Minggoe , 22012017

 

izin curcol pliiiiiss ,,, xiixixixi ,,, . Nulis nge-share ngarol ngidul bole yaaaaa ,, this is me timme ,, this is my happiness ,,, ihiiiyy ,,,Β  πŸ™‚ πŸ™‚ πŸ™‚

once ,,, my friend said with hopeless tone ,,, ” God not answering my pray ” ,,, . Why am feel hurt to hear that ??? ,,, . ,, In many years ,, i hv the same thought ,,, but its not right ,,, its not right ,, at all ,,, . Why we have to complain in one side ,,, but not looking for another sides ,, that aLLah gave us ,, more and more and more ,,, #istighfar ,,, masya allah yezh ,,, .

,,, Hidup memang bukan mudah ,,, tapi bukan berarti tidak bisa bersyukur dan berbahagia ,, πŸ™‚ ,,, May aLLah ,,, SWT ,, gave us ,, sincerity to all of God’s stories for our life yezh dear ,,, πŸ™‚

is it Islam’s rule is not compatible for this era ?? ,,, you know what ,, some times ,, till now ,, i still hv the same thought ,,, imagine ,,, dear Lord ,, #masya aLLah ,,, #istighfar,,, .

If you so ,, you wanna said that ,, aLLah’s rule is not perfect ,,, . Its not right ,, its not right ,,, .,, just think ,, we are stuck in our dailies routine ,, we are not that smart ,, we are not thinking and caring for one earth ,,, we are just ,, low human ,, . And how come we can said aLLah’s rule is not compatible for this era ??? ,, what already you deep think about life and came out with that statement ,, ??? .

i just ,, it just ,, with my ignorance ,,, i choose islam’s rule for my life guidance ,,, . So ,, when my thought said ,, islam’s rule is not compatible with this era ,, i just said to my self ,, :: its me who can’t ( yet) follow the right way ,,, πŸ˜‰ ,,, . finally ,, its about your faith ,, your believing ,,, .

May aLLah ,,, SWT ,, guide us ,, on the blessed way ,, alwayzhΒ  ,,, aamiin ,,, πŸ™‚

once again ,, for me ,,, at the end ,, its all about aLLah’s ,,, . And this is about our believing ,,, . If we are not on the same way ,, nothings more to be discuss ,, , i think ,,, . bagiku agamaku ,, dan bagimu agama mu ,, πŸ™‚ ,,, . Bahkan yang sudah segama pun ,, belum tentu sama pemikiran ,, πŸ™‚ ,,, . So ,, let it be ,,, with our own believing ,,, πŸ™‚ ,,,

O iya ,,, last friday night ,, guwe pesbuk walking ,,, and i found a post ,, hadits ,,Β  with contain :: Maafkan lah kesalahanΒ  saudara muwh ,, agar aLLah swt memaafkan kesalahan muwh kelak di akhirat ,,, #kurleb yezh hadisnya bilang kek gitu ,,,

uwwwooowww ,, what a big challenge for me yezh ,, . Di otak gw ,, :: tuh orang masih bisa di bilang manusia apa kagag yak ??? apa kabar di bilang sodara ??? wkkwkwkkwkw ,,, . But ,,, having forgiveness from my Lord ,, is the most important for me ( and around ) than anything else in this world ,,, . So ,, ??? ,, ,, ,, , ,,,,,, ,,,,, #nothing coincidence in this world ,,,

Duugghh ,, tulisan guwe di ataas dah kek orang bener ajah yak ,, wkkwkwkkwkw ,,,

why most of my time now its seem just for rest ?? wkkwkwkkw ,,, and still feel not enough ,, wkkwkwkkw ,,, . Hadjeee ,,, ga bener ikiiii ,,, . Need more doping to do more activities ,, wkkwkwkwkkw ,,, . Semana duniya akan berlangsung ,, keep focus ,, #hardnote ,, keep hard focus to aLLah swt yezh fi ,,, . Hal ini begitu penting ,, ! ,,
Cemungudzh hafiiii ,,,, !!! πŸ™‚

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Ga butuh ,,

 

,, guwe ga butuh dan ga peduli ,,,, dy ngomong apa ke temen2 sekitar guwe ,,, urusan guwe ma dy ,,, hanya tinggal dengan Tuhan d akhirat kelak ,,,

Sebegok2nya guwe inih ,,, gw perhitungan d otak ,,, . Yg ga masuk perhitungan gw adalah :: gw ga nyangka ada orang yg begitu jahatnya ,,, d sekitar guwe ,,, . Gw juga bergelimang dosa ,,, hhhh ,, tapi tidak yg seperti ituh ,,,

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aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ,,,

 

ihiiyy ,,, what an apezh wikenzh ,, xixiixixix ,,, maybe it is because i seen that person on friday night ,,, its make my life for whole this wikenzh is apezh again ,, wkkwkwkw ,,, #baper amad guwe ,,, xiixixixix ,,,, . But ,,, so so lah ,,, alhamdulillah anyway for this wiken ,,, ehheheheh ,, πŸ™‚ ,, .

In fact ,,, till now ,, am really really really ,,, upset ,, if i did wrong or careless ,,, am not make that big tolerance for my self ,,, . So when i did mistake ,, am very angry to my self ,, xiixixixi ,,, . It is need an additional effort to make my head understand ,, that something right ahead ,,, xixixixi ,,, . Nasib jadi orang perfectionist ,,, πŸ˜› ,,, . Hey ,, this scope ,,, include ,, exercise in my life ,,, acceptance ,,,Β  πŸ™‚

So ,, what happen in the world ,,, ??? ,, an official ??? ,,,Β  Oh dear Lord ,, sumpeeeh ,,, i just getting bored with those jobs ,,, masya allah ,,, . I think ,, its the pattern for me deeeh ,,, after around 3 years in the same jobs ,, its just getting bored ,,, . Ummhh ,,, but ,, hh ,, i dont know lah ,,, i dont have that passion in work again ,,, ahuhuuhuhuh ,,, . and as consequence ,, my perform for this job ,, will be decrease ,,, its natural ,,, oh migod ,, what should i do ,,, ?? ahuhuuhuh ,,, .

maybe ,,, i should take a piknik ,,, wkkwkwkwkkwwkw

few times ago ,, i just met mbak Wati ,, our ex ART ,,, . She is just cry when see me ,,, . She said ,, :: liat anak seumuran dek ijah ,, langsung ke inged anak saya ,,, #sambil ngusep air matanya ,,, . Hikzhh ,, gw jadi ikutan sedih ,,, . I just cant say a word ,, semoga Tuhan memberikan keikhlasan wat mbak wati ,,, dan keluwarga ,,, aamminn ,,, .

Gw ,,, sedikit mengerti ,, tentang apa ituh cobaan yang di alamin mbak wati ,,, . Its like ,, her world is broken into nothing ,,, . Bener2 butuh kasih sayang Tuhan untuk menghikhlaskan semuwa taqdir ituh ,, masya aLLah ,,, . And makes me think ,, mbak wati adalah calon penghuni syurga ,,, . Cobaan ituh ,, so deep ,, akan ada balasannya yang baik ,, pasti ,, semoga yah ,, ammiinn ,, πŸ™‚

ummhh ,,, so berantakan inside ,, . Fixed again one by one ,, . Be smart person in front of aLLah swt yezh fi ,,, πŸ™‚ ,,, . Insha aLLah ,,, aamiinn ,, πŸ™‚

 

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anti main strream

 

wwkwkkwkwkwk ,,, few people told me that am anti main stream person ,, mo kek ape nih duniya ,, gw lempeng ajeee jalan ,,, eaaaa ,,, . I think ,, they make something mock to me ??? wkkwkwkw ,,, maybe ,, maybe not ,, xiixixixi ,,, .

from my side ,,, am not anti main stream person ,, but i do not following that duniyawik style indeed ,, well in less lah ,,, hehhehehe ,,, πŸ˜€ ,,, . Yaaa apa yang mo di ikutin ,,, ga ada modal juga wat ngikutin gaya duniyawik inih ,,, jadi ya seadanya guwe ,,, hehehehe ,,, .

in my head ,,, anyway ,,, about anti main stream ,, it just ,,, based on what the basic person believing ,, dont you think like that ?? .

What ever it is ,, from what will coming into their life or their thought ,,, people will compare with their base ,,, if not appropriate ,,, they will not following ,, and vice versa ,,, . Just as simply as that ,,,

so ,,, its so really important to have good basic for sure ,,, . For muslim ,, we already have base for life ,, ,, πŸ˜‰

 

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respect people ,,

 

even though ,,, many people said ,, am not that warm person ,, jail person ,, cuek person ,,, but i do try hard to respect people ,,, as much as i can ,,, . In my side ,, of course ,,, many people so ,,, weird ,,, . Am sure ,, they are have same thought about me ,,, . But am i ,,, mock on them ??? ,,, i do ,, in my head ,, wkkwkwkwkwk ,, . But ,, i try so hard ,, not came out from my mouth ,,, . #outnya via wasap ,,, wkkwkwkkwkwk

ada kalanya lelah sangat dan ga mood ngadepin orang2 sih pasti ,,, yup, just like now ,, . gilingan ,, tuh lingkungan kerjak dah kek apaan tauk ,,, xixiixixix ,,, dear Lord ,,, . Too many people dont care with their goal ,,, aka peduli amad ,,, . Guwe juga lagh ,, pastinya ,,, xixiixixix ,,, . Yang pastinya ketidakpedulian ituuuuhhh ,,, bikin sama2 susah ,, ixiixixixi ,, . Nah ,, tantangan terbessarnya adalah ,,, semuwa barisan sakit hati ,, terush piye ,, ?? xixixixi ,,,

what ever lah ,,, . Di ujung fikir guwe ,,, apa pun ituh ,,, terushlah berusaha menghormati setiap manusia ,,, karena ,,, entahlah ,,, just ,,, respect them ,,, πŸ™‚ ,,, #boleh pengecuwalian ma manusiya2 tertentu kok ,, kalo masih bisa di bilang manusia sih ,,, xxiixixixi ,,,,

Update 150117 ::

oh iyak ,, gw mo nambahain ,, kenapa qt harus menghormati manusia lain ,,,
mahluk yg di ciptakan Tuhan itu jenis nya ga banyak :: setan jin malekat dan manusia ,,, . Kalo sesama manusia ajah dah ga bener ,, mo betemen ma sape lagii ,, etan ??? wkkwkwkwkwkw

 

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ZeNiN ,,, 09012017

 

tudeyzh ,,, this murning ,,, after many months ,,, ( 5 months if am not wrong ,,, xiixixixi ) ,,, am starting to listening music again ,,, xixiixixixi ,,, . Yup, its sign that am getting stress ,, xixiixixix ,,, . Our condition ,, our faith ,, is ,, up and down ,,, . i dont know ,,, it just ,,, am full with this world ,, ixiixixixi ,,, . I just want to merendahkan diri di hadapan Tuhan yang maha Kuwasa ,, and respect the world ,,, as much as i can ,,, .

they said ,,, am become so serious person since beginning of 2017 ,,, ahahhahaha ,,, am i ??? ,,, . It just ,, nothing to talk more ,, isnt it ,,, ??? ,,, xixiixixi ,,, . Beside ,,, am not cheerful person kok ,,, xixixiixix ,, so let it be lah yezh ,, kkwkwkwkkw ,,, .

i love me ,, πŸ™‚ ,,,

Ketakutan guwe adalah ,,, diteror oleh pikiran gw sendiri ,,, . Concern gw adalah ,,, kurangnya rasa kebutuhan gw akan duniya ini ,,, πŸ™

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untukmuwh ,,,

 

untukmuwh ,,, yang kami doa kan di depan ka’bah ,,, semoga aLLah swt ,, selalu melimpahkan kasih sayangNya dan berkahNya kepada qt semuwa ,, #semoga penduduk langit mengaminkan doa ini juga ,,, aamiinn ya aLLah swt ,,, πŸ™‚ ,,,

 

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