,, angkot ,,,

On our little conversation ,,, we had a story about big disturbance happened on 1998 ,,, . One of my friend asked :: mbak hafi, why you didnt take a bus to go home (at that momment)  ???. Hmm ?? Seems that question distract something in my brain ,, because i dont have much memmory bout take a bus on school ,,, . Ah !!! On few minutes ,,, i remember then ,,, it because i cant take a bus !!!  Alias ,,, guwah kagag bisa nek bus ,,, gegara takuuutt coonngg ,,, wakakaaakaaakk ,,, . So during my school ,,, we have pickup servis something ,,, . Even, i have one mommet ,,, pernah qt tuh d pulangin cepet karna 1 dan lain hal ,,,, berhubung gw ga bisa nek bis , akhirannya gw jalan kaki dah dr sekolahan ke rumah ,,, alias dri kemanggisan ke kembangan ,,, alias ,,, it take arround 7 km ,,, !!! Haahahahahahahah ,, dusssuunn banged dah ah ,,,,

But u know what ,,, now am a different person ,,, . Since lately on high school maybe ,,, i had allergy or something with pickup servis from anyone ,,,, even from my parent ,,, hahahahahahah. I try to be a cute girl ,,, heheheheheeehe ,,, i mean mandiri getttoohhh ,,, . Still have to trickies with my parents ,, in order that my parent too over protected to their daughter ,,,, . And it still happen till my mother went ,,, . Since that ,,, since my mother passed away ,,, i encourage to declair to where i go ,,, . If i didnt tell to my parent ,,, pure it just because i dont want to make them worries bout me … .

Am ok ,,, and i will be ok ,,,

Memmorized that momments ,,, can not take a bus ,,, trickies with my parents ,,, now ???? I already went where i want to go ,,, . Went to malaysia alone ,,, went to a island that far far away alone ,,, go to abroad ,,, and another island in indonesia ,,, . Xixixixixixxi ,, its amazing for a woman called ,,, hafi ,,, 🙂

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f a l l i n g

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Still me ,,

Dan gw tetaplah guwe ,,, hafi ,,, which is still with my own craziness ,,, . Motivator said ,,, change with action to get better life ,,, . Umghh ,,, but its still hafi inside ,,, mang cetakan ma porsinya guwe segini ,,, . And i think i know how to responsible to God then ,,, everything bout our heart ,,, isnt it ??? 🙂

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be honest ,,,

 

,, i do my own craziness in this ramadhan ,, be honest to ur heart and God ,,

 

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Zoem’ad, 20.07.2012 — R1

 
 1st day ramadhan ,,,
aM,

aLhamdulillah … still having oppurunity to doing shaum (fast). My family in kembangan, get 1st ramadhan today … so we having  sahur together… maybe for the last … ??? 🙁 .

Ummghh … last night, i have a litbit conversation with my family … aaannd … he said something that make me think …, heee ?? am i wrong in listening ???? thats my first think. And its bothering me … masa seeehhhh he did it to me ???. if i try to remember … my mother ever said once … but i ignore it, because it doesnt make sense … . Well, still have maybe 5 % make sense seehhh … . What ever lah … our based doing is our heart … . May aLLah guide our heart always … aamiin … 🙂

,, nothing vain based on ur heart ,,, isn’t it ??? ,,

btw eniwey baswey … goverment announce begun to fast for tomorrow. They said … diverification is beautiful … but for this case i think … diverification is serious thing. In order that  i dont have knowledge bout this … so i trust it to one organization that have good record. They will responsibility to God then …  (cariamandotkom) heheheheehh 😛

Ummghh … shaum ituuu … make us more calm down yaakkk … ko ya perasaan malay ajeeee nanggepin yang aneh2 … . Ummghh … maybeeeee hemat energi hemat biaya x yeee kl buwat gw ,,,, secara kalo gw tepar puasa d sore hari … it will push me to take a taxi to go home … and it take more cost for sure … xixixixixi 😛 … so be calm ya hafiii … kekekkekekekekk 😛

pM,

seems am cooo biyutipul tudeeyy … alhamdulillah yak … seswatoe bwangedzh … kekekekkekekekk 😛

btw eniwey baswey … starbuck gave promo buy 2 get 2 for all frapucino at 5-8 pM as long as ramadhan … yipppiieeyyghhh … mayan deh yeee … !!! Egh ??? gw pan mu mulay ngematnyotkom!!! … huikzh … 🙁

Nah … getting headache … . Hmmhh …

Namanya juga dateng bulan … ya pake perhitungan bulan .. bukan matahari … . Dan seperti polanya … biasanya selalu seperti ini, awal ramadhan dan sore2 … . Yaaahh … at least dah sempet solat beberapa kali di bulan berkah ini … pun puasanya ga poll satu hari *ga ikhlas mode ON*

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Ramadhan 2012 ,,,

Ramadhan nya dah tiba ,,, . Sedih yg terasa ,,, . Entah apa yang kuinginkan d bulan ini ,,, hanya jdi bengong gini,,, , Tapi ,,, Maghrib prtamakuw d ramadhan x ini ,,, spontanitas terisi dengan doa yang sama ,,, dengan kalimat yg sama,,, dengan harapan yg sama ,,, juga dengan tangisan yg sama ,,, . Its all about ur heart ,,, .

So ,,, whats next ??? Xixxxixixixix ,,, it sould be planed for this ramadhan ,,, . Bukankah d hari2/bulan2 sebelumnya qt udah terush brusaha mnjadi lebih baik ??? So in this month ,,, make it more in quality and quantity ,,, . Dan semua cinta kasih sayang aLLah tercurah d bulan ini ,,, . Semoga qt semua mndapatkan kberkahan ramadhan tahun ini ,,, aamiinn ya aLLah ,,, .

And still looking for you dear God ,,, miss YOU that much ,,,

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hafikuw’s anniversary ,,

whats up on July 18 ????

July 18, is my visa cc due date … !!! is there someone eager to settle it down ??!! Ada donkkk ,, ada yaaa ,,, yaa ?? Yaa ??? !!! kekekekekkekkk … (jokes) …

July 18, is my 7th blog anniversary … !! heheheheeheh :d . Is it mean something ??? ummghh … yes of course for me. 1stly, on 2005 … i have blog at http://hafi.blogsome.com … its made by fahrul rozi …, my colleague on yarsi’s university. He has a blog also long time ago … but i dont know for now … . After arround 3 years … i move on to this humzh … http://hafikuw.com … .

Well … at hafikuw.com starting on 2009, actually it on 2008 … because of damage or something at server idwebhost … i loose my stories here arround a year … . The compensation from them is … free annual fee for a year … is it worth it ??? ummghh … ya mu bijimana lageeeeeeeeeeeeee … untung ini blog pribadi … coba kalo perusahaaann … amburadul daaah … ecapedeehhh … .

i like writing, even more than music. Many peoples goes to music when they had something such as sad or happiness … but me ??? wrote down !! hehehehehh :D. Writing can reduce penat (read as :: pane’ ) in ur head … xixixiixixi 😛 … also can told what mouth can’t … 😛 . When am happy … seems more often to write … and when am sad … well … hehehehheh. U know … for me … if i could share my trouble then … means its not become a trouble any more … others ??? just wanna share anyway … ahihihihihiihhi … 🙂 . But am glad … this blog … in less and more can gave something – hopefuly in kindness – to others … :).

Happy birthday hafikuw.com  … thank you for being my milestone …

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Introspection ,,,

 

Its funny thing when seeing someone ask ( close to an order maybe) to be an adult ,,, but their own behave not reflect as adult people. Helloowww??? Please look at ur self first. Yeaahhh ,,, its so easy to judge and gave an order to someone ,,, rather than introspection on our self ,,, speak easier than act ,,, . Hhh ,,, this is suck ,,, being and seeing kind these people ,,, . But, maybe there are true friends are for ,,, for reminding at kindness with good way also … .

 

,, Just keep in sane ,,, safe ur self first then ur family ,,, then again ??? Ur arround ,,, 🙂

 

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reflection of saturday midnite ,,


D thinking2 again ,,, i have two big treachery in my life ,,, . Unfortunately ,,, it cames from my closest people arround me. Who could hurt you beside the people arround you ??? . Hmh, my friend ever said :: no much people that invited come to your ‘house’ (means :: heart) ,,, . Well i think she was  described me well ,,, . Buut ,,, fromm less people in my ‘house’ ,,, they treacherous on me ,,, 🙂  . First ,,, 10 years ago ,,, second ,,, just lately, 3 years ago ,,, . Whether they knew the felt is being treacheroused ??. But i dont care any more ,,, its not become my business,,, . My business is my happiness ,,, . So why i just wrote down this ??? Lah pan cuman hasil mikir2 selama prjalanan pulang ,,,, xixixixixixi 😛

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