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Minggoe ,,,

weeeeww ,,, long wikenzh from saturday till monday due to ,,, isra’ Mi’raj hulideyzh ,,, xixiixixi ,, . Just taking rest this wikenzh ,,, after long trip last week ,, hehehhehe ,,, aka no budget for another trip also for hedonz ,, wwkwkkwkwkwkkw ,,, .

but you know what ,,, am so grateful had great time for holideyzh when i was young ,, indeed ,,, indeeeedddd ,,,  . So ,, now ,, when my body is not strong enough ,, i can spent my money to have a house and a car ,,, . alhamdulillah yezh ,,, 🙂 ,,, . You can see ,, its all about God’s stories ,,, right ,,, ?? God already set up ,,, what the best for us ,, 🙂 ,,, . No doubt and no worry about this life ,, #should be ,,, eaaaaaaa ,,, xiixixixi ,,, . Masya aLLah ,,,

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New number for salary already comes up ,,, horeey ,, alhamdulillah for everything ,, even though i think its not significant rise ,, eaaaaaaa ,,, ahhahahah ,,, . But am serious ,,, xiixixix ,, so its still need to have over time more and more ,, eaaaaaaaaaaaa ,, kwkwkkwkwkkw ,,,  🙂 ,,, . once again ,, alhamdulillah for everything yeezzhhh ,,, 🙂

and ,, now ,, addict to onlen shop ,, ekkekekekkeke ,,, . kepake ?? ya somes of ,, wkkwkwkkwkw ,,, . #edisi juga sedang menahan diri dari jajan2 ga penting ,,, xiixixixxi ,,,

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idiihh ,, pengen nikaaahh ,,, ahhahahhaha ,,, xiixixixix ,,, xixiixixixi  ,,, ehehhehehe ,,, #loh #ga jelazh ,,, kekekkekekekkkk ,,,

ZeNen ,,,

#bahkan ,, ketika ,, semuwa hidup gw ,, adalah tentang semangat ,, 🙂

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how wonderful this murning ,,, and am so happy ,,,  Yezh ,,, without particular reason as usually ,,, alhamdulillah ,,, .  I do really like sun shine in the murning ,,, feel it the warm ,,, so bless ,,, 🙂 ,,, . Pun yezzh ,, dari pagi dah ke toilet 2 kaliiiii ,, gegara ,, entahlah ,, masuk angin kalik yak ,, kek keram ,,, terush makan jajanan pasar ,, bukan makin baek ,, tambah mules iyeee ,,, ahuhuuhuhuh ,,, . Ni perut sensitive amaaadd ,,, di mana2 ,, yang sensitive tuh hatii ,, bukan peruuuttt ,, helooohhh ,,, ??%^@*%^@(!)%**%@ ,, >> Kata perutnya :: lo ga liat guwe laagi keram ?? masih juga lo masukin tuh jajanan ga bener ???? ,,, mau gwe bikin kosong beneran nih perut ??? hellloohhh ,,, ^$!+@%%@ ,,, wkkwkwkwkwk ,,, #imaginasi kelebihan ,,,

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iyeeaayy ,, senengnya leboorr ,,, . eh tapi besok mule tuh project lagi ,,, with Ms Carla the consultant ,, eaaaaaaaaaaa ,,, . Hhhhh ,,, ituh project ,, dari peserta mpe consultant nya dah pada males ,,  Mr Ashok malah rawat inap ,, wkwkkwkwk ,,, tekanan bathin apah mo kerjak project di Aji ,,, wkkwwkwkwk ,,, #kiding

Bozh putih ??? like i said ,, dah sangat keliatan ga concernanya ,,, . Gw ??? mayaaaannnn ,,, ada moduzh wat lembur ,,, wkkwkwkwkkw ,,, . Dari pada di rumah ,,, ga ada kerjaan ,, mending di kantor ,, dapet duwit ,, xiixixixix ,,, 😛

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hadjjee ,,, kapan nikah nya inihh ,, xiixixixi ,, 😛

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eaaaaaaaaaa ,,, lebor juga nih pilkidi sesi duwa ,,, alhamdulillah ,,, . Tetap ,, dalam pemilihan kalik enih ,,, gw di urutan pertama ngantri pun dapat antrian no 4 ,,, xixiixixi ,,,

semoga ,, bangsa ini selalu dilindungi aLLah swt ,, di jaga kesatuan dan toleransi nya ,,, ammiinn ,, 🙂

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hmmphh ,,, nothings to share ,,, still with the same hafi ,, with the same struggling ,,,, ahhahahha ,,, . So many times i told ,,, they alwayzh be themself ,, neither do i ,, xiixixixi ,,, .

Lagi semangat ma gaji baru ,, dan lemburan setelah bozh putih kembali ke alamnya ,,, . Kenceng dah lemburan guwe ,, ahhahahhaha ,,, #ketawak mak lampir ,,, 😀 ,,, . Juga lagi pengen kaweeennn ,, xiixixixi ,,, 😛

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12-16.04.2017 :: jkt >> sby >> mjk >> sby >> jogjezh >> solo >> jogjezh >> smg >> pantura >> bekasi >> ciputat >> kembangan ,, 🙂

ahahhahah ,,, kuwat juga jalan jawuh ,, bahkan bisa ga tedor 24 jam dalam trip inih ,, . Ga ngantukzh ,, tapi badan gw soft shaking ,,  xixiixixixi ,,, 🙂 . Termasuk new methode jalan2 kalik inih ,, wkwkkwkwkw ,,, bysanya kalo jalan2 ,, gw terima bersih ,,, bahkan kasarnya ,, kolor juga tinggal di pake in ,, kwkwkkwkwk ,, #ringkih banged yezh idup guwe ??? xixixiixix ,,  tapi jadi bisa challange juga ma kondisi guwe saat ini ,,, . alhamdulillah selamet ,, ahhahahah ,,, 🙂 ,,, . Dan mbem dah ikutan jalan jawuh jugaaaa ,, luph yu pull mbbeemmm ,, 🙂

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dan guwe ,, bisa GA tidur ,, lebih dari 24 jam ,, huikzh ,, seddihh ,, otak kuwh oh otak kuwh ,,

ketika makan dan tidur adalah sebuwah setingan otak ,,, yah begini deh ,,, . Ceritanya ,,, kemaren long wiken kan ke jogjezh ,, ( versi lengkapnya nnti yezh ,, xiixixix ,, ) ,,, . Pulangnya ,, sekitar jam 8an dari jogjezh ,,, midnight di semarang ,,, lanjut pantura ,,, dini hari di tol cipali ,,, . Gantian nyetir ma nopih ,,, . Dan bisa2 nya ,,, gw ga ngantuk ,,, . Jadi ,, sabtu pagi guwe bangun jam 4 ,,, baru tidur lagi ,, hari minggu jam 1 siang ,,, . Dear Lord ,,,

daily pun ,,, gw tedor around jam 12 ,,, bangun lagi around jam 4 . Itu pun dah seting karena besok pagi harus bangun ,,, untuk kerjak ,,, . Kadaang ,,, gw mikir ,,, ga usah tedor ajah secara guwe ga ngantug ,,, lanjut kerjak ajah besok ,, . Tapi mikir lagi ,, ini zholim ma badan ,,, akhirnya di paksa2in tedor ,,, . Kalo gw ada kerjaan lebih ,, mungkin beneran bisa ga tedor dailynya ,,, tedor seperlunya ajah ,,,

sedih loh ,, . Sedihnya ,, karenaa ,, ini berbeda dari orang kebanyakan ,,, . Keknya ada yang salah ma otak guwe ,,, . Dan hal ini juga terjadi ma makan ,,, hmmpphh ,,,,

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,,, hmmhh ,,, happyy ,,, xixiixix ,,, can enjoy mine ,, hehehhehe ,,, war bysaaakk ,, alhamdulillah ,,, . Perkara besok adalah horor ??? ,,, xiixixi ,, somehow ,, i dont care at all ,, wkkwkwkkwkw ,, . i dont know ,,, i do my best as hafi ,,, on my job ,, and ,, ummhh ,, i think ,,, troubles and issues ,, will come in and out ,, as dailies ,,, . Team mates will alwayzh be like that ,,, white bozh will alwayzh be horor ,, wkkwkwkwk ,, .  Then ,, what so important about that ,,, ???? ,, xiixixixi ,,,

,,, lately ,, am just so disappointed with something ,,, . But ,,, next ,,, i just thinking ,, why i hv to be that emotional ,,, ??? ,, hehheheh ,,, . You know what ,, one thing that i learned about human being is ,, they alwayzh be them self ,,, . and neither do i ,,, . Couple times ago ,, i just decided ,, its not about me any more ,, now is about them ,, . But ,, why it so hard ,,, ??? ,,, . why ??? because am not be my self ,, so its become so hard for sure ,, . Now ,, is all up to me ,, what is my goal ,, ??? ,, xiixixixixi ,,, . This goal ,, is sound sooo konyol ,, xixixiix ,, . just be patient yezh fi ,, what ever God’s fate takes ,,,

beyond all of that ,, am so grateful with this life ,, with my life ,,, . Was ,, i had a dream ,, that am facing sakratul maut ,, and there are two un finished things in this world ,, . One is about my past ,, but am not remember the rest one ,,, . and i think ,, am facing that situation right now  ,,, #more and less ,,, xixiixixix ,,, .

my life is about grateful to the Lord ,,, insha aLLah ,, 🙂

— wrote down at LuMinor HoteL, Sby ,,, —

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,,,  whats wrong with me ,, ?? Lately i just cant withstand to others ,,, . Sumbu guwe rasa pendek ,,, dh d sabar2in tetep ajah emosi ,,, . There are same things for long term ,,, and i think i cant hold on any more ,,, . Thats from my side ,,

But ,,, i make a pointing to my self ,,, :: whats wrong with me ?? Why others do something bad from my side of course without feelin guilty ??? Why others just do bad things to me ?? What i did till they were “so hassle” ??? Am i doing some thing wrong to them ??? In what way ?? In what thing ??? What i hv suppose to fixed then ??? ,,, i dont understand ,,,

Hmmmhh ,,, can i fly now ??? ,,, 🙂

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iyeeaayy ,,, iyeaaaayy ,,, seneng guweeee ,, badan dah rasa enak an ,,, ihiiyy ,,, . Malming kemaren di rumah ajaahh ,, xiixixixixixi ,, ga enak yah ,, malming di rumah tuh ,,, . After 5 dayzh had hard worked ( ceritanya hard lah kerjaknya yezh ,, percaya lah yezh ,,, xiixixi ,,, ) ,, its time to have fun times and view ,,, wkkwkwkwkkw ,,, . Apa daya tapiiihh ,,, edisi badan Letoy tidak bertenaga ,, eaaaaaaa ,,, jxixixixi ,,,

dan ketika sudah bertenaga ,,, langsung ngayap ,, wkkwkwkwk ,,, ( ya kalik gw bisa diem di rumah ,,, kikikikikikikikkkk ,,, ) ,,, .

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Minggu pagih ke rumah bu Nur ,, ihiiiyy ,,, . Ngobzh ma Bu Nur tuh ,,, somehow ,, recharge my soul ,,, . Bukan hidup kami ,, kita ,, tidak ada masalah ,,, bukan ,,, in fact ,, masalah kami cukup besar ,,, tapi ,, kami punya hal tujuan yang sama ,, pikiran yang sama ,,, cara hidup yang sama ,, bahwa hidup itu adalah perjuwangan ,,, kerjak keras ,,, yang bertujuan berkah aLLah swt ,,, . Mungkin ,,, thats why ,, obrolan kami nyambung yezh ,,, . Satu didikan dan pemikiran dari ibu nenek dan moyang kami ,,, #eaaaaaaaaa ,,,, .

Terush tadi tuh ,,, selintas doi ceita tentang masa kecil mereka ,,, mereka tuh aM sekolah rakyat ,, ( uced deehh ,,, jadul banged yakkk ,, SR tuh rasa jamannya budi utommo bukan sih ??? xxixixixi ,, ) ,, terush pM nya sekolah diniyah ,,, >> iki kek pesantren gituhhh ,,, aka sekolah agama ,,, . Sorenya ,,, kerjak pisik wat siapin juwalan wat emaknya ( nenek guwa berarti ) besok pagi ,,, . Luwar bysa yezh ,,, sungguh luwar bysa ,,, .  Guwe juga tipe pekerja keras kookk ,,, percaya kaann ,,, ??? ,, . Bedanya ,,, badan mereka kuwat2 ,, guwe letoy ,,,, wkwkkwkwkkwkw ,,, . Plus ,, gw binal daan lebih menikmati hidup ,, wkwkkwkwkw ,,,, wedayyyaaann ,,, .

semoga ,,, kami semuwa mendapat ridho berkah aLLah swt ,, di duniya dan akhirat ,,, di selamatkan dibahagiyakan di duniya dan akhirat ,,, in many wayzh ,,, aamiinn ,,, 🙂

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thus ,, when back to reality of life ,, jadi cekot cekot lagi ni kepalaaakkk ,,, wkkwkwkkwkwk ,,, . Gw pikir ,,, orang bisa mikir dalam standar ,, bisa bertindak dalam standard ,,, . But ,,, if my around not like that ,, ya so so lah yezh ,,, . Biar guwe yang kerjakan ,, apa yang seharusnya dikerjakan ,, eaaaaaaaaaaa ,,, 🙂 ,,, .

you know what ,, perkara at the end ,, its still the same thing in view and condition ,,, ,, we dont care ,,, 🙂 ,, each of us ,,, have our own goal ,, right ,, ?? ,,, 🙂  🙂 ,,, #bukan karena sekitar “down grade” ,, bukan berarti qt harus menurunkan “grade” qt jugak ,, betul ,,, ??? ,,, 🙂

Cemungudh dalam kebaikan fiii ,,, seberapa pun kekuwatan lo sekarang ,,, !!! ,,, 🙂 #ama seberapa kejailan gw juga taaakkk ???? ,, eaaaaa ,,, ahahhahahaha ,,,

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wikenzh besoookk ,,, ribet prodel ,, bis ituuhh ,,, jelong2 ke jogjeeezzhh ,, iyeaaaayy ,,, iiihiiyy ,,,

satu lagi fii ,, jangan lupak ngajiiii daily yezzzhh  ,,, . Muslim ko yo ga ngaji ,,, ?? ahahhahah ,,, . Itu tuuhh ,,, yang otak guwe bilang ke guwe ,, jleb banged yezh ,,,, ,, ahhahahahah ,,,

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,,, muak fi ??? ,,, ketika manusiyak around just geting jealousy with you ?? ,, trying to hit you down ,, trying to hurt you in some ways ,,, 

Guweee ,,, ??? ,, sypalah guwe ,,, ??? . Guwe ga akan terganggu dengan kaliyan ,,, action kaliyan ,,, . Sekali lagi ,,, yg ada d pikir guwe cmn satu pertanyaan :: why ??? ,,, . Is it so important to hurt others ??? Is it ?? ,, . Is there nothin else you can donwith your world ,,, ??? ,,,

Hhhh ,,, manusiyak yeezhh ,,, kesenanangannya beda beda ,,, xizixiixixix . Ada yg jailin orang kek guwe ,,, ada yg nyakitin orang lain ,, ada yg travelling menikmati duniyak ,,, ada yg doyan ngurusin orang banyak ,,, and so on ,,,

Hmmhh ,, let it be lah ,,, we hv our own goal ,, dont we ,,, ??? ,,, . And keep believing fi ,, out there beneran ada orang baik ko ,,, lo kan spesialis naive person ,,, kwkwkwwkww ,,,

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