i hv treat my headache last monday with bekam … . Its like something pull out your bad blood with a cup in certainly point at my back … . firstly … its make me worst … make pegel2 in some area … and my headache getting worst in that day … . But now … after 5 days … my headache going well … not came that much … . Is it because of bekam ??? might be … . Hope its getting well … and i will treat as routine …
Finally …
Akhirnya …
Waktu jua yang menjawabnya …
Waktu yang menghasilkan kedewasaan …Dan pada waktu Nya lah …
Semua kembali indah untuk d mulay …Aamiin …
Insya ALLAH …
Alhamdulillah …
Wednesday, August 21 2013
hmmhh … finally i got my leave paid on last monday after cancallation on the prev week … haiizzhh … . Butttt !!! i hv treat big bite from ncang husni for that (bout cancallation leave paid) … huraayy …. . kekekekkekek … . Go no where on monday … just treat my head with “bekam” … . My first experience on this … well, not that hurt seehh … just make me pegel2 ajeee … . is it my headache gone ??? not either … getting worst on that day yang ada … ecapedehhh …
hmmhhh … orang merasa pinter sejagad menghina bodoh orang lain seakan orang itu bodoh sejagad … padahal orang itu ga keterbelakang mental loh … cuman seakan2 bodoh banged … . gw juga pernah kek gitu … at least qt pernah kan blg gn :: ga abis pikir ma jalan pikirannya or di mana sih otaknya ??? Hmmhh ??? … hmmhhh … hmmhhh … hmmhh … ya begitulah kita … manusia … thats why we called human … isnt it ???
i loose my heart … i loose my life … i loose me … or its always be me ??? 😉 … whose loosing everything or meloosingkan everything ??? hmmhh ???
and from now … i dont want to grouch bout my head especially … at least starting from this one … hehehhehe … we’ll see … how long i can stand up ??? kekkekekekekk
kawah ratu team having hiking’s plan to Lawu’s mountain on October … . Yihaaaaa … am so excited daaahhh … . But one for sure … i just trying not to use train anymore … its sooo wasting timmeee … lamonyooooo … tapi tapi tapiiii .. murahnyoooo … kekkekekekkekek .
saturday, august 17th 2013
haiyaaahh … its make me get more emotional when am home … better ngayapzh to get something new to see to act to destroy … wakkakakkakakkk
kapanlah kesombongan ini bisa hilang dari guwe yak ??? kesombongan yang gw bangun sendiri untuk melindungi diri dari sakit hati … yang mana pada akhirnya ini akan membakar gw di neraka … karena kesombongan hanya milik ALLAH swt … itu jubah ALLAH SWT … what i have to do God ??? hikkzhh …
whats new ???? ummghh … hhh … 🙂 … sometimes i just want to every things good … forgeting what behind and starting new one … but ummghh … its quite difficult when people doing over and over something make me … dejected ??? . But thats the world isnt it ??? the world that i have ta faced anyway … so this is not about them … this is bout me … . And why while thinking and write down every thing seems soooo easy … but unfortunately its so difficult to act … kekekkekekekkek 😛 .
i accept criticism … but i dont like kind of direct judgement … as they are know what i through on … as they are feel what i felt … as they are know everything bout me … preeettt … mind your own please …
my day by today … cari jodoooohhhh … wakkakakkakkakakakkak . Sometimes i just thought that … at least its work for me … get marriage its about your readiness … . So, while everyone so noisy bout my status … the fact is … am not ready to get marriage yet till yesterday … . Now ??? ready buwaanngeeddsszzhhh !!! wakkakakkakakkak
17 august 2013
Merdeka !!
met ultah indonesia kuwh … pun banyak yg bilang qt belum merdeka …. but we have to be grateful … masih bisa melakukan dan merasakan kebaikan di negeri hinih … semoga indonesia terush maju dan berjaya … MERDEKA !!
Coffee …
Coffee … The smell is so good … The taste is sooo delicious … Bitter and sweet or combine of both … Am in love with coffee … But somehow … Its make meeeee … Sick in the real mean … My gaster become flare up … My heart become dag dig dug dor … My back seems like pull out to something … My legs become week … And i couldnt slept for long time … Once i can sleep … Its like i already hinted by one earth when i woke up … Phewww …
