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jadi ,,, mbem ituh parkir kan di luwar rumah yezh ,,, . Tadi pas jalan  ,,, gw pake sendal ,,, keluwar rumah ,, masuk mbem ,, idupin mobil ,,, terush ga lama jalan deehh ,, . Bysanya gw pasti muter balik wat keluwar komplek ,,, . Pas mo ngelewatin tempat parkir mbem tadi ,, dari kejawuhan ,, gw liat dan mikir :: kek sendal guwe tuh ,,, . Tapi mikir lagi :: ahh ga mungkin, masa sendal guwe tinggal ,, . Ngeeeenngg ngelewatin tuh tempat parkir dan tuh sendal, tapi masih penasaran liat di spion. Yakin ga yakin ,,, gw berenti ,, terush mundur ,, dan liat :: itu sendal guweee ,,, !!! ,, .  jadi tadi ngapain gw masuk mbem pake lepas sendal ??? helloohhh ,,, ??? kata mbem musola ???? hadjeeehhhh ,,, otak ko ga ada bener2nya sih fiiiii ,,,, . wkwkkwkwkkwkwkwk ,,,,

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terush ,, pas pulangnya ,,, gw kebeled pip ,,, lama dah tuh nahan pip di jalan yezh ,,, . Setelah dapet toilet yang memadai ,, gw pip sambil hape an balesin wasap2 ,,, . agag lama tuuh ,,, soalnya masih kedengeran air ngucur ringan ke toiletnya ,,, . dah mikir sih ,,, :: iygh kok guwe pip lama amad ,,, tapi ah ,,,  namanya juga nahan pip lama ,, . Lamaan dikit ,, liat ke bawah ,, iygh ,, itu bukan pip guwe ,, aer bocoran dari penampung toilet nyaaaaa ,,, . Hadjeeeeeeeeeee hafiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ,,,, . How come parameter berenti pipis dari suwara ??? bukan dari rasa ??? eaaaaaaaaaaaaa ,,, wkkwkwkkwkwkkw ,,,

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keknya ,,, butuh terapi otak dah guwe ,,, wkkwkwkwkkw ,,,

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,,, detak jantungkuwh ,,, seirama dengan kehidupan ,,,

,,, dan kehidupan ,,, adalah tentang  bagaymana qt memandangnya ,,,

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its ,,, a ,, good life ,,, having good health ,, having mbit and mbem ,, can drive with them ,,, with the good weather ,,, shining sun ,,, its really a good life ,,, . Yup ,,, still minus a family ,,, eaaaaaaaaa ,,, pagi2 dah baper ajah non ,,, wkwkkwkwkwk ,,, . considering last week ,, i just can laying down on my bed ,,, so ,, am so happy this wiken ,,, xixiixixix ,,, . Many things ,, done ,, !! yeeeaaayy ,,,  . So grateful with those ,, right ,, ??? ,,, alhamdulillah ,,, 🙂

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ummhh ,,, what i want to share yeeezzzhh ,, ,,, . this week ,,, i just feel so ,,, vicious ,,, ahahhahah ,,, . am serious ,,, . I mean ,, like this ,, :: in my side ,,, i hv big tolerance to around ,,, and if am tired ,, i just said ,, tired ,,, with those condition ,,, . But this week ,, am suck with that condition ,,, . How come ,, people can do bad things to their around ,, with out feeling guilty ,,, . Are they lost their mind ,,, ??? . Its seems ,, my tolerance is getting thin ,, xiixixixixi ,, .

am sick with those ,,, basa basi busuk ,,, !!! ,,  better i knew and facing the worst condition rather than hv to pretend that i like them ,,, . the point is ,,, better facing the real one ,, rather than “delay” the real one condition ,,, . Just be good ,,, for our self ,,, and around ,,, . Its hard thing to do i think ,,, .

Maybe ,, this is because ,, i just tired also with my condition ,,, . Lelah dengan mikir ngatur2 kekuwatan guwe sehariannya ,,, . Sihat sedikit ,, langsung betingkah guwe ,, wkkwkwkkw ,,, . Segini ajah ,,, gw sangat berusaha tidak nyusain orang ,,, kenapa orang, gampang banged nyusain orang yak ,, ??? ,,, . Eh, tapi ga tw beberapa waktu lagi ,, kalik gw akan bener2 nyusain orang ,,, yang mungkin bangun dari tempat tidur ajah bakal butuh bantuan orang ,,, ??? xiixixix ,,, who knows yezh ,,,  . iygh ,, amid2 yezh ,,, . Ampe listing doa guwe nambah ,,, kalo mang dah waktunya ,, bermohon sangat pada Tuhan, agar ga nyusain orang2 ,, aamiinn ,, ya aLLah ,, 🙂 ,,,

hmmpphh ,,, mayan lah ,, curcol ngeluwarin uneg2 ,, ngelepasin beban pikir ,,, xiixixix ,,, . Semoga ,, semuwa bahagiya selalu ,, with all conditions that we have ,,, 🙂 ,,, aamiinn ,,, . Pls forgive me yyezzhh ,,, 🙂

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last night ,, all night ,, i had a dream about my Mom ,, death ,, #lah pan emak guwa mang dah menninggal yakk ,, hehehhehe ,, 😀 ,,, . So tudeyzh ,, in the early murning ,, i visited her and others been there ,, praying to gather ,,, 🙂 ,,,

my Mom ,, maybe she was not a perfect mother ,,, but ,, she is everything in my life ,,, . I mean ,, really everything ,,, . Doi ,, mengenalkan guwe pada aLLah swt ,,, sejak dini ,,, dengan cukup baik ,,, . Yes of course ,, its not got impact directly and fast time ,, but ,, am so glad and grateful for all of those ,,, masya aLLah ,, .

Hidup yang guwe jalani after beliyaw meninggal ,,, cukup kelam ,,, . Some times ,,, gw pun berfikir ,, jika emak guwa masih ada ,,, gw tentu ga akan ngalamin hal buruk itu semuwa ,, definitely ,,, . ada juga pikiran guwe yang bilang,,, kalo “bekel” dari emak gw ,, that good ,, gw ga akan mengalami hal kelam tersebut ,,, .  ,,, Hmmhh ,,, Semuwa itu di tunjang dengan hormon masa muda guwe yang begitu liar dan menggebu ,, ingin merasakan semuwa kenikmatan duniya ,,, .

and in this point ,, in this phase ,, in this stage ,,, i just want to grateful with all of this ,,, . Still having time to grateful, to beg a mercy ,, to pray for her ,, to enjoy the rest time that i have ,, . What else that the best could be happen in my life ,,, beside those things ??? ,,, what else ,, ????

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once again ,,, this is ,, a good life ,,, alhamdulillah ,,, 🙂

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aLim ,, ??? Gw ,, ??? ,,, xixiixxi ,,, . Guwe ituuh ,,, pendosa ,,, dosa mana yang belon guwe lakuin ,,, Masya aLLah ,, #istighfar ,,, .

Tapi ,, gw ,, dalam hidup ini ,,, mencari core kehidupan ,,, dan core kehidupan itu adalah Tuhan ,,, . Iyah ,, gw adalah manusia pencari Tuhan ,,, . Dan alhamdulillah ,, dalam pencarian guwe ,,, sebagay manusia ,, gw menemukan jalan kembali dalam Islam ,,, dalam aLLah swt ,,, . ini ,, sesuwatu yang tak akan pernah putus gw syukuri dalam hidup ,,, . dalam kesesatan guwe ,, gw masih bisa dan di beri waktu ,,, kembali pada aLLah swt ,, its a greatest thing in my life ,, . alhamdulillah ,,, 🙂

dan hey ,, once again ,, dosa mana yang ga berbayar ,,, xixixiix ,,, #jailModeOn ,, ,, #edisi nahan sakit kaki ,,,

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hay ,, what a lovely sunday murNing yezh ,,, 🙂 ,, what can i do more beside enjoying the rest time with my around  ,,, ??? ,,, 🙂 ,,, .

,,, usually i save the world ,, with my weird costume ,,, wkkwkwkwk ,,, but yesterday i just laying down all day long ,, i mean really all day long ,, ahhahahah ,, and still feel not enough ,,, . I cant and maybe i dont want to think any more ,,, xiixixixi ,,, It just ,, i need good suggestion and good thought to through my life ,,, not logic and math calculation again ,,, indeed ,,, xiixixixix ,,, . ,,, and i do ,, sometimes ,, miss him ,, eaaaaa ,,, xixiixixi ,,, 😛

dreamzh ,,, i want to share somes ,,, . Usually ,, it will be happen ,,, but ,, i think ,,, lately ,, its not anymore ,, ahahhaha ,, #thanksGod ,, 🙂 ,,, . I see ,,, someone from the past still make a relationship with me ,,, . I see ,,, my friend around ask me to my Father ,,, ahahhahaha ,,, . I see ,,, a river full of blood ,, . its ,,, happiness vision anyway ,, 🙂 ,, .

I just ,, so grateful ,, for my pass ,, my presents ,, and my live will be  ,,, what ever it was it is and it will ,,, because am sure ,,, all of those ,, with God bless ,,, 🙂 ,,, . O my dear thought ,,, i know exactly what you thinking about ,,, you will ask me ” if not ?? ” ,,,  and you know well what my answer next ,,, 🙂 ,,, . This is something that you cant share about ,,, its something that God put in our heart ,,, 🙂

hey ,, this is really a good life ,, indeed ,, 🙂

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if i try to remember ,,, i got fever many times ,, but am not put concerned that much ,,, secara targetnya :: ga collaps ,,, sakit2 demam2 dikit mah ga di rasa ,, xixiixixi ,,, . am so weak ,,, but am so glad that still can do many things ,,, xixiixixi ,,, . some times ,,, its feel like ,, a wall in my mind and heart ,, . And lately ,, that wall ,, “falling down” ,,, quite often ,,, . Who is the one ,,, knocked down the wall ?? ,,, me ,,, my self ,,, . Who can hurt you ,, beside your self and around that close to you ? ,,, am i right ,, ??? ,,, xixiixix ,, . ahh ,, i think this caused my hormone ,,, hehhehe ,,, womens cycle ,, xixixiix ,,,

be patient yezh fi ,,, 🙂 ,,,

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hmmhh ,, mo nulis apa yah ,,, . ngaro ngidul aja bole yezh ,, sambil nungguin cuciyan ,,, xixiixi ,,, .

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Many great people out there yezh ,, xixixixi ,, smart people ,,, indeedd ,,, . Guwe ,,, ??? ,,, ihihiihih ,,, gini nih kalo liatnya ke atas ,,, jadi ga bersyukur ama yg ada di diri ,,, masya allah yezh ,,, masya allah ,,, . xixixiix ,,, ingin sekali sekarang ,, diri guwe mengakuwi dan mengeluh tentang semuwa yang tidak tercapay dalam hidup ,, kwkwkkwkw ,,, . Fi ,, hang on ,,, ga ngaruh juga kok ,,, ga bikin, semuwa yang tidak tercapay dalam idup lo, akan tercapay dengan mengeluh ,,, #ya kalik ,,, xixiixixi ,,, . Masya aLLah ,,, . tobe honest ,,, agag susah berfikir positive saat ini ,,, wkkwkwkwk ,,, .

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Tdk spt muwh ,, yg harus explain or mempengaruhi apa pun ituh ke teman2 ex aji ,,, gw cukup diyam ,, dan pada akhrnya ,, somehow ,, org tahu ,,, manusia macam apa elu ituh ,,

belom lagi hal ituh ,,, and around ,,,  hehehehhe ,,, . macam2 manusiya ,,, yang harus gw hadapin yezh ,,, . Hmmhh ,,, kenapa orang ,, tidak mahu ,,, berbuwat baik ,, at least tidak nyusain orang ajah ,,, itu udah great banged kok ,,, . Jika sudah pada sampay tahap ituh ,,, baru lah boleh “menyusahkan” orang lain ,, karena qt baru bener2 tahu takarannya tuk nyusain orang ,,,  . Dan nyusain orang karena alasan ,,, “kasih” ,,, . Unbelievable yezh ,,, but its true kok ,,, . Kalo belon ngerti ,, berarti mungkin masih pada tahap beneran nyusain orang ,,, wkkwkwkkwkw ,,, . aahh ,,, moga kebeli dah rumah or apart yg mumpuni wat guwe tinggal ,,, biar ga nyusain orang2 ,,, xiixixixi ,,, aamiinn ,,, 🙂

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tadi ,, bareng mbem lagii ,,, xiixixix ,,, . C mbem ,,, dari awal tuh bawaannya ,, kalo kelamaan parkir in/out garage ,,, pasti ajah ada baretnya ,,, wkkwkwkwk ,,, . Ngambeg keknya ga di ajak jalan ,, mana wiken kemaren gw malah ngojek kesana kemari ,,, xiixixixix ,,, . Jadi, akhirannya mungkin mbem membaretkan dirinya sendiri ,,, ??? wkkwkwkkwkw ,,, . and alhamdulillah ,,, the way home not that tight traffic jam ,,, xiixixix ,,, #rejeki cewe galaw dah ,,,

terush ,, gw tuh pengen beliin mbem aksesoris ,,, tapi ya amppunnn ,,, bahkan gw ga tawu dari nama, bentuk dan fungsinya ,,, wkkwkwkwkkw ,,, . mobil tuh mang men things yezh ,,, dont you think like that ??? xixiixixix ,,, . Guwe ?? once again ,, c mbem bisa jalan bareng guwe ajah ,,, gw dah bahagiya lahir bathin koookk ,,, xiixixix ,,,

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o iya ,,, semalem sebelum tedor ,,, tanpa gue sangat tuk bermaksut sara ,,, gw kepikiran ,, what religion that embrace by our japanese around ?? ,, . even ,, i googling for shinto ,,, xiixixixi ,,, . Secara ,,, bozh putih ikuu ,, pinternya dah keblinger lah yezh ,, masa iye ga ngakuin adanya Tuhan yang Maha Esa ,,, ??? ,,, . and am realize ,, that ,, we are near ,, and we are so different ,,, hehehhehe ,,, .

sudahlah yezh ,, its just my wild thinking ,, edisi insome ,, mikir kesana dan kemari ,,, xixiixixi ,,,

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eh ,,, cuciyannya dah kelar ,,, udah duluw yezh ,,, gw mo obo ,,, xxixiixixi ,,,

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