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once i have conversation with my friends … is it better flying high … have the beauty in the sky … great experiences … then somehow you had hit and falling down … without cant stand up again … ooorrr … you are just in your place right now … just got low to average experience and can not falling down because you are never flying high ???

variance answers … but still … most of us choose the 1st option. am i regret for flying high ??? flying high that makes me broken into pieces ?? … flying high that makes me waste my time ??? flying high that makes me loosing so much ???

no am not … hehehheheh 😀  i have the beauty… i have the pain … i have scratch in my soul … .  is all of that makes me good ??? sure … indeed … absolutely … IF … just if  i staying in goodness … no matter how …

do you agree with me ??? 🙂

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Eh ??? Teringad mimpi tadi … Hmmhh … Getting closer ya ??? I hope it takes months or years … Apa lah daya tuk menahan ??? Semua cerita Tuhan … Semoga qt semua d beri keikhlasan … Aamiinn …

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heyy … am galawerzh … hheehehhe … . Hmmhh … once i think … while i share this one … it showing my weakness … but … ummghh … well, its me … and hafikuwdotkom is my humzh … so no need to worried about sharing something … hehehhehe

saving. Heheheheh … after arround 8 years work as kuliy … i relized that i have no saving in cash … . hehehheeh … when i said this to my friend … she said ” as i know you … you dont have any saving since beginning … right ??? ” . Heee ??? iye juga seehh … hehhehehe … nambah nyadar dah guwa … kekkekekekkk. My saving on bar gold (and already dissepear also) and life insurance … so … yes, i dont have any cash saving … . But i think, its need to have one … dont you think like that ??? . But i loose my financial management right now. Even for next month, i dont have any cash … ahuhuhuuhuhuhuuhuuhuhu … . Needs arround 5000K to starting new one … ?????

Jobs. I have rolling jobs this November. Actually, i loose my passion working here … and its make me not cemungudzh working here. Why ??? because … there is no rewards … because there are actual model, that very ‘ungood person’ become a leader just because they connection or something that not worthit to say. Even, there is a manager, section manager … had meeting with another dept, its shown inadvertent bokep pictures in his thin client computer. And he just said ” di komputer guwe ini ” … . Huwaaaddzhhh ??? heloowwhh … jadi manager tuk otak begonya jangan ketulungan donk. Qt semua ada masa gilanya, tapi ga pake fasilitas kantor juga xeeeeeeee … . Thin client itu bukan komputer luuu … itu di simpen di server … hiizzhh … . Kurang apa yak gaji managernya tuk beli modem sendiri dan dontlot tuh semua bokepan di komputer sendiri ??? . Having lost my mind deehhh … . How could he gave more contribution to his staffs and his kumpenih, if in office hour … he gots bokeps pictures … . Dear Loorrdd … . And related to my new bozh … hmmhh … what i have to say ?? already bad thought about him since beginning working to gather at our 1st DC … hehehheh… . In otherside … i sorry for my self related to my people skill … 😛 . and am stuck with all of that thought without can do anything … . So … ???? do crazy one hafiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii … hahahhahhahahha

jodoh. Ummghh … in this phase … i just asking to my self … am i gonna be happy when i got married ??? . Less happy marriage describing came to me … . gipolaaaa … am not found my soulmate yet … sooo … ?? enjoy my time … . aLLah gave the best in God’s time … .

Dear friend … i know you try to fix one … to fix what already you destroyed one on me … yo did good things to me … ummghh … i just wanna say … am thank for all you did … but, it wouldn’t be right till the end … its already broken into pieces … how hard you try … it wouldn’t be right dear … . So, what we can do now and next are … just do the goodness … 🙂 may aLLah gave forgiveness for all of us … aamiinn … 🙂

aaaanndd that its meee … having good thought after bad thought … having new spirit after down spirit whatever condition are … its just like a circle anyway … .

Wise word say … (in less and more) … jika dalam kesulitan … bertahanlah dalam kebaikan … setelahnya, akan datang kebaikan sejati padamuw … . Sadness already came to me … am down and did bad things … then i survive to make goodness in my life … so when the trully goodness come ??? … . is it appropriate for me to ask this to the Lord ??? seems not … but i like to having good thought bout Lord … 🙂 . Even thought … there are no significant increasing in my life …. hehhehehhehehe 😀

Well … Alhamdulillah for tudeyzh … What happen tudeyzh ??? Well … Still can breathing … Xixixiix

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msya allah … . what i can say more for everything ??? hehehehehhe … . so many madness in this world its just like this is no place to live properly … ( lah kalo ga di sini mu idup di mana cyinntt ?? pilihannya ya kl ga di dunia ya di akhirat … ) xixiixixix 😛 … . This murning … just kind of another madness … . But i think … this is just a little for the whole madness in the world … wakkakakkakakkk … .

My next bozh asked kind of capability person and job load in DC as generally, related to our friend who had resignation. And he got cold answer from the white bozh … . Well, everyone have their own track … all of this just one of all the process … . Like me as well …

having plan to leave paid for tomorrow … goes to saloonnnn … reflexy … bekam … and everything make my body and mind relax … thus bangkrutzh …. kekekekkekekekkkk 😛 . Worthit laahh … as single … for what that earn money beside for yours … ??? hehehhehehe

Having rotkar for dinner at bu iis kemayoran, alhamdulillah. Xixixixi am geting fat … Everyone told me that … Kakakakakakkakk. Really need to upgrade my clothe size … Soon … Haiizzhhh ….

My back head is so sick … Better sleep to reduce one … Nayt …

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So galaaaaww by tudeyzh … Maybe its because of my hormon … Obviously, what else ??!!

Just imagine a beach whole day … Sitting in the beach … Stare to the sea … Bengong … Alone … I just see that describe in my head … Hmmhhh …

You know what … Maybe i will prepare for solo travelling to abroad … A crazy one … . Hey … I want to see the whole world before i die … . And ummghh one place that i dont want to visit is :: usa … . I dont know why … It just in my mind, they have heart … Tapi tidak beradab … And its scarry you knoowhh …

Hmmhhh … Beach …why beach ??? Because its connecting something …

Guweee … Kalo ga da tuntunan nya meninggal itu harus d kubur … Maonya di kremasi, terush abunya d buang ke lawut … . Why ??? Because its connecting something … Xixixiixix

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quite heard this word lately in official life of course … manner … . I just currious … in what variable people will have good manner in their life ?? . High grade school ??? welfare ??? religion ??? culture/environment ??? family ???

in my view … regularly, of course this is not absolute point … people with high grade school will better in manner … but not all of them be … . Maybe … in smoothly i can say … if they high grade school its mean they have good brain also … it make relevant they will have good manner also … . Naahh … kalo cuman modah ijazah mah ga tau yeee … . But this variable … not consistantly also … whereas there are some people become more arogant where they more smarter … .

So, next variable, welfare. Is it ??? seems not at all … . Too many rich people getting bad on manner … Ngok !!

Next, religion. Well, so many examples that many people with called ‘alim’ not that good in behave … . Its just like kind of school … not become standard.

Next, culture/environment. Culter beformed from many variable also, a religion as common.

The last, Family ??? yeah … manner be formed as we child … . And obviously … its become family who responsible for that … . Do you agree with me ???

so, as generally we can make a conclusion … where they have good family … and good education … they will have good manner also … . if not ??? yaaa … as usually you see in your dailies … peoples do bad ways to get high position … having an adult joke/conversation in public area … having bad words to say … just like they have no family to teach them … . The BiG Q is … am i having good family that teached me ??? xixixixixiiixi 😛 . My Mom teach me manner indeed … indeed … , maybe its close to our culture … . If you see me in different thing … well … child have their own wayyy .. jiahahhahahhahahhhahahhaha … .

Still … in my mind … smart itu tetap di otak … dan pemilihan kata yang diucapkan ...

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