Dan ini juga bukan selfie pictzh … Hidungkuwh trlihat mancong … Persiapan ke eropah ??? Wakkakakakakaka
Shiny murning …
Shiny murning remind me forr …
… Bali … Kintamani … Beach … Jemuran … Pain … Menyeruak … Bad Passed times … Letupan Bongkah amarah … Hatred … Deleting … Official works … Starbuck coffee …
sedekah …
for the uncounting times … there is suggestion came to me that said … ” perbanyak sedekah biar enteng jodooo” … . Heee ??? and am still dont get it … . Because … when i did sedekah, its become my hope to safe at akhirat, not for geting a man to be married one … hahahhahahah. But sure, am thankful for they concern… .
And then i just thinking kek ayu thing thing again …, sedekah ituuuu have many variables to be breakdown. Money, smiling, mendahulukan orang lain, be manner and so on … as while get good effect to others its become sedekah. So its logic while they said, perbanyak sedekah biar enteng jodooo … . xixixixiixixiiii … .
However … be you of course … try to be the good one … 😉
monday, Nov 17 2013
last night … i have chitchat with my friend … . Waaaww … what a life stories yah … and its gonna be difference between one and others … . What a great God to make all of that stories … ga keabisan ide dan mati gaya tuk membuat banyak cerita tentang manusia … . eventhough its in the same theme … . And human … already reminding over and over … still be human … hehheheh … . Its nice tobe human … . hehehhhe 😀
and once again … my problem seems nothing comparing to others … . There are much much much more worst stories then me … . I have everything, gw ga kekurangan, alhamdulillah masih bisa makan jalan2 sedekah … punya wajah cantik ( lah masa ganteng ?? #jawab sebelum di protes ) indra yang baik otak mayan pun rada autis dikit . So, I just wondering … what my problem is ??? Well … i just betrayed by my own friend … my parents … my brother … . People that i thought (or maybe big hope) will be in myside always … no matter what … but the fact is … they stab me from the back … in the name of EGOISM … . And whats broken of that ??? it just my heart ko … hehhehehehhe … . And … am concentrate to recovery one … . Well ya, maybe its gonna took a long time … but its oke lah … . hihiihihihihi … .
Stay focus to aLLah … Live well … happily ever after … hopefuly could met aLLah in good condition … meet my mom again … and people that i love most … aamiinn …
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dari seminggu ini pengen banged donor … tapiiiii kalo sore, after office hour seringnya ujaaannn … jadinya gagal moeloe dahhh … . And this murning, when i saw sunrise … langsung tancep gas wat ke PMI salemba. Waahhh thats why i like motorcycle … can go anywhere when i want to without high cost and less traffic jam effects… (bisa ke bali ga ya pake motor ??? wekkekekekke). Ternyata oh ternyata sodara2 sebangsa setanah aer … gw ditolak again wat donor … !! . Katanya sih karena masih kurang 7 hari kl ga salah dari donor terakhir … ecapedeeehhh … . ya udah akhirannya gw ke BK sarinah wat nyarep dan nge blog di starbux dah … .
happy sunday aLL … 🙂
Doa…
Ya aLLah swt … Tuhan semesta alam … Engkaw lah yg maha kuwat maha gagah perkasa … Kami ruku kami sujud kami bersimpuh … Mohon lindungilah kami dari segala yg buruk duhay Zat yg maha mulia lagi maha agung … Aamiinn …
halal food …
you knowh what … there are getting hard to find halal food in jakarta. Was so easy to eat where ever you want … but now … we must more be careful to choose. Ever i and my friend ate seafood at one of resto … and well, delicious2 aja seehh …. hehhehehe. Next, we invite our friend to eat at that resto. And my friend said :: it seems using arak chinese in this food. And gw terbengong bengong … . Heee ??? so ?? this food is not halal ??? haiyyaahhh … . At first i enjoyed the food … suddenly suddenthat … getting sick … hikzzhh …. . Tapi ya tapi sodara2 sebangsa setanah aer … semua makanan abis kok … bahkan ma c mpit yg berasumsi itu menggunakan arak cina … . LOH ??!!!%@&*^%@*(
Di thinking2 kek ayu ting ting … why the owner not remind us if they using arak or lard or B1B2 and so on ya ??? . At sin, when we enter to a resto, while they see me using hijab, they were remind that they food not halal for moslem … , but why in indonesia were not ??? . Or maybe c mpit was wrong, its halal food ???? .
well … time to more be careful anyway … deal ???
One hope …
… Saat ini … Tidak ada yg paling gw inginkan … Kecuali kebahagiaanmuw d sanah, mak … Semoga aLLah swt, Tuhan yg maha pengasih lagi maha penyayang … Memberikanmuw kebahagiaan di sanah … Aamiinn …
Allahu akbar …
Allahu akbar … Allahu akbar …
What a life …
When am saying this … I just remember to my friend … . She has more complicated problem in her life … . And she said ” mu nangis semana ma Tuhan, hidup gw jg gni2 aja” . Whaawww … Dear Lord, please forgive us … . I really dont understand for this … . Maybe its because our believing not that good … .
We … Are … Just … Trying … Focus on YOU … Whatever Your strories gonna be … . Mohon Ampuni hafi … Untuk semua kemanusiaan ini …untuk menjadiiii … Hafi …
Till meet You there …
Be done …
Hmmhh … Its enough when i said to you :: life must be happy … . But it seems nothing change at all … It wouldnt be change anyway … I know … And what happen next is all about egoism …
Well … *smiling* … Am out … . Maybe with this way i can found my comfortable one … . Its hard to live with lies and fake … . Sejujurnya ?? Guwa muak dengan semua ini … Tapi seperti tahi lalat … Its always adhere in our skin … . Dan cerita Tuhan belumlah berubah untuk guwe … Pun tidak ada tempat untuk tersenyum … Hidup tetap berlanjut …
We choose our own way … Next we will responsible asked to be … Semoga qt semua termasuk orang2 yg selamat … Aamiinn …
