… Bagi gw … Waktu sholat yg sulit adalah isya … Krna selain lelah setelah pulang kantor … Waktunya yg rada panjang jadi buat rasa menunda nunda … Dan bahkan kebablasan …
Hey … Sodara guwa pernah setting alram arround 3 aM !!! Karena dy ga bangun2 krna alrm setingannya, akhirannya guwa yg bangun tuk matiin krna trganggu ma bunyinya. Paginya gw tanya :: keren lu seting alrm wat tahajud tiap hari … . And you know what he said :: ga … Itu alrm wat solat isya !!! . Gubrakzzzhhh !!!!
few times i read and heard this quote … . i think … sometimes we made mistake and another stupid and wild things with or without deliberate … for fun reason and another reason … . and somehow … believe it or not … everything will be back to ours … . its like an energy … can not be created and can not be destroyed … its just move on from one substance to other substance … create some balancing in this world … till the doomsday … .
so … its really wise thing to do if we stay in the goodness … as possible as we could … . we have to stay at the positive energy … because we were never know or maybe never be ready for the negative energy will come … .
… do you have ever dream about sakratul maut ??? i have … twice … . its feel … like you forcibly drawn to the sky … leaving my body … and what am thinking is … am not finished my business yet … stil there are something to do … . and at that momment, business that i was thinking are about my hatred … and am not ready to face the God. But you dont have any choice … your soul is going up so fast … without any compromise … . Its really scary … really really scarryyy … .
and ummghh … you know … my dream most of become true … and its make some … thing .. in my head … . it could be just of a piece of whole of my stories . … “semua yg berjiwa akan mati” … and death always scary … What ever it is … . Isnt it ??? . everything already written at lauhful mahfuz ( am i spell it with correct one ??? )
Never been ready for the born … never been ready for the death …
chineese new year … snake year … hiiiiyyghh ceyeemmm … . Ummghhh … suddenly i just want to make a trouble at the beginning chineese new year … but, in fact … i got sick and laying down at my room … ecapedeehh … . mang ga di berkahin mu buat masalah … xiixixixix 😛 .
how week end ??? apa yaaaa … . Ummghh … got sleeping all day … got a lot of food to eat … having chit chat with my friend till mid nite … kondangan … and tepar at the sunday evening … gegara ujan2an nek motor dan gw paling males pake rain coat … ecapedeeehhh … gw juga yang susah yak 🙁 .
dram drim dram drim … why somehow it become true ??? i just think … why i dont make some map for that … and studying that … mayan wat sampingan jadi cenayang … wakkakakkakakkk … .
hadeeehhh … what a monday morning … . Still hereeeee … still have jobs to do … still have income to spent out … still cemunguuuddd … ganbateeee … (dah kek iklan oca ajaaa …)
there is funny story today …
illa :: fi, kenapa data ini bla bla bla …
gw :: coba lo tanya langsung ke pa hartono mojokerto …
illa :: *langsung call mojokerto*, hallo mbak bisa dengan pa hartono ?
operator :: pa hartono seksi apa ya mbak ??
illa :: *masih on the phone* fi, seksi apa ???
gw :: seksi banged … *sambil ketawa jail*
illa :: beneran … bagian apa ??
gw :: tetangga nya PD kali … *masih jail*
illa :: *bilang ke operator* katanya deketan ma PD mbak …
operator :: *menyambungkan dengan bagian PD*
illa :: halo pak, bisa dengan pa hartono ??
bag PD :: hartono banyak mbak, nama panjangnya siapa ???
illa :: *masih on the phone* fi, nama panjangnya siapa ???
gw :: hartonoooooooo … (panjang kan ???) *jail abiiss*
illa :: ga tau pak nama panjangnya … *sambil basa basi dengan yg terima telpon*
gw :: udah laaa … tutup ajeee … gw ada ni no hape nya …
wakakkakakakakakkakakakakakakkakakakakakakkakakakkakakakkkkk
Suddenly suddenthat … Miss my emak … Hehehehhehehe …
