woman cycle leave paid ..

wadoowwhh … since yesterday night, my stomache got cramp !! Its more than usual … . The usual things is ??? Get leave paid for this … xixixiixixii 😛 .

whats new ???? Ummmghhh … my body got ringkih, because i drank 2 cup of coffee since last 3 days … plus my headache medicine. Phhewww … its felt like … yes, you aren’t got headache but ur body already maximum … it seems it can stand up because of my illution. Need sleep … but i cant because caffeein effect… . Damn !!! Seems enough with doping like that !! Wakaakakakakakkkk … .

u know … its profitable when we are not remember our dreaming … because when we remember … its make our brain confuse where the real one and where not … and its happened to me … xixixixixiii 😛

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[mOz!eK] some1 like you by adele ,,


I heard that you’re settled down
That you found a girl and you’re married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn’t give to you.

Old friend,
why are you so shy?
Ain’t like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it.
I had hoped you’d see my face and that you’d be reminded
That for me it isn’t over.

Never mind, I’ll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don’t forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, ”
Yeah

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it.
I’d hoped you’d see my face and that you’d be reminded
That for me it isn’t over.

Never mind, I’ll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don’t forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.”
Yeah

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I’ll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don’t forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.”

Never mind, I’ll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don’t forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.”
Yeah

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1st May 2012 …

 

Heelloowww May …
be nice with me till december yeeee … hehehhehehe 😀

according to my intention to make my financial life style better … sooooo … starting reduce and cut ?? entertainment fee … . Well … going well at first day of may … hopefully till entire my life … hahhahahhahha … . I thiiinkkk … the most difficult thing to hold is starbucks coffeee … !!!! Ahuhuhuhuhuhuhu ….

Ummghh … i just re-thinking of … there is nothing substance in this world without aLLah swt permission. Related to my case … i think, aLLah want me like this (for sureeeee ) … through all of this … . I accept that and gave back all to aLLah … give my best smile to my LORD … . yeess … its a litbit weird in my heart that i still can be affable and praying for a person who make my life like this … but somehow … its not that difficult kok … its just flow like that … 🙂

Official … xixiixixi … there is rumour bout promotion and all of bout that things … . Not interrupted at all … but if i could wish … hope this company provide for high quality managers who can brought this company better and better … .

Annnddd … is it quite nice if i starting using high heell ??? changing my fashion also ??? ummghhh … mmhhh ??? mmmhhh … xixixiixixixixi 😛 . whatever it is … keep focus on manage financial life style yoooo ….  🙂

As long the earth still spinning arround … still i will dancing with my fate … everything will revolves  anyway … just enjoy anything on each phase …

Finally …
hope this world full of happinesss … aamiinnnn … 🙂 

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Senpit 2012 …

Ahiiiyy !!! this is it … my next retired senpit !! aka sendal jepit !! xixixixxiixxi 😛 . Buluks bwangeedd yaakkk !!!! hahahhahha … . Always like using senpit to everywhere except to formal case. Mpe buluk mampuzh dan dah kritisi banyak pihak (hallah bahasa gw !!) … tetep aja senpit forever !! wakakkakakkakkk … . Hmhh ??? jangan sampe ada seserahan senpit tapi yaaaa … (lah emang kapan neeeekkaahhh nyaaa ???) ahihihihiihihi … .

Hmmhhh …  should I change my style ?? using high heel through buswae bridge and mikrolet for pp office and other place to go ??? maybe arround one week … varises tumbuh kembang baik di kaki gw … wakkakakkakakkakk .

Morning aLL … have a nice day … 🙂

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end of april 2012,, — ended ,,

How could i gave any forgiven to dy ??? No, i cant, not yet maybe … but aLLah could … . Am not an angel, am a human being goes to devil koookk …. wakakakakakakkkk ….

hmmhh … udah… cukup aja wat semua … . Judging on dy, gave dy rough words (eventhough dy deserve for that, and more), no … i think its enough. my anger gave nothing … nothing … . even death … came to us, its reveal nothing at all. so, fixed it .. anything you can fix on.

anyway, few days ago i have a little bit conversation with mbak sinta, about financial management. Change our life style could change our financial life. Reduce entertainment fee is one big step to start it. Nah, in my case, what i have to reduce yak ??? Maybe should be cuted ??? Xixiixiii 😛 . Actually, am a person, who can manage my financial ko, secara yeee guwah padang aseli, kalo ga butuh ya jangan di beli !!! Xixixixxi … . But yes, in many slots i reduce much fee but in one other slot i spent much more … wakakaaakakakkk

weeeellll … you already 31 years hafiiii … and you have nothing. Enough with your self enjoyment … starting manage ur financial life yeeee … . I know its gonna be tight management compare ur salary, huikzhh … . Take it easy, rejeki dah ada yg ngatuurrr, klise but it works !!! . Reduce and cut anything you can cut on … wekekekekekekekkekk … . Ummghhh, maybe you can starting from the right side picture ????? Kekekekkeekkk 😛

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feeder transjakarta …

yesterday, friday night …. i tried using feeder transjakarta from taman kota shelter’s. its cost 3000 idr, which is we can bought before we out from the shelter. after waiting arround 15 minutes, the bus came. so, the bus route are … turn arround at near samsat daan mogot, kedoya – pasar puri – walikota jkb – ended at puri indah mall. The bus stop only at ranch market, walikota, and puri indah mall. may be we can stop at few points more were available on that track. it took arround half hour to get puri indah mall. well, another option to went anyway … 🙂  .

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unspoken truth ,,,

 

.. its … hurt,  when he asked bout that matter. am sorry … involving you in this game … . i dont ment to … never ever, make you all played. May aLLah gives much and much and muuchh blessing to all of you …. aamiinn ….

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apaajadotkom,,

Tadi baca status temen d fb … yg intinya :: orang banyak ibadah kok kelakuan ancur. Hmmhh … pun dah sering bahas kek ginian … tetep jadi mikir lagi, mang enak ya jadi manusia … bisa laku apa aja … dari so suci kek malekat sampe so trkutuk kek iblis … . Perhitungannya nnti di akhirat … . Mungkin ilustrasinya begini nnti di akhirat, qt akan bilang ke malekat :: the bill please ??? . Bis itu di proses deehhh … syurga pa neraka … tinggal lempar … gampang kan ??? Hmmhh … ??? xixixixixi 😛

I dont know … its just never ended conversation about why right man do bad things and bad man do good one ???. There is no guarantee that people with good worship will not do bad things and no guarantee also that they came to heaven. And there is no guarantee also that people with bad worship will not ever going to heaven. Do you remember a stroy about a slut (is this quite polite vocab ???!!) that she gave a drink to a dying dog ???, then she deserve for heaven for that. See … ???even for a person doing many bad things … still have a chance to heaven with one kindness … . Also many stories told that, person with good worship get hell because one to many reasons. So in rough summary, we can say … do all bad things and do 1 good thing … so you will get chance to heaven … rather than to do hard worship. So cetek isn’t it ??? xixixixixiixi 😛

Muhammad saw, in his heritage, which the point is :: berpegang teguhlah kamu pada qur’an dan hadits, niscaya kamu akan selamat. In reality, we rarely to read quran and hadits … we are so busy with our worldly … well, maybe this is especially happened for metropolitan people. Eventhough, we are already studying much about quran and hadits, still its need to be realism without oversight … (facing there are many cult in this world that always claim they are the right one). Thus, is it already maksimal for us based to quran and hadits on our life ??? are we gonna safe ??? no one knows … I thinks as long as we live … we are still looking the core … .

Heaven is not cheap one … or maybe its just need a little thing to get key inside ???? . *and am still thinking* is it not quite enough for aLLah with all of our entire life worship ??? is it so hard for aLLah swt gave any forgiven for all our mistaken, till have to build hell in akhirat ??? we are just human being anyway … . *maybe aLLah will answerd :: is it so hard to do what I said to do ???* … mati gaya dah qiteeee … xixixixiixixix 😛 .

Now … am stuck here … eventhough … finally this is not about hell and heaven anymore … isnt it ???!!! 🙂

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black list …

*curcol mode ON ngabisin quota dan killing time karena kerja kegampangan, and actually … it doesnt need medium brain usage to work here … guarantee !!!  xixiixixixi 😛 *

perasaan guwah ni yaakkk … gw tuh berusaha idup tanpa jadi negative untuk orang lain dan alam … entah itu nyusain, bergantung, nyakitin, ngerusak,  etc dah. Karena gw percaya akan keseimbangan. Berhubung gw manusia, of course gw gudangnya khilaf dan alpha …  jadi ga mungkin donk ngelakuin niat tadi ituh 100% .

Nah … terhubung berhubung dihubungkan … ada beberapa orang (saat ini siygh cuman 2 orang yg dah gw black list dalam idup gw), yang entah kenapa berlaku jahat ma guwah … mang salah guwah ma mereka apa yak ??, maka gw pun juga akan menyeimbangkan dengan berlaku jahat ma mereka … jiahhahahhahah … . Gw halal memanggil mereka dengan sebutan buruk dan menggunakan kata kasar … axixixixixixi … . Mereka pantas untuk ituh … . Easy, its just a words … am not going to do bad thing to them kok … . Its not become my part, aLLah swt does. Dan sometimes ini menyenangkan … hahahhaahhah … . *teriring mohon ampun ma aLLah swt, atas menggampangkannya melakukan hal2 yang di larang olehNYA … *

… Luvyu aLL …  🙂 

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