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liad rilzh2 ,, liad kehidupan temen2 gw yg nikah ,, mereka tuh nikah ,, dh dalam stage survival mode ON in their marriage life ,, ada pulak yg sudah brceray pada akhirnya ,,, . ga dikit loh ,, jadi mang nikah wat status doank an ,, dan ya pastinya wat anak2 ,, . Perselingkihan is still the main sik ,, ama factor ekonomi ,, keknya 2 variable ituh kejar2an ajah sik yezh ,, . Faktor ke-3 nya ,,, ya wat have fun ajah ,, .

gilzh yezh ,,, fitnah duniyak di akhr jaman inih untuk kehidupan pernikahan begitu hebat ,, . Bener2 tanggung jawab orang tuwa / parents yg terush brtahan bahagiyak then raising their kids apalagi dengan tambahan tetap dalam faith islam ( karena islam di akhr jaman inih mnjadi sulid ) ,,, its AMAZING !!!!! ,,, . Bener2 saluted wat mereka yg trush brjauang dan brprogress baik ,,, . smoga aLLah terush mmberikan kebaikan disisiNya wat parents2 tersebut yezh ,, amin amin aminn ,,

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gw ?? dan masih single !!
jiyakkakakakkakakakkak ,,,

mgkin in my age ,, dh ga nikah x yk ,, jadi mang dh more prepare wat single life ,,, . Tanpa sedikitpun gw mengecilkan arti perintah agama wat menikah loh yezh ,,, .

dan as human ,, naturally ,, pastilah ada comparing my life with them ,, yg berkeluwargak ,, . Totally my life is happiness then them ,, . Their kids yg masih bikin mereka bahagiyak ,, . But you know what ,, kids become another single topic tobe discussed anyway ,,, and its more challenging than its marriage life it self i think ,,, .

gw pribadi ,, still ,,, and still ,, even though am single ,, and maybe one of them tell me not following islam’s rule with get married ,, but ,, i know my self , i know what happen in my life ,, i know my attempts to get married ,, and beyond all my status is ,, i check to my life and allah swt gave thought in my mind :: selama idup gw tidak dalam dosa ,, then my life just ok ,, .

but anyway ,, gilzh yezh ,, se pelique ituh marriage life di jaman fitnah inih ,, subhanallah ,, !! ,, .

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it just a litbit a thought that crossed in my mind why am still single ,, . Maybe like this yezh ,, ( selain inih ttg qadha dan qadr Nya ) ,,, ::

1. yg jelas gw sayang diri gw ,,, ( btw, kenapa gw sayang diri gw that much yezh ,, ??? #loh ,, ekekekkekeekke ,, )
2. gw ga akan menikah tetapi trade off dengan menurunkan value idup gw ,, terutama dan yg paling penting ,, value ttg allah, agama ,,, >> yg intinya gw ga akan menikah dengan orang yg memandang allah dan agama ini hanya so so sajah ,, tidak bisa ! its a major in my life ,,,
3. dan ini mgkin just little thing yg tidak bralasan logic ,, . Jadii ,, gw pernah lah jatuh cinta 1 – 2 x ,, yg bener2 gw jatuh cinta ,,, . And in those times ,, ketika gw jatuh cinta ,, “gw menomor dua kan allah in my heart” ,, and you know ,, i know that ,, i know that ,, ( agag susih yezh di jelaskan ) ,,, . Yaaa ,, kek apah yak ,, yaaa lo kek di hati tuh ,, bener2 trgila2 ma tuh orang ,, yg mana in the same time ,, gw feeling guilty dengan ituh ,,, dgn hati tidak full ke allah ,,, yg padahal iman gw juga ala kadarnya yezhhh geezzhh ,, hehehehheheh ,,, . yah gitu lah ,, agag susih di jelaskan ,,

selamaaaaaaaaaaaa di hati gw masih mencintai allah ,, dan allah menyayangi gw ,, itu dh smuwanya ,, . hehehhehehehhee insya allah ,, amiiinn ,, ??

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