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wiiwiwiwiwi ,, this week ,, found final shocking fact about pa bozh ,,, hehehheheheheh ,, . Just can not understand it ,, and am very very very emotional to this situation ,, indeed ,, .

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#o iya ,, i will intense to use english version due to my current job isn’t supporting my english language further more conversation ,, wkkwkwkwkkwkw ,,

So ,,, last month ,, i think maybe end of Dec ,,, our Bozh inform us, its more like to give us ( SM of each section ) direction to make promotion for our staff ,, . But at that moment i said ” in my opinion its not qualified yet to get promotion this year ,, “. Dah tuh ,, .

thus, 2nd week of Jan ,, Bozh asked Ncang about the promotion ,,, also about my staff . I said the same ,, . I wonder why he terrored ncang ,,, why not asked me again directly if he didnt agree with my opinion ?? get argue with me ,, . And i said to ncang that time :: ” if he (bozh) want to promote my staff by him self ,, pleased ,, . while i promoted to M1, i promoted by DM directly not by my SM ,, . DM have that power ,, ” . Ncang said ,,, ” maybe i will promote my staff due to urgent need for scm section ,, “.

THen ,, end of Jan ,, and again ,, through ncang ,, Bozh asked us to give him the reason why these staffs can not get promotion ,, . Because i was got annual leave, ncang said :: mb hafi please sent the reasons via wasap and i will collect and sent to bozh ,, . I felt weird. So i send the reason via email ,, aka officially ,,, . In my thought ,, ncang will do the same and our bozh will get clear objective from his SMs ,, .

at that time ,, of course am upset aka kzl ,, why bozh not asked directly ,, is it so hard for him ??? and hv to got terror ncang ??? ,,,, . But yaa ,, i thought ,, ya sudah lah yezh ,,, . Personally ,, if bozh want to promote my staff not through me ,, its ok ,, . As objective ,, from my side ,, my staff still can not go promote this year ,, .

Last week ,, randomly i asked ncang ,, ” ncang ,, how bout the promotion ??? “. Ncang said :: ” no one get promotion mb ,, ” . I just thought ,, owh ,, Okeee ,, which means both of them rejected by bozh based on objective email that we sent end of Jan ,, .

DaaaaaaaaaaaaaN PECAH lah this week ,, . Iseng2 i asked ncang ,, ” ncang ,, i want to see your comment about your staff ,, ( the objective mail, that i thought he sent end of Jan ) ,, . And you know what he answred ???????????????????????????? ,,,,, ” saya sudah sempat bikin tapi belum rapi dan belum di kirim ke bozh ,, . Tapi setelah liat email mb hafi ,, saya di panggil dan bozh bilang 22nya ga promosi taon eni, tapi taon depan “.

WHAT THE FUCK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ANJING NGED TUH BOZH ,, !!!!!
LOE MO NAEK IN STAFF GW ?? YA NAEKIN AJAH ,, !! GA PERLU LIWAD GW JUGA BISA ,, . JANGAN KRNA LOE GA SUKA MA GW, LOE GA NAEKIN STAFF ORANG LAEN !!!. KESIAN STAFF ORANG, GEGARA GW GA APPROVE YG LOE MW ,, TRUSH TANPA OBJECTIVE APAPUN, LO GA NAEKIN YG 1NYA LAGI ,, . ANJING LOE EMANG !!!. DI MANA LOE TW (BUKAN NGERTI, KARNA OTAK LO DI TINGGAL DI BANTAR GEBANG), KEBUTUHAN SECTION SEBELAH UNTUK NAEKIN STAFFNYA MELIHAT QUALITAS SM ITUH SENDIRI YG BAHKAN JAWUH DI BAWAH STAFF YG MO DI NAEKIN. ANJING SUMPAH !! MUWAK GW MA ELU !!

gw ,, jarang se emosi inihhhhhhh ,,, . Dan minggu ini ,, gw full nged of anger ,, ampe solad isinya xuman pengen diredain inih emosi ,, hehehhehehe ,, . #inih ajah nulis lagi,, gw spanneng lagi mpe ubun2 ,,, .

gw tw ,, lo bego ,, lo tolol ,, lo ga suka ma gw ,, tapi jangan lah ketidaksukaan loe ma gw impact ke orang laen ,, . Ingad, karma ituh ada ,, !! ,, . Aseli dari sejak informasi doi mo dimutasiin by AI-1, doi kek ga suka ma gw ,, . Apalah apalah peran gw dengan lo ga di suka ai-1 ?? ziroh !! ,, . Lo d blg ai-1, ga pantas mimpin logistic ya ituh masalah lo, bukan gw ,, .

phewww ,,
se emosi ituh gw ,, .

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dan jelas !!! ,, it will be impact to my action next ,, . I dont know what its gonna be for next week on so on ,, .

gw ga peduli ma logistic ,, . Yazh responsible gw sbgy SM harus dipertanggungjawabkan ,, . Tapiii ,, dengan smuwa ketidakjelasan arahan dari Bozh, banyaknya job yg di skip ( misal transportation mo di bikin sect sndiri, tanpa informasi apa pun ,, ) ,, i think i dont hv responsible that much juga sik ,, just sesuwaynya ajah ,, .

Just look at Logistic nowdays ,, in your direction ,, just running out ajah tuh ,, . And who cares anyway ?? No body !! ,, . Just let it be ,, . I will just put rice on each plate as well ,,, . But, it will be never be the same again with the bozh ,, .

yah ,, it might just my 1st experience related the promotion ,, . Trush baper maksimal ,, wkkwkwkwkwkwkkw ,,, . Norak yk ??? . Gw xuman ga abis pikir ajah ,, . Yg mgkin hal spt ini, masih akan gw hadapi lagi kl gw masih di aji ,, .
Well actually this is the second sik. Last year, i eager to promote mbD from ST4 to ST5, we already had 2 times mtg, but somehow it just nothing happen ,, . But last year, i dont hv no full right also due to some irregular situation lah ( as official am the SM, but as job desc i just joined ).

yah ,,,
gpp lah ,, . Semoga doi di geser beneran taon enih ,, . Emang secara facta ga bisa sik mimpin logistic. Gw ngomong ini, bukan brarti gw bisa loh. Gw pun butuh arahan baik jika mo di jadikan DM, but gw ga dapet apa pun di jaman doi, minezh bahkan ,, aka pinter kagag begok iya. Butuh tandom yg bagus jugak kl mo jalan bareng di 1 dept tuh nor 1 company.

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anyway ,,,
mangad hafikuw ,,,
inged yezh ,,, ini bukan tentang doi, bukan tentang aji, bukan tentang emosi loe. Sekali lagi ,, this is still tentang allah swt yg loe harus terush fokezh untuk tujuwan loe brtemu dengan THE LORD. And you can not meet The LORD with this anger ,, hehehehhehehe ,,,,,
di bawa chill ajah ,, tetep terush brbuwat baik semampu yg loe bisa ,,
mangaaddd ,, ??

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