Every times my sister told some stories bout dede fikri ,,, i know she still so sad and missing him ,,, neither do i ,,, . Anak laki2 itu sungguh lasak ,,, type pembangkang ,,, but he so care n love to his family ,,, it so seen kok ,,, . He wouldnt let someone else bothering his sister ,,, even by his parents ,,, xixixi ,,, . Remembering when on previous ramadhan, i bought some donuts ,,, and i cut every donuts into 4 pieces ,,, so every one can taste all of it ,,, he really like it ,,, . Also when i bought some stuff for his sister ,,, but am not unloaded his toys from my bag yet,,, he yelling to his father want some toys also ,,, . When he got kesubunan ??? Itu loh, yg kulit kemasukan benda asing kecil ,,, we all already remind him not playing with some woods ,,, and finally he got it. Gw ma maknya stgh jam brusaha ngeluarin tuh irisan kayu dr kakinya ,,, he just screaming and craying all that long ,,, . After that ??? Still doing the same ,,, ecapedeeehh ,,, . Also when he was just at icu ,,, i said ,,, “deekk ,,, cepet sehat yaaa ,, nnti qt maen ps bareng lagi ya ,,, ” ,,, dengan mangkok bantu nafas di wajahnya ,,, dy cuman mengangguk ,,, . I wish he was here ,,,
Every times i remembering my mom ,,, i feel so sad ,,, . She already gave what she could to us, to me ,,, always totally protecting me from the cruel of the world ,,, but look me now ,,, even i cant protect my self from bad people ,,, am sorry mom. But you know what mom ,,, in other side ,,, i just glad you are not watching me like this ,,, . I made my own mistaken ,,, and i will learn from that ,,, sure i will survive finally ,,, . Just be happy in the sky ,,, i just knew you are on good condition in there ,,, . Yes ,,, sure i wish you were here ,,,
But maybe ,,, if they can watching us ,,, they gonna say ,,, “we wish you are here (in the sky) also ,,, release from the fana of the world ,,, ” ,,,, hehehe 🙂
05/08/2012 at 11:20 PM Permalink
May happiness brought into you.. and for that bad people.. hm.. u will understand later.
Just every kindness that we pray for you.. to allah………..
One day……….
You will………….good night