08 Juli 2013
By hafi
In harikuw
ahh … ramadhan 2013 … smiling with tears drop …
Why You did it to me God ??? heheheheh … seems You dont want me to far away from You … keep me asking and hoping … like i said before … we like each other for this one … . Dear Lord … its always be the same … nothing change … nothing … till the time You decided … 🙂
government … decided 1 ramadhan on July 10th, 2013 . Me ?? following to Muhammadiyah provision … so i starting shaum on July 9th 2013. My friend said :: i dont want to make government become more sin with follow they decision … so i get my shaum starting tomorrow… . hahhahhaha … ecapedeeehhh … .
Yes … this is ramadhan … my ramadhan … my hope … my pray … my believing … my humanity … my sadness … my happiness … my foolishness … hehheheh … this is my everything … 🙂 .. and i always love You dear Lord … 🙂
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08 Juli 2013
By hafi
In harikuw
… every corner in my eyes …
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08 Juli 2013
By hafi
In uMuM
08 Juli 2013
By hafi
In uMuM
Finally … after delay (hallah) more than a month from first schedule … pinalih … ay di pidbekzh jogah … kakakkakakkkk
why when i got pidbekzh from japanese … the point is always good … and why when with local one … is always bad ??? coba tanya kenapah ??? kekekkekekekk. Egh ??? enggag dink … cuman ma c item buluk itu aja yang jelek … untung dy dah pindah jauh ke sumaterah sanah … kekkekekekk.
So ??? Yaaa pun ga A yak … xixixixi … . But the oridnary japanese ituh said :: among others members, i confess that you are the best here especially in logically think, thus am still working to upgrade your work here … . Heeee ??? no need lah bozh … ga penting cyiiinntt … mu kek yang laen ajeeee … kerja dikit modal nampang plus jatah bisa naek … kekekekekkek … . mane dy discuss ma M tetangga lage … ga bener ga bener ga bener … .
ummgghhh … what ever lah … (lanjut nge-net)
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07 Juli 2013
By hafi
In minds corner
dah adzan magrib … berartii … sehari lagi ramadhan … hmmhh … rasa gw sedih … karena … entahlah … gw akan memasuki ramadhan dengan hati gw yang masih sakit … dengan kebencian yang ada … dengan kenaifan … dengan ketidakikhlasan … hehehhehe … dan gw sedih, karena takut ramadhan gw akan berlalu begitu sajah ….
Ya of course gw tetap akan menjalankan semua ibadah dengan maksimal … toh pada akhirnya gw ga bisa mengalahkan kebencian yg ada di hati … tidak bisa memaafkan kesalahan orang lain … dan tidak bisa ikhlas kepada takdir Tuhan … lalu apa lah arti ramadhan bagi gw … ???
tentu gw tau apa yang bisa menghilangkan penyakit hati gw ituh … ya, waiting for my Lord decision … 🙂
anyway … met puasa bagi yang menjalankan … semoga semua mendapatkan rahmat dan berkah aLLah SWT … mohon mangap lahir bathin yoo … 🙂
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06 Juli 2013
By hafi
In uMuM
do you know ??? … there is pain … here … in my heart … when i see a little things … a little smile … a little style … a colour … a light … a fragrance … a shoes … a hand … a street … hehehehe … ya, no body know … no body care … its become mine … 🙂
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06 Juli 2013
By hafi
In harikuw
keknya neh … naga2nya … kirakiranya … kemungkinannya … polanya … GW AKAN BERUMUR PANJANG … . why am saying like that ??? bikooozzhhh … seems we have long-lived descendants … . aanndd … look at me now … 32 years old … still look young … means i have younger cell also right ??? moreover, if there is no extreme case … i think i will long lived … aamiinn …
Next, if i have long time to live … what gonna do with that ?? hihihihi … seems i done everything … at least much more laahh … . kawen doank neh yang belon … jadi belon ada ajang yang seru lagi wat di jalanin … xixiixix …
Hopefuly … can die as a good moslem … aamiinn .. 🙂
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04 Juli 2013
By hafi
In uMuM
Hati yg sudah terluka …
Hmmhh … It would be never be the same …
Only love can heal one …
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03 Juli 2013
By hafi
In uMuM
ahiiyyy … 52 KG !!! hehehehhe … the highest achievment for my weight, till now … . Ckckckckkck bukan manusia … berad banged yak … lemak everywhere … wakakakkakkakka 😛 . But … still semok to see seeehhh … uhuuuyyyy … . People said … me better With this weight than yesterday which is so tinnnnyyyy … . ahh .. gw mu semana juga bagos kookkk … kekekkekekekkk 😛 . yaaa … eventhough there is high cost also with replacement clothes size from M to L … biaya lage dah … buuttt … enjoyy ajaahhh … alhamdulillah … 🙂
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