i feel sad by few back days … since nge-drugzh …. xixixiixixi :p. gpp lah ya sedih …. this is kan friday night …. my friday night …. . hmmhh … bener2 dah ni ati …. akal sehat yg menerorkuwh (mananya yg sehat kalo neror? ???) dan akal ini pula lah yg menyelamatkankuwh … karena tidak ada yg bisa menenangkan kuwh saat ini kecuali pikirankuwh sendiri dan keajaiban dari Tuhan …. .
apalah otak ini berfikir begitu liar antara dunia dan akhirat … antara nafsu kuwh, kemanusiaankuwh, dan sejatikuwh sebagai hamba. … . berasa bisa memikirkan tentang semuanya. .. if you that smart enough. … you will know your ending point dear …. . but you cant reach that point. … and nothings wrong with that. .. it just because you are so human. … .
dear God. … do You know what the meaning emptiness for me? ?? when i believe in is nothing. .. and its happening. … . year by year. .. people by people. .. keep involving with those without i can understand and tolarate those. … where are You God? ?? pleaaseee. … dont look that busy. … need You so much here …. . please help me for this one. … i cant handle this. … i cant handle my heart. … Engkau lah pemilik hati … tolonglah tenangkan hati ini. … krna tiada satu kejadian pun tanpa persetujuanMu. .. tolonglah hafi Tuhan. … tolonglah. …
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