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,, another view ,, Hi there … i know you were be somewhere … even you were never know me .. well, ummghh … i just want you to know that … you are the person who i love once in my life … If we could met someday … i will say :: hi there … ,, and what remain is a piece of picture ,, thank you ,,

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sometimes … when i saw peoples smoking … i dont understand with her/his mindset … . They smoke the poison into their lung … with enjoying face. whether they knew the felt is when the poison works to their body ??? . Me, as patient with asthma, really do know exactly how its felt when its so hard to breath, when your lung/heart felt getting burnt and wanna explode one.  And those things is very very uncomfortable condition. Them ?? the smokers ??? they burn they lung by them self !! and could be more worst with all risks of nicotine. How could they do that ???. Further, some of them … smoking in public area … * Hellooww ??? kalo mu mati, mati aja ndiri … ga usah ngajag2 kaleeee … gw mah tetep d antrian gw … * how un-brain these people are.

Well … *hela nafas* … many peoples with their own stories … . Me, may be have others ignorance stories for my self. *beside for the last ignorance one* ummghh… maybe we can starting from :: EAT. Ahihihihihihi … how could am not having high desire to eat ???? wekekkekekekkekkk 😛 … pizhmodeON aja laahhh … *kabooooeerrrr* ….. . .. . . . . ..

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Sometimes … we are want to be aLone … go away from the hectic of metropolitan city. Thinking and refreshing with relaxing for while … . Prophet Muhammad saw did few times also in his life … to hira cave as strories that i’ve read. So, i did it also … just trying one … hehehheheh … but not in the cave… .

i went to a island … near to hindia ocean … alone !! . Well … its quite far away … made my face burnt just while going to the island … . Its a beautiful island, a little clean beach with smooth sands at the back and in the front of side is already faced to hindia ocean. And so sunyigh also, we are just hear the voice of wave from the room and others animals voice ??. At the evening, if we are lucky enough, we can see the sunset from the top of the hill.

There were just some tourist here and the staffs. Its limitted electrical also … *hellloooo ???!!!!* … the electrical turn off 10am – 5pm … and turn on 5pm – 10am. Operator signal also very bad … alias sinyalnya sepoy sepoy cooyy … . When you go more further to the island … then the signal going off (heeee ???!!!!), its happend to XL and TSEL, the big operator in this republic. Others ??? the staffs very friendly, the equipments were adequate and … so on laahh … .

Now, the big question is … am i enjoying that ???. The answer is NO. And you know what … i went there to make my head relax … but the fact is … the stillness seems more scary than my problem !! pheewww … . And the critical things is … i cant be far away from my gadgets … when its signal sepoy sepoy and electrical was limitted … then ??? we know the next happening to my gadgets are 🙁 . Maybe, am not used being silent … its so silent … . I Used to hear the hectic of the city … used to be crazy also i think … 🙁

maybe i have to found another way to make my self relaxing … ngeeegg ngooookkk … *angrybirds mode ON* kekekekekkekekk

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I like to walking … of course for healthy reason. The specialists said that … walking more than 10.000 step a day can reduce the risk of osteophorosis. Me ??? I think my step cant be reach 10.000 step a day inorder that my job make me to sit in front of computer effective arround 6 hours each day. Others ???? Going to toilet, musholla and through transjkt bridge are became my walking sport … heheheheheh …. .
    

Sometimes i deliberate walking from one point to others when i mood to walking … actually because i like to bengong !!! Its quite fun, thinking and imgine many things while walking … xixixiixii 😛 . And there are few stories arround this walks. When i walking in the middle of hard rain …. there is motorcyclist, a man … deliberate stopping just offering some ride to me. Umghhh … if i remember, quite often people offering some ride when i walking, Of course i said no, thank you … xixixixii. There is a stories also that people asked direction to somewhere. And many more were unuseful people tried to bothering me …. ahihihihihhi.
    

The critical things is … when am so tired to walking … i made question to my self …. in what part this step can be reduce osteophorosis ?????????????????? *ngegngoogg**

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di pikir pikir … *uughh !!! my friend always hate this part 😛 * for the last 3 years … i … what i believe for critical issues it were distract by God … and ummghh … it make me empty …. it was happened for many sides of my life … of my view bout life. what exactly happened to me ya ???? what God want to teach me about ??? Is it God want to told me something ???? Where or how i found the answer ???? … and somehow … on average thinking … its a … am not asking the good and the bad one … am not choosing the sad and the happiness … its already given in that way …

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my weight goes to normal again …  its 45 Kg !!! huraaayyyyy !!!! many people says ceking seeehhh … but according to BMI, its ideal weight !!! … . feel more ligth … ahihihihihihi …

something bothering me anyway … even i dont want to interrupted for something like this … still this is out of my mind. How come someone that not smart enough could be promote and become a leader in this company ??? even for a person who doesnt much understand bout copas on explorer ??? jiaahhhh … . Masa iya cuman modal deket ma big bozh bisa naek ??? mengerikan juga ya being here … . And the worst part one is … am here … and looks like in gonna be a long time … huikkzzhh … 🙁

Next month many relatives gonna held wedding party … and i get free fabrics to be sewn … mayaaannn … make more kebaya collection for me … alhamduuuulilllaaahhh … . eventhough … i dont really understand why people spent much more energy to things on fashion … . Heyyy … i confess that is beautiful kok and i want to wear those beutiful things … but ummghh … hehehheheheh *mulay gaje dot kom* … gitu dah ah … . May be i will spent much more also then … ????  xixixixixi 😉

Naaahhh … here we go agaaaaiiinnn … going headache !! lets reduce this with coffee or risol or cracker ??? ahihihihihihihihihi and games for sure … 🙂 . Or just need sleep ??? so sleeeeppppiiyygghhhhh … . Wanna guhumzh earlyer ah …. wanna sleeeppp … i slept late last nite … .

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suddenly, it just xed in my mind this evening … a question from my friend few months ago, she asked :: “do you ever think to do something crazy like to go out somewhere there is no one knows you and without hijab (tidak menutup aurat, such as ukensi shirt and short one) ??? “. at that momment, its something none to think never ever, but this evening i just thought … :: ummghh … might be its quite fun ??!!!!¿¿¿¿ …. jiahahahahahahah *istighfar*

in order that my body was seksihh enough (baca :: going to ceking), i think its not emberrassing if i do that ???!!! Xixixixiiixi *istighfar lageee*. Hahahahahahah …. u know ???? Its not make big difference at all when i go out without hijab. There are many seksih women out there, if i go out once … its not make any difference. Xixixixixi, this is bout taat to God. When God command us to use hijab, its our duty to do that. Beside, this is one of many commands that not difficult to do.

ummghh … everyone has their own craziness … might be you’ll met me without hijab one day ????? Ahiihihihihi *ampun ya allah …. ampuuunn … becandaaaaaaaa* 😛

Note :: without hijab d sini maksutnya bukan naked ya sodare2 sebagsa setanah aer, without hijab it means … tidak berpakean yg menutup aurat 🙂

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as we knew … its gonna be hard controlling not to consume coffee here … huikkzzhh … in order there is promo buy 1 get 1 also … so ???? here i am noooww … at sturbucks coffee puri indah mall with 1 dark mocha and 1 choc cookie frap plus heavy whiped cream !!!!! the barrista already knew my fav one ….. ahihihihihii . I like to be here in the morning, because the fragrance of the coffee and there is still less human fragrance also … .

last nite i spent my time with having discussion with my friend about few things … about critical issue, about fate, about akhirat, about God, about my case. Everything is already on their proportion … everyone have their own matter to solve out … is it God finally will gave any forgiven to us related to our humanity ??? Will gave any forgiven for something that have decided at first ?? . Well, in our capacity as human, we all do is just HOPE. Without that, we are zombie. Related to my case, she said :: ” Mba hafi…. Apapun dan siapapun mereka….. Anda pernah melalui hari2 indah dengan mereka….. Bila diakhir cerita mereka berbuat salah….. Maafkanlah dengan mengenang masa indah dulu … Ketika kita membenci…. Tanpa sadar… Ada yg tersakiti, Bukan orang yg telah menyakiti kita… Tp orang yg berada di sekeliling kita … sahabat Anda menanti kembalinya seorang Hafizhah”. I see … and many thanks for your concern 🙂

hmmmhhh … i really have desire to starting manage my financial, but however still there is unpredictable fee … . Well, its always like that, when i have got more income, finally it have to out anyway. Welll … enjoy ajaaaahhh …. hahahahahahahah …. .

Note :: hmmhh, coffee still gave made me breathless effect …

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