08 Desember 2013
By hafi
In uMuM
betrayed … and again … . Sedih sekali malam ini … . Betrayed for am believe in … by my closest people … hehehheheheh … seems not gonna be my last deehh … kekekekkekekekkk … .
Do you remember what i shared previously ??? while i got happiness that big … and my heart can not contain all of that … i felt want to give it back to the God … . Now i felt the same for my sorrow … . Rasa hati ini tidak bisa menampung semua itu … . Tapiiiii … i have big betrayed one before … why i have to bother for this one ???? hehehheheheh
Dosa yg mana lah yg buat idup mpe gini banged yak ??? Am Really tired for all of this world matters … . Astaghfirullah adziimm … .
Hhh … what should i do more ??? . Should i do more ??? oorrr … just let it be one ??? . gw terganggu … dan gw sudah menyampaikan apa yang baik menurut gw … . Next ???
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08 Desember 2013
By hafi
In minds corner
somehow … tidak dibutuhkan pendidikan yang tinggi untuk menjadi orang baik bukan ?? jadi apa yang dibutuhkan ??? iman ??? sedangkan iman adalah sesuatu yang sangat komplek untuk dibahas karena begitu mendasar dan begitu penuh misteri … . Jadi apa dasarnya yang dibutuhkan untuk menjadi baik ??? untuk punya hati yangbaik ??? what do you think ??? have no idea for this now … . Jika gw bilang … baik adalah fitrah dan jahat adalah pilihan ??? do you agree ???
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08 Desember 2013
By hafi
In uMuM
*at starbucks sarinah … and my next … is so handsome man … hahahhahah … jadi ga konsen dehh mo ngapa2in … 😛 . But he is should be in front of me … not beside one … so i can see him a lot …. hahahhaahhahhaha *
hmhh … what a story life … . What a my life stories … . I have ever be in dark side in my life … and i try to get back … to the right one … . Try to focus just to aLLah … no matter what … . Even, if i tried that hard … still i will get in to the dark side again … . And will turn back … . That stories will repeatly over and over … .
Listening the stories in this morning … makes me so grateful for having my mom as my mom … hehehhe … . Who had teached me good manner and principle of life … as islam as based on … . Makes me so grateful for having gen in my mom lineage … because some how … it will makes you gonna be and makes your tendency on … .
semoga aLLah SWT yang maha pengasih lagi maha penyayang … yang maha besar lagi maha agung … yang maha baik lagi maha bijaksana … memberikan kebaikan dunia dan akhirat bagi kami … mamah … bu nur … orang2 tua kami sebelumnya … keturunan2 kami kelak … juga orang2 yang kami sayang dan menyayangi kami dengan tulus … aaminn …
kami akan tetap menjadi kami … dan xan akan tetap menjadi xan … . Mungkin kami akan menjadi bagian cerita dunia yang tertindas dan ditindas … dan xan mungkin akan menjadi bagian cerita dunia yang menindas … . Let it be … Biarlah aLLah SWT menjadi pelengkap hidup kami … mengisi kekurangan kami … . aammiinn … . Till meet you there …
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07 Desember 2013
By hafi
In uMuM
The most caused for my headache ??? Less of fresh air … . While it happen, it can be guarantee headache will come. Next, maybe because strain of neck veins related to my job that need to 8 hours in front of the computer. Third ?? Hmmhh … Psikis ?? But i think this is not main cause … Because if am that depress for the life … It will appear/look on my face, right ??? . But on my age (hallah, still vikisisasih) … I look good … Agree ??? Jiahahahahhaha ( enaknya ponya blog … Bisa curcol muji ndiri sendiri ) hahhahahah . Hmmmhh … So, the common happen for cause of my head is … Strain of my neck vein … . Solution ?? Massage … Hahahhahahaha … .
Egh ??? Suddenly suddenthat … I look something … Me when am kid seeing me in adult version … Arround under 40’s … . Hmmhh … Atuuuuttt … Hahahahahaha
Back to theme … . Its so killing me while my headache come … . Even i cant zikir in my head while it comes … . The pain so disturbing till i just can focus to hold the pain … . Naseeeebbb …
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07 Desember 2013
By hafi
In uMuM
haiyaahhh … why my life get so rempong for the lately month … ??? Since illa resigned and the transfer knowledge through badly … My jobs quite unwell organized. Now i have to working on it … push me to overtime almost everyday. i quite amaze with my self that i can did it as technically as smooth … secara yeee … i just see illa showed me at once, without note, and just remembering what illa teached me last month … . Whaaaww … !! if am not remember it …. does my bozh can do one ??? No he cant … . He is so lucky having staff like illa … . Cuman kurang/less pengarahan aja … . And am on in the good mood … so everything getin good lah …
buuutt … am soooo disagreee with these over time … . No, not anymore … not in aji … . Belom lagiii … my impor and local bozh that were soooooo unic … they were always have quarrel each other … wakkakakakkakak … and who has i have to listening for ??? naseeeeebbbb …
am really lost in leadership crisis …
… ahhh jadi teringad another manager in Log dept iniygh … so lucky of her … having jobs just input data … but having manager’s salary … . in other side … there is who had work that hard but not having good reward … ampe resign … so timpang isnt it ??? … hmmhh … (banyak seh yang kek gini ) …
Sudahlah … alhamdulillah masih ada kerja … masih dapat income wat makan … . Jalanin aja semaksimal mongkin … . I will find my pattern to makes my jobs effective and efficiently … aamiinn …
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04 Desember 2013
By hafi
In uMuM
waw waw waaaww … what a news by today … . hmmhh … hopefully will brought goodness for all of you … . one problem solved … another will come … thats why we still live for … ahiiiyy …
how bout me ??? umgghhh … apa yah ??? jobs ??? officially ??? not disturb me at all … . Still there is just one matter can disturb me …. xiixixixxiix … ( credit card bill !!! hhahahaahhaah ) … . Same as while the prodia staff asked me on MCU by yesterday ” what you allergy on ??? ” and i said ” credit card bill ” … hahhahahha … .
ahaaa !!! i want to posting my picts …. hehhehehehe … many ekspresiong at many momments …. 😛 … hadoooeeehh cakep2 ko ya belon laku joga seehhh ??? kekkekekekek 😛
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04 Desember 2013
By hafi
In uMuM
hmmhh … teringad pernah ada orang yang bersumpah dengan nama aLLah … padahal dy berbohong … . Bagaimanalah dy mempertanggungjawabkan nya pada Tuhan … ?? … .
Weell … thats not become my business … . Thus, i have my own vow … in the God’s name … for our prosperity now and after … . I dont know for sure … is it gonna really working out ??? hehehheheheh … . Just our believe in will answer then … 🙂 . Ummghh … and yes … i do believe in God … it will came true eventually … 🙂
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03 Desember 2013
By hafi
In minds corner
Maybe its quite better tobe an autism …
In our own little box … Without disturbing with the madness of the world … Having quick and limitted scope in the next day … Get safe …
Rather than being so socialisme with big possibility to loose related to the madness of this world … Having long time process and big scope also in the next day … Unsafe …
#edisi lelah plus headache#
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02 Desember 2013
By hafi
In uMuM
Hahhahaha … Masterpiece foto ancur guwe !!! . Fotooo ini d ambil d kereta matramaja ( i called one merem melek train), ketika bang unaay nanyain kondisi guweeee … Mprie yg ada d depan guwe, tinggal ambil hape, jepret, kirim ke watsap group … Hahhahaha.
Itttuuuu … Di kereta pulang arah jakarta setelah dari semeru. Setelah kaki somplak … Badan luluh lantak … Masih pula harus nek kreta yg menghabiskan waktu ribuan tahun tuk sampe jkt … Kakakakakakak. Badan aja ancur pa lagi muke yaaaakk ??? Mpe orang2 pada guwe jutekin sangking gw ga tahan ma kondisi ntuh … Xixixixiix
Dan itu lah muke ancur guwe … . Soooo nice to remember and to share again … 🙂
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