… bring in one big question to ur head before u got slept … make it such us ur homework were never been done … u’ll get nice sleep then … (hafikuw) … xixixiixix …
ur homework …
Narsis tiiimmee …. wekekkekkekk :P
wakkakakkakakak … numpang narsiisss …. kekekkekekk
pas liburan ke bali and phukeeetttzzhh … *jadi mu ke situ lagi* …
re-build up my way …
*curcolmodeON*
after … a month ??? from the happening … i think … its time for me to re-build up my way … . event though i think it cant be far away from me right now. sometimes i think … now, i need indeed aLLah touch in this way. I feel already maximum as hafi as human … need aLLah to help me out … . Anyway … still i want to re-build up my way.
am not angry anymore … in fact, am not angry … i cant angry … it just sad and sad and saaaddd. I always pray to aLLah … to guide all of us in the right way … the way that aLLah blessing on. I just want every things good. Am not a good girl … i know that for sure … it just hafi … a woman that sometimes … basically bad tempered … and i always to muffle those with silent. But sometimes … when things that made me hang on from, faced to me … it sooo soo000ooo difficult not to angry and explode up … . although in other side … am not sure why i have to angry about ??? not give me benefit in many ways … . But still wanna angry anyway… wakkakkakkkk. Hey, this is just some advice from someone who have bad tempered … when u feel so angry … just go away from that … dont release it to him/her … release to others things … because if u did it … u will regret then … trust me !!
yes … i confessed that i still very very very very sad … for all that happened. All of this is my faults … positive !!! . This is consequence from decision i’ve made. yes …. i broken down into pieces … . But its become mine to handle out this matter … . Now this is bout me … not others anymore. This is depends on me how to get out from this sorrow … how to make my life better… anyone cant help me out … . it just aLLah who can help me right now … .
so … what i’ve to re-build up ??? in what way ??? . one for sure :: i wanna be my self !! ( Heee …. me at right now ??? is someone who not interesting to anything … xixiixixixi 😛 ) . Sometimes … i just thought that .. what i have to do now is … get sit back … leaning on my chair … and try to see from aLLah side … wait will aLLah give to me next … just calm down … .
Yup … what i need to feel and do now is :: CALM DOWN … . others ??? just STAY FOCUS and STAY at THE LINE (in aLLah line) … . Receiving what aLLah gave to me with ikhlas and ‘realize’ . Go hafi … hope u will survive in this world and the life after … amiinn .. 🙂 .
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* wrote on starbucks coffee puri indah while already ngetems here at 8:15 aM, dunt like et humz bikozh there is people that somehow i dont like to them huuekkzzhhhh !! … (what a BT !! .. hehehhehe 😀 ) *
feel in …
sometimes … gw rindu akan irama kejujuran … aroma ketulusan … dan pelangi kebaikan … dari sekeliling gw … (hafikuw)
* but 1 for sure … well … might be … gw belum melakukan itu semua buat sekeliling gw … and am sorry for that … *
the power of love …
its amazing that we can still smiling and laughing to others … no matter what our problems are … alhamdulillah … (hafikuw)
nGoojeeeEkkzzzhh …
Since last year i think … i using ojekzh transportation much more times to go to places that needed injury time … . and now … i have my own tariff … xixiixixi 😛 . Here the cases are ::
am laaattteeee … . Jiahahhahahhahahh … if am late go to the office … the option left are :: leave paid or go with ojek !! . ever once … am ready to go at 6:00 aM … isshhkkk !!! its already traffic jam for surely at few points … (secara yeee rumah gw d pelosok tanah aer bettaaaa … dan kantor gw di ujung pelosok satunyagh … ecapedeeehhh !!! ) . Finally … go with ojek !! it take less than 30 minutes to arrive at sunter. And how much it cost ??? 35rb – 40rb idr !!! (depands on ur nego) … muahaaaaaLLL yaaakk … but worthit enough … ga telaaaddd … . And the next story is … am late again on the next day … still wanna go with ojek and same driver … u know what he said :: ga mau ah mbak kalo ke sunter … kapok saya pulangnya !!! maced bangeeedd !! … wakkakakakakakkakakakakaka ….
Go humzh … . if am so tired when go home … many times i using ojekzh from taman kota to go home. Actually … far enough loh … but somehow … it just need 7rb idr to pay !! … xixixixiixixi 😛
Mall … . Sometimes i’ve thought … mall is my second humzh … jiahahhahahhah … . The nearest mall from my humzh are Taman anggrek mall and puri indah mall. many times using ojekzh go to that mall. From puri kembangan go To puri indah mall … it tooks arround 10 minutes … and need 7rb idr to pay. From puri kembangan To taman anggrek mall took arround 15-20 minutes and need 10rb idr to pay. And if we go back, means starting from the mall, the cost can be double from original … . ecapedeeeehhh … . If starting from cengkareng go to puri indah mall .. it cost 8rb idr … if u werent knowing the driver … yaa se ceban laaahh … xixiixixiixi 😛 . Its need more cost if we go and return from mall and other glamour places.
Naahh … that my stories using ojeeeggzzhhh … kekkekekekekkekkk … . quite a lot aren’t they ??? … . Considering that my parents always not gave permit to they children using this motorbike for safety reason of course … sooo ??? teteuuupp bwandel deh ekyeee…. xixiixixixixi 😛
Camaoflage …
got this motto from mz fahmi ::
before … do not get over quota … | update … get till the last quota …
jadiiiiihhh … in this head office ajinomoto indonesia group, every user that connect to inet have history record according to the use of bytes, address of sites, date, sequence most top user, etc that needed by IT dept.
as long have been in ajinomoto sales indonesia … i never be include on top 10 most wanted user using inet … till last month i think … jiahahahhahahahahha. And finally … i join with the club … no 7 !!! … (it should be no 1 !! huugghhh) … . What is the impact for me ??? nothing … it just my user get limitation for using inet since yesterday and the interesting one is the bosh call me for this case today. Heeee ???? inorder to my status for today is :: S.i.L.e.N.t.modeON … so i said not much to my bozh. Maybe i’ve suppose to say :: heeelloowwhh ??? my work done … my camouflage appraisal was good enough … so ??? what i have suppose to do more ??? ngences ???!!! . And finally he said diplomatically that ” please using inet as needed ” *ecapedeeehh … *
*btw, ko ampe sore gene … quota gw lum abis yak ??? hadjuuuuuu … jangan sampe pulang dengan meninggalkan sisa quota !!!* wakkakkakakkakkkk
one of unspoken thank you :P
… just couldnt slept last night … so i nge-gratak my wardrobe. xixixiixixi … i found my last year birthday gift from my father and not open yet 😛 . My father always gave birthday gift some money as much as birthday age to his children. xixixixxi … not romantic or meaningful or something … but 1 for sure !! someone remember your birthday !!! jiahahahhahahahah … .
There is something that i concern about when i saw the greeting which made by hand writing. Its … *how i suppose to describe ya ???* … not smooth ??? … . Come on … see that picture … its so pervalent that greeting wrote under shaking hand. hmmhh … iyaaaaa … my father got parkinson symptom for lately years that make his hand shaking for periode. And this tremor can be handled by daily medicine. so, its wouldnt be bother him on daily.
The point is … my father gave big effort to wrote the greeting one to me … it means a lot … 🙂 . xixixixixixiixixi 😛
