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from crisis to crisis ,,, from moment to moment ,, from thought to thought ,,, from song to song ,,, from trip to trip ,, from y to s lonely ,,, from useless to useless ,,, from useful to useful ,,, from gathering to gathering ,,, from one to two to three to ,,, ,,, ,,, ,,,, am still here ,, alive ,,, hehhehehehe ,, alhamdulillah ,,,
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there is a moment ,, incendental ,,, that i in a room one room with families ,, women with their children ,,, togather ,, happy ,, and none i hv that one ,, . It supposed tobe hit me ,, i thought i should be hit ,, but its not !! ,, . I search in my heart ,, is there any pain happen ??? but none ,, . My heart just fine ,, . well ,, am not surprise either sik ,,, .
hmmmhh ,,, maybe for the umpteenth time i said ,, my condition ,, my status ,, is from aLLah swt ,, . If am not married yet ,, its because aLLah swt want me to in this situation ,, . Yazh ,, thats in my thought ,, . So ,, nothing so hard for me ,,, .
thus i thought ,, what is me ?? what is inside of me ??? its not regular ,,, isnt it ?? xiixixixixi ,,, .
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sometimes ,, with all of these struggling ,, my mind just ,,, let it go ,, gaa osah di lawan ,, di jalanin ajah apah natural yg ada ,,, . Kadang qt kan males wat pwasak wat ibadah kudu ini kudu itu ,, but maybe ,, its not ,, . Mgkin pada dasarnya qt ga malash ,, . Karena dh ke doktrin, bahwa melakukan ituh adalah prjuwangan ,,, karena melawan napsu duniyakwik ,, . Padahal mgkin ,, naturalnya qt ga gitu naturalnya qt mang mo ibadah ,,, . yegaksik ,, ??? ,,, xixiixixixi
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