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having conversation with my friend ,,, about how he soooo intend with some worship ( bacaan Quran ) in order to get his goal ( welfare, happy marriage and family ) ,,, . He already did since teenage, even though on off ,,, but he did it ,,, . So its been decades ,,, and yet, he dont get his goal ,, . He still doing it, because still believing it will be fulfil one day ,,
Me ??? maybe already passed for that phase x yak ,, maybe ,,, !!! ,,, . as example, I still can remember ,,, maybe early work in Ajinomoto which mean around 19 years ago ???? ,,, i pray sholat Dhuha for more “rejeki” ,,, . You get it, fi ,,, ??? ,, hehehhehehe ,, not concern that much anyway ,,, . yes, and am sure maybe i got that “rejeki” but ,, maybe because i dont concern much ,, so i leave it behind ,, .
anyway ,, in this age ,,, 44 y/o ,,, or maybe already since 10 years ago ,, my worship turn out for its heading ,, . Smuwanya bukan lagi tentang dan untuk duniyakwik inih ,, tapi bagaymana gw memenangkan “hati aLLah swt” ,,, .
Karenaaaa ,, kenapa yaakk ,, yaaa ,, karena ,,, i think i already shared sik di millie ,,, . Karena pada akhrnya inih bukan tentang qt ko ,, . Its not about Us ,, its not about our needs ,, its not about our willings ,, its not about this duniyakwik ,,, but aLLah’s ,,, . Qt miliknya ,, here we are ,, in duniyak ,, dan akan kembali kelak padaNya ,, mengembalikan ruh inih ,, dan entah apa yg akan terjadi after ,,, . But as long as this ruh in this body ,,, do well like aLLah’s rules ,, with “NO DEBAT” ,, because you know ,, this body this ruh all of this its not belong yours ,,, .
aaakkkkhhh !!!
bismillah ,, bisa ,, !!!
insya allah ,, allah sebaik2 pelindung ,, sebaik2 pelonong ,,,,
amiiinn ,,,
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