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hmmhhhh … utak atik netbukzh nemu poto enih malem2 … jadi teringad dikerjain orang saat ituuhh … and they still said they were good … hehehheeh … Tuhan punya cerita !! … 🙂

And kaka asked :: tante kok fotonya begitu ???
I said :: iya, tante lagi sedih …
Kaka :: tante sedih kenapa ???
Me :: … … … …

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hmmhh … bis buka table2 cicilan … wakakkakkaka … susah dah kl da kebutuhan mendadak geneh … and no cash as usual … . 1 point yang gw pelajari adalah :: mending minjem ke bank dari pada ke orang yang ga jelas kredibilitas (hatinya).  2 point adalah :: jangan samppeee ter-ngutang wat makan … susah bayarnya cozh jadi darah jadi daging … xixixixixi  …

ahh … rejeki mah dah ada yang ngatuuurrr … #edisi menghibur diri mode ON# .. lanjut liad2 table cicilan … 😛 sambil nyiapin sajen biar dapet arisan !! wakakkakakkakakkka

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heewwhhh … what a headache tonight … . Hows my day ??? just slept all day … bengong … cant go anywhere joga … empty … haiizzhh … .

feel so bt by today … . but this feel not disturb me at all joga seeehhh …  just … ummghh … missed all peoples that already passed away … . They are already happy in there … . Me ?? even death came to me … there is no guarantee that i will come back in good … . Just pray and pray and all of those prays become my hope … .

Di thinking thinking … i quite passion loh facing this life … my life … my stories … xixiixixi …  thanks God am not going crazy for all of that … ( or already ???? jiahhahahah ) … . Out there … they said many good things … they said they good … but what they did ??? hurt them self and others ?? … . So tired sometimes with all of this … .

But you know what … am so thankful that am facing with all of these peoples … . It makes me relize do not like them … . Nah … it means … people will see me also in the that perspective … seeing my bad side and relize not tobe like that … . Hopefuly it can erase my sins ??? hehehhehehe …. #edisi mikir lagi ucink#

Lapppppeerrr … but all my relatives that who met me said … am fat !!! ahuhuuhuhuhuhuhuhu … . But not make me stop eating joga sehhh … wakakkakakkakkk

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there is one thing in my life … that totally i dont understand in my logical thinking … yes, am give up thinking bout that … even i cant figure out in good … usually … my brain can thing in few perspective … but not for this one … gelep !!! seperti sesuatu yang tak bermula dan tak berujung akhir … just bum !!! its inside of me … and can not get it rid of also … So … that i can do is … bring it on with me … till its gone … as i dont know when and how it comes … Nothing Change …

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Of course, Tuhan memberikan mencukupi kebutuhan gw yang lain … dengan begitu berlimpah … alhamdulillah …

 

Sometimes gw berfikir … kenapa Tuhan tidak mengabulkan doa2 guwe … bahkan malah diberi kebalikannya. Dilain pihak, dari sepenglihatan gw, Tuhan mengabulkan banyak doa pada hamba2Nya dengan mudahnya, baik yang menurut gw itu orang alim ataupun yang bejad sekalipun. Jadi mungkin tidak ada variable khusus untuk dikabulkan doa qt.

Apa ada salah dalam diri gw ??? hingga Tuhan seperti tidak mau menjawab doa2 gw ??? men-distruct pikir dan prinsip gw ??? Jikalaw Tuhan suka hambaNya, tentu Dia akan mengabulkan doa2nya bukan ??? menjadikannya hidup ini mudah bagi hambaNya ???. .

Jadiiii … ini semua tentang misteri illahi … bukan begitu ????

Tapiiiiii … Tuhan juga tidak menjadikannya mudah buat nabi Muhammad SAW, hidup nabi qt itu penuh dengan susah bukan ??? dari kecil hingga akhir hayatnya ???  (ya iyya laaahh … bawahin ummat akhir jaman)

Bahkaaaannn … ketika nabi berdoa sangat pada Tuhan untuk menyelamatkan pamannya yang bukan muslim di akhirat kelak, tidak dikabulkan aLLah. aLLah hanya meringankan hukumannya di neraka … . Its must be soo hurt for him … isnt it ??? Tapi bukan berarti nabi ngambek ma aLLah … . Tetap sadar posisi dan focus ma tujuan … itu yang dilakukan nabi Muhammad SAW …

Hmmhh … till meet you there …

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Result of this year MCU ??? great !!! Just one star that not important to discuss one … related to eosonofil something …hehehhehe . Everything under control … Colesterol Glucose asam urat and so on … . Gaster disorder ?? not much grievance for now … . Alhamdulillah sehat yak … .

Di pikir2 … gw hinihh … infrastrukturnya yang sedikit missed … others ??? quite well … . Infrastucture means … my bone have a little bit scoliosis … and my heart have a little bit trouble … . Others ???? am quite well healthty … .

I just thinking more … what i have to do with this healthy body ?? hummhh ???? donor is one of most … hehehhehe 😀

— —- —- — —– —– — — – — – — Funny conversation …

#pagi2 jam 7an, di saat gw antara ada dan tiada gegara capek dan kurang bok setelah delay flight semalem#

ncang husni :: jah, bintang gw sembilan …
gw :: #berusaha mengerti ini tentang apa, untungnya cepet mudeng lagi ngomongin hasil MCU#
gw :: waduuuuuhhh … susah tuh ncanng kalo mo saran rubah pola hidup sehat … jadi sarannya banyakin ibadah ajah dah ncang …

wakakkakakkakakakkakakkakakkkk

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its almost end of year … . Hows my year ??? what changing ??? well … i think its  better than last year … . Nah !! belon merried juga dah guwa .. wekekkekekekkk … . Hmmhh … what ever it is … hopefuly my life quality getting better in every second of my life .. 🙂 aamiinn …

Jobs … .Well … i already told my local bozh what i have to tell … that i dont want to work with missed direction … and he answerd is … our impor bozh that didnt understand the real situation of Logistic Dept. Nah loh ??? bingung ga lo ??? wakkakakakkakakka … . The point is … it is enough for me to over work in aji … . If my work its not enough for you my weird bozhes … do one … get me rolling jobs or something … xixiixixiixixi . Enough !! i will get my pattern for my jobs … make supporting sheet pivot and so on … then i will enjoy one … with or without your clearly vision … hahahhahahha . Will not distrubing with another pengadu domba person also … . I will enjoying my life … hehhehehehhe . MERDEKA !!!

Marriage. Naaahhh … haduuuhh mana cogannya ??? manaaaaa ??? wakakkakakkakkk . Hopefuly will get marriage next year … aamiinnn …

what else yak ????  i have my 3rd donor by today … alhamdulillah… . Lot of people have O blood type yak .. . am O … . Coba gw gendutan dari duluw yak … bisa donor dari kapan tauk … heheheehhe … . Quite scarry for me seeing blood that much … haizzhh … .

Hmmhh … raise the Lord …

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Hmmhh … Look at now … . Siapa yang berkelakuan buruk hingga tidak pantas untuk d contoh ??? Siapa yg ga punya hati hingga mampu menghina dan menyakiti orang lain ???

Xixixixix … I really like this part … Inconsistency of human … . Karena Sepertinya hanya mahluk Tuhan yg d sebut manusia yg bisa melakukan ini … . Am i one of them ?? Of course … . So many persepektif in this world … Xixixiixx

Anyway, apakah kalian terganggu dengan diam guwe my dears ??? Hingga berusaha menyakiti gw ??? Xixiixxiix . Luph yu pull dah …

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