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Yesterday i’ve just finished read novel ” Diary Pramugari – Seks, Cinta, dan Kehidupan? “ . This novel  based on true story told about Jingga, a woman who having dream become a stewardess where as this is a beginning for her future. 

More over this novel told bout her mind, her past, her activity, her friends, her family … but most of them contain about her mind up through curves of  life. I think this book is good one … like a small square for anyone to starting seeing things from many side … .

u know what … there is a line on the novel  that she said … when first time  got flight as a stewardess … she got an experience that the passangers not reply her a smile when entering the plane. Huwaaaattt ??? no .. no .. no … u wrong lady … !! xixixixiix … . Yaaa .. maybe a lot of passengers not reply ur smile … but i think much more reply one. even i have a thought that a stewardess smiling wasnt pure of her … it just kind descjob of her … . hahahhaha … sama2 su’udzon mode ON … ixixixixixiixixxi 😛

anyway … summary of this stories that i can told u is   (pake bahasa indonesia aja yaaaa) … :: 

jadilah manusia yang sadar … akan semua yang menyapa qt walu bagaimanapun … dan semuanya ada hikmah karena ga ada yang kebetulan di dunia ini …

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,, masa iya ada kehidupan yang ga bisa d raih ?? bahkan untuk sejengkal di atas ?? ,,

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aM,

got backpain and breathless since last night … , alhamdulillah have quite well slept till morning … 🙂 . And when i was woke up in the morning ??? headache and feel so tired … !! ecapedeeeehhhh … . Cursory i wanna leave paid today … BUUUUTTT … consideration that CH (woman cycle leave paid) wasnt the date compare with last month …,  also medical fund was reach the limit …,  and fight for one spoon of rice (hallah) … so maju terush pantang mundur … alias go working for today through sleepy and rainy in the morning !!! huuiikkzzhhhh !!!

and now … in the middle of aM session … still so tired and headache and sleepy … . Yup … it should be leave paid today !!! hadooooeeehhh … need massage and my pilloooowwwss … zzzzzzzzhhhh ….

tiba tibah … suddenly crossed on my mind !!! … wanna baby … a baby girl … !! she must be cute yaakk !! lah pan gw nya aja biyutipul … *ceribelmodeON* wakakkakkakakkkkkk …

pM,

Hellooowwwhh … wish having strength enough till afternoon … . How much more i have to paid ??? … emmgghh *counting2* … arround 5 days i think … (dasar pemalash !!!)  jiahahhahahahahah …

nah loh ???? not usual … got hungry ??? helloowwggghh ??? hadjuuu … wanna eat many things .. include makan orang !! jiahahhahhahaha … . masya aLLah … astaghfirullahaladziimmm … 🙂

buseeeeddd … tadi pulang … buswae nya lamaaaaa !!! … najong dah ah gw nunggu sejam lebih … . padahal dr kantor, gw dah pulang teng goh !!! allahu akbar dah ah … . meni gw puasa lageeeee …. alhamdulillah selamet puasa guwaaahhh … . dah berapa kali gw jongkok berdiri di antrian buswae … itu belum d itung gw kentut berapa kali juga seeehhh …. wakkakakkakakakka …. . AKhirnya gw landing dengan selamet juga d puri kembangan jaaaammmm setengah 8an … . Oh my GOD !!!! … . Berhubung gw orang indonesia yang selau ber-motto :: UNTUNG !! .. jadi gw berfikir … untung puasa gw selameeett .. untung jiwa raga gw selamat … alhamdulilllaahhh … hehehheheheh 😀

time go to bed … so tired .. !!! huikkzz … nite !! 🙂

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gw itu suseee makaaann … dan temen2 gw itu galakzh bener nyuruh gw makan … salah banyaknya ::

mpid :: enaknya ni anak gw konciin di ruangan yang full makanan !! ga boleh keluar sebelum abis tuh makanan d ruangan. — bujug daaahh  !!! kebayang gg si lu … gw keluar2 kek apaann ??? wakakkakakakakakkkkk —

 

lisa :: qt iket kaki tangannya … gotong sampe kantin … suruh makan !!! — lo kata gw kambing guling cuy !!! wakakakkakakakkk —

 

tika :: makan lu !!! gw jejelin piring2nya neeehhh !!! — laaahh ??? jejelin mah makannyaaaa !!!! masa piringnya ???? *tepok pantat cogan* wakkakakkakkkkk —

 

others :: ga perlu d ingetin makan kan ya ??? kan kalo laper pasti cari makanan sendiri kan ya ??? — jiaaahhhahahhah … dah kek hewaan aje gw, kalo laper pasti cari mangsah. Tapi tuLL banged !! gw suka gaya lo bro !!! wakkakakkakkkkk —

 

ahihihihihihihi … temen2 gw gahar2 yeeee …. luvyumuuaaaccchh …

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hidup d dunia ini … mu tua mu muda, mu kaya mu miskin, mu cakep mu jelek, mu muslim non muslim, mu di kota di pelosok … ujian akan datang bagaimanapun … dan qt akan mati pada akhirnya …

yang membedakan adalah bagaimana qt bisa tetap di jalan yang lurus … jalan yang diridhoi aLLah swt …

itu suatu kepastian … (hafikuw)

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my little boy … finally went to heaven … on Wednesday, 29 February 2012. after almost 2 weeks on icu … and after his father whisper to him … that all of us had ikhlas for him …, finally he went to heaven. aLL we (family and doctors) did … had gave the best as human … and aLLah gave the best for us. No more tears … no more pain … no more fear … masya aLLah.

So … he got some infection on his body … that already attack his lung, pancreas, liver and his digestion. DBD also attack him in that periode. Doctors had already give up coz they did gave maximum effort and medicine … but dede not getting cured anyway. Ya, he is strong as a kid … and finally aLLah call him back.

i can still remember his behaviour … very active … headstone … cute … . I’ve told him :: dede ko nakal si ??? sini tante cubit dulu … . eee dynya nurut … pasrah mendekatkan dirinya ke gw untuk d cubit sambil senyam senyum (ya tentu gw gg cubit beneran kaleeeeee). hhh … aLLah segalanya … 🙂 . He is already ‘safe’ of course … , now are we gonna ‘safe’ also ??? insya allah … aamiiinnnnnn ….

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btw eniwey basweeeeeeyyy … menurut ajaran islam, anak kecil yang meninggal terlebih dahulu … tentu akan masuk surga karena memang belum berdosa … dan kelak di hari akhirat … dy akan mencari ayah ibunya untuk masuk surga bareng.  Kelak d akhirat, di hari hisab, si dede … cari2 abi ma umi nya … sambil ajak masuk surga … Jadi mungkin kira2 ilustrasinya begini ::  abbbiiii … ummmiiiii …. manaaaa ??? ayyooo masssuukkkk bareng dedeeee … .

Yang jadi pertanyaan besarnya adalah :: APAKAH DY AKAN MENCARI TANTENYA yang sangat perlu d selamatkan ini ???? :: tanteeee tanteeee … ayo ikutan dede masuuukk …. ada umi ada abi ada kaka . xixixiixixxii 😛 … . Ngayal itu emang indah yah !!! 😛

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few times ago … i’ve some discussion with my friend … about … what based our decisions made, heart or brain ??? . I said loudly :: brain of course !!! … but they said :: heart … . And coincidence … on MTGW show, where as having same discussion told that our decisions based on our heart. jiaaaaahhh … am i wrong ????

Well … true or false, it become relative seeehh …. xiixxiixixi *ngeleshdotkom*. But it make me more thinking about that. Everyone who close enough with me … always told me that :: fiii … use ur heart … not alwayzh using ur brain.  and i think :: huwaaaattt ??!!!! live without brain ???  how come ???? it became big messy at all … ??? . Lohhh ?? am i right, isnt it  ???? xixiixixixi 😛

and more discussion … myfriend who have knowledge bout that told me … logicer – thinker – usually having tendency to materialistic. Because these people much more using their brain … so much more decision they have made based on loss and profit from financial/material side.  Yaaa .. surely … if we look from this side … a lot of people like this … and less or more, we are like this … dont we ??? jadi ya sah2 aja lah …

finally … in the middle of my daily life routine …  i relized that everything in this life is about my heart … and decision have already  made based on my heart also … . Although using my brain in many ways and much more things … but all of thats is about my heart … .

Yup … this is all about you … ur heart … . that something having big influence for whole ur life in this world … and the after life i think … .

Shahih Bukhari dan Muslim disebutkan bahwasanya Nabi saw bersabda :: “Ketahuilah sesungguhnya di dalam tubuh manusia ada    segumpal darah, apabila dia baik maka baiklah seluruh    tubuhnya, dan apabila dia rusak, maka rusaklah seluruh tubuhnya. Ketahuilah bahwa segumpal darah itu ialah hati  “

,,,  m . a . s . y . a     a . L . L . a h  ,,,

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what i have to wrote yaaakkkkk ???? gone but not gone … here but not here … hurt … but glad … everything is … reality … . and it will be grinded to the dust … like i said before …  so let it be … ya, let it be … . And what remains ?? … * ya the dust hafiiii … bijimana seeehhh.  U can keep … u can throw away … u can mixed it with others to become somethin … u can eat it also ??? jiahahahhahah…. *

hmmhh … after having gathering with my friend last malming … my problems were nothing at all comparing to others. In fact … its not a problem … just a litbit another attractive stories in my life … 🙂 . 

… an Earth still spinning arround … and i still dancing with the fate … how lovely … alhamdulillah …

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