01 Juli 2013
By hafi
In harikuw
hey … July’s come … Ramadhan coming soon also … . Butt ummghh … why am so lazy to go to work this murning ??? finally ??? leave paid … xixiixixixi … 😛 . They said … if we got absent 6 days a year, it will reduce our bonus … . Heee ??? do i care ??? wakkakakkakakakkk
hhh … hv no mood to start my monday … not like always … ( heeee ??? mang pernah semangat yak ??? kakkakakakkk ) its all about your hormon … ekkekekekkekk 😀 . i think because i hv bad slept last night … . I dont know … seems my brain just thinking all the night … and my dream become thinking and thought … ahuhuuhuhuhu … . cuciyan amat yah …
my life oh my life … my hormon oh my hormon … cycling more faster please … 😛
… jalan2 ke mooll …
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01 Juli 2013
By hafi
In uMuM
heeyy … my pinky netbukzh already serviced … !!! alhamdulillah senangnyoooo …. . You know what … more than a year ago … i bought tablet because my netbukzh was broken … so something wring with the display … and i just think it will took high cost to repair …. so i bought nyamnyung … . And then … last weeks … i just want to try fixed my netbukzh … after arround 2 weeks on lenovo service center … my netbukzh getting well … hahhaha … hey, its only 165rb rupiah…. xixiixixixi … 😛 . Wellkambek egen netbukzh kuw sayang … kekkekekekkkk 😛
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30 Juni 2013
By hafi
In minds corner
29 Juni 2013
By hafi
In minds corner
Dear …
They will always bad … They will envy on you … They will using you … They will disparage you … Umgh maybe they are not happy while you happy …
Dear …
Still there is good person who have serenity in their ordinary way … Who has love in their heart … You will see them … And if you are lucky enough … God will bring you to arround them …
Dear …
Please dont underestimate to the world … What world become just become … No one can change you … Because you always be you … You cant be like them … You hv your own proportion …
Dear …
Keep dreaming … Keep believing … One day God will answer yours … Yes, it will become …
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29 Juni 2013
By hafi
In minds corner
some people arround me got mock from their arround related to sent their children to a good formal school of course its took high cost also while they not came from the high economic class … .
I think … Its so neccesary each child get good education. Am not saying, good formal education will guarantee bring good future to them … . But this all about process and each proccess will bring ( hopefuly good ) perspective to inside of us to our environment … And finally to the God … .
So why they still disparage education ???
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22 Juni 2013
By hafi
In uMuM
Many peoples not discuss something like this … Neither do i … . Indonesian said “pamali or something” … . Well i just want to say a little .. It is about our death … Are we afraid to die ??? Do i afraid to die ???? Why i hv to afraid ??? That its mean i gonna meet my Lord ??? It is kind of good thing, isnt it ???
Of course … Am tottaly afraid … . They said … Its nothing to worry … One dies and life continuing … There is a time its become our turn … No need to afraid because God already planed everything for everyone … When where and how … So no need to think more …
Yes … Its true … . Maybe it just because of that dream … Heheheh … . Hooowwhh … Raise the Lord … . I alwaysh thinking … Its not about the world … But what we carried on to the next world … . Unfortunately … This is my life … I cant raise up to the good stage whereas i can so useful for others … Of course with my (sorry) “autis” condition … .
So .. ??? I just waiting … Hoping … For God’s mercy … That God will forgive me … That God will pity on me … And i believe in God … Of course on my ordinary way ….
Happy saturday night aLL … 🙂
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21 Juni 2013
By hafi
In harikuw
They said … They pray for me … Pray for eveything in my goodness … They mean it for that … They intens to do that … They make me thanks for that … They make me realize that i dont care with they pray because all of those be come their business with God … They dont care either with my thought … They just pray for everything in my goodness …
They are … peoples that already hurted me so deeply …
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21 Juni 2013
By hafi
In harikuw
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nothing such as beauty like murning !!!! indeed !!!
 and its boots up my mood … . eventhough … some realities makes my thought real also … jiahahhahah … . Hhh … why i felt so happy while my life so broken ??? xixixixiix … why yaaahh ??? *thinking hard*
mosooookkkk … i had weird dream last night … means early morning alias before subuh … . You know kaaannn … i become fat lately … of course with my buncit tummy … so in that dream … a woman told me that am pregnant … . i said :: ” no impossible … am not ‘contact’ with any man … . she said :: ” maybe you forgot … maybe it happend while you have hang out with your male friend ” … gw :: *bengong* . She was continuing :: you are pregnant … you can feel the heartbeat of your baby from your tummy … . and yes, i can feel the babay’s heartbeat … dan gw makin bengong and starting to cry … . because am sure not take any ‘contact’ with male and very sure i have my cycle last month … . But the reality is am pregnant … ahuhuhuuhuhuhu … terharuw daahh …
anyway … it was a dreaaammm … a dream that make me dag dig dur dweeerrrr … . Mayan lahh … dari pada kemaren kemaren … masa mimpi informasi diskonan kerfur ??? ecapedeeehhhh … .
so, its friday … oh no … !! i will facing friday night … huikzzhh … . and in the other side … someone seeing me — leer on me all the time … dy pikir dy cakep kali yak … ??!!! emang seh … wakkakakakkakk . at least i got my happiness … while i can felt in ordinary way … alhamdulillah … 🙂
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19 Juni 2013
By hafi
In uMuM
Maybe … God already bored with my pray that already repeated for many years backward … In every shalat … In every ramadhan … Praying for something that impossible for me … And still not fullfil yet … Xixixixix …
However … I like this pray … I like to pray for this one … Maybe God like these also and got little bored ??? … Hehehheh … Liked me to asked this one to God … So God not answer for now …
We like each other for this one … Hehehehe
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