pidbekzh …
Finally … after delay (hallah) more than a month from first schedule … pinalih … ay di pidbekzh jogah … kakakkakakkkk
why when i got pidbekzh from japanese … the point is always good … and why when with local one … is always bad ??? coba tanya kenapah ??? kekekkekekekk. Egh ??? enggag dink … cuman ma c item buluk itu aja yang jelek … untung dy dah pindah jauh ke sumaterah sanah … kekkekekekk.
So ??? Yaaa pun ga A yak … xixixixi … . But the oridnary japanese ituh said :: among others members, i confess that you are the best here especially in logically think, thus am still working to upgrade your work here … . Heeee ??? no need lah bozh … ga penting cyiiinntt … mu kek yang laen ajeeee … kerja dikit modal nampang plus jatah bisa naek … kekekekekkek … . mane dy discuss ma M tetangga lage … ga bener ga bener ga bener … .
ummgghhh … what ever lah … (lanjut nge-net)
sehari lagi …
dah adzan magrib … berartii … sehari lagi ramadhan … hmmhh … rasa gw sedih … karena … entahlah … gw akan memasuki ramadhan dengan hati gw yang masih sakit … dengan kebencian yang ada … dengan kenaifan … dengan ketidakikhlasan … hehehhehe … dan gw sedih, karena takut ramadhan gw akan berlalu begitu sajah ….
Ya of course gw tetap akan menjalankan semua ibadah dengan maksimal … toh pada akhirnya gw ga bisa mengalahkan kebencian yg ada di hati … tidak bisa memaafkan kesalahan orang lain … dan tidak bisa ikhlas kepada takdir Tuhan … lalu apa lah arti ramadhan bagi gw … ???
tentu gw tau apa yang bisa menghilangkan penyakit hati gw ituh … ya, waiting for my Lord decision … 🙂
anyway … met puasa bagi yang menjalankan … semoga semua mendapatkan rahmat dan berkah aLLah SWT … mohon mangap lahir bathin yoo … 🙂
do you know ???
do you know ??? … there is pain … here … in my heart … when i see a little things … a little smile … a little style … a colour … a light … a fragrance … a shoes … a hand … a street … hehehehe … ya, no body know … no body care … its become mine … 🙂
umur panjang …
keknya neh … naga2nya … kirakiranya … kemungkinannya … polanya … GW AKAN BERUMUR PANJANG … . why am saying like that ??? bikooozzhhh … seems we have long-lived descendants … . aanndd … look at me now … 32 years old … still look young … means i have younger cell also right ??? moreover, if there is no extreme case … i think i will long lived … aamiinn …
Next, if i have long time to live … what gonna do with that ?? hihihihi … seems i done everything … at least much more laahh … . kawen doank neh yang belon … jadi belon ada ajang yang seru lagi wat di jalanin … xixiixix …
Hopefuly … can die as a good moslem … aamiinn .. 🙂
52 Kg …
ahiiyyy … 52 KG !!! hehehehhe … the highest achievment for my weight, till now … . Ckckckckkck bukan manusia … berad banged yak … lemak everywhere … wakakakkakkakka 😛 . But … still semok to see seeehhh … uhuuuyyyy … . People said … me better With this weight than yesterday which is so tinnnnyyyy … . ahh .. gw mu semana juga bagos kookkk … kekekkekekekkk 😛 . yaaa … eventhough there is high cost also with replacement clothes size from M to L … biaya lage dah … buuttt … enjoyy ajaahhh … alhamdulillah … 🙂
got attention …
i think … when bad people get bad thing … it means God still gave attention on them … what do you think ???? … anyway … this is just my thought that nothing logically inside … xxiixixixix
