Sometimes … I just thought that … Medice for my bad headache is only one … It is ….
never exist …
… its more easier to release if never exist in yours … but what have tobe released if never being yours ???? … #edisi bengong …
Pgp :: nite …
Ummghh … Before i get sleep … I just imagine what kind of place that i want to be at … And ummgghh what kind of one when i woke up in the next morning … Its must be nice … 🙂
Minggoe March 25, 2013
Phewww … Pagi yg cerah itu bener2 seswatoe deeehh … Alhamdulillah … Luv You my Lord … 🙂
Last night i have an usual weird dream. Gw liat sekelompok orang malak/rampok orang d sebelah. Gw tw, next victim is ours, me and my friend. When its happened … Satu dari mereka menodongkan pisau ke gw but I refuse to gave my property. I against them. Finally, gw jadi target kelompok mereka tuk d bunuh. Banyak keluarga yg bantu gw melawan kumpulan orang jahat itu. And finally gw berhasil kaboooeerrr dan mimpi berakhir gw makan baren ma temen2 guwa … Xixixiixix. *dugh pengen mpup, ntr lanjut lagi yaaaa*
Berhubung ga bisa bangun siang yg ada nge babuuuuu … Latihan otooottttt .. Xixiixix
humiliated …
when be humiliated as a woman …
Hmmhh … maybe i was just that sensitive … but umghh … no need to think more isnt it ??? … . d thinking thinking … yaa subjektifitas siiihhh … gw pan termasuk orang yang easy going … ga terlalu peduli ma sekitar yg bukan urusan guwa … . Naahh … jika gw mpe tersinggung berarti pan dah keterlaluan yak ??? *cari pembelaan diri* jiahahhahahah … . whatever it is … release bad energy day by day … 🙂
CurcooLLL …
Monday morning … monday morning … monday morning … pagi yang ceraaahhh … luv morning … . Hmmhhh … mu curcol ahh … but i dont have good words to combine … hehehheheh
unrespect.
hmmhh … maybe … maybe and maybeee … hehehhehehe … . Maybe … ya sure … there are many stories bout human … and ummghh … maybe … there is a story bout a person that not got respect on this life … . But … ummghh … we dont need human respected also anyway … didnt we ??? hehehheheh …
Quadrant … .
do you remember bout quadrant knowledge … ??? describing about human knew side … like a circle divide on 4 paths … with contain like picture below ::
sometimes … we judge people that easy … so damn good such as we just the right one … . In fact … we dont know whole stories backgorund about … . so … its quite arrogant to judge people while we dont know and understand the other side quadrant, Isnt it ??? .
I saw many people like this … i just thought that hard in my head … hellloowwhh … you know nothing … and you same like what you judging on to that person … !!!. it makes me thinking … :: am i like that one ??? judging others without knowing and understanding the other side quadrant … ??? heheheh … obviously yaakk … apa lagi kalo ada bumbu emosiii … xixiixixixi 😛 … . thats why we like being human … hehehheheheheheheh 😀
hatred.
till last year … i have two hatreds … hehhehehe . But now ??? ummghh … dont want to think either … . Ever i pray bad one for who alaready hurt me that much … but now ??? who am i praying like that ??? i just servant of God … they are servant of God … so let God have them conditional. am I Sincere for all of that bad things in the past ??? of course Not. if am not wrong … aLLah said :: Aku menitipkan keikhlasan di hati hamba-hambaKu yang Ku pilih. So … sincerity is a gift from God … maybe only God who knew when the servant sincere … :). Well … just trying release all of that bad energy day by day … 🙂
Hurt.
sometimes … no … its everytime if the substance came to me … its make me hurt that bad … its weaken my soul … . Only me and God knew how its feel … without cant share even once to others… . am sick … and am traying to heal … 🙂
guilty.
While i saw her … her old face … i felt so guilty … for what i’ve done … hehehheheheh … . yes, its all out of mine … but ummhhhh … hmmhhh ???? . Hope still have much more time to make her happy … also to make my Mom up there happy … 🙂
Car.
I dont like to have a car … it just make my earth become worst … jiahhahahahhaha … bilang aja ga mampu. But now, maybe i need one ??? to gave my contribution to bad traffic jam at jakarta … !!! xixiixixixixixix
its nice having you my milestone … can be honest to my self … 🙂
