till drop ,, 06012018

 

 

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insome ,,,

 

guwe ,,, found ,,, something ,, litbit scarry maybe ,,, ??? ,,, . akhir2 ini ,,, gw temukan diri guwe ,,, dalam gejala ngantuk di kantor ,, tapiii ,,, gw ga feel ngantuk ,,, . Twnya ,,, ?? gw liat tulisan di monitor ,,, warnanya berubah merah marun ,,, badan gw anget ,, konsnetrasi gw berkurang ,,, and so on lah ,, gejala2 orang ngantuk lah ,,, . But ,, most of i dont feel sleepy ,,, and some time i feel do ,,,

gw ,, tidur kok ,, malah gw meng-claim ,, gw dah bisa tidur around jam 11 ,,, . Yezh ,,, gw tw gw beberapa kalik bangun di malam hari ,,, dan sekarang ,, gw berfikir ,,, :: mungkin pada dasarnya jam tidur gw less banged ,,,  ato mgkin cmn tidur sejam duwa jam ,,,  . and am sad ,,, . Gw ga rasa ngantuk ,,, sedih yakh ,,, hikzh ,,, . Mungkin gw dah ga ngerti ,, apah ituh tidur ,,, . sedih ,,,

i dont know ,, why i cant enjoying sleep ,, ?? . am i that stress ??? am i ??? . even ,,, am in the very good realize condition of life ,,, . Thus, why i cant sleep ???? . I do have a medical issue ,, but i dont think much ,,, i can guarantee that ,,, . nothing so hard bout this life ,,, . Why i cant sleep well ,,, ????

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it just ,, maybe ,,, my brain ,,, was ,, broken ,,, xixiixixxi ,,, ( the most verge conclusion ) ,,,  🙂

 

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Mengertilah ,,,

 

,, Apa salahnya dengan perbedaan ,,, ??? ,,, qt semuwa d buwat berbeda ,, untuk d lihat ketaatannya pada aLLah swt Tuhan semesta alam ,,, . mengerti ?? ,,,

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Jika perbedaan ituh d ciptakan ,,, terush kenapa harus mengerucut pada satu ,, ?? Tuhan semesta alam ,,, ??? . Dan lalu, mengertilah hakikat kehidupan ,,,

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Ebot working dayzh ,,

#edisi insome ,,

When they get the higher position ,, they said ,, ” am not appropriate to this job ,, i hv to do something big ” ,,, . Me ??? Agree for sure ,,, . Employee ,, in each level ,,, should be given some challenges by the company for many good reasons. Well, may be in the other hand ,, its sound litbit ,, cocky ,,, xixixiix ,,

My jobzh ??? ,,, its a ,,, obsolete ,,, . I just really need ,, an alteration ,, . Its very suntug jendraaaalll ,,, . But ,, because he is sooo weird ,, then i dont care at all about our dept ,,, xixixixix . I just do what i hv to do ,,, my daily job ,,, its no need to concern about others ,,, . No need to work in the neighbour grass ,,, #hallah ,, ga nyambung ,, wkwkkwkwkw ,,, . I will challenge my self ,, in many ways kok ,,, indeed ,,, hehehheh ,,, 

Hmmhh ,,, . My head more got headache lately ,,, xixixiixix

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miley ,,,

 

miley ,,, am ucink ,,, . But after have a spoon of whipped cream ,, the ucink is gone ,,, Miley ,,, why this coffee is so delicious ,,, hehehheheh ,,, . Today ,,, is miss from the plan. I think this day would be crowded due to prodel preparation ,,, , but the data is not closing yet ,,, so ??? here i am ,,, at coffe max lippo mall puri ,,, hehehheeh ,,, .

and am very suntug ,,, facing those daily activities ,,, again and again ,,, the same jobs, the same bozh, and so on ,,, . i said to my self ,,, :: boleh khilaf ga sih ??? send an email to the bozh and ask for transfer ,,, ??? ,,, yang ada gw ke pare2 mingdep ,,, wkwkkwkwk ,,, .

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miley ,,, yesterday ,,, pa suki berpulang ,, after got sick almost 2 years ,,, . innalillahi wa innaillaihi rojiun ,,, . Semoga ,,, khusnul khotimah ,,, amminn ,,, dan semoga keluwarga diberikan keikhlasan ,,, aamiinn ,,, .

I hd a dream ,,, gw pikir ,,, bakal gw duluwan ,,, ternyata beliyaw ,,, . Sekarang tinggal gw ma bokap ,,, . Tapi, jika lihat pola nya ,,, berarti bokap duluwan ,,, . Hmmhh ,,, is it so rough ??? . I dont know miley ,,, when we facing the death ,,, when the death is feel so close ,,, its not a taboo thing to say ,,, to be discuss ,,, in the other hand , it could be me ,,, any time ,,, isnt it ???? ,,,, .

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miley ,,, the doctor said i hv to consume blood-thinning drugs ,, regularly ,,, and i dont want to do it ,,, xixiixixix ,,, why i hv to yezh miley ,,, ??? . am good ,, just give me the pain killer ,,, i will survive ,,, . well ,, maybe i will go to the another doctor ,,, maybe ,,, xiixixixi ,,, .

when in the hospital ,, if am not wrong ,, i saw my friends ,,, when we were at senior high school ,,, . They are ,,, ^ terawat ^ ,,, pretty ,,, classy ,, tajir for sure ,,, and i think of my self ,,, am alone, so hard to live, sick, thiny ,,, duniya itu berbeda yak ,,, hehehhehe ,,, . Ga ngaruh juga sih ama idup gw ,, tapi cukup mmbuwat comparison in my mind ,,, hehehhehe ,, .

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Miley ,,, Ketika rumpik kumpul kluwarga ,,, mereka bercerita :: ttg artis dan film korea, ttg onlenshop, ttg makanan enak, tentang invest rumah dan emas, tentang make up mahal ,,,

Ketika rumpik d temen ,,, mereka bercerita :: ttg juiser ,, ttg artis2 masa kini, ttg gosip lambeturah ,, ttg entahlah ,,, hal2 yg tidak menarik wat gw dan yg pasti tidak gw tw juga sih ,,,

I said :: i dont know those things ,,, hidup gw ttg apa sih yh mil ,,, ??? ,,, wkwkkwkwkw

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miley ,, ,, ,,, ,,,

 

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Bumi begitu dingin ,,,

Rasanya ,,, bumi begitu dingin wat guwe ,,, . Its almost 2 weeks ,, i feel that freezing ,,, . Dingin ,,, !!! Dan orang2 akan ngetawain guwe ,,, xixixixixi ,, . Udh lama jg tidur ga pake AC ,,, karna ga tahan dingin nya ,,, . Kesiyan kaki gw ,, ampe lemezh nahan dingin ,,, wkkwkwkwkwkw ,, 

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#insome 1jan2018

Insome pertama d bulan januwaryyyyy ,,, . Besok dh mule masuk lagiiiiiii ,,, . Actually, i hv amnual leave for tomorrow, but !! Because he get annual leave also, then i cancel mine ,,, wkkwkwkwkwkwk ,, . Rugi amad ga masuk pas doi cutiy ,,, xixixixix ,, . Teruzh,,, gw apdet lg cutiynya jd tgl 15 besok ,,, kekekkekekk ,,, .

Ummhhh ,,, hehehhehehe ,,, this issue coming ,,, . Hopefully ,,, it will be better in many ways ,,, aamiinn ,,, . Sedih sih, tp tiap orang punya taqdir masing2 yezh ,,, . Iyup kadang sensi kl lg dtg issue nya ,,, tapiiiiiiii ,,, cemunguuuttttt ,,, !!!! 

Pengen nulis banyak, tp ntr ga tedor2 ,,, . Better gw percobaan tedor-1 yak ,,, xixixixix ,,,

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And yezh ,, percobaan tedor-1 :: fail !! ,,, wwkwkkwkwwkwkwk ,,, . 

Cerita aahhh ,,, Guweeeee at wiken ,,, abia solat subuh, tedor lagi ,, yg mana ga tedkr jg sih ,,, . Jam 6an bangun, pake jaket pake kudung ,,, nyalain mbit terush brangcut ke buk bubur d pom bensin ,, . Cumuk ?? Enggag ,,, gosok gigik ??? Enggaagg ,,, Kadang ga pake bra jugak ,,, kwkwkwkwkwkwk ,, . 

Nyampe tkp, ngaca d spion ,, and said to my self :: ampun !! Buluk amad !!! ,,, wkwkwkkw ,,, . Ampe mikir :: ada yg mao ama ce kek guwe ,,, ??? Wwkwkwkkwkwkw ,,, .

Percobaan tedor-2

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