Hajj ,,,

28 Juli 2012 By hafi 0 In uMuM

Few days ago ,, my friend told that our senior on wdc, registering for hajj ,,, and they get waiting list for 3 years ,,, huuuwwaadddtthhzzzhh ???!!! ,,, . 3 years ??? Kagag salah apa yak ??? That long ??? Nah ,,, bagus kl masih ada umur ,,, nah kalo kagag ??? ,,, *tepok pantat cogan* . egh ?? Umur pan become God business yak ,,, heheheheheheh .

Its make me thinking ,,, how rich arab saudi ,, !!! Yaeaaayyyyaaallllaah ,,, haahhhahhhahaha ,,, . No i mean ,,, so much that people go to hajj ,,, especially in this country ,,, but why this republic seems doesnt have good any blooming or something ??? . Keknya ,,, indonesia segini gini aja ,,, kagag maju maju juga kagag mundur mundur ,,, begini2 aja ,,, . Or maybe ,,, current situation already maximum condition for us rather than if there are less people go to hajj ??? . Loh, what relation is between hajj and betterment of indonesia ?? Hmmhh ,, ??? ,,, . For them who have excess to go there ,,, they must pray for indonesia,,, for they brother and sister in other regions ,,, and of course for they own goodness ,,, arent they ??? . So ,,, it should be we have better life isnt it ???

Hmmhh ,,, jadi pengen haji ,,, gw baru punya mimpi sholat d sanah ,,, heheheheheh ,,, . Pun semuanya nampak ngepas menuju kurang bahkan sulit ,,, cemungudlah fi ,,, pasti bisa nyampe sanah one day ,,, aamiinn ,,, 🙂

will be understand ,,

27 Juli 2012 By hafi 2 In uMuM

Dy bilang ,,, :: u will be understand oneday ,,,

Then my heart say :: ,,, and i hope u will understand the felt is being treacheroused ,,, . Yes ,,, once i hope u got ur part ,, but now ,,, I think ,,, i pray ,, i hope ,,, no one else get something so hurt like this ,,, especially arround me ,,, . May true happiness came to all of us ,,, 🙂

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27 Juli 2012 By hafi 0 In uMuM

l o o s i n g

Going 31’s ,,,

25 Juli 2012 By hafi 2 In uMuM

Ishhk ,,, this morning one of my friend ,,, sent an email to others announce my birthday ,,, ecapedehhh ,,, bikin rusuh aja siygh tuh orang ,,, *tep0k pantat cogan* . Umghh ,,, it makes me think ,,, hey, am going to 31’s ,, !!

Jadi keinged hari ulang tahun kuwh yg kemaren2 ,,, terisi dengan harapan, kekecewaan dan kesedihan ,,, xixixixiii 😛 . Tapi ,,, hm ,, kl d pikir2 lagii ,, gw ga pernah melalui ultah sendirian ,,, . Tahun2 lalu ,,, temen gw ngajak makan kluar ,,, pun gw ga ingin krna sedang sedih ,,, tapi yah, namanya juga d traktir !! Hahahahahahah ,,, . Ga deenngg ,,, ini bentuk penghargaan gw ke temen gw krna dah brusaha mmbuat gw happy d hari ultah gw ,,, . Pun pada akhirnya dy harus melihat gw menangis ketika gw makan ,,, (kek anak kecil banged ya guwe ,,, kekekkekekekk) . U know ,,, its not easy for me to crying in front of people ,,, its so entertaining for me ,,, *geleng2 kepala* . Ahh ,,, anyway ,,, persahabatan mang selamanya ya ,,, 🙂

And am going to 31 in my lucky number ,, 31 ,,, . But unfortunately ,,, am not that lucky yak ,,, apesh sangad malah ,, d kerjain orang ,,, trpuruk d sini ,,, heheheheheheh ,,, . But ,,, umgh ,,, still grateful for everything in my life ,,, and still be grateful also being as hafi ,,, masya allah ,,, 🙂

corners ,,,

23 Juli 2012 By hafi 2 In uMuM

How many times i declair ,,, do not like music ???? Many times ,, !!!! ,,, Xixixixixixixi ,,, . I prefer to writing rather than listening the music ,,, . But sometimes ,,, i need to (it doesnt mean i like to ,,,) listening to the music ,,, its more to muffle up noisy in my head ,,, do not want to think more bout anything ,,, just listening the music ,,, with loudly ,,, . Just like now ,,, sitting in the corner ,,, looking arround ,,, writing ,,, reading ,,, listening music loudly ,,, till my head calm down ,,, 🙂

U know ,,, my tears ,,, not worthit to drop down ,,, for something like this ,,, . Its still many people out there ,,, more deserve to crying ,,, for them who loose their sight ,,, for them who doesnt have an arm or legs or doesnt have a part of body ,,, for them who doesnt have enough food to eat ,,, for them who through hard life ,,, , but they dont cry ,,, they tough ,,, . So why i have to be that weak ??? ,,, . Hihihihihi ,,, sometimes ,,, i just wondering ,,, why some people still jealous on me ??? Ternyataghhh ,,, yup !!! Am that lucky ,,, . Just do what ur heart want to do, fi ,,, 🙂

*edisi menghibur diri dot kom*

,, angkot ,,,

23 Juli 2012 By hafi 0 In uMuM

On our little conversation ,,, we had a story about big disturbance happened on 1998 ,,, . One of my friend asked :: mbak hafi, why you didnt take a bus to go home (at that momment) ???. Hmm ?? Seems that question distract something in my brain ,, because i dont have much memmory bout take a bus on school ,,, . Ah !!! On few minutes ,,, i remember then ,,, it because i cant take a bus !!! Alias ,,, guwah kagag bisa nek bus ,,, gegara takuuutt coonngg ,,, wakakaaakaaakk ,,, . So during my school ,,, we have pickup servis something ,,, . Even, i have one mommet ,,, pernah qt tuh d pulangin cepet karna 1 dan lain hal ,,,, berhubung gw ga bisa nek bis , akhirannya gw jalan kaki dah dr sekolahan ke rumah ,,, alias dri kemanggisan ke kembangan ,,, alias ,,, it take arround 7 km ,,, !!! Haahahahahahahah ,, dusssuunn banged dah ah ,,,,

But u know what ,,, now am a different person ,,, . Since lately on high school maybe ,,, i had allergy or something with pickup servis from anyone ,,,, even from my parent ,,, hahahahahahah. I try to be a cute girl ,,, heheheheheeehe ,,, i mean mandiri getttoohhh ,,, . Still have to trickies with my parents ,, in order that my parent too over protected to their daughter ,,,, . And it still happen till my mother went ,,, . Since that ,,, since my mother passed away ,,, i encourage to declair to where i go ,,, . If i didnt tell to my parent ,,, pure it just because i dont want to make them worries bout me … .

Am ok ,,, and i will be ok ,,,

Memmorized that momments ,,, can not take a bus ,,, trickies with my parents ,,, now ???? I already went where i want to go ,,, . Went to malaysia alone ,,, went to a island that far far away alone ,,, go to abroad ,,, and another island in indonesia ,,, . Xixixixixixxi ,, its amazing for a woman called ,,, hafi ,,, 🙂

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23 Juli 2012 By hafi 0 In uMuM

f a l l i n g

Still me ,,

23 Juli 2012 By hafi 0 In uMuM

Dan gw tetaplah guwe ,,, hafi ,,, which is still with my own craziness ,,, . Motivator said ,,, change with action to get better life ,,, . Umghh ,,, but its still hafi inside ,,, mang cetakan ma porsinya guwe segini ,,, . And i think i know how to responsible to God then ,,, everything bout our heart ,,, isnt it ??? 🙂