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iyezh ,,, this is ,, my examination ,,, my behave become so bad ,,, so bad ,,, due to one person that so tolol bin dongok ,, . What he did ??? ruin my perfectionist side ,,, its disturb me a lot !!! ,,, . beside ,, why we have to stand out for someone and people that not appreciate us ,, ??. May be this is my ,,, conceit side ,, and i know its not right ,,, but, i think ,, its enough ,,, for now ,,, . They have to learn ,,,

you know what ,,, i live more time ,,, and i know ,,, i see ,, several stories ,,, while its bad at first ,,, somehow it will be ended bad in time ,,, . Or maybe ,, i live not that long to see more another stories will be come ,,, so ,, it will be ended up with happiness ,,, maybe ,,,

i just want to have a house ,,, live calmly ,,, with people that love me ,,, whoever hafikuw is ,,, whatever my condition are ,,, 🙂

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and my mood become soooo mess out ,,, wkkwkwkkwkwk ,,, . bad bad bad ,,, . i think for a while ,, i just need to cry ,,, but i cant ,,, masa iyezh nunggu mo dapet duluw baru nangis ,,, terush baru cooling down deh nih emosi ,,, eaaaaaaaa ,,, wkkwkwkkwkw ,,, .

we can not change them ,, its hard job to do ,,, . all we can do is ,,, increase our patience ,, increase our heart to see and accept those weirdness ,,, indeed ,,, . masya allah ,,, allahu akbar ,,, . Toh ,, duniya ini bukan tentang mereka yezh fi ,, tapi tentang aLLah ,,, keep focus ,,, .

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hadjeee ,,, official life ,,,

tuh letter about my proposal transfer ,, just not sent yet ,,, eaaaaaaaaaa ,,, kwkwkkwkwk ,,, entah ga berani ,, entah ga  niat banged ,,, wkkwkwkkwkwk ,,,, . The challenge is not about the job desc or the daily job ,,, but the real challenge is how to become more smart then Kazumasha Nishida ,,, . #challenge banged yezh ,,, secaara wat mikir sehari2 ajah dah susah bener ,,, challenge lagi ngalain pinternya bozh putih ,,, wkkwkwkkwkwk ,,, kurang kerjaan banged guwe ,,, xixiixixixi ,,, .

#edisi kesetiaan ituh juga sebuwah tantangan ,,, eaaaaaaaaaaa ,,,

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kemarenan tuh ,,, jumat 21.07.2017 ,,, genva ke nef ,,, . Ya amppppooonnnn ,,, macetnya sadizh boooo ,,, . Perasaan terakhir kemaren ke sanah ,,, pas libur lebaran ga macet dah ,,, ( ya eaaaaa llaaaahh ,, wkkwkwkkwk ,,, ) ,, . entah mobilnya yang ga enak ,, caara nyetirnya yang ga enak ,, pusing ajah pokoknya ,,, dah rasa mo pingsan banged ,,, . sumprit dah ,,, . sakit kepalaknya mpe malem ,,, lemotnya mpe hari gini ,,, wkkwkwkkwkw ,,,

hasil genba nya ??? nothing ,,, ya kalik yezh ,,, palak dah pengeng ajah seharian ,,,  mana you know lah yezh ,,, kek apa sched genba kemarenan entuh ,, ga jelas ,,, . mana gagal kosdon lagi ,, malesin banged dah ,,, wkkwkwkwk ,,, . well ,, di bawa seneng ajah kalo ginian mah ,,, xixiixixix ,,,

dan alhamdulillah ,, senen besok tuh bozh putih ga ada ,,, alhamdulillah ,,, wkwkkwkwkwk ,,, . Terush katanya next month ampe seminggu ga ada ,,, iyeeaayy ,,, ,,, . #ahhh ,, jadi ga ada challenge deh ,,, wkwkkwkwkwk preeeetttt ,,, !!!

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this week ,,, i search for kos kos an ,,, alone ,, tumben yezh ,, wkkwkwkkw ,,, .

Tw ga ,,, ??? gw beneran searching door to door istilahnya ,, aka ga searching2 duluw di inet ,, yaa secara deket daerah kantor juga banyak yezh kos2an ,, . Lucu2 deh ,,, ada yang dari nawarin ngebayarin kos an nya ,,, ampe ada yang bahas kerjaan tentang warehouse dan logistic supply ,,, gubrak yezh ,,, wkkwkwkwk ,, . Gw ampe terpana ,,, ma wajah2 mereka ituh ,,, wkkwkwkwk ,,, . Heloohh ,, gw cari kos2an ,, bukan cari kerja or cari swami ,,, wkkwkwkkw ,,, .

ternyata ,,, mash belum ada yang cocok eh ,,, . jadi guwe berfikir ,, untuk mule nyicil rumah beneran ajah,,, . Pengennya di cluster ( aka karena dah terbysa di cluster yezh ) ,,, yg rumah nya kecil tapi ada halamannya ,,,, hehehhehe ,,, . mungkin next year baru bisa ,,, aamiinn ,,,

till that time come ,,, kalo masih ada umur tentunya ,,, di sabar2in ajah dah ,,, heheheheh ,,,

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teruuushhhh ,,, ???? whats next ,,,, ??? eaaaaaaaaaaaa ,,,

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