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am ,,, rare become jealousy with others ,, . Yeezzhh ,, some times ,, seeing few friends ,, having good life such as ,, good welfare ,, good job ,, good husband/wife ,, good children ,,, good attitude they have ,, of course its makes me/us jealousy ,, right ???? ,, . But its sooo rare condition around me ,, wkkwkwkkw ,,, . #there are 2-3 people cross my mind when i wrote down this ,, xiixixixix ,,,

abis sekarang ,, apa yang bisa gw compare ,,, . My around having so different backgrounds and goals ,, so in what way have to be compared ,,, ??? . Selain ,, gw berusaha dengan seadanya guwe ,, ??? ,, hehhehehe ,,, 😀 ,, .

orang yang dari keluwarga baik ,,, “bikin” nya ga pake miss ,, wkwkwkkwkw ,,,, jadi lah seorang anak yang baik secara genetis ,,, diberikan pendidikan yang baik ,, jadilah orang baik lagi ,, . Beranak pinak baik pulak ,, . Wajar kan yak ,,, .

orang dari keluwarga kurang baik ,, bertingkah laku kurang baik ,, ya eaaa laahh ,,, kek gituuu ,, . Dari mana dy dapet contoh baik ,,, ??? ,,,

ahh ,,, banyak lah ,,,

mungkiinn ,,, guwe akan jelezh ,, ketika gw ngelihat ,, orang seperti guwe ,, yang cuweknya kek guwe ,, yang pemikirannya kek guwe ,, yang sengkleknya kek guwe ,, keluwar dari keterbatasan dirinya ,,, bisa sakseezzhh di duniya ini ,, dan bisa seperti apa yang guwe angan2kan ,,,  ,,, dan berhasil ,, !! ,,, . Iyah ,, pasti kek gitu ,, xiixixixi ,,, .

Sooo ,,, entahlah ,,, am not sure ,, in what way i hv to be jealous with around ,, ??

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,, some times ,, we are feels ,,, like a right person ,, duniya akherat ,, . So maybe ,,, Its time that ,,, we can not see our miss ,, our mistakes ,,, . and its called ,, blind spot ,,, . #i think ,, 😛 ,,,

i think ,, if we are in this point ,, we have to share with others ,, to see the blind spot ,,, to understand what we can not see before ,,, . If not ,, we have to clear out our mind  ,, and start to think for beginning ,,, . I thinks ,, its the only way ,,, . Where its done ,,, make a new conclusion ,,, 🙂

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eaaa ,, my lazy wikenzh ,, xiixixixixi ,,, 😛 ,, . Yup ,,, its ,, a ,, so maggerrr euuyy ,,, wwkwkwkkwk ,, wedyaannn,, xiixixix ,,,

anyway ,, this wikzh ,, is sooo ,, weird ,, from my side ,, . Many stories ,, make me realize that ,, . Ummhh ,, i already posted on fesbukzh ,, so ,, i will copast then ,,, make my finger more healthy ,, wkkwkwk ,,,,

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Situwasi yg aneehh ,,,
masih ga abis pikir ,,, doi ampe segitunya “menghalangi” guwe maju ,,, salah guwe apa yak ma doi ?? ,,
kalo cmn iri doank sih ,, ya ampuunn ,, kek yang bener ajah gw ampe d iri-in ,,, pinter kagag sengklek ho oh ,,
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#officeLife ,,,
#macammanusia,,,
#mungkin edisi blind spot for hafikuw

 

this is not the first time ,,, its have been ,, around a year back ward koo ,,, am sure ,,, . i know ,, but i just ignore those ,, because ,,, i dont believe in bad people ,,, . #as usual yezh fi ,, become naive person ,, ahhahahahha ,,, . How many incidents/happeningss/events ,, more you need ,, that some people out there are really bad ,,, ??? .

sometimes ,,, i just end up of my mind ,, there are people out there ,, become jealously with me ,,, . Withh mmeeee ?? hafiiiiiiiiiiii ??? ,, helloohh ??? ,, . Who i am ,, ???? ,,, . O dear Lord ,,, .  For me ,,, Its not about the training or anything bout that lah ,, . Its about ,, how come that jealousy could come into your heart and you are become bad people with intentionally ,, ???? its ,, bad you knowh ,, ??? . xixixixi ,,, once again ,, this is not ,,, about how i hv to understood them ,,, its about how i understood God’s stories for me ,,, 🙂 🙂 🙂 ,,, .

Me ,, is me ,, . Guwe akan tetap jadi guwe ,,, yang yah ,, yang seperti ini ,,, . Yang cuwek ,, yang sengklek ,, yang ga hangat ,, yang ga bisaan komunikasi ma orang ,,, yang mungkin orang2 kesian karena ga naek2 jadi M ( bahkan guwe ga kesusahan dengan ituh ) ,, yang gerah dengan keberadaan guwe ampe harus di “halangi” ,,, . 36 tahun ,, susah kalik mo ngerubah guwe jadi orang yang hangat and cheerful ,, hehheheh ,,, . Hafi is hafi ,,,, . Just one question ,,, have i make you down in front of your bozh ,, ??? . No ,, its you that make your self ,,, down ,,, . ,,, Be a man ,,, be a fair ,,, . But yezh ,,, maybe its not you ,,, to become a man ,, to be fair ,,, . You is you ,,, low grade person ,,, .

,, where ever it is ,,, i have my own stage to stand up ,,, with or with out you guyzh ,,,

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10 thn pendosaan compare 2 thn pertobatan ,,
Sangat yakin Tuhan yg maha pengampun akan mengampuni dosa2 ituh ,,,
Tpi hidup tetap begini2 sajah ,,
Mungkin bukan dosa yg terlalu banyak ,,, tetapi syurga yg terlalu tinggi utk d raih ,,,

iyezh ,,, its about heaven is sooo high to reach ,, dont you think like that ,, ??? . It just ,, people with kind heart ,,, who can live on ,,, xiixixixix ,,, . Ga abis pikir ,, gmna caranya punya hati yang baik ,, ??? ,,, . gw ya segini guwe ,,, . Apa mungkin ,,, semenjak brojol ,, takaran hati guwe ,, mang segini yak ,,, ??? ,,, hehhehehe ,, .

,, its life time struggle ,,, to have God’s attention ,,, 🙂 ,,, insha allah ,, 🙂

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nyari2 tiket gratisan pas long wiken april inih ,, with miles and reedem point ,,, :: ga available ,, wkkwkwkkw ,,, ya eaaa laahhh fiiiiii ,,, xiixixixixi ,,, . Hadjeee ,, kemana yaakk ,,, 😛 ,, lagian guwe ga pernah jalan2 sendiri ,,, masa escape sendiri ,,, ?? ,,, ceyeeem ,,, wkkwkwk ,, . Semuwanya “rasa” udah ,,, . Kepengenannya ke eropah ,,, #loh #ngarepdotkom #lebay ,,, kwkwkkwkw ,, . aamin dulu ah ,,, xiixixixi 😀 ,,

sing penting ,,, guwe ,, mahuuuu ,, beli rumah ,, !! wkkwkwkwk ,, lebay ,,, . #kenapa kehidupan guwe penuh dengan kelebayan ??? wkkwkwkwk ,, . Mo kosdon maksimal jugakkk ,,, . Minggu kemaren gagal kosdon ,,, . Minggu ini kuduuuu  ,,, eaaaaaaaaa ,,,

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lately ,, i just want to become ,, my self ,, hehehhehe ,,, 😉 ,,, and ,, !! sharing pictzh for this wikzh aah ,, ihiiyy ,,, #edisi maksi with friends ,,,

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eaaaa ,,, it should be ,,, working day tuh like diizzhh ,,, . Weekend over ,,, come to work for one day ,, and then get holiday again ,, wkkkwkwkkw ,, #kek operator pebrik yezh ,, sip2an ,, ,,, xiixixix ,, 😛 . tudeyzh ,, is a Nyepi’s day ,, a religion activity for Hindu’s ,, so its a public hullideyyzhh ,,, horeeeeeeee ,,, .

you know what ,, beyond all of my life right now ,,, ,,,  ,,, the officials ,, the friendship ,, the families ,,, ,,, ,,, i just want have a house ,, for me ,,, . Thus ,,, i want to go to europe ,, Maybe spent my rest time there ,,, ??? ,,, 🙂 ,,, . xiixixixi ,,, its ,,, like ,,, a free tax dream yeeezzhh ,,, kwkwkwkwk ,,, . Gpp lah yezh ,,, sing penting mimpi masih halal ,, thus ga bayar pulak ,, wkkwkwkkwkw ,,, .

hidup ituuu ,,, adalah bagaymana kaw memandaangnya ,,, dan itulah hidup yang kaw jalani ,,, 🙂

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i think ,, summer already comes ,, its so hot out there ,, xiixixix ,,,

so whats my activity by tudeyzh ,,, :: hunting mate for sure ,, !! wkkwkwkwkkw ,,, #dah kek predator yezh ,, wkwkkwkw ,,, . Firstly ,, i want to ,,, grateful ,,, for my health lately ,, hehehhehe ,,, . am already getting fat ,,, even though the HB still not enough for donor ,,, gpp ,, cemungudh ,,, xixixixi ,,, . alhamdulillaaahh ,, 🙂 . Thus ,, what will yo do for your blessing life and time ,, fi ,, ?? ,, eaaaaaaaaa ,,, hehehhehe ,, #skakmat amat nanyak nya ,,, 😛  . an activity by tudeyzh ,, ?? nothing ,, wkkwkwkwk ,, just writing ,,, having good coffee ,,, enjoying the life ,,, eaaaaaa ,, wkkwkwkkwkw ,,,

ummhh ,, lately ,, gw lagi bener2 demen bareng mbem ,, xixiixix ,,, . happy ,, having drive with mbem ,, happy having mbem clean ,, wanggii ,, xiixixixi , happy having mbem irit bengsin ,, xiixixix ,, #makin ga jelas ,,, . Mbem dh cocok bener dah ma guwe ,,, mobil kicil yang kursi drivernya bisa di tinggiin ,, wkkwkwkkw ,, #balada orang kicil nan mungil ,,, xiixixix ,,, . Secara irit bengsin pulaaakk ,,, ahaayy ,,,, !!! ,,, . Moga awed ma hafikuw yezh mbeeemm ,,, 🙂

hmmhhhhh ,,, guwe begitu bahagiya ,,, dan semoga semuwa orang bisa berbahagiya juga ,,, aamiinn ,, 🙂 ,,,

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gw mo sharing ah ,,,

Sometimes ,,, ketika melihat seorang co ,,, yang ,,, bysa ajah bahkan menuju kurang ,, . Gw bener2 perihatin ,,, . Guwe ini ,,, perempuwan dengan pemikiran original dan old school ,, whereas ,,, co ituu ,, adalah pemimpin ,, dan mereka harus menjadi seorang yang besar ,,, . Mereka harus fight dalam hidup ini ,,, seeeemaksimal mungkin ,, . Karena mereka adalah penopang keluwarga ,,, . Tanggung jawab mereka begitu besar ,, untuk dirinya ,, dan wanita2 yang ada di  bawah perlindungannya ,,, . Dah tw kan ??? kelak ,,, mereka akan dimintai pertanggung jawaban atas :: istrinya ,, anak perempuwannya ,, sodara perempuwan ,, #satu lagi sapah yak ?? emaknya apah ??? ,,, hehehhehe 😀 ,,,

 

so ,, ketika gw liat anak muda co ,,, begitu ,,, “tidak menjanjikan” ,, bahkan untuk dirinya sendiri ,,, jadi mikir ,, apa yang salah ??? kenapa bisa ada asset yang seperti ini ,, ??? . Pasti akan balik lagi ,,, ke :: keluwarga ,,, tempat dy dibesarakan ,,, . Iyah ,,, muter di situ2 ajah yezh ,,, . Dan pada akhirnya ,, peran orang tuwa ,, begitu sangat kritikal dalam mendidik anak2 mereka ,, .

 

hmmhh ,, aahh ,, sapa lah guwe mo komen banyak yak ,, . Guwe lahir dan dibesarkan dengan keluwarga yang baik ,, orang tuwa dan keluwarga yang berpendidikan ,,, pantas dan gampanglah guwe ngomong a b c and so on ,,,  . So ,, It just ,, semoga ,,, dengan otak yang diberikan Tuhan ,, ketika sudah besar/baligh ,, mereka para lelaki bisa mikir ,, harus menjadi seperti apa dirinya ,, sekarang dan kelak ,,, aamiinn ,,, 🙂 ,,,

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,,, dan Tuhan pun ,, menciptakan laki2 dahuluw ,, baru perempuwan ,,, 😉

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hehehehhe ,,, done ,,, ! ,, keabisan listing eh ,,, ??? ,,, . Have to fill up with challenge one ,,, isnt it ,,, ?? hehhehehe ,,, 🙂 .

Bozh putih belonn tentu kembali ke alamnya on june ,,, kondisi upizh ga enak ,,, memaksimalkan lembur ,,, cicilan banyak ,, utang banyak ,,, and still jomblow ,,, eaaaa ,,, . thats all my life ,,, xixiixixi ,,,

well ,,, at least berat badan guwe dah 49 lah yezh ,, dah naek 4 kilo ,,, . Dah gendut banged guwe ,, muke guwe ajah mpe bengep ,, kegendutan ,,,  ,,, wkwkkwkw ,,  . Pun  !!! habe nya masih belon cukup waat donor ,,, kekekkekekekkk ,, . udah 6 bulan di tolak donor ,, padahal ,, hb nya dah 12 koma ,,, eaaaaaaa ,, keren kan ,, !! xiixixixixi ,,, . Ntar kalo dah bisa donor ,, gw nraktir dori dh ,, seorang atu !! ihiiiyy ,,, xiixixixixi ,, 🙂

hidup ,,, yup ,,, begitulah hidup ,,, 🙂 ,,, begitulah mereka ,,, dan beginilah guwe ,,, 🙂 ,,, semoga diselamatkan di duniya dan di akherat ,,, 🙂 ,,, aamiinn ,, 🙂

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heehhehehe ,,, stock out of gd mood ,,, eaaaaaaaaa ,,, . with the same issues ,, same condition ,, same circumstances  ,,, and am ,,, tired ,,, ihiiirrrr,,, . Maybe tomorrow ,, with the power of universe ,,, i will have some good mood again ,,, eaaaaaaaaa ,, lebay maximal ,,, wkkwkwkkwkw ,,,

everything  that i face ,, direct pointing my self  not to do the same bad things ,,, then i talk to my self ,, ,,

• thanks God ,, there are theme and chance to be patient ,,,
• thanks God ,, God not choose me to be a bad person ,,, #amiinn ,,,
• thanks God ,, that having life ,, good one ,,
• thanks God ,, having tendency to kalem one ,,, eaaaaa ,,,
• thanks God ,, can be grateful for everything ,, indeed ,,,

 

May ,,, others ,,, can be happy also ,, alwayzh ,, aamiin ,, 🙂

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Betewe ,,, ni ari cepet bgd yak berlalu ,,, . Perasaan baru tadi pagi gw bangun dan subuh di ni kamar ,,, skrg tetiba dah d kamar lagi wat isya and oboo ,,, . Cetar banged ni idup yezh ,,,

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ya ya ya ,,, they said ,, am said ,, am former from autism ,,, eaaaaaaa ,, . Till this day ,, still i dont understand ,,, why ,, sounds ,,, loud one ,,, music one ,,, very very very disturb me a lot ,,, . Like now ,,, so close to live music concert ,,, the sounds ,,, its seems want to kill my heart ,, indeed ,,,

but i do like a challenge ,,, wkkwkwkwkkw ,,, .

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