… Merindu kebaikan … Merindu Ketulusan Tanpa pamrih … Merindu perkataan baik … Merindu kebenaran … Merindu
Kelembutan … Merindu tatapan tulus penuh kasih … Merindu kehangatan aura … Merindu canda tawa lepas … Merindu tangis kebahagiaan … Merindu pengertian baik … Merindu secuil duniakuw … 🙂
ramadhan – 9
murniiinnggg … xixixixi … already 8th days of ramadhan … alhamdulillah anyway yak … eventhough still miss in this and missed in that … kekkekekekk … . And !!! finally … my gaster disorder starting to attack me … ahuhuhuhuhuhu … . its oke lah … pan gw ma sakit maagh enih dah kek solmet … sehidup semati tak terpisahkan … xixiixixix 😛 . And then … starting office life in the murning … starting to seeing these fakes … . cemunguuddzzhh cyiiinnttt … .
I think … Umghh i never counting my goodness to the God … . I always tried to do good things as i could … And avoid bad things as i could also … . Let Nature do its own … whereas when we did good things we will get good things eventually … Also for the the otherside … . But umghh … Life teach me not like that … . We will not get good things eventhough we do good things. Am a person that really get that lessons indeed. Finally … I starting to counting my acts … Because people … Nature … Will do the same … . Its naive tobe a good person … To do good things …
Till i realized this one … My lessons for today ::
… Maybe i hv hard life … Very hard one … But God gave me more kindness … much more even for i can count … Much more even For say one alhamdulillah in a day … .
Bukan kah Rasul Muhammad, menyuapi orang yahudi buta yg selalu menghinanya setiap hari, sampai rasul meninggal. Bukankah rasul Muhammad menghalang para malaikat untuk membalas kelakuan suatu kaum yg telah melemparinya dengan batu hingga terluka, karna hanya berharap kaum tersebut bsa insaf kelak … .
Stay in the goodness … Stay in good hope … God always counting yours … And gave more … . Need totaly believing for this one anyway … 🙂
lesson for today ::
hard of life can change someone to bad attitude … and its so normally … if you already relize this one … its a good thing to keep your act and especially your word still in the beauty … 🙂
c mbit … having 2 nails in the tyre … xixixixi … . need immediately goes to bengkelzzhhh … secara jalur gw jauh dan jalur nerakaaahhh … kakkakakkakakkk
Oh ya … My physical condition that disturb me in this ramadhan iiiiiiissss headache !!!! Pengeng pala guwa !!! But i always do in my dailies … Xixiixi … Jadi bijimana donk ??? . And today … feel bad … Feel so blue … Feel so empty … And those are about what i felt … Heheheeh
Hey … Today kayla first day at elementary school … . When i just arrived in the evening … She is so exciting to tell me about her days in school … My happy for her … 🙂
… Wanita china trsenyum dadah2 … Kakek tua rusuh … Ah itu (menutup tangan) … (membuka tangan) Sebentar lagi … Kurus (abdomen) … (banyak benang) Good … Buku arti mimpi …
Mungkin gw ga bisa melakukan sejahat yg terpikirkan oleh gw seperti yg mereka lakukan … Tapi gw jg ga bisa melakukan sebaik yg Tuhan pikirkan seperti yg mereka lakukan … Once again … Thats why we called human …
ramadhan-4
alhamdulillah nothing serious thing in my shaum related to my physical condition … heheheheh … secara gw mang ga doyan makan … so its no problem at all for me facing the fasting. My gaster disorder ??? amaann … rukuunn … sentosahhh … hahahhahah … .
Yesterday tuh yaaahhh … hiiihh … went from office-sunter very bright weather ya umgh … not that bright juga seh … . Then ??? i got rainy in cempaka putih area … hard rainy … ecapedeehhh … . through on the rainy all the way to go home … keren keren keren … dah ngeri aja c mbit moghookzhh … . Ternyatah … itu belum seberapah sodarah sodarah sebangsa setanah aer … .
when i got in TA mall area… the rain become more hardest … and eng ing eeennggg … there is flooding till indonesia esa unggul university … !!! . Mayan cyiinnttt … sebetis … belon kena ombak mobil or motor yg liwat … sedengkul dah … . Gw dah pasrah aja tuh jikalaw harus ndorong c mbit mpe kembangan … secara banyak mubil and motor yang mugokzh … . Alhamdulillah … ternyata my mbit perkasa euuyy … lancar jaya mpe kembangan … horaayyy …. . yaaa … eventhough i have to loose my senpit seeh … anyut dah tuh senpit joger kesayangan gw … secara arus nya mayan kalo da mubil lewat … ahuhuhhuhu … .
ummghh … what i learn for today yaaakk ??? … umghh this one …
there is just light divider between love/like and hate/dislike … . So, if you want to dismiss your hatred or want to like someone … just hate that person … as much as you can … till your hormon geting matgay to proceed that hormon that related to hatred … xixixiixix
pengennya makan yang manis2 … akhirannya di traktir lisa handayani deeh … pan dy ultah hari ini … 😛 … . Pun dy di dusun sanah … tetap gw kudu di traktir … now here i am… at mr pancake puri mall … . Alwayzh like this place … so cozzzyyyiieeghh … 🙂 . Having cheese almond pancake for my dinner … . Jiaahh … ternyata kurang enak sodara2 … enakan almon pancake nya pancious … jauh … . ahuhuhuuhuh … untung di traktir .. wakakkakkakakk
Ramadhan – 2
Daily routine as alwayzh … Nothing that good to think more … . I think i loose my money … . Then c mbit can not start up this evening … Is it because my mbit got rainy and through out the flood by yesterday ??? Huikzh … Matic oh matic … How ringkih you are …
And everynight i cried … There is always things … A little thing … That make me sad … Hmmhh … . Well, the good side is i still can crying … Xixixiixixix
Others ??? Hmmhh … I learn this .. ::
Semakin tinggi orang punya jabatan … Semakin tinggi kecenderungan memeperoleh kekayaan … Semakin tinggi kecenderungan untuk merendahkan orang lain … Semakin tinggi kecenderungan untuk merasa superior dari orang di bawahnya … Semakin tinggi kecenderungan untuk bisa menempatkan diri sebagai penjilat bagi orang d atasnya … And the other side … Might be who raise with heart will reduce all that tendencies … Anyway … Thats why we called … human …
Holiday dreaming … or dreaming holiday … xixiix … . After all trips that i through on for few backward years … and already matgay for kind of holiday … i just dreaming bout a holiday … a nice one … . Derawan island ?? aahh … so expensive … but i will one day … aamiin … hehehhehe 😀 … . Next, my holiday dreaming …
a holiday … took one week for staying …  so go green … so natural … living in bamboo home stay … a place that i can fishing and eat that fish … not far away also from the beach, arround 2 hours road trip … so we can go there at wiken maybe ???
xixiixixi … nice yak … 😛 . Hopefuly can be come true one day … aamiinn 🙂
ramadhan-1 …
hmmhh … *smile* … . What my day yaahh ??? ummghhh … daily office as routine … . Then … you know what … ???? *berhubung ga tau bhs inggrisnya* … gw keujanan as long as my way to go home … kekkekekekkekk … . its so traffic jam … and am got stuck  !!! meni ujannya deres bwangeddzzhh … pheeww … seru seru seru … . Mayan … dapet totok wajah gratisan … secara direct tuh muka kena ujan … kakakkakakkkk …
… ramadhan 1 … still the same … nothing change … 🙂 … till when yaa .. ??? kiirrkk kiirrkk kirrkk … . Thus … i want to dismiss my hatred … . But how ya ??? . Hhhh … why they not feel wrong with their act ??? why they dont know they already hurt others ?? just think bout their matter ??? hehehehhe … and why am so naiiivveee ???? kekekekekek … .
There is no bad people … just foolish one … 🙂
hey … i starting shaum tomorrow … hehheheheh … cemungudzh yaa … 🙂
