Hey my little tiny body ,, many thankzh yeezzhh ,, for supporting my life this long ,,, am so proud of you ,, ??? ,, qt pasti bisa sampe akhir ,,, 🙂
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may be ,,, its too much yezh ,,, hehehhe ,,, . I think this is the worst case ,,, eaaaa ,,, .
So ,,, i know my HB’s value is not meet with the requirement ,,, but ,, the officer just wrote down with = 12.5 ,,, mgkin karena bysanya ,,, kalo dah lbh dari 10 kali donor, untuk hB dan berat badan ,,, kalo kurang2 dikit mah di lulusin ,,, xiixixixi ,,, . Thus, i can do blood donor ,, and its fast process then usual ,,, . I think its OK ,,, . But as ritual that i done were :: laying down for while ,, drink for sugar tea ,,, . So far sih Ok ,,, .
But when i walk to the parking port ,, its feel not good ,, . I took sholat isya first ,,, become felt so weak ,,, i cant standing that long ,,, . Berhubung gw dah ahli ma hal2 beginian ,,, sebelum keluar PMI ,,, gw tambah minum teh manis ,,, sebotol ,,, baru lah pulang ,,, . and its become worst ,,, become so weak ,,, . Gw berhenti 2 kalik ,,, duduk dowank ,,, Di pelataran toko ,, dan di trotoar pinggir jalan ,,, hehehehh ,,, ga mampu bawa mbit ,,, . ngumpulin tenaga wat sampe rumah ,,, . sampe rumah ,,, ga pake ba bi bu ,, masuk kamar langsung drop ,,, entah tidur entah pingsan ,,, dah ga kebeda in ,, wkkwkwkwkwk ,,, . bener2 dah ga ada tenaga wat mmpertahankan kesadaran guwe ,,, xixiixixix ,, . ampe hari ini pun masih sangat lemes ,,, . gw bungkuk ??? karena dah terlalu sering ga ada kekuwatan lebih tuk negakin tulang belakang ,,, .
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gw pun berfikir ,,, gw terlalu zholim ma diri guwe ,,, maksain donor that much ,, . But gw berfikir ,,, gw akan mati anyway ,,, ga tw kapan ,, bisa besok bisa tahun depan bisa kapan tauk ,, tapi kalo cuman gegara hb ,, bertunda2 donor ,, its not make sense ,,, . Lagi pula ,,, gw sudah sangat terbysa dengan baddan yang lemah ini ,,, with out any helps from others ,,, . Gw ,,, dan badan kecil ini ,,, mampu ko ,,, sampay akhir ,,, insha allah ,,, hehehheh ,, aamiinn ,,, 🙂
Semoga Tuhan memaklumi pilihan ini ,,, aamiinn ,,, 🙂 ,, dan semana Taqdir Tuhan atas guwe sajah ,,, 🙂
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,,, terdampar di trotowar jalan ,,, wkkwkwkwkwk ,,,,
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