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,,, hmmhh ,,, happyy ,,, xixiixix ,,, can enjoy mine ,, hehehhehe ,,, war bysaaakk ,, alhamdulillah ,,, . Perkara besok adalah horor ??? ,,, xiixixi ,, somehow ,, i dont care at all ,, wkkwkwkkwkw ,, . i dont know ,,, i do my best as hafi ,,, on my job ,, and ,, ummhh ,, i think ,,, troubles and issues ,, will come in and out ,, as dailies ,,, . Team mates will alwayzh be like that ,,, white bozh will alwayzh be horor ,, wkkwkwkwk ,, .  Then ,, what so important about that ,,, ???? ,, xiixixixi ,,,

,,, lately ,, am just so disappointed with something ,,, . But ,,, next ,,, i just thinking ,, why i hv to be that emotional ,,, ??? ,, hehheheh ,,, . You know what ,, one thing that i learned about human being is ,, they alwayzh be them self ,,, . and neither do i ,,, . Couple times ago ,, i just decided ,, its not about me any more ,, now is about them ,, . But ,, why it so hard ,,, ??? ,,, . why ??? because am not be my self ,, so its become so hard for sure ,, . Now ,, is all up to me ,, what is my goal ,, ??? ,, xiixixixixi ,,, . This goal ,, is sound sooo konyol ,, xixixiix ,, . just be patient yezh fi ,, what ever God’s fate takes ,,,

beyond all of that ,, am so grateful with this life ,, with my life ,,, . Was ,, i had a dream ,, that am facing sakratul maut ,, and there are two un finished things in this world ,, . One is about my past ,, but am not remember the rest one ,,, . and i think ,, am facing that situation right now  ,,, #more and less ,,, xixiixixix ,,, .

my life is about grateful to the Lord ,,, insha aLLah ,, 🙂

— wrote down at LuMinor HoteL, Sby ,,, —

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,,,  whats wrong with me ,, ?? Lately i just cant withstand to others ,,, . Sumbu guwe rasa pendek ,,, dh d sabar2in tetep ajah emosi ,,, . There are same things for long term ,,, and i think i cant hold on any more ,,, . Thats from my side ,,

But ,,, i make a pointing to my self ,,, :: whats wrong with me ?? Why others do something bad from my side of course without feelin guilty ??? Why others just do bad things to me ?? What i did till they were “so hassle” ??? Am i doing some thing wrong to them ??? In what way ?? In what thing ??? What i hv suppose to fixed then ??? ,,, i dont understand ,,,

Hmmmhh ,,, can i fly now ??? ,,, 🙂

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iyeeaayy ,,, iyeaaaayy ,,, seneng guweeee ,, badan dah rasa enak an ,,, ihiiyy ,,, . Malming kemaren di rumah ajaahh ,, xiixixixixixi ,, ga enak yah ,, malming di rumah tuh ,,, . After 5 dayzh had hard worked ( ceritanya hard lah kerjaknya yezh ,, percaya lah yezh ,,, xiixixi ,,, ) ,, its time to have fun times and view ,,, wkkwkwkwkkw ,,, . Apa daya tapiiihh ,,, edisi badan Letoy tidak bertenaga ,, eaaaaaaa ,,, jxixixixi ,,,

dan ketika sudah bertenaga ,,, langsung ngayap ,, wkkwkwkwk ,,, ( ya kalik gw bisa diem di rumah ,,, kikikikikikikikkkk ,,, ) ,,, .

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Minggu pagih ke rumah bu Nur ,, ihiiiyy ,,, . Ngobzh ma Bu Nur tuh ,,, somehow ,, recharge my soul ,,, . Bukan hidup kami ,, kita ,, tidak ada masalah ,,, bukan ,,, in fact ,, masalah kami cukup besar ,,, tapi ,, kami punya hal tujuan yang sama ,, pikiran yang sama ,,, cara hidup yang sama ,, bahwa hidup itu adalah perjuwangan ,,, kerjak keras ,,, yang bertujuan berkah aLLah swt ,,, . Mungkin ,,, thats why ,, obrolan kami nyambung yezh ,,, . Satu didikan dan pemikiran dari ibu nenek dan moyang kami ,,, #eaaaaaaaaa ,,,, .

Terush tadi tuh ,,, selintas doi ceita tentang masa kecil mereka ,,, mereka tuh aM sekolah rakyat ,, ( uced deehh ,,, jadul banged yakkk ,, SR tuh rasa jamannya budi utommo bukan sih ??? xxixixixi ,, ) ,, terush pM nya sekolah diniyah ,,, >> iki kek pesantren gituhhh ,,, aka sekolah agama ,,, . Sorenya ,,, kerjak pisik wat siapin juwalan wat emaknya ( nenek guwa berarti ) besok pagi ,,, . Luwar bysa yezh ,,, sungguh luwar bysa ,,, .  Guwe juga tipe pekerja keras kookk ,,, percaya kaann ,,, ??? ,, . Bedanya ,,, badan mereka kuwat2 ,, guwe letoy ,,,, wkwkkwkwkkwkw ,,, . Plus ,, gw binal daan lebih menikmati hidup ,, wkwkkwkwkw ,,,, wedayyyaaann ,,, .

semoga ,,, kami semuwa mendapat ridho berkah aLLah swt ,, di duniya dan akhirat ,,, di selamatkan dibahagiyakan di duniya dan akhirat ,,, in many wayzh ,,, aamiinn ,,, 🙂

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thus ,, when back to reality of life ,, jadi cekot cekot lagi ni kepalaaakkk ,,, wkkwkwkkwkwk ,,, . Gw pikir ,,, orang bisa mikir dalam standar ,, bisa bertindak dalam standard ,,, . But ,,, if my around not like that ,, ya so so lah yezh ,,, . Biar guwe yang kerjakan ,, apa yang seharusnya dikerjakan ,, eaaaaaaaaaaa ,,, 🙂 ,,, .

you know what ,, perkara at the end ,, its still the same thing in view and condition ,,, ,, we dont care ,,, 🙂 ,, each of us ,,, have our own goal ,, right ,, ?? ,,, 🙂  🙂 ,,, #bukan karena sekitar “down grade” ,, bukan berarti qt harus menurunkan “grade” qt jugak ,, betul ,,, ??? ,,, 🙂

Cemungudh dalam kebaikan fiii ,,, seberapa pun kekuwatan lo sekarang ,,, !!! ,,, 🙂 #ama seberapa kejailan gw juga taaakkk ???? ,, eaaaaa ,,, ahahhahahaha ,,,

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wikenzh besoookk ,,, ribet prodel ,, bis ituuhh ,,, jelong2 ke jogjeeezzhh ,, iyeaaaayy ,,, iiihiiyy ,,,

satu lagi fii ,, jangan lupak ngajiiii daily yezzzhh  ,,, . Muslim ko yo ga ngaji ,,, ?? ahahhahah ,,, . Itu tuuhh ,,, yang otak guwe bilang ke guwe ,, jleb banged yezh ,,,, ,, ahhahahahah ,,,

— wrote down on Max Coffe Lippo Mall Puri Indah ,,, #eaaaaaaaa ,,, 🙂 —

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,,, muak fi ??? ,,, ketika manusiyak around just geting jealousy with you ?? ,, trying to hit you down ,, trying to hurt you in some ways ,,, 

Guweee ,,, ??? ,, sypalah guwe ,,, ??? . Guwe ga akan terganggu dengan kaliyan ,,, action kaliyan ,,, . Sekali lagi ,,, yg ada d pikir guwe cmn satu pertanyaan :: why ??? ,,, . Is it so important to hurt others ??? Is it ?? ,, . Is there nothin else you can donwith your world ,,, ??? ,,,

Hhhh ,,, manusiyak yeezhh ,,, kesenanangannya beda beda ,,, xizixiixixix . Ada yg jailin orang kek guwe ,,, ada yg nyakitin orang lain ,, ada yg travelling menikmati duniyak ,,, ada yg doyan ngurusin orang banyak ,,, and so on ,,,

Hmmhh ,, let it be lah ,,, we hv our own goal ,, dont we ,,, ??? ,,, . And keep believing fi ,, out there beneran ada orang baik ko ,,, lo kan spesialis naive person ,,, kwkwkwwkww ,,,

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,,, xixixixiix ,, kalo temen2 pada diyet carbo and gula ,,, and so on lah yezh ,,, guwe ?? ,,, malah comsume entuh everydayzh ,,,

Masih inged ,,, and still i think ,,, sebelum pulang kantor ,,, gw ke briking room wat ngadok aer putih ma gula ,,, bahkan, klo dah sampe parkiran tp lupa num er gula ,,, gw bela2in naek lagi wat num er gula ,,, secara rumah jawuh compare badan letoy ,,, wkkwkwkwkwk ,,, . 

In fact ,,, gule dah jd consume and sumber energi daily guwe ,,, . Coffee and sugar ,,, ituh doping daily guweee ,,, . Tanpa entuh ,, mungkin plus suggesti yak ,,, rasa ga bsa begerak nih badan ,,, . Iyup ,,, itu menguras semuwa energi guwe ,,, hingga gw bakal sangat kelelahan di sore/malam hari ,,, . But i took that chance ,,, lah kalo daily gw ga da tenaga ,,, terush kerjaknya gmnaaaaa ??? ,,, . Sore/malem ga da tenaga ?? ,, ya gpp kan sekaliyan teddooorrrr ,, xixixixixix ,,, untung gw agag pinteran dikit yak ,,, kikikikikikikikikkkk ,,,

Hmmhh ,,, kalo dah dengan semuwa doping entuh badan masih lemezh ??? ,,, yaaa banyak2 dzikir ajah dah ,,, kwkwkwkwwww,,,

Ummhh ,, keknya gw jarang sharing issue kesehatan gw ke around ,, dh kbysaan mendem sendiri kalik yak ,,, . Kebysaan dr dulu ,, kl ketawan sakit dikit ,, gw ga boleh kemana2 ,,, apezh kan ,,, ??!! ,, . Kebysaan deh mpe skrg ,,, kebysaan ga mahu nyusain orang ,,, ga mahu liat orang pretend baek ,,, ga mahu lihat orang kesiyana ma guwe ,,, ,,, ,,, . Yang standard 2 ajah lah yezh ,,, xixixixixixiix ,,,

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am ,,, rare become jealousy with others ,, . Yeezzhh ,, some times ,, seeing few friends ,, having good life such as ,, good welfare ,, good job ,, good husband/wife ,, good children ,,, good attitude they have ,, of course its makes me/us jealousy ,, right ???? ,, . But its sooo rare condition around me ,, wkkwkwkkw ,,, . #there are 2-3 people cross my mind when i wrote down this ,, xiixixixix ,,,

abis sekarang ,, apa yang bisa gw compare ,,, . My around having so different backgrounds and goals ,, so in what way have to be compared ,,, ??? . Selain ,, gw berusaha dengan seadanya guwe ,, ??? ,, hehhehehe ,,, 😀 ,, .

orang yang dari keluwarga baik ,,, “bikin” nya ga pake miss ,, wkwkwkkwkw ,,,, jadi lah seorang anak yang baik secara genetis ,,, diberikan pendidikan yang baik ,, jadilah orang baik lagi ,, . Beranak pinak baik pulak ,, . Wajar kan yak ,,, .

orang dari keluwarga kurang baik ,, bertingkah laku kurang baik ,, ya eaaa laahh ,,, kek gituuu ,, . Dari mana dy dapet contoh baik ,,, ??? ,,,

ahh ,,, banyak lah ,,,

mungkiinn ,,, guwe akan jelezh ,, ketika gw ngelihat ,, orang seperti guwe ,, yang cuweknya kek guwe ,, yang pemikirannya kek guwe ,, yang sengkleknya kek guwe ,, keluwar dari keterbatasan dirinya ,,, bisa sakseezzhh di duniya ini ,, dan bisa seperti apa yang guwe angan2kan ,,,  ,,, dan berhasil ,, !! ,,, . Iyah ,, pasti kek gitu ,, xiixixixi ,,, .

Sooo ,,, entahlah ,,, am not sure ,, in what way i hv to be jealous with around ,, ??

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,, some times ,, we are feels ,,, like a right person ,, duniya akherat ,, . So maybe ,,, Its time that ,,, we can not see our miss ,, our mistakes ,,, . and its called ,, blind spot ,,, . #i think ,, 😛 ,,,

i think ,, if we are in this point ,, we have to share with others ,, to see the blind spot ,,, to understand what we can not see before ,,, . If not ,, we have to clear out our mind  ,, and start to think for beginning ,,, . I thinks ,, its the only way ,,, . Where its done ,,, make a new conclusion ,,, 🙂

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eaaa ,, my lazy wikenzh ,, xiixixixixi ,,, 😛 ,, . Yup ,,, its ,, a ,, so maggerrr euuyy ,,, wwkwkwkkwk ,, wedyaannn,, xiixixix ,,,

anyway ,, this wikzh ,, is sooo ,, weird ,, from my side ,, . Many stories ,, make me realize that ,, . Ummhh ,, i already posted on fesbukzh ,, so ,, i will copast then ,,, make my finger more healthy ,, wkkwkwk ,,,,

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Situwasi yg aneehh ,,,
masih ga abis pikir ,,, doi ampe segitunya “menghalangi” guwe maju ,,, salah guwe apa yak ma doi ?? ,,
kalo cmn iri doank sih ,, ya ampuunn ,, kek yang bener ajah gw ampe d iri-in ,,, pinter kagag sengklek ho oh ,,
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#officeLife ,,,
#macammanusia,,,
#mungkin edisi blind spot for hafikuw

 

this is not the first time ,,, its have been ,, around a year back ward koo ,,, am sure ,,, . i know ,, but i just ignore those ,, because ,,, i dont believe in bad people ,,, . #as usual yezh fi ,, become naive person ,, ahhahahahha ,,, . How many incidents/happeningss/events ,, more you need ,, that some people out there are really bad ,,, ??? .

sometimes ,,, i just end up of my mind ,, there are people out there ,, become jealously with me ,,, . Withh mmeeee ?? hafiiiiiiiiiiii ??? ,, helloohh ??? ,, . Who i am ,, ???? ,,, . O dear Lord ,,, .  For me ,,, Its not about the training or anything bout that lah ,, . Its about ,, how come that jealousy could come into your heart and you are become bad people with intentionally ,, ???? its ,, bad you knowh ,, ??? . xixixixi ,,, once again ,, this is not ,,, about how i hv to understood them ,,, its about how i understood God’s stories for me ,,, 🙂 🙂 🙂 ,,, .

Me ,, is me ,, . Guwe akan tetap jadi guwe ,,, yang yah ,, yang seperti ini ,,, . Yang cuwek ,, yang sengklek ,, yang ga hangat ,, yang ga bisaan komunikasi ma orang ,,, yang mungkin orang2 kesian karena ga naek2 jadi M ( bahkan guwe ga kesusahan dengan ituh ) ,, yang gerah dengan keberadaan guwe ampe harus di “halangi” ,,, . 36 tahun ,, susah kalik mo ngerubah guwe jadi orang yang hangat and cheerful ,, hehheheh ,,, . Hafi is hafi ,,,, . Just one question ,,, have i make you down in front of your bozh ,, ??? . No ,, its you that make your self ,,, down ,,, . ,,, Be a man ,,, be a fair ,,, . But yezh ,,, maybe its not you ,,, to become a man ,, to be fair ,,, . You is you ,,, low grade person ,,, .

,, where ever it is ,,, i have my own stage to stand up ,,, with or with out you guyzh ,,,

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10 thn pendosaan compare 2 thn pertobatan ,,
Sangat yakin Tuhan yg maha pengampun akan mengampuni dosa2 ituh ,,,
Tpi hidup tetap begini2 sajah ,,
Mungkin bukan dosa yg terlalu banyak ,,, tetapi syurga yg terlalu tinggi utk d raih ,,,

iyezh ,,, its about heaven is sooo high to reach ,, dont you think like that ,, ??? . It just ,, people with kind heart ,,, who can live on ,,, xiixixixix ,,, . Ga abis pikir ,, gmna caranya punya hati yang baik ,, ??? ,,, . gw ya segini guwe ,,, . Apa mungkin ,,, semenjak brojol ,, takaran hati guwe ,, mang segini yak ,,, ??? ,,, hehhehehe ,, .

,, its life time struggle ,,, to have God’s attention ,,, 🙂 ,,, insha allah ,, 🙂

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nyari2 tiket gratisan pas long wiken april inih ,, with miles and reedem point ,,, :: ga available ,, wkkwkwkkw ,,, ya eaaa laahhh fiiiiii ,,, xiixixixixi ,,, . Hadjeee ,, kemana yaakk ,,, 😛 ,, lagian guwe ga pernah jalan2 sendiri ,,, masa escape sendiri ,,, ?? ,,, ceyeeem ,,, wkkwkwk ,, . Semuwanya “rasa” udah ,,, . Kepengenannya ke eropah ,,, #loh #ngarepdotkom #lebay ,,, kwkwkkwkw ,, . aamin dulu ah ,,, xiixixixi 😀 ,,

sing penting ,,, guwe ,, mahuuuu ,, beli rumah ,, !! wkkwkwkwk ,, lebay ,,, . #kenapa kehidupan guwe penuh dengan kelebayan ??? wkkwkwkwk ,, . Mo kosdon maksimal jugakkk ,,, . Minggu kemaren gagal kosdon ,,, . Minggu ini kuduuuu  ,,, eaaaaaaaaa ,,,

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lately ,, i just want to become ,, my self ,, hehehhehe ,,, 😉 ,,, and ,, !! sharing pictzh for this wikzh aah ,, ihiiyy ,,, #edisi maksi with friends ,,,

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