Terbengong gw malem malem ,,, teringed pembodohan selama ini ,,, yah, mang enak nyalain orang atas semua ini ,,, tapi toh tetep qt ndiri yg brtanggung jawab nnti ke tuhan atas kemajuan dan kebahgiaan qt skrg dan selamanya ,,, smile ,,, cemunguuudd ,,, pengen curcol ajah ,,, pan eni kontrakan guwah ,,, hehehehhheh ,,, beside,,, am still more lucky one than others ,,, thats one for sure !!! ,,, be a human ,,, smile ,,, 🙂
vision …
di pikir pikir … alias di thinking thinking … mimpi2 gw yang sering jadi nyata ituuuu … yaaa … its true … i through all of that … dalam kurang dan lebihnya tentunya … but its not the final … there is still more stories behind … maybe some people have gift to see vision rather than others … but it just pieces of the whole stories … and its not wise to do based on vision … i thought … … am i right ??? 😛
orang yang mengetahui rahasia tidak berbicara banyak. orang yang berbicara tidak mengetahui rahasia ~book :: new world order~
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a half year passed ,,,
a half year passed … Many amazing stories through my life in this year … . Hm ?? May be this milestone blog contains more of sadness stories … isn’t it ??? Kekekekekekekekk … . Umgh, i think its normally ,,, if we must to be sad ,, so let it be … if we must to be happy , then expression one. Hey, we are human ,,, so be a human … xixixixixixi 😛 *ngeleshdotom*
Yesterday, i was read a quote from mario teguh which the point is “release ur anger, let the crime become their responsibility to God, the big point is ur happiness”. Well … quite agree with this quote…the big point is my hapiness …
we are just live once … we must to happy … no other option anyway…
Sometimes i think “no, they must be revenge ,,, let them know their mistake and they have to learn from that”. But, once more ,,, thought liege by heart … . And i think … it must have big believe when we gave everything to God, which mean God will gave the best thing to them and us of course,,, if not …. our release become vain, and soon or later we will revenge anyway … alias penasarandotkom kalo ga nabok …. wakkakkakakakakakk. And further … once again,,, all of this bout qadha and qadhar … something so hard to understand on ,, yup !! The basic is :: BELIEVE .. !! Also my basic pray when i crying to God is ,,,, whatever my stories life are … very hope God would never revoke this faith … .
 Any way ,,, keep move on !!! With my imute face ,,, and my sweetest smile ,,,, jiahaaaahahaaa ,,,
 Official. Umghh ,,, i got B for my appraisal (emang mu nilay apah ??? … everyone got B anyway) wakakakkkakakak. O iya, my bozh said … he was sorry for me because lack of job for this year… its because of delay project. Well, if there is your part because of that … am not gave you any forgiven … i hope you will have ur ‘part’ soon. But of course, i will not wasting my time to wait for that momment … mending gw cari cogan seksiygh, having nice trip and enjoying my life !!! Wakakkakakakakakk. Further, am not get mutation this year like as rumour before … so i still in this section but with new impor bozh from jepun. Thanks God … ga jadi masuk sarang buaya sariawan … . Hope there is an innovation and better official life also …. aamiin … .
Trip. Haaaahh ,,, its hard to wait my waiting list trip !!! Especially hiking to semeru on end this year!!! Well, maybe this is high risk for me ,,, but i will try hard not make troublesome for my team … . Hadjuuuu ,, mudah2an jadi dah ,,, kuat fisik kuat lahir bathin juga dokunyagh ,,, kekekekekekkekk. Am very exicited for this one. Next week gonna have trip to swarna banten ,,, . Ummghh ,, seems gonna be wonderful trip …. . Also to bali after ramadhan … yeaaghh its rocking !!! Mu maen watersportnya lage aaahhhh ,,,, kekekekkkekkekekekkk …. ah, alhamdulillah for those happiness … 🙂
Families. Masa yeeee ,, ponakan gw ituuuu ,, si kaylaaaa ,, she said “ga, tante ga boleh nikah ,,, tante ga boleh keluar dr rumah ini (kembangan red makutnya) “. Heeee ??? . Then i said to her … “kaka, mu adek gaaaaa ??? Kalo mao ,,, tante harus nikah ma cogan duluuuu” ,,, . Trush dy diem dan akhirnya bilang “ya udah deehh ,, ” . Wakakakakakakakakakkkkk…. . Yesterday we have arisan in kembangan ,, silturahmi with my mother’s families … . Bu nur, in her age, still can trip to other places with a litbit limitedness …. hope our parents have good healthiness … aamiinn … .
Almost 31 years old ,,, seeing life in the middle side ,,, allahuakbar ,,, !!! Happy good life everyone !!!
Last Monday at June ,,,
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yippiiieee … already on last monday at June 2012. Ummgh … actually … its saturated with all of this … especially in here … they are so weird … and i ??? one of them … wakkakkakakkk. I mean, at first i came here … i already faced with impor bozh … aka jepun bozh. Then get the local one … i just said ” waahh … beda yaaa .. ” . More over, get the local one once again … i said ” loh ko makin parah yak ??? ” … . Further ??? still gonna be with the weird local one … . Its not including  another one who has no enough skill through… . Hhhh … what gonna be next ??? soooooo … suck !!!
Tapi tapi tapiii … kenapa juga pagi pagi senen senen … gw dah ngedumel yak ??? wakakkakakakkk … abis, my next bozh suka gaje … plus gaje and still gaje … kekekkekekkekkk … . Mpe males gw ngobs ma dy … . And am sure … he is shun also to me … secara ga sepemikiran … .
Still … there is fun things in this middle year … . Having trip to padang on may, jogja on June, and next sawarna banten on july … plus bali on end of year !!! yippppiiieeee … . Egh ??? ke bali mah ga end end amat seh … so we should think to having ending trip on dec !!! kekekkekekekekkk
Cemunguuuddd … !!!!
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Last night i was dream bout my mom … we spent ramadhan together. At first … i think this is common dream … but … if i try to thinking thinking … 😛 … heeee ??? ko jadi rada spookieh yak ??? Is it her just want to visit me or is it me who will follow her to spent ramadhan together ??? huikzhhh … 😀 …
hadjuuuu … headache sangad deehhhh … huikkzzhhh … what happen with my head yaakkk ???
Everybody choosing,,,
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Everybody choosing ,,, neither do i ,,, . Yes ,,, all of this ,,, the risks of what i have choose before ,,, well, still survive till now anyway ,,, . Eventhough this is very painfull and asunder .. just hold with your heart ,,, it was still you, still your mind … still your heart ,,, who has decided it. Just keep move on ,,, till the end … as hafi.
think thinking thought mind …
they said … they often times saw me bengong … . I’ve already did that since junior high school i think … xixiixixixi 😛 … . But you know what … it was not that blank koooo … just … imagine or thinking something maybe ??? hehehheheh *ngeleshdotkom*. Minds is something big … they wild on many imaginations on … isnt it ??? 😛 . And some times … it so hard to control … but it can be liege by heart … 🙂 . these are some stories above …
Keep in touch. when my mind asked me … why you still can be friendly to person that already hurt you that much ??? this is not make sense … . well … Its not easy to handle out my heart … but sometimes its not that hard also being friendly for now. On the other side … i thought …, even thought i forgive them … its not gave any guarantee that am include on ‘save peoples’ . My sins too much … One kindness can not make me safe. Even i did kindness during entire whole my life (if i do that) … still not gave any guarantee … . Just do good things … as long as we could … as long as time still turn arround … as long as our heart still beat up . Its all about God mercy … is that what we looking for so far … Isnt it ???
Riba. ummghh … u know … riba is not allowed in islam. As we knew, riba is allowed on conventional financial system. They said, if we are in disanvantaged side … its ok we use the conventional system, but if we get benefit which mean interest then its not allowed to. And most of financial system in this world … using this riba. Still there is syariah system that already exist in indonesia. Ya ya ya … my money is not that much to debating for interest, riba or something … (lah wong buwat makan aja repot … kekkekekekkek). And so far, still i try to avoid the riba. Still looking for the syariah one for my insurance or my banking transaction. Why ??? because … i knew how hard working to earn money for live … and i dont want to my saving in the bankings/insurances, get role for un allowed in islam border. Its make my effort became vain or maybe make some troubles in the judgement day. i dont want it. Still, i use conventional bank to facilitate payments for my credit cards. The interest i used to sedaqoh jariyah … wakkakakakkak… (helloooowww ??? mana bisa sodaqoh jariyah d lalui dari jalan/duit yang haram ???) … astaghfirullahal’adziimmm… . Well, further … still bound to conventional system inorder to have house or car maybe ??? … hmmhh … how bout that ??? kekkekekekekkekk 😛
Corruptor. Sometimes … i lost in my mind bout them … why they do that ?? . Persue that money in wrong way … for what ??? Provide high quality living for they family ??? Isn’t it became make more bussiness to be done ‘next’ ???.  I mean … semana seh harta/dunia neh mu di raih mu di kejar ??? ga d bawa mati tuh benda duniawi … . And my relative said … thats why most of moslem not get good welfare … . Hmmhh ??? well … if many humans not greedy … maybe this earth could be long live also … 😛
