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one of my friend ever asked :: how bout your feel going to 32’s ??? and i said :: i feel so sexy … . xixiixixxi … 😛

 

thank you for everyone who pray for me on this day … and the cakes and the gifts … may aLLah SWT gave you more kindness in this world and next after … aamiinn … .

 

ummghh … finally in my birthday … they said :: happy birthday … please for give me for what i did … . hmmhh … i dont understand …

 

why they can hurt others  that much as if they dont have heart but they still asking forgiven as if they still have heart one ??? . Well … maybe for what they have done to me … i dont have any heart to gave them forgiven … 🙂 . Besideee … it wouldnt change anything …

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… Buat apa foto digital berpixel tinggi ??? Jika otak ini mampu mengingat tiap detail keindahan …

Jiaahahahhahahah … Co cwit in the sahuurr cyiintt …

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… i just thought … what cause that person doing something so bad to me ??? what i hv done ??

ummghh … i just look back for a second … ahh, maybe its because for my words … hehehhehe … maybe its hurted so much … . And i got my karma … heheheh… . But why my karma doing so bad ??? ahuhuhuhuuhuh … 🙁 

… as general … bad is always back to bad … good is always back to good … its all about your gen …

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… semoga aLLah … Tuhan yang maha baik maha pengasih lagi maha penyayang … yang menentukan apa2 yang di langit dan di bumi … yang berkuasa lagi maha berkehendak … memberikan kebahagiaan dunia akhirat untuk orang2 yang kami sayang dan menyayangi kami … semoga kami semua kembali dalam keadaan baik … aamiinn … love you …

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One of my friend said :: ” your clothes already 4 years !!! Masih awet aja “. Heee ?? 4 years ?? How cool this clothes are … Kakakakkakak . Actually, my friends several times told me to buy more clothes … They said :: already buluk. And i said :: still can use and cover my aurat … . Xixiixix … Rajangelesdotkom. But its true … Why i have to change one whereas it can still use ?? Hellowhh ??? Execept … Its not longer suit in my body … Xixixiix .

Am a woman … But i dont really like – eager to show that fashionable … . Not that interesting also to use jewelries … . I just have several set of clothes to wear to the office and several also for casual times . Party ?? Ya, one or two … . Jewelry ?? Had one … Butterfly ring … Alrwady gone … . Another ?? Dont have … Hehehehhe

It just on my thought … I felt pity to my clothes if am not maximize them … I think they gonna crying if that happen … Xixixiix . So better few clothes but i wear them maximize then much clothes but i rare to wear one … . Beside, muhammad not bermewah2an dalam berpakaian … Apalagi make2 perhiasan berlebihan …, keknya satu perhiasan pun tidak melekat padanya secara sering puasa nahan lapar bahkan batu kerap d taro d perut tuk ganjel rasa lapernya. Kalo dpt rejeki, d salurin wat orang … . But he is a rasul … Xixixiixix… . Waaawww what a magic word … And i really like this word … Kekekkekekekekek . Give me an excuse to break my own rule … But of course its not applied to the God … Heeee ???

Anyway … Just be your self … In your comfortable way … 🙂

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Ramadhan – 12

Alhamdulillah … 12 days through passed in this ramadhan with good. Everything almost smooth … Execpt well ummghh maybe my gaster disorder ??? Xixixiixxi .

And today … Already preparing good food for my ending shaum … . But finally those delicious food became usual taste because of person who open tugeder with me… . Hhh… And everything starts to spinning arround in my head … . Foolish people … Accuse me/us … Then continuing life with their smug … Hv no felt that already hurt others … Maybe they have no heart … Even to realized that their family not happy either … . Or maybe it was just me, only me, who make this big deal ??? . is it a big deal ??? should not seh … . Well, everyone have their own mask … Neither do i ??? … Xixiixi .

Sudahlah … I dont care with them … Not at all … . Hopefuly this is my last attention and thought to them … . They will have their own condition … Eventhough that will happen in front of my face … I dont care at all … . They are not important in my life … Xixixiixix

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ramadhan – 9

murniiinnggg … xixixixi … already 8th days of ramadhan … alhamdulillah anyway yak … eventhough still miss in this and missed in that … kekkekekekk … . And !!! finally … my gaster disorder starting to attack me … ahuhuhuhuhuhu … . its oke lah … pan gw ma sakit maagh enih dah kek solmet … sehidup semati tak terpisahkan … xixiixixix 😛 . And then … starting office life in the murning … starting to seeing these fakes … . cemunguuddzzhh cyiiinnttt … .

I think … Umghh i never counting my goodness to the God … . I always tried to do good things as i could … And avoid bad things as i could also … . Let Nature do its own … whereas when we did good things we will get good things eventually … Also for the the otherside … . But umghh … Life teach me not like that … . We will not get good things eventhough we do good things. Am a person that really get that lessons indeed. Finally … I starting to counting my acts … Because people … Nature … Will do the same … . Its naive tobe a good person … To do good things …

Till i realized this one … My lessons for today ::

Bukan kah Rasul Muhammad, menyuapi orang yahudi buta yg selalu menghinanya setiap hari, sampai rasul meninggal. Bukankah rasul Muhammad menghalang para malaikat untuk membalas kelakuan suatu kaum yg telah melemparinya dengan batu hingga terluka, karna hanya berharap kaum tersebut bsa insaf kelak … .

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