ada saatnya ,,

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ada saatnya ,, ada kalanya ,,, yg mana kalanya ituh per 2022 ini menjadi sangat sering ,, yg gw sendiri amaze ma hal ini ,, and absolute its all about hormone sik ,, definitely ,, .

kek 2 malam yll ,, i just know that “feeling” came ,, and i said to my self :: matik gw ,, ( krna dh notice how its felt when its come ) ,, dan bakal kek apa kl ini feeling dh dtg ,,, . Twnya besoknya dapet haid , ini beneran hormone yg aneh ,, . Hormone yg bisa bikin gw ga mood idup ,, dan ga mood ngapa2in ,, .

and its happen now ,, aduuh ,, gini amad yk ,, . hikzh ,,, . all i needs right now is good vibe banged ,, not only good ,, but allah swt’s vibe ,, indeeeddd ,, . insya allah ammiiiiinn ,,

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dah mule lagi tadi wfo ,, seru sik ,, karna ketemu temen2 ,, . ga serunya ya kerjaannya ,, . Wauk ,, males nged ma kerjaan nya ,, gaje ,, xiixixixix ,, .

Jadi inged trakhir wfo bareng pa bozh sevelum livuran ,, .

Doi :: buwat apa bikin plan detail2 amad kl da project, bikin 60% jadi ajah abis ituh jalanin ,,, .
hafikuw bengong ,, sambil blg :: yaa ,, beda cara kerjak ajah sik pakk ,,
Doi :: wasting time ituh bikin2 plan detail analisa kek gitu yg ada ga jalan2 ,,
hafikuw :: #bengong tapi lebih mikir *ngapa bonezh gw kecil yk ??? keknya nilay gw C dehh ,,, * ,, wkkwkwkw ????

setelah jiwa gw calm dan menerima kenyataan hidup bonezh kecil ,,, akhirnya ru mikir omongan pa bozh ,, aka ini 2 – 3 hari kemudiyan ,, jiyakkakakakkakak ,, . akhirnya ,, gw menyadari smuwanya ,,, kenapa ARH gagal di doi ,, kenapa doi ga cucmey ma pa bozh nsd ,, kenapa ini dan kenapa ituh ,, ya karena memang beda cara kerjak ,, . Dan akhirnya memang beda juga ma gw ,, heheheheh ,, .

gw ga bilang salah di gw or salah di doi loh ,, sungguh !! ,,, . Memang harus beda ko ,, . Dan skill nya beda2 ,, biar seru ,, !! . Ya begitulah ,, . But ,, ketika ini brsatu ,, mgkin ,, krna kami di log yah gt dehh ,, formula nya kurang bagus ,, jadi ga kluwar performance nya ,, . Yaaaaaaaaaa ,, gpp juga sik ,, , sing penting gajiyan on schedule ,, cicilan ke bayar ,, dh bhay ,, wkkwwkwkwk ,, .

trush per may ini ,, dh mule kudu handle alloc ,, . sumpih ,, ga seru ,, . bukan karena materi kerjaannya ,, tapi karena environtment nya ,, . Sekali lagi ,, kerjaan di logistic ituh seru banged ,, susih luwas menangtang ( bukan menengteng ,, wkkwkwkw ) ,, . But ,, well ,, who care now ,,, ??? iixixixixixixi ,, .

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yuk ah ,, jalani idup lagi ,,,
dalam sebaik2nya iman taqwa taat tawakal pada allah swt ,,
#istighfar ,,

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pazpor kuwh ,,

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,, se siginificant ituh perubahan muke guwe ,, xiixixixixi ,,

dari pas tw cara ke luwar negerii ,, tapi gada duitnya ,,, gw somehow ,, trniyat banged bikin passport ,,, wkkwkwkwk ,, . Orang2 kala ituh mah ,, bikin passport wat ke jepang yg dari kantor ,, gw mah bikin sndiri ,,, xixiixix ,,, .

Dr jaman masih bikinnya di jaktim ituh loh ,, yg mafiya nya kek apaan tw ,, wkkwkwkwkwk ,, yg bikin butuh 3 – 5 hari apah yk ,, . hari 1 serahin berkas, hari 2 intrvw ma foto, hari 3 pengambilan ,,, >> kl ga salah yk ,, dh lama beud ,, yg gw inged tuh foto dah sore banged krna antri gaje ,,, xixiixixi .

skrg mah bkn passport cenggihnya dh kek apaan tw ,, mana di lippo ada lagii ,, di parkiranya ,, xiixixixix ,, . sebahagiyak ituh idup gw smuwa ada di kemVangan ,, xiixixixi ,, . Mana gampang nged, daftar onlen, pilih sndiri waktu kedatangan ,, intrvw poto bayar trush di inform deh kapan bisa di ambil. Secara deket dan ampir tiap hari ke sono ,, jadi aseli gada issue ,, wkwkkwkwkw ,, .

padahal yezh gayyzhh ,, tuh passport kepake juga jarang2 meen , wkkwkwk ,, trush last 2 years ada cov pulak ,, wkkwkwk ,, . But somehow ,, gw selalu pikir ,, hal2 kek gini ,, kudu ready ajah ,,, . Jika mang butuh ke LN ,, ya tinggal packing ,, jalan deh ,, hehehhe ,,

Duluw awal2 tuh ,, gw mikirnya ,,, pun lum ada plan ke LN krn gada duitnya ,, sing penting bikin ajah duluw ,, taqdir mesti di pantjing men ,, !!! kwkwkwk ,, . Al hasil jadi lah gw jalan2 dan umroh waktu pas passpor 1 ituh ,, . alhamdulillah ,, . Passpor 2 wat kerjak ,, . Passport 3 ,, lum kepake ,, xiixixixiixix ,, .

critak pas bikin passport 3 ,, ::
kelupaan ED nya karena Cov ,, jadi ga mudeng ,, . Trush akhrnya gw proses sik renewal passport ,, . trnyata slama passport lama ga rusak ,, kl prpanjang is gampang ,, gaada biayak dendak dll ,,, . Pas intrvw ,, yg intrvw kan liat history d monitor tuh muke gw ,, doi blg :: ini beneran foto mbak nya ??? ko beda banged yk ,, ?? . gw :: ya insya allah pak ,, . wkkwkwkwkkwkwkw ,,

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besoQ mulay QerJaQ lagi ,,,

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besok mulay kerjak lageeeeeeee ,,,,,
dan mood langsung ga bagus ,, wkkwkwk

tudey tuh gw masih cutiy ,, tp dh warming up ,, jadi tadi aM kerjak ngelengkapin data lah ,, . Otak ma kerjaan kek susah nyambungin nya ,, xiixixixixi ,, . Trush siang2 sore2 dh mule brhdapan ma orang2 kerjak an lagi yg begitulah ,, xixiixix ,,,

terush ,, inhale ,, dan gw trsadar ,, how privilege my last 1 week time was ,, . akhir ramadhan ,, syawal ,, i just surrounding by very good vibes ,, . Yaa ,, ada sik 1 2 orang yg begitu lah ,, but i dont need to intense contact with them, right ??? xiixixixixi ,,, . But ppl at work ,, ??? hummhh ,,, its gonna be my daily ,,, xixiixixix ,, .

ingeeeddd ,, smuwa hal baik ,,, inkam yg baik ,, hal baik yg trcapay ,, salah 1 nya through aji loh, fiii ,, xiixixixi ,,, . Iyuuppp ,,, di jalanin ajah yezh ,,, ehehehehhehe ,, . alhamdulillah masih ada kerjaq ,, masih ada inkam ,, masih ada nafas ,, masih ada kekuwatan ,, kelengkapan fisik ,, dll nya yg tak trhitung ,,, alhamdulillah ,, .

bismillah jalani daily routine lagi besookkkk ???

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My room after ,,,

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#my room as long as mbk gada ,,,
#mgkin ada baiknya gw lebaran duluwan ke rumah doi yk ,,
#drpd d bencik mbak ,, wkkwkwk ,, ??????


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Chill’s time ,,,

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#Chillzh timeee ,,,
#Sunday, 08.05.2022
#bike #ff #ayamgorengsuharti ,,

,, 08.05.2022 – aM ,,
,, 08.05.2022 – pM ,,
kegajean kl livur pas gi bayar pwasak ,,
nyetikerin kamar ma belanjak gaje ,,
wkkwkwkkwkwk ,,

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Orang2 baik ,,,

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jadiii ,, in Ramadhan ,, yah ,, Ramadhan ,, very many so much ,, good things happens ,, indeeeeddd ,,, . Trush ,, dengerin ceritak2 ma orang2 di sekitar gw ,,, mereka, muslim dan non muslim ,, yg brbagi banyak hal kebaikan di bulan suci Ramadhan ini ,,, and a lot !! ,, . Masya aLLah ,, . and somehow ,,, dari kebaikan yg dilakukan ,,, menyebar lagi kebaikan ke orang2 lain ,, . like virus ,, kebaikannya menular !! ,, ehhehehehe ,, . aLhamdulillah yezh ,, . Around gw ,,, orang2 baik ,, yg ga segan brbuwat baik dan nolong orang2 around ,, . Masya allah ,,

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MeniQmati WaQtoe ,,,

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#MeniQmati WaQtoe ,,,
#try tunning tobe like this ,,,
#semoga bisa ,,,
#insya allah ,,

bismillah ,,,

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way to aLLah swt ,,,

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gw ummhh ,, pengen tw ,, kenapa banyak orang ,, maksutnya manusiyak, muslim or not ,, ga menuju aLLah swt dengan “semestinya” ,,, ??? ,,, . Banyak bahkan ,, ga tw aLLah swt loh ,,, juga nabi Muhammad saw ,, . Hawkam yk ??? keknya pas yg di wawancara ,,, kurang pengetahuan x yk ,, wkkwkwkkwk ,,, . Secara kurang firal apah rasul Muhammad saw ????. Thus ,,,, Jadi gw kl ada tema kind of ituh di yucub ,, jadi nongton lah ,, .

sepanjang dari critak mereka2 ituhh ,, you know what ,, the technical are same ,, ( i think ) for everyone who seeks the God ,,, . But somehow ,, ko endingnya ga ke allah swt yezh ??? heheheh ,, jd bingung inem ,,, ?? ,,, . yak ,, may in islam we will call :: that is Hidayah ment to be ,, .

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on my 40’s ,, am preparing ,, packing ,, to get back ,, to my Lord ,, . i know ,, may its never been enough ,, for all of me ,, for all of my environment ,, for all of my life ,,, . But 1 thing for sure ,, i try and try and try ,,, continuously ,, jatuh bangun ,, untuk terush brjalan di jalan allah swt ,,, dengan terush memegang tali agama allah swt ,, agar bisa selamat sampay di surgaNya ,,, . in what way ?? . am so stupid for islam’s rule ,,, so i follow Qur’an and sunnah through informed by babang babang ustad ,,, . This is the best way for me ,,,

yg jelas ,, in the rest time gayzh ,, until end age maybe around 63 y/o ,,, tetep fokezh ma yg baik2 ,, dan smuwa dalam lingkup islam’s rule ,, jadikan allah swt prioritas ,, jangan bikin allah swt marah ,,, no nego for this ,, . Its just we donh hv much time anymore gayzh ,,, heheheheheh ,,,

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just a thought ,,,

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kekekkekekk ,, ummhh ,, tudey i just want to share ,, a thought ,,, about people on my cycle ,,, closer one may be ,,, ??? xiixixiix ,, .

So ,,, recently ,, my friend ask me for loan to cover his issue with pinjol ,, . Quite big loh ,, 12 million ,, hehehhehehe ,,, . Of course i dont have spare money to be loaned due to my own installment for house ,,, . Even at that time ,, i dont know if my money enough for living until next paid ,,, . thus ,, we hv a lot of chit chat ,, for this matter ,, .

from this chit chat ,, he told me that he also have old loan to me that not pay yet ,, 6 millions ,,, . I know i gave him a loan for last 2 years maybe ?? ,, but i dont realize its pretty much ,,, and yezh ,, am not remind him to pay ,, just in the time he could pay ajah ,,, .

next ,, he try to get another loan from bank ,, 50 million ,, . and he already split this 50 mil into his needs… of course mainly to cover his pinjol’s loan ,,, . and i realize ,, none of his plan intense to pay his loan to me ,, . No no no ,, i dont expect he pay at this tight situation ,, seriously ,,, . But from his split ,, there is a point that not important to consume ,,, . How he way thinking of ??? ,,, .

beyond all of this matter ,, i just realize ,, where is my position from his view point ,,, . Just same as my closer friend also ,,, when she was just hit by Cov last year ,, and not detected at earlier ,, . She said ,, dont want to get test earlier ( caused financial issue ) if not caused by mb uweee ,, eventhough she hung up with me that made high risk to me ,, thus family at kembangan ,,, . She dont care on me ,, this is a life matter ( at that time, cov is quite scary ,, ehheheheh ).

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mungkin gw lagi gada yg di pikirin yk ,,, jadi mikir yg kek gini ,, kwkwkkwkwk ,,, . And this is make me introspection by my self ,, my act to others ,, is it same just like them ??? not care for important thing to my around ,,, ??? ,,, . It could be my blind spot, isnt it ??? eventhough from my view point ,, i just think already put them in my priority ,,, .

and after all ,,, i dont disturb with their act ko ,, am solid ,, i can go with or with out them ,, . am dealing with God ,, this thing just a little bit realize character of my friends ajah sik ,, . no change from my side jg ,,, xiixixixix ,,, ❤? . #is it fi ,,,, ??? #kok not sure yk ??? ,,, wkwkkwkwkwk ????

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Remains is about concept of this friendship relationship ,,, . My friends just not want to put their relationship into risk cause by loan ,,, . So their better get riba to cover their life needs ,,, .

yaaakk ,, maybe because am still single and hv good income for my self ,, so financial its not became an issue ,, . But my concern is about why they dont try make better management financial for themself ,, and if not enough, try to get friends for a loan rather than to the bank ,, . We are here for that ,, . But ,, because already miss at first ,, make next step become miss also ,, . and am very sorry for this situation ,, .

another remain ,, am struggling with my self ,, when have kind of support this riba’s loan ,, through my sign’s suket nor another information ,,, . is God will be mad on me ??? ,,, Huikzh ,,

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