welll ,,, tough week i think ,,,
—
My father got inpatient at PeLni hospital since wednesday ,,, . But he already at home now ,,, . When he has to stay nigh at hospital ,, his HB’s value is 4 ,,, . Imagine ,,, 4 !!!!!! ,,, . I can imagine how its feel ,,, . Gw ajeee ,,, yang hb nya kemaren arround 10,,, rasanya badan dah ga karuan ,,, . My sister ,,, when she has caesar surgery ,,, her HB’s at 5 if am not wrong ,,, and she said ,,, it felt like to death ,,, . Weeww ,,, and how its feel at 4 ,,, ??? ,,, .
He is already so oollddd ,,, so sepuh ,,, . His nerve just getting weak,,, he cant full control his motorik functional ,,, . He said ,, he cant sleep well at night ,,, to much things to think ,,, . Eaaaaa ,,,, dah kek guwe ajeeeee ,,, . Udah tuwak masih ajah banyak pikiran yezh ,,, hehehhehe ,,, .
But ,,, maybe ,, litbit ,,, i know how its feel kok ,,, hehehheheh ,,,. We are persons ,,, who alert on death ,,, 🙂 ,,, . May aLLah swt ,,, give us ,,, forgiveness ,,, happiness ,,, mercy ,,, in this world and next ,,, aamiinn ,,, 🙂
anndd ,,, sssstt ,,, somehow ,,, outside ,,, ada orang ,,, that already talk about legacy ,,, . Xixixiixxii ,,, . I just smile ,,, . Ask me for sure ,,, we are not need that ,,, ,,, even you cant think bout that ,,, . Ga kepikiran mikirin harta ,,, mikirin gimana caranya selamet di dunia dan akherat ajah ga kelar2 ,,,
bukan gw naive ga butuh harta ,,, Tuhan pun mengatur warisan agar tidak ada yang terzolimi ,,, . But If you are facing what we are facing ,,, you will really realize ,,, harta ituuuu tidak akan di bawa matii ,,, tidak akan ,, sungguh tidak akan ,,, kecuwali dalam bentuk amal jariyah ,,, . hhh ,,, i just answer from their side ,,, thats all their need, right,,, ??
—
Hmmhh ,,, kenapa susah sekali jadi orang baik yezh ,,, ??? ,,, . Duluw pikiran guwe selalu liar bertanya tentang aLLah swt ,,, . Dan gw menghindarinya dengan memperbanyak zikir ,,, yang akhirannya kebysaan ,,, . Dan setelah sepertinya gw berhasil tidak memikirkan lebih tentang TuhaN ,,, pikiran ini beralih memikirkan banyak manusia ,,, . Hadjeeee ,,, . Mungkin ,, mungkin ,, ada kapasitas otak qt untuk mikir ,,, jadi tinggal alokasinya ajah mo di kemanain yezh ,,, . Udah quota nya segituh ,,, .
setan ,, iblis ,,, sudah ada lebih dahulu dari manusia ,,, mereka sangat berpengalaman dalam menggoda manusia ,,, . Hehehhehe ,, semoga aLLah mahu menyelamatkan kami dari godaan syetan yang terkutuk ,, aamiinn ya aLLah ,,, 🙂
Soo ,,, gimana caranya jadi orang baik yezh ,,, ???? ,,, . I ,, try to be better for my family ,,, my friends ,,, arround me ,,, but i think ,, its alwayzh fail ,,, . Its hard to be a good person yezh ,,, ??? ,,, . alwayzh fail ,, because ,, am definitely bad person maybe ??? hehehhehehe ,,, .
sometimes ,,, i think ,, why i hv tobe good to others ,,, ??? . ,,, i found the answer ,,, because ,,, mereka adalah mahluk Tuhan lainnya yang patut gw hormatin ,,, gw perlakukan baik ,,, . Kecuwali ,, mereka menghina kehormatan TuhaN ,,, . Menghormati ,,, they said ,, its not enough ,,, 🙂 ,,, it should be from your heart ,,, . Do you still have a heart fi ,,, ??? eaaaaaaaaaa ,,, wkwkkwkwkkw ,,, . #hadjeee ,, kapan jaiL guwa bisa ilang yezh ,,, ahuhuhuhuhu ,,, 🙂
in my mind ,,, gw tetep harus menghormati orang lain ,,, pun belum bisa dari hati ,,, . Sekalipun orang memperlakukan qt buruk ,,, its become their issues ,,, . Qt harus tetep berlaku baik ,,, karena qt punya nilay sendiri sebagai manusia ,,, yang tidak akan dimengerti oleh manusia yang ,,, “low” ,,, . Dan semua ini ,,, akan dinilay oleh Tuhan eventually ,,, . So keep on it ,, 🙂 ,,, .
—
Work ,,, . Oh dear Lord ,,, hadjeee ,,, for than last two weeks ,,, the bozh just got angry to me ,,, eaaaaaaaa ,,, . Padahal anak bininya dah di mari ,,, masih ajah yezh marah2 ,,, . Sekali lagi ,,, oh salah, untuk kesekian kali nya ,,, gw di marah2in karena kelalaian orang lain ,,, . Kesalahan gw ??? adalah berfikir orang akan melakukan seperti yang gw lakukan ,,, berfikir seperti yang gw fikirikan ,,, but they dont ,,, bahasa awamnya :: gw loose control ,,, . kikikikikikikikkk ,,,, .
Ah sudahlah yezh ,,, dont care at all juga seh ,,, . Why ,, jobs not on my priority yezh ,,, ??? i will think bout the jobs on office hour ,,, week dayzh ,,, . But after that ,, am not thinking any more ,, . Is it because ,, its not challenging any more ??? i think so ,, hehehheheheheh ,, 🙂 ,,, .
Pun gw udah berumur yzh ,,, masih kepikiran seh wat pindah kerjak ,, tapiii ,, hadjee ,, idup sehari ga pake issue kesehatn ajah dah keren ,,, apa kabar kalo kerjak makin berat yak ,, eaaaaaaa ,,,, wkwkkwkkwkwk ,,, . aM already that lucky kook having jobs in Aji ,,, get enough income ,,, . Yezh ,, many bills ,,, but ,,, i think its still can handle out ,,, . Kerjak di aji ga berat ,,, gaji lumayan ,, cocok wat orang kek guwe ,,, . Alhamdulillah for everything in my life ,, . Di omel2in orang ,, ?? ahh ,,, peduli amad ,, wkakkakakakkak ,,, 🙂
—
I just a woman ,,, who following God wiLLs ,,, 🙂
No Comments on "Minggoe, 14082016"