melihatnya spt ini …

 

melihatnya kurang lebih seperti ini …

let say ‘guwe ‘… somehow try to protect / help people with someway from bad people that already hurt guwe that much  … (hallah) … but somehow and someway again (hallah lagi) … these people … turnback hurted guwe … . those people finally confess their  act and ask apoligize to guwe …  xixixixixi

 

all about subject in this story are close but not connected each other … they are just connected to guwe … and the cases not related each other also … it just guwe that always hurted.

 

So the summary is … thats life … and guwe is fool ??? wakkakakakakk

 

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saturday, august 3rd 2013

at starbucks puri moll… dark mocha frapucino as my fave plus one shot espresso … well, make my gaster agitated … hehehhehe … my apologize dear gaster … just once ??? … please stand up … i just ran out from that house … am sick seeing those people … xixixixxi 😛

… having long holiday for arround a week related to idul fitri … . Go no where … just some appointment with my friends that long time no see … . and of course … nge babu timeeee … xiixixixi 😛 .

Ummghh … already matgay for this life … . Seems everything already done for me … go everywhere … doing anything … being anything … done … just having family that am not doing yet … kekkekekekekke … . Haduuu cogankuwhh … where are yoouughhh ???? xiixixixixi … . o iya, my niece … try to propose her teacher to me … here like the conversation arround ::

kaka :: tante mau masuk syurga ga ???
gw :: emang kaka ga ???
kaka :: kata umi, orang yang hafizh qur’an bisa masuk syurga, jadi tante nikah ma yang hafizh quran aja … . Gurukuw ada tuh tan yang hafizh qur’an … putih lagi … kata abi sih cakep … …
gw :: *terbengong bengong ama ocehan bocah hari gini … *  oh my …

at least they ” already ” release me … finally … xiixixixixi

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A pieces …

Hey … Apa pun yang aku, kamu, kita ‘ lihat ” … Itu hanya sekeping dari keseluruhan cerita Tuhan … Please dont be so sotoy with that … No one could except rasul Muhammad saw …

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32 years …

 

one of my friend ever asked :: how bout your feel going to 32’s ??? and i said :: i feel so sexy … . xixiixixxi … 😛

 

thank you for everyone who pray for me on this day … and the cakes and the gifts … may aLLah SWT gave you more kindness in this world and next after … aamiinn … .

 

ummghh … finally in my birthday … they said :: happy birthday … please for give me for what i did … . hmmhh … i dont understand …

 

why they can hurt others  that much as if they dont have heart but they still asking forgiven as if they still have heart one ??? . Well … maybe for what they have done to me … i dont have any heart to gave them forgiven … 🙂 . Besideee … it wouldnt change anything …

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Beauty …

 

… Buat apa foto digital berpixel tinggi ??? Jika otak ini mampu mengingat tiap detail keindahan …

 

Jiaahahahhahahah … Co cwit in the sahuurr cyiintt …

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just look back for a second …

 

… i just thought … what cause that person doing something so bad to me ??? what i hv done ??

ummghh … i just look back for a second … ahh, maybe its because for my words … hehehhehe … maybe its hurted so much … . And i got my karma … heheheh… . But why my karma doing so bad ??? ahuhuhuhuuhuh … 🙁 

… as general … bad is always back to bad … good is always back to good … its all about your gen …

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my pray …

 

… semoga aLLah … Tuhan yang maha baik maha pengasih lagi maha penyayang … yang menentukan apa2 yang di langit dan di bumi … yang berkuasa lagi maha berkehendak … memberikan kebahagiaan dunia akhirat untuk orang2 yang kami sayang dan menyayangi kami … semoga kami semua kembali dalam keadaan baik … aamiinn … love you …

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Female’s stuff

One of my friend said :: ” your clothes already 4 years !!! Masih awet aja “. Heee ?? 4 years ?? How cool this clothes are … Kakakakkakak . Actually, my friends several times told me to buy more clothes … They said :: already buluk. And i said :: still can use and cover my aurat … . Xixiixix … Rajangelesdotkom. But its true … Why i have to change one whereas it can still use ?? Hellowhh ??? Execept … Its not longer suit in my body … Xixixiix .

Am a woman … But i dont really like – eager to show that fashionable … . Not that interesting also to use jewelries … . I just have several set of clothes to wear to the office and several also for casual times . Party ?? Ya, one or two … . Jewelry ?? Had one … Butterfly ring … Alrwady gone … . Another ?? Dont have … Hehehehhe

It just on my thought … I felt pity to my clothes if am not maximize them … I think they gonna crying if that happen … Xixixiix . So better few clothes but i wear them maximize then much clothes but i rare to wear one … . Beside, muhammad not bermewah2an dalam berpakaian … Apalagi make2 perhiasan berlebihan …, keknya satu perhiasan pun tidak melekat padanya secara sering puasa nahan lapar bahkan batu kerap d taro d perut tuk ganjel rasa lapernya. Kalo dpt rejeki, d salurin wat orang … . But he is a rasul … Xixixiixix… . Waaawww what a magic word … And i really like this word … Kekekkekekekekek . Give me an excuse to break my own rule … But of course its not applied to the God … Heeee ???

Anyway … Just be your self … In your comfortable way … 🙂

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Saturday, july 20th 2013

Ramadhan – 12

Alhamdulillah … 12 days through passed in this ramadhan with good. Everything almost smooth … Execpt well ummghh maybe my gaster disorder ??? Xixixiixxi .

And today … Already preparing good food for my ending shaum … . But finally those delicious food became usual taste because of person who open tugeder with me… . Hhh… And everything starts to spinning arround in my head … . Foolish people … Accuse me/us … Then continuing life with their smug … Hv no felt that already hurt others … Maybe they have no heart … Even to realized that their family not happy either … . Or maybe it was just me, only me, who make this big deal ??? . is it a big deal ??? should not seh … . Well, everyone have their own mask … Neither do i ??? … Xixiixi .

Sudahlah … I dont care with them … Not at all … . Hopefuly this is my last attention and thought to them … . They will have their own condition … Eventhough that will happen in front of my face … I dont care at all … . They are not important in my life … Xixixiixix

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