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There are alwayzh taken my piczth … Jiahahhahaha … @starbuck arthagading mall waiting gretongan from mbak widha … Xixixixix

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hehehehheh … miss my emak … padahal … we are not that close … hehehhehe . Sure … i met her many times in my dream … but still miss her anyway … . Hmmhh … still i want to make her happy … if i could … if God allowed … everything bout God stories … aamiinn … 🙂

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i have fulfill my year with completed theme holiday … . Beautiful beach … amazing mountain … wonderful culture … . Alhamdulillah ya aLLah … segala puji bagiMu tuhan semesta alam. Alhamdulillah … . Ummgghh … have no plan for this ending year . Just wanna tobe humzh … 🙂 enjoying me time and jakarta !!! secara dah bangkrut juga sehh … hehheheheheh 😀

derawan island … whaaww … its beautiful islands … . There is a lake that jelly fish no harm live … . am fallin in love when knew this island at first. Buuutttt … high cost to get there … padahal masih indonesia yak … xixixixi … :P. And i promise to my self … i will be there one day … i dont know when and how … hahahhahhahah

so i thought it would be wonderful if i go there as honeymoon … jiahhahahahhaha … (padahal lakinya belon adeee ) … . So … the costs also will bear by my man … xixixiixix … . Itu juga kalo laki gw kaya …  nah kalo kawin miskin ??? hahhahahhaha . Soooo lucky … dreaming is free still … and free tax alsooo … so keep it on …. hahhahahhaha

Finally, my friend asked me to join to derawan island trip next year … . Mereka expecting gw ikoeeettt gituuuhh … xixiixixix … . Jadi tersandung guwa … kakkakakkakakkk … . padahal mah … asking me to join because there is quota to fill up to go there …  hehehehheh … . Kudu 5 orang minimal kalo ga salah … biar murah meriah bahagia ceritanya … . and i agreeeeeeee of course …

Soooo ??? mudah2an ada rejeki yaaa biar bisa ke derawan next year … aamiinn … . After derawan ??? raja ampat indeeeddd … !!!

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you know what … i always think … well … actually i have this thought from my relative … . He told me that God is maha pengasih dan maha penyayang dan maha pengampun … so … it have big chance that your sin will forgiven … . i heard that at that time … and am so hypnotized … its TRUE !!! hehheheheh

until this evening … after many years … i realized that its not true … . We have to change our perception to the God … . We have to scared to the God … . Scared that our sin will not forgiven … . I think … we must like that … as human … . Dont you think like that ???

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xixixixix … lucu deeehh … i have a dream last night … . i found my man … he is just like my dream about man … loving each other … happyness … and so on … . But some how … we can not be togather … . Why ??? because he is not a moslem … . and he stright in his believing … . Bwahahhahahahahahahhaha …

Imagine … if that happen in my real world … bwahhahahahhaha … . ga kebayang daaahhh … gw jatuh cinta gw mempunyai cinta yang sempurna … tapi ga bisa bersama karena beda keyakinan … wakkakakkaka telek banged dah … . Sumpriittt kalo mpe kejadian di dunia nyataaaa … waaawww !!! Tuhan selalu memberi cobaan pada core keyakinan guwa … . Untungnya cuman ngimpiiiihhhh …. xixiixixixixixi

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Cool … At Track ranu pani ranu kumbolo …

Taken by njar … Lagi kebeled mpip … Tetep exist … Finally ??? Mpip d track di jagain njar ujung satu dan cathrina d ujung lainnya … Hahhahahaha

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Dari mana datangnya kecewa ?? Dari adanya harapan … Dari mana datangnya harapan ?? Dari adanya pikiran baik … Dari mana datangnya pikiran baik ??? Dari hubungan yang baik … Dari mana datangnya hubungan baik ??? Dari adanya kepercayaan … Dari mana datangnya kepercayaan ?? Dari hati …

Xixixixixi … Gw asal ngalor ngidul aja … Berawal dari ketidaksukaan gw ma seseorang … . Kenapa hidup begitu berat ??? Karena ada nilay yg di jaga … Dan itu memang berat ko menjaga nilay baik dalam kehidupan … Hard one …

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sowan and listening life stories from elderly is one of most excited things to do loh … . Knowing other side perception from someone that already known about life with their life experiences … . There are always new thought that i brought home … 🙂

my sowan result by today is :: lively well … halalan thoyiban … . Apalagi nanti dah jadi ortu … harta jadi daging jadi darah ke anak … mempengaruhi turunan …. Gpp sedikit harta yang penting halal dan berkah … .

hmmhh … extremely true yak … . Directly i think to my father … that already hard to earn halalan money to his family … . He was refused any kind of something that not related to his job … try hard not using bank interest … and others that makes his family keep in clean … hehehhehe . Its something to thankful to the God and to him … indeed … .

i was try to be like him. Saving my money in syariah bank … using syariah life insurance … . Bunga bank tetaplah bunga bank … dan bunga bank adalah riba … dan riba tetaplah riba. Memang di perbankan syariah pun tak lepas dari bunga bank … tapi mengurangi lah. Juga di sertai niat tuk tetap bersih dari riba. Pun intinya tetap pada mematuhi aturan Tuhan.

WAS i think … i already much effort to earn this money … so i dont want this money burn me in the hell … with using conventional banking and so on … . When using credit card, i try hard not make any interest in each transaction. But sodara sodara sebangsa setanah aer yaaaa … Life getting hard … extremely hard … soooo ?? bank interest is something inevitable. Dear Loordddd … .

Now, i have go back in the right path … cleaning my self … may aLLah for give all of us … aaamiinn … 🙂

Btw, sedari kecil gw dah sangat menyadari … materi tidak bisa menjamin kebahagiaan … tapi oh tapi … kekurangan materi pun bisa menjerumuskan manusia pada keburukan …

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