2nd monday on August,,,

13 Agustus 2012 By hafi 1 In harikuw

August 13, 2012 ,,,

aM,

hadju hadjuuu … just in the morning already get annoying story … . Its about allocation job related to one of our team get leave paid for her maternity. The weird bozh already gave instruction that the jobs will be handled by me and the new another weird bozh … . And when my friend want to transfer knowledge for some parts to the new bozh … the new bozh ?? dodge. She said … she is just supporting when i cant handled jkt branch order. Heeeee ???? … eventhough finally she makes confess that she couldnt do that because it related with the system alias gaptek … . Hadoeehhh … yg kek begini neehhh manager yang di angkat ni kumpenih ??? … . I dont know who the stupid one is ??? … . Its out of my mind … helloww ??? 1 gedung ampe jurig2nya juga tau lo tuh ga kompeten nek jadi M … tapi kl dah dapet rejeki jadi M … mbok ya memantaskan diri … upgrade kualitas diri … jangan malah ogah2an kerja … *tepok pantat cogan*

dan mulay eneg lageeehhh … ahuhuhuhuhuhu … masa iye ngetem di toil lageee … . Katanya pan yak … kudu makan yg smooth2 doeloe kek bubur … tapi ko ya ngidamnya bakso pedesh asem mampuzh yak … hmmhhh *ngences dot kom*.

pM,

jiaaahhh … too many weirds in here … . hhh … and what remains ??? some kind of ignorance still being here … masya allah … .

Eee bujuuggg daaahhh ,,, it tooks arround 2 hours sunter-kembangan with motorbike ???!!! ,,, oh my god ,,, . I thought its gonna be lancarjayadotkom in order that h-6 going to idul fitri ,,,, . Hhhhh ,,, rencana mu ngayap k sana k mari ,,, dah ilfil ma macetnyo jekardah ,,, 🙁

D thinking thinking ,,, if i try to remember ,,, i ever lost my weight quite significant like now ,,, . Arround 10 years ago ?? Yup ,,, on that treachery ,,, . I lost arround 6 kg from 42 kg ,,, . Repeating history ????!!! Xixixixixixi ,,,

Hhh ,,, quite headache todeeyyy ,,, i said my face getting bright ,,, but they said my face getting pale ,,, . Markibo everyone ,,, niiittteeee ,,,,

Magh ,,,

11 Agustus 2012 By hafi 1 In uMuM

Gastritis ,,, till wheeeeeennnnn its gonna be solved !!!???? *to be continued marah2nya*

pM,

Sooo ,,, after opentugeder yesterday ,,, i got hard gastritis disorder ,,, !!! Oh my god ,,, its so killing me ,,, so painful ,, !!! Queasy ,,, sick ,,, breathless ,,, and cant move ,,, even i pull out my bra to get some air to breath ,,, . I just thought to go to the hospital at that momment ,,, but i think ,,, i can handle out it till i arrived at humzh ,,, . At humzh ,,, not took so long for throw up ,,,, and its combine with blood ,,, . Well ,,, this is not the first time seehh ,,, .

Because its not getting well ,,, so i decided to go to the puri indah hospital today ,,, . Heee ??? And how come it become so crowded in the hospital ,,, ??? It just like a mall ,,, pheeww ,,, . And after got checked by dr. Lianda siregar ( male loh ,,, gw pikir ce ,, *tepok jidat*) ,,, needs to do endoscopy ,,, . I said ,, ” is there no other way like usg for example ?? ” he said ,, “no ,,, usg just look from the outside ,,, we have to seek inside” … ok then ,,, . I will do that ,,, .

Endoscopy. After got blood checked and other screening test ,,, i starting endoscopy ,,, . I got temporary anesthesia on my vein … . This is the first time for me ,,, . The medicine painful enough ,, i can feel something getting hard in my vein ,,, in seconds ,,, i got slept. I think it took arround one hour doing endoscopy ,,, . Unfortunately ,,, when i woke up ,,, i cant breath ,,, i can heard them calling my name and ask to open my eyes and said my heart beat getting weak ,,, but i cant do anything ,,, i just can see a little from my sleepy eyes . I can feel the anesthesia medicine still working on my feet ,,, as same as painful when it first time came to my blood. Then ?? The doctor make me slept again ,,, . After woke up for the second time ,,, felt a little bit better ,,, . But my gastristis disorder still killing me ,,, .

The result is ,,, there are three points wound in my gastric ,,, and still doing some biopsi to do more investigation. I have the print out here ,,, pictzh of gastric ,,, its so disgusting ,,, . Just 3 strips of wound ,,, but when it contaminate with gastric acid ,,, its so stub out ,,, . Imagine if we have a wound in our skin ,,, and it got just for one drop acid ,,, we know how it felt become ,,, . So its amazing ,,, my gastric can survive till now ,,,, masya aLLah ,,, .

Next ,,, i have some bubur and an egg to eat ,,, . They said i should eat something smooth for while ,,, . And you know how much it cost for all of those done ???? 4,477,076 rupiahs !!!

*mendadak siiyyoookkkkkkkk*

Fasting ,,,

11 Agustus 2012 By hafi 2 In uMuM

*** Joke of the day ,,, :: Ternyata toleransi di antara umat sudah mulai luntur.. Meskipun bulan ramadhan, siang ini.. di jalanan, orang lalu lalang ga malu2 sambil merokok, minum kopi.. Warung makan buka ga pake tutupan krei..orang2 makan sambil ketawa2… Kejadian ini terjadi disaat panas terik matahari, masya Allah… Saya cuma bisa mengelus dada sambil minum es kelapa muda…. ***

You know ,,, actually ,,, i quite amaze to muslims especially in jakarta maybe, who still make fasting ,,, . I mean ,,, we are know that religious already begun faded ,,, replacing with freedom on everything as long not disturbing public interst. Plus fasting in the summer session is quite challenging ,,, . So ,,, some muslims were not fasting even i ever seen on tv,,, a selebrity have announcement that he has not fasting but replacing with fidyah for full a month. Others ,,, in order that we are compound ,,, so its become usual if one muslim not fasting ,,, maybe in their mind, it becomes their right if choose not to fasting ,,, . Sure in the othr side ,,, aLLah said ,,, fasting is directly between servant and aLLah ,,, *mangap lupa persis apa ayatnya*

Yes of course ,,, there are much more muslims doing fasting so khusyuk ,,, may aLLah gave the bless for all of us ,,,, aamiin ,,, 🙂 ,,,

spukiygh ,,,

10 Agustus 2012 By hafi 0 In uMuM

masang putuh spukiygh dikit aaahh … abis gw dah kek hantoeeeee ..

,, still nice on me ,, 😛

Sincerity

09 Agustus 2012 By hafi 0 In uMuM

,, when its so hard to find a sincerity ,,
Maybe you can try on nature ,, kids ,,
And cats 🙂 ,, ~hafikuw~

Honestly ,,,

08 Agustus 2012 By hafi 2 In uMuM

Honestly ,,,
Soooo ,,, tired ,,,
With all of this ,,,
May God gave strength till the end ,,,
Aamiinn ,,,

leader ,,,

08 Agustus 2012 By hafi 4 In uMuM

kalo inged pelem2 jaman dinasti cina or cerita2 sejarah masa lalu ya … biasanya neehhh … ketika pemimpin keluar … selalu di doakan yang baik oleh rakyatnya … . Inged kan ??? kalo di film2 kolosal cina gituuu … kalo kaisarnya keluar public gitu … terush rakyatnya nunduk dan yell2 keselamatan dan kebaikan wat kaisarnya. Di islam juga gitu … qt mendoakan terush kebaikan wat rasul dan nabi2 qt … . Dan enaknya di islam … *on believing scope yaa* ketika qt mendoakan kebaikan untuk orang lain … malekat akan berdoa untuk qt sama seperti qt mendoakan sodara2 qt … aamiin … seswatoe dah …

Naaaahhhhhh …. !!!! ko ya sekarang … jaman dah berubah … . Pemimpin negeri malah di caci maki ma rakyatnya … . Belon lagi di doa-in yg jelek jelek … . yaaa salah sapa donk … ??? . Ummghhh … mungkin tuh pemimpin dah berbuat maximal wat rakyatnya … but still not enough kali yaakk … secara its not that easy become a leader. Mangkadar … pemimpin itu kudu akbar yak … kudu besar dalam jiwa raga lahir bathin nya … karena ada tanggung jawab yang besar di pundaknya … . Setimpal lah jika pemimpin yang baik … akan terush d doakan kebaikan ma rakyatnya … . Yes of course … there is always pro and contra for someone … . But if most of people like the leader … hopefuly there are unity there … .

As personal … sometimes … when i saw good leaders … i pray also for them … may aLLah gave them salvation, strength, and wisdom to leads the people … . Buut … when i saw bad leader … just one question in my head … ” kapan matinya sih tuh orang ??? “ *mulay curcol dah guwah … perlu ga sekaliyan gw pasang pict bozh yg ga gw sukaaaa ??!!! * wakakkakakkakakakkk ….

And in small case … each of us is a leader … and will be ask for the accountability later … pheeewww ….