Berad euuyy ,,,,

This moring ,,, while at transjakarta ,,, i felt so pathetic … . And i said to allah ,,, “dear God, please raise me up … this is so hurt”. Then i remember all of my sins … then i said more … “turn me down dear God … wish i could paid all of that in this world, and back to you with good condition … “ … . Be tough hafikuw ,,, we all love you … smile ya hafikuw …

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Drim drim drim ,,,

Setelah sehari sebelumnya memimpikan orang2 yg sudah meninggal ,,, kumplid !!! Secara keknya banyak almarhum dan almarhumah tiba2 aja pada hadir d mimpi gw,,, ecapweedeehhh ,, . Naahhh tadi pagi mimpiiiiii aneeehhh laen lagiiii ,,,, kekekekkeekkkk … . Berhubung mimpi yg menyenangkan jd ga apa d shareeee ,,, ahihihihhihihi ,,, .

Jadiiiii ,, tuh mimpiiii setingnya d mna yak ???!! Gaje … , ada kerjaan tp bukan official, banyak orang, ada rawa and am stuck on it !!! Ecapwedeeehhh (biasanya kl mimpi aer, gw nangis), terush banyak ikan gede gedeeee, ada sodara ce entah itu kakak gw ato sapa bikozh gw berasa deket ma tuh ce, and the end of the dream donk ,,, eng ing eeennnnggg !!!!! Wakakakakkkkaakk *preeeetttt* hadoowwhhh ,,, ada2 aja dah drimiy eniihh ,,, (tp ko orgnya beda lagi yak ???!!! Ahihihiihi)

Weeelll ,,, mungkin bnyak mimpi yg gw inged jd nyata, tp whateverlah ,,, bunga bubuuuuuuuu ,,,, kekekekekekekkk 🙂

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no place for sorrow,,

 

,, there is no place for sorrow in the happiness for those we love ,, positive !! ~hafikuw~ ,,

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Oh yes ,, oh no ???!!

    

Nah loh ,,, my weight getting loose ??? Its 44 kg !!! Oh yeesss !!!! Oh nooo ??? Maybe the scale was broken ??? Heee ?? Masa iya seeehh malah ga ke kontrol gini ??? Perasaan makan gw seperti biasa dah … . And soon we will faced to ramadhan, it can be sure, i will loose arround 2 kg … back to basic neh ceritanya ???? Ahohohohohhoho … slimy dah guwah !!! Hahahahahaaa … cucok jadi model !!! *model apa yak ???* … …

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Lady gaga concert ,,,

* mu numpang bawel aaahhh 😛 *

If on schedule and got permission, next week gonna held lady gaga concert at jakarta. But there is still controversy bout this concert. And the funny thing is it become national issue …. heelloowww ????!!¡¡¡ Hihihihii … dasar bagsa yg aneh … kek ga ada issue bangsa ini yg mesti d selesaikan selain issue ledih gagag ?????!!!! *tepok pantat cogan*

The religious side ( buddhis, islam and christian as i read ) … disallow also this concert, because many reason such as its not become our culture, it could be undermine our morality, and the lyrics offend the God. Even some of  cohort, threat to do some thing if this concert still held on jakarta. The artist side defend to make it, because indonsia is a free country. And still there is more conflict about the promoter was late registering the permission of this concert but the otherside, they already sold the ticket.

Its quite funny …. how come ya … appearance of lady gaga once in jakarta can degrade morality of this nation ??? If its true … how great she is !!! . I mean, our morality cant be measured on once concert of lady gaga. But, because our country become from many differences … sure, anyone can expression anything as long not disturb of public interest and also there is or many side refuse this concert … so we must respect and tolerate on it.

But more higher, if this concert make high risk of safety from many side … inorder that if polri can not handing the extreem side … i think, Polri as its responsibility must be desive to hold or decline this concert. As simple as that … isn’t it ???? … .

Next, mari qt jarah kekayaan para koruptor lewat hukum yg adil untk kemakmuran bangsa ini … .

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Nokiekuwh ,,,

Nokie kesayangankuwh ini ,,, jajannya mahal juga deehh . Kemaren tiba2 aja layarya nge-blank, tapi masih bisa call and terima call. Berhubung tinggal satu hape ,,, jadi hari ini pas jam maksi d serpis dah ke cemas. Alhamdulillah … cuman nunggu bentar … itu juga sexan d ajak ngobrol ma sales2 toko setempat ,,, jadi ga berasa lama deehhh … . Jadi masalahnya d lcd … kudu ganti lcd nya … kena biaya 200rb … mayan mahal yak !!! *mahal ga sih ??!!* . Lumayanlaahhh …. bis itu beli setok kaos kaki daaaaahh … xixixixixixixi … . Next, yang awet ya nokie kuuuwwhhh …. 🙂

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noted …

 

” surga di bawah telapak kaki ibu yg baik

— ga perlu emak baek apa kagag, surga tetap d bawah telapak kaki ibu mu gimanapun juga, apa pun kondisi fisik dan psikis ibu qt tersebut. Yup, as long ur mother still in your side … u know the best thing to do for her … 🙂 . Penyesalan itu datangnya belakangan loh, kalo duluwan namanya pendaftaran alias registrasi … 😛 —

 

ketika seseorang meninggalkan dunia / wafat, maka putuslah amalannya kecuali 3 perkara, antara lain sodakoh jariah, ilmu yang bermanfaat, dan anak SHOLIH yang mendoakan “

— dan kudu menjadi anak yang sholeh dulu baru bisa berkemungkinan doa qt tuk ortu yang sudah meninggal bisa sampai dan di ijabah —

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going End of may …

Yippiiiieee … May going to be end … and pay day will executed on tomorrow ??? . Alhamdulillah for everything in may !!!

ya … ya … ya … there is some matters … about the psychopath were available in every where of course as counterpoise in this life … about official working were no need brain usage, just merapat to the bozh then you got promotion !! what amazing it is !! ahihihihiihih … and then whats more yaaa ??? *tingkingtingking kek ayu tingting* … . Even my financial life getting bad … still i can fulfil my needs … alhamdulillah …

beside from those matters … somehow am happy with may … . Having some nice stuff and nice life … grateful with all of that … . also Having trip to west sumatra and can felt the true cordiality … its so lovely … . the views were very dazzling. And the food … its so delicious !!! and whats more ya ??? . O iya, the big achievement as long in west sumatra is :: 90 percent i understood the language !!! *4 thumbs!!* xixixixixixi 😛 . Well, maybe i used to faced with fake … so when you met original people … food and views … its so refreshing lovely and nice …

one more … ummghh … there were some peoples mock on me … for few issues … . I just kept silent at that momment, i think no need to response kind of people who have tongue like this. But now, some how … i can see them get ‘kesusahan’ in their ways … . Am i happy ?? no, i cant felt the happiness on that … its just felt pity on them. Weeeellll …

we all have mistaken in many ways … and we will paid anyway … Neither do i … positive !!!

it just … happy being me … 🙂 … . Alhamdulillah still can felt the happiness … . hmmhh … everyone has their own main purpose in this life … and they have many ways to make it came true … . hope everyone could be happy alsooooo …  in their own ways …

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curious …

i always thinking … how its feel in your mind and your heart … when death faced to you ??? course in big or small scale and not to really death, kalo beneran ga bisa sharing donk !!! kekekekkekk. Is it so scary just waiting the executor ??? what its gonna be ??? what how why and so on about facing death … . Yes … maybe we can ask to cancer patient or someone has chronic disease. And am reading true story books and articles bout all of that … . Yup, its so sadden … speechless lah … not just for the patient … but also for their family and relatives … .

and finally … am facing one … in small scale … . definitely … its quite scary … . so suddenly and ur brain think so fast that you not do many good things in this world and you have not accomplished ur problem yet … and you just have short time left to covered that or could be there is no time left. Maybe, its will be different experience with someone else … . maybe someone else will be think bout critical issue in his/her life … . And the prophet Muhammad saw … thought bout his umat  when facing the death, masya aLLah yah … !!

hhhh … speechless … cuman berharap yang baik wat semua … 🙂

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