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Ramadhan nya dah tiba ,,, . Sedih yg terasa ,,, . Entah apa yang kuinginkan d bulan ini ,,, hanya jdi bengong gini,,, , Tapi ,,, Maghrib prtamakuw d ramadhan x ini ,,, spontanitas terisi dengan doa yang sama ,,, dengan kalimat yg sama,,, dengan harapan yg sama ,,, juga dengan tangisan yg sama ,,, . Its all about ur heart ,,, .

So ,,, whats next ??? Xixxxixixixix ,,, it sould be planed for this ramadhan ,,, . Bukankah d hari2/bulan2 sebelumnya qt udah terush brusaha mnjadi lebih baik ??? So in this month ,,, make it more in quality and quantity ,,, . Dan semua cinta kasih sayang aLLah tercurah d bulan ini ,,, . Semoga qt semua mndapatkan kberkahan ramadhan tahun ini ,,, aamiinn ya aLLah ,,, .

And still looking for you dear God ,,, miss YOU that much ,,,

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whats up on July 18 ????

July 18, is my visa cc due date … !!! is there someone eager to settle it down ??!! Ada donkkk ,, ada yaaa ,,, yaa ?? Yaa ??? !!! kekekekekkekkk … (jokes) …

July 18, is my 7th blog anniversary … !! heheheheeheh :d . Is it mean something ??? ummghh … yes of course for me. 1stly, on 2005 … i have blog at http://hafi.blogsome.com … its made by fahrul rozi …, my colleague on yarsi’s university. He has a blog also long time ago … but i dont know for now … . After arround 3 years … i move on to this humzh … http://hafikuw.com … .

Well … at hafikuw.com starting on 2009, actually it on 2008 … because of damage or something at server idwebhost … i loose my stories here arround a year … . The compensation from them is … free annual fee for a year … is it worth it ??? ummghh … ya mu bijimana lageeeeeeeeeeeeee … untung ini blog pribadi … coba kalo perusahaaann … amburadul daaah … ecapedeehhh … .

i like writing, even more than music. Many peoples goes to music when they had something such as sad or happiness … but me ??? wrote down !! hehehehehh :D. Writing can reduce penat (read as :: pane’ ) in ur head … xixixiixixi 😛 … also can told what mouth can’t … 😛 . When am happy … seems more often to write … and when am sad … well … hehehehheh. U know … for me … if i could share my trouble then … means its not become a trouble any more … others ??? just wanna share anyway … ahihihihihiihhi … 🙂 . But am glad … this blog … in less and more can gave something – hopefuly in kindness – to others … :).

Happy birthday hafikuw.com  … thank you for being my milestone …

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Its funny thing when seeing someone ask ( close to an order maybe) to be an adult ,,, but their own behave not reflect as adult people. Helloowww??? Please look at ur self first. Yeaahhh ,,, its so easy to judge and gave an order to someone ,,, rather than introspection on our self ,,, speak easier than act ,,, . Hhh ,,, this is suck ,,, being and seeing kind these people ,,, . But, maybe there are true friends are for ,,, for reminding at kindness with good way also … .

 

,, Just keep in sane ,,, safe ur self first then ur family ,,, then again ??? Ur arround ,,, 🙂

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D thinking2 again ,,, i have two big treachery in my life ,,, . Unfortunately ,,, it cames from my closest people arround me. Who could hurt you beside the people arround you ??? . Hmh, my friend ever said :: no much people that invited come to your ‘house’ (means :: heart) ,,, . Well i think she was  described me well ,,, . Buut ,,, fromm less people in my ‘house’ ,,, they treacherous on me ,,, 🙂  . First ,,, 10 years ago ,,, second ,,, just lately, 3 years ago ,,, . Whether they knew the felt is being treacheroused ??. But i dont care any more ,,, its not become my business,,, . My business is my happiness ,,, . So why i just wrote down this ??? Lah pan cuman hasil mikir2 selama prjalanan pulang ,,,, xixixixixixi 😛

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What made heart from … ???  What time can do … ???

Umgh ,,, its amazing colaboration of heart and time can do ,,, . From the pieces came to shape ,,, from stopping came to arround ,,, . What remains ??? Smile ,,, tears ,,, hope ,,, . Masya aLLah ,,,

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time to gosssiipppzzhhh riaaaa …. kekekekkeekkekekkk  😛 . Whats update yaaaaa ??? ummghhh … yesterday … labours from jababeka had demonstrate to palace inorder to prosecute nullify of out sourcing. The effect are :: traffic jam and buswae as public transportation not operate as long on the demonstrate area route. But thankz God, when am out from the upizh … the buswae already operate … 😛 yipppieee …

Egh ??? on wednesday we, jakarta’s citizen, hava an governor election … . Aji has policy to gave leave paid for head office sunter employee … . am i participate on the election ?? yes of course !!! an election in the mall … not on the governor !! … kekekekkekekekekkk 😛  … . Hhhh … bad citizen … please dont try this at humzh … !!! xixixiixixixi 😛

Ummghh … how bout the new impor bozh ??? i dont know … this is just in my  mind … he came here to learn not gaving something … . So … already here bout one week … still silence out from him … xixixixixixi 😛 … whatever lah … . O iya, on my appraisal … when my big bozh asked :: is there any question or opinion ??? … i said :: if i said something,  is it will gave any influence or something ??? . Then ?? he just laughed … *tepok jidat*

My daily tasks in this dept getting much more … but … still handle out lah … . Sometimes … when i saw the new bozh starting learning bout excel  and others ( helloowwh … what have you been doing this long ??? ) … my mind said :: mu jadi apa lah ni kumpeni … bozh nya aja kek gitu ??? … *tepok pantat cogan*.

Hmmmhh … too many madness here (wrote this with speechless)  … and i have funny  illutrate for that :: being here is like raped … you dont like it … but have to do that … so ?? enjoy ajaaaaa …. wakkakakakkakakak … *illustrasi yg menjijikkan … hueeekkkzzzhh* …

few times ago, i made a quote … :: we are live once … we must to happy … no other option anyway … . But you know what … we will know the meaning bout happiness when we knew what the sorrow is … . in other words … we will know bout bright … when we knew first bout dark … and so on … . So, what i am doing right now is … MERESAPI arti KEBAHAGIAAN … 😛 … wakkakakakakkakakkkk *just like my picture below where taken at swarna … seeing chance to get a happiness … xixiixixixixi 😛 *

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alhamdulillah … having free lunch at warung tekko artha gading … xixiixixixi 😛 … maksiygh bagi yang neraktiiiirrr … !!! (pd amat yak gw … taunya setelah ini … bill nya keluar lagi … xiixixixixix ).

ummghh … till when yaaaa … have to see this ??? this madness world ??? heheheheheh … eneg euuuyyy … !!! kekekekekkekekkk … come on … enjoy it hafiiiii … life is so beautiful to through on … !!! isn’t it ??? xiixixixixi 😛

btw eniwey baswey … it seems my planning to semeru will delayed …, huikzhhh … !!!  padahal yeee … ini lah momment yang gw tunggu2 d tahun ini … hikzh … ga asik banged dah ah … !!! 🙁 … . The positive thing is … well, maybe i can switch the budget to shoes ??? clothes ??? make up ??? kekekekkekekekkk 😛

egh ?? tomorrow we have to go to the upizh ??? huikzzhh … 🙁 *manyundotkom* hmmhh … ummgghh … hmmhhhh … ummgghhh … eeghhh … 🙁

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last week on weekend … we have a trip to swarna village, south banten. They have soooo beautiful beach … and original rural … such as river, dike between rice fields, also they have cave … . We can see the sun rise and sun set here. Reach to swarna its litbit long way to go, its arround 7 hours road trip .. plus !!! with hard area in some points. Umgh … there are no hotels here, not yet maybe … but home stay were available here … . This time … we use next trip organizer. Having meeting point at plangi on 8 pM … we were depart on 9 pM using elf and arrived at swarna on 4 aM on the next day.

day1 :: ciantir beach, lalay cave, manuk’s island, layar’s cape

Ciantir Beach. In order that we dont have good slept because of hard road … so when we arrive, soon we got slept … kekekkekekekekkk. Having get rest for a while … we go to the ciantir beach by foot arround 1 kM, looking for sunrise … . But … ummghh … we were late … so we are just enjoying the original beach. They said … the beach inaugurated by australian … heeee ??? how come yak ???? kekekekkekekekk.

Lalay Cave. After having breakfast and take a bath … we starting tracking to the lalay’s cave, it means like lalay(on sundanees) -kelalawar(on indonesian)- bat cave. We have to walk arround 1 Km to reach this cave from the nearest car park. But on the road, we having good views … such us … rice fields and cross the rocking river. Lalay’s cave having stalagmite and stalactite and … because its originality, its so dark in there, no light at all … we have to use flash light tracking the cave. Also spokieeghh enough … secara yeee … gelap2an getoh … basah2an poelaahh … doyan lah yang goib2 mangkal di sonoh … ecapedeeehhh … . xixixiixixi … this is my first time tracking a cave 😛

Manuk island. Then we went to manuk’s island … its like rocking beach with beautiful view. We just having some pictures here … and then back to home stay for cleand up.

Layar’s cape. after having get some rest … we were going to layar’s cape … its arround 2 kM by foot … huikzhhh … . It called layar cape because the rock seems like layar on fisherman boat. When we were arrived here … the sea on ebbtide … so we can go to the cape with easyly. Also … enjoying the sunset here … 🙂 . After that … we went to ciantir beach again to have dinner … . xixiixixix … having dinner in the beach, malming pulak … tapi ko ya rame2 gitu ??? wakkakakakkkk … 😛

day 2 :: Laguna Pari, tracking taraje coral, gigi coral, cinini coral

laguna pari. so … we were tracking down to rice fields to reach the sun rise … . Its beautiful beach, and more lite … the sea water more tide … . Because we were in hurry when go … i didnt brought other clothes to change … so … just enjoying the sun rise and the beach plus get breakfast here.

tracking the coral. After having breakfast … we went to tracking the corals … along the beach … . Wheeewww … we have free reflexology massage, its litbit hard area to through on for beginner. when we see the land … we are so excited !!! wakkakakakkakk.

Then we back to the home stay for cleaned up and packing. Starting from swarna village arround 1 pM and have one point step by for get some pictures … . I arrived at humzh on 9:30 pM .

Its a nice trip ,, a little adventure trip for beginner ,,, . Yes of course, i want to go there again some time,,, hope its still with the originality …. 🙂

Some note of this trip ::

My tab. My tab almost brought by the sea water,,, of course it because of my careless ,,,, xixixixi ,,, . But, i think its candid time ,,, heheheheheheh ,,, 😛

Senpit joger. This senpit accompany me for those 2 days ,,, and its not broken !!! Amazing ,, ??!!!! … . * ya iya laaahhh ,,, secara lebih banyak gw tenteng drpd gw pake* wakakkakkakkkakkk

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some times … its really exhausted … seeing and facing all about … hypocrisy – helpless – greedy – disorder – fake – unsympathetic … when i close my eye … hope everything will gone … but when i open my eye … loh  ko masih sama ????!!! … *sodorin kaca* … yup, am one of them … and its make me more exhausted … just be my self … nothing wrong at all bout being our self …

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