, i dont have passion in carrier ,, even in life maybe ??? wkkwkwkwk ,,, it just ,, so so lah ,, wkkwkwkw ,, . its all because i dont feel lack ,,, so what i hv to raise up ,, ??? . May be its wrong ,, but ,, let me think next ,, Ok ,, ???? ,, hehehhehe 😀

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and alhamdulillah ,, we have better relationship in our family ,,, for me especially ,,, . Is it time answering everything ??? maybe ,,, but i think its about ,, once again ,, mind set ,, 🙂 ,, mature one ??? ,, eaaaaaa ,,, xixixixiix ,,, .

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in this age ,, i realized ,,, so many things that i have ,, that i grateful for ,,, soooo muucccchh ,, inddeeeddd ,,, . And its changing many things in my life ,,, 🙂 ,,, . It just my thought ,,, if others want to understand this point ,, they have to in the opposite point first ,,, . But ,,, with aLLah swt’s mercy ,, its no need to wasting time in bad times just to knew the good inside of  this life ,,, 🙂 ,,, . aLLah SWT ,, punya caraNya sendiri untuk mendekatkan hambaNya padaNya ,,, 🙂 ,,,

 

2017, its a ,,, year of life ,,,

next ,, i wanna alive ,,, 🙂 ,, . The whole thing that i want in 2017 are ,,, get closer to aLLah swt ,,, and get married ,, 🙂 ,,, aaamiinn ya aLLah swt ,, 🙂

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