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aLim ,, ??? Gw ,, ??? ,,, xixiixxi ,,, . Guwe ituuh ,,, pendosa ,,, dosa mana yang belon guwe lakuin ,,, Masya aLLah ,, #istighfar ,,, .

Tapi ,, gw ,, dalam hidup ini ,,, mencari core kehidupan ,,, dan core kehidupan itu adalah Tuhan ,,, . Iyah ,, gw adalah manusia pencari Tuhan ,,, . Dan alhamdulillah ,, dalam pencarian guwe ,,, sebagay manusia ,, gw menemukan jalan kembali dalam Islam ,,, dalam aLLah swt ,,, . ini ,, sesuwatu yang tak akan pernah putus gw syukuri dalam hidup ,,, . dalam kesesatan guwe ,, gw masih bisa dan di beri waktu ,,, kembali pada aLLah swt ,, its a greatest thing in my life ,, . alhamdulillah ,,, πŸ™‚

dan hey ,, once again ,, dosa mana yang ga berbayar ,,, xixixiix ,,, #jailModeOn ,, ,, #edisi nahan sakit kaki ,,,

 

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meNoEdithay ,, what a lovely sunday murNing yezh ,,, πŸ™‚ ,, what can i do more beside enjoying the rest time with my aroundΒ  ,,, ??? ,,, πŸ™‚ ,,, .

,,, usually i save the world ,, with my weird costume ,,, wkkwkwkwk ,,, but yesterday i just laying down all day long ,, i mean really all day long ,, ahhahahah ,, and still feel not enough ,,, . I cant and maybe i dont want to think any more ,,, xiixixixi ,,, It just ,, i need good suggestion and good thought to through my life ,,, not logic and math calculation again ,,, indeed ,,, xiixixixix ,,, . ,,, and i do ,, sometimes ,, miss him ,, eaaaaa ,,, xixiixixi ,,, πŸ˜›

dreamzh ,,, i want to share somes ,,, . Usually ,, it will be happen ,,, but ,, i think ,,, lately ,, its not anymore ,, ahahhaha ,, #thanksGod ,, πŸ™‚ ,,, . I see ,,, someone from the past still make a relationship with me ,,, . I see ,,, my friend around ask me to my Father ,,, ahahhahaha ,,, . I see ,,, a river full of blood ,, . its ,,, happiness vision anyway ,, πŸ™‚ ,, .

I just ,, so grateful ,, for my pass ,, my presents ,, and my live will beΒ  ,,, what ever it was it is and it will ,,, because am sure ,,, all of those ,, with God bless ,,, πŸ™‚ ,,, . O my dear thought ,,, i know exactly what you thinking about ,,, you will ask me ” if not ?? ” ,,,Β  and you know well what my answer next ,,, πŸ™‚ ,,, . This is something that you cant share about ,,, its something that God put in our heart ,,, πŸ™‚

hey ,, this is really a good life ,, indeed ,, πŸ™‚

 

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#sedih ,,,

 

if i try to remember ,,, i got fever many times ,, but am not put concerned that much ,,, secara targetnya :: ga collaps ,,, sakit2 demam2 dikit mah ga di rasa ,, xixiixixi ,,, . am so weak ,,, but am so glad that still can do many things ,,, xixiixixi ,,, . some times ,,, its feel like ,, a wall in my mind and heart ,, . And lately ,, that wall ,, “falling down” ,,, quite often ,,, . Who is the one ,,, knocked down the wall ?? ,,, me ,,, my self ,,, . Who can hurt you ,, beside your self and around that close to you ? ,,, am i right ,, ??? ,,, xixiixix ,, . ahh ,, i think this caused my hormone ,,, hehhehe ,,, womens cycle ,, xixixiix ,,,

be patient yezh fi ,,, πŸ™‚ ,,,

 

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#nungguin cuciyan ,,,,

 

hmmhh ,, mo nulis apa yah ,,, . ngaro ngidul aja bole yezh ,, sambil nungguin cuciyan ,,, xixiixi ,,, .

Many great people out there yezh ,, xixixixi ,, smart people ,,, indeedd ,,, . Guwe ,,, ??? ,,, ihihiihih ,,, gini nih kalo liatnya ke atas ,,, jadi ga bersyukur ama yg ada di diri ,,, masya allah yezh ,,, masya allah ,,, . xixixiix ,,, ingin sekali sekarang ,, diri guwe mengakuwi dan mengeluh tentang semuwa yang tidak tercapay dalam hidup ,, kwkwkkwkw ,,, . Fi ,, hang on ,,, ga ngaruh juga kok ,,, ga bikin, semuwa yang tidak tercapay dalam idup lo, akan tercapay dengan mengeluh ,,, #ya kalik ,,, xixiixixi ,,, . Masya aLLah ,,, . tobe honest ,,, agag susah berfikir positive saat ini ,,, wkkwkwkwk ,,, .

Tdk spt muwh ,, yg harus explain or mempengaruhi apa pun ituh ke teman2 ex aji ,,, gw cukup diyam ,, dan pada akhrnya ,, somehow ,, org tahu ,,, manusia macam apa elu ituh ,,

belom lagi hal ituh ,,, and around ,,,Β  hehehehhe ,,, . macam2 manusiya ,,, yang harus gw hadapin yezh ,,, . Hmmhh ,,, kenapa orang ,, tidak mahu ,,, berbuwat baik ,, at least tidak nyusain orang ajah ,,, itu udah great banged kok ,,, . Jika sudah pada sampay tahap ituh ,,, baru lah boleh “menyusahkan” orang lain ,, karena qt baru bener2 tahu takarannya tuk nyusain orang ,,,Β  . Dan nyusain orang karena alasan ,,, “kasih” ,,, . Unbelievable yezh ,,, but its true kok ,,, . Kalo belon ngerti ,, berarti mungkin masih pada tahap beneran nyusain orang ,,, wkkwkwkkwkw ,,, . aahh ,,, moga kebeli dah rumah or apart yg mumpuni wat guwe tinggal ,,, biar ga nyusain orang2 ,,, xiixixixi ,,, aamiinn ,,, πŸ™‚

tadi ,, bareng mbem lagii ,,, xiixixix ,,, . C mbem ,,, dari awal tuh bawaannya ,, kalo kelamaan parkir in/out garage ,,, pasti ajah ada baretnya ,,, wkkwkwkwk ,,, . Ngambeg keknya ga di ajak jalan ,, mana wiken kemaren gw malah ngojek kesana kemari ,,, xiixixixix ,,, . Jadi, akhirannya mungkin mbem membaretkan dirinya sendiri ,,, ??? wkkwkwkkwkw ,,, . and alhamdulillah ,,, the way home not that tight traffic jam ,,, xiixixix ,,, #rejeki cewe galaw dah ,,,

terush ,, gw tuh pengen beliin mbem aksesoris ,,, tapi ya amppunnn ,,, bahkan gw ga tawu dari nama, bentuk dan fungsinya ,,, wkkwkwkwkkw ,,, . mobil tuh mang men things yezh ,,, dont you think like that ??? xixiixixix ,,, . Guwe ?? once again ,, c mbem bisa jalan bareng guwe ajah ,,, gw dah bahagiya lahir bathin koookk ,,, xiixixix ,,,

o iya ,,, semalem sebelum tedor ,,, tanpa gue sangat tuk bermaksut sara ,,, gw kepikiran ,, what religion that embrace by our japanese around ?? ,, . even ,, i googling for shinto ,,, xiixixixi ,,, . Secara ,,, bozh putih ikuu ,, pinternya dah keblinger lah yezh ,, masa iye ga ngakuin adanya Tuhan yang Maha Esa ,,, ??? ,,, . and am realize ,, that ,, we are near ,, and we are so different ,,, hehehhehe ,,, .

sudahlah yezh ,, its just my wild thinking ,, edisi insome ,, mikir kesana dan kemari ,,, xixiixixi ,,,

eh ,,, cuciyannya dah kelar ,,, udah duluw yezh ,,, gw mo obo ,,, xxixiixixi ,,,

 

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PiLkaDa’s dayzh ,,,

#latepost #pilkada’sDay #ngabisinDuit #lempenginKaki
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marathon Jkt-jog-s0l-sby-jkt ,, and funny stories behind ,,,

#marathon jakarta – jogjezh – solo – surabaya – jakarta ,,, and funny stories behind ,,,
#11-13Feb2017

pessenger next to me :: mbak ,, mo ke mana ??
gw :: #dah tw sama2 pesawat mo ke jogjezh ,, masih nanyak ???
gw :: jogja ,,, #sambil senyum
pessenger next to me :: #ibuknya dah keselΒ  kalik yak ,,, ya ealah ke jogjaaa ,,
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masnya :: mbak ,, turun di mana ??
gw :: #dah tw nek ecawad ke jogjezh ,, masih nanyak ???
gw :: adisucipto ,,,
masnya :: #maznya di otak ,,, ya ea laaaahhh adisucipto ,, masa di kuwala lumpur ,,
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Minggoe ,,, 26022017

 

ihiiyy ,,, after running out almost over one month ??? ,,, finally i hv my own rest ,, alhamdulillah ,,, very grateful ,,, πŸ™‚ ,, . One day off from ,,, my tolerance to the world ,,, . Off from facing jealousy ,, mocking others ,,, un-healthy election theme ,, and so on lah ,,, ahhahahahha ,,, sok iyezh banged yak guwe ,,Β  . But ,, hey ,, this is my miley ,, this is my place to be honest ,,, xixiixix ,,, this is a place that i can be my self ,,, πŸ™‚ ,,, . and am good in this shiny sunday murning ,,, alhamdulillah ,, xixiixixix ,, πŸ™‚

Yesterday murning ,,, and finally i went to the cemetery ,,, due to the good weather ,,, ihiiiyy ,,, . Praying for my mom and others who ,,, been there ,, hehhehehe ,,, .

Semoga ,,, aLLah swt ,, Tuhan yang maha pengasih dan penyayang ,, yang menguwasai hari akhir ,,, memberikan kelapangan kubur dan keselamatan wat qt semuwa yezh ,,, aaminn ya aLLah ,,

in my mind ,, its could be ,,, me ,, who will be buried here ,, on the next day ,,, or next week ,, or next month ,,, who knows ,,,, hehehehhe ,,, #baper amad yak idup guwe ,,, xixiixixi ,, πŸ˜€

terush ,, in my way to go here ,, there is a religion activity that regularly scheduled on the 4th week every month ,, near to my cluster ,,, . Thus ,, when they arrived ,,, they are sholat first at the mosque inside the cluster then continue to the religion activity that 500 meters far away from the mosque ,,, .

xixiixiix ,,, seeing those people ,,, pada alim2 amad yak ,, . Banyak orang yang serius menuju Tuhannya ,, lah guwak ,, ???? sholat bener ajah dah sesuwatu yang magical ,,, xixiixixi ,,, . Masih mau ngarep bagus di akherat ?? masya allah yezh ,,, #istighfar ,,,

hmmpphhh ,,, mang ga bener dah idup guwe ,,, . Dari duluw pengen ngebennerin ,, juga sebatasan niad donk ,, itu juga dah alhamdulillah ada niad ,,, ehhehehehe ,,, . sing penting ,, aLLah ridha lah ma guwe ,,, #in what way yezh fi ,,,, ???? ,,, eaaaaaaaa ,,,

,,, cant not end this mind thinking bout the Lord and the universe ,,, and all of human being to be next ,,, . Its ,,, out of human mind ,,, its need faith ,, indeed ,,, indeed ,,, . So we need to pray to the Lord ,, to defend this faith ,,, masya allah ,, .

alhamdulillah ,,, dah semangat lagii ,, !!!! ,, πŸ™‚

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penebus ,,,

 

Sakit itu penebus dosa ,,,
Lagiyan, mana ada dosa yang tak berbayar ,,, banyak dr sisanya adalah ka-rahiman-an Tuhan,,
Alhamdulillah, berbayar d mari ,, dr pada d sana kelak ,,,
Alhamdulillah lagi, still can be happy with all of this ,,,
Insha allah ,, πŸ™‚

 

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