Baru ajah seneng semangad dengan 48 Kg ,,, #abis nimbang di RS ,,, pastinya tuh timbangan di kalibrasi yezh ,,, , tetiba sore ini dah berasa tepar lageee ,,, eaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ,,, xixiixiix ,, . can not be too much yezh ,,, apalagi gw lagi berusaha bayar pwasa ,, wwkwkkwkwkwk ,,, . Keknya ,,, next week lagi bayar shaumnya ,,, xixixixi ,,
tau ga ,,, rasa seger dikit tuh ,,, rasanya ,,, bisa menggapai seluruh duniya ,,, rasa bisa on the track lagi di keduniyawian ,,, tapi kalo dah tepar ,,, rasa selese dah ,,, eaaaaaaaa ,,, wakkakakkaka ,,, lebay banged yh guwe ,,, xixiixixixi ,,, . Sing penting gw dah bisa 48 lage ,, weeekkk ,,, !! septh besok dah bisa donor lageee ,, weekkk ,, ,bhaayy !!! xixixiixix ,,,
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besok kemerdekaaannn ,, besok leboorr ,, besok istirohat ,, alhamdulillah ,,, xixiixixi ,,, eaaaaaaaaaaaa ,,,,
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hmmhh ,,, gw ,, lagi mencari2 ,,, cara biar bisa menghapus dosa2 gw selama ini ,, as technically ,,, . Xixixixixi ,,, . Dah berusaha idup bener ajah sehari dah bagus ,,, . Tuhan maha pengasih lagi maha penyayang ,,, maha pengampun ,,, maha pemurah ,,, . Semoga ,,, Dia mahu memaafkan semua yang lalu ,,, aamiinn ,,, . Dosa guwa terlalu banyak ,, . How come duluw gw bisa berlaku seperti itu kepada Tuhan yezh ,, ?? masya aLLah ,,, . Sekarang teeh kalo kepikir, di otak malah bilang :: ga punya otak apa lu fi ??? eddaaannnn ,,, !!! masya allah ,,, . Bukan masalah teknikal dosa yang sudah gw lakukan ,,, tapi how come gw bisa berfikir ke Tuhan aLLah seperti itu ?? pernah marah ,,, ga solat ,, etc ,,, uced deh yezh ,,, masya allah ,,, ga kepikir lagi dah sekarang mah ,, ga sanggup ,,, 🙁 ,,, dear lord ,,,
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Btw ,,, di sekeliling guwa ,,, banyak yang muallaf ,,, ya serikk ,, ya yohanes ,, ya tauk sapah lagi ,,, xixiixixix ,,, alhamdulillah yezh ,,, . Somehow ,,, gw jadi merasakan rahmat Tuhan di sekeliling guwe ,,, . I hope one of my friend ,,, ***** ,,, bisa muallaf juga ,,, hehheheheh ,,, . Sometimes i just said to my self ,, , tinggal nunggu waktunya ajah ,,, . Padahal mah ,,, doi taat dalam agamanya ,, hehehehhe ,, . yaaah ,,, namanya juga ngarep yezh ciiinttt ,,, kekekekkekekk ,,, 🙂
But somehow ,,, i dont know ,, how to make someone non muslim understand about islam ,,, even for muslim ,,, . I think ,, its hard to make others understand bout islam, from my mouth explanation ,,, . Because ,,, every things ,,, become from your life experiences ,,, so its hard to make equal answer/explanation from others side ,,, considering everyone has their own life experiences for sure ,,, .
So ,,, because am not good on this one ,,, i give big appreciate to others ,, who can guide others to understand islam ,,, its cool yunoh ,,, very cool ,,, cool tumaacchh ,,, . Pun, eventually ,,, its all about rahmat aLLah ,,, kasih sayang allah ,,, hidayah aLLah ,,, 🙂 ,,, .
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Sekarang ,, gw lagi doyan ke kuburan ,,, . Kalo ada waktu wiken ,, eh bukan,,, wiken ,, sebelum jalan kemana pun ,,, gw selalu sempetin ziarah ke makam emak ,,, say hellow – berdoa — wat semua yang di sanah ,,, semoga qt semua mendapat rahmatNya yezh ,, amiinn ya aLLah ,,, . Untung deket kuburan emak ,,, mo jalan kemanapun pasti liwatin or di liwat2in ,,, eaaaaaaaaaaaa ,,, xixiixixi
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why am so happy yezh ,,, ??? eaaaaaaaaaa ,,, . for the un counting times ,,, my life is not good ,,, but i feel so blessed ,,, . Sure ,, i dont know aLLah swt look at me now and next ,,, but ,,, maybe ,,, because am a person who live in hope ,, good hope ,,, . dan gw ,, berharap baik pada Tuhankuw ,,, 🙂 ,,, and it seems ,, somehow ,,, its more than enough ,,, masya aLLah yezh ,,, 🙂 🙂 🙂 ,,, .
::. the main point being blessed is ,,, i still have a time to get back ,,, 🙂 ,,, eaaaaaaa ,,,,
Dont care at aLL juga for what others think and comment about me ,,, not at aLL ,,, . Yezh ,,, i have bad stories ,,, yezh ,,, its me ,,, its passed ,,, . What ever it is ,,, i dont expecting others see me for my passed ,,, now and my future ,,, . Sing penting ,,, bagaimana aLLah melihatkuwh sekarang dan ke depannya ,,, semoga baiikk ,, amiinn ,,, eaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ,,,
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malam ini ,,, aq merindukan mereka ,,, orang2 baik di sekelilingkuwh ,,, semoga ,,, aLLah swt ,,, selalu memberikan keselamatan kebahagiaan kebaikan di dunia dan akhirat ,,, aaminn ya aLLah ,,, 🙂
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