Zenen, 30May2016

Hmmhh ,,, its end of May ,,, oh ,, no, its still tomorrow ,,, end of May ,,, xixiixixixi ,,, . Its a ,,, feel ,,, what can i say in words ,,, hmhh ,,, “too long” ,,, ??? hehheheh ,,, what a weird person i am ,,, 🙂

eh ??? what day is it today ??? 30May ??? ,,, i think today ,,, it will be change ,,, its about you ,,, all of you ,,, me ?? it doesnt matter ,,, 🙂  ,,,

i mizh my mom ,,, still ,,, i just want to make sure that she is ok there ,,, . Sampe gw punya kesempatan masuk surga ??? #amiinn ,,, , ga akan gw masuk sampe emak gw masuk duluwan ,,, ga peduli apa kata duniya sekali pun ,, xiixixixi ,,, .

do i still pray / hope for other badness ??? ,, nop ,,, since that day ,,, . i do really really really believe ,,, that God arrange everything in every single details ,,, . nothing to worried about ,, just hope and pray that ,,, we are approximated to the good faith ,,,

Gimana caranya sih jadi orang baik ??? i just wondering sangat ,,, . I know exactly,, being good person is just a gift ,,, gift from God that you have good heart ,,, . You know what the good heart is ??? good heart is even you cant think about hurting others ,,, good heart is even you are destroyed by the world you cant notice one, its just you still believe in the goodness ,,, . And i know exactly am not have that heart ,,, even i try so much ,,, am not a good person ,,, . But you know what the lucky being me is ?? being fool ??? that i will just try and try and try and try ,,, and believe i will make it someday ,,, wakkakakkakaka ,,, . Ya ya ya ,,, its me ,,, totally me ,,, a person who will always hoping/believing ,,, event it wouldn’t be come true ,,, . Yup, its me ,,, !!!!

today ?? my thought is just jumping from one point to another ones ,,, gaje ,,, . And at the end of the day ,,, i just loosing what point i will jump to more ,,, . This variable ,,, is just too wide for me maybe ,,, so i just feel lost ,,, i cant focus ,,, .

talking2 about focus ,,, i told you ,,, i can see the future ,,, with out any help from my dream ,,, . a little ,,, but i know it will be come ,,, . This condition ,,, just like was i kid ,,, i just knew ,,, because i can see the relation ,, but, i need tobe focus ,,, .

and from this point ,,, i just want to more and more and more become silent then i used to be ,,, . Having time to watch and see everything ,,, . Because, now ,, its all about you ,,, 🙂

do i care ??? i dont think so ,,, i just ,,, silent ,,, and watching ,,, 🙂

many “stories” are passed ,,, #terdiam ,,, lama ,,, . Nothings wrong ,,, nothings wrong being me ,, being others ,, nothings wrong with God stories ,,, nothing wrong with all of this ,, . Am in the track now ,,, 🙂

regret then ??? ,,, could be ,,, may be ,,, i just can think the possibilities ,,, not my feels then ,,, . Once again ,,, from now, its all about you ,,, 🙂

#me time ,,,

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