Now am realize ,,, this is not about me ,,, not about my heart ,,, even this is not about you ,,, this is all about You my dear Lord ,,, about what already You wrote down ,,, and yes, i mess up one ,,, please for give me oh dear Lord ,,,
When i see you ,,,
When i see you ,,, ummhh ,,, i wanna say am so sorry for bad things that i have done in my time ,,, but i will fight for God’s destiny wrote down for me ,,,
Minggoe, 10Mei2015
weeeww …. ga berasa ya udah di hari mingguh lagi … dah seminggu semenjak balik dari arab … . Yes yes yes … keep move in hafiii … with high speed … hehehhehe … 😀 … .
what happen arround my world ? well … lack of cash by today … hahhahaha … after all that earnings ??? makluummm … akik single yang kebanyakan utang …. ahahhahahah … . Di nikmatin aja yeeesss … .
And yes, gw sedang menikmati duniya ini … iyah, kenikmatan duniya ini … . dari duluw, gw muak ma duniya ini … . Tapi sekarang … aq ingin menyatu dan menikmatinya … . Why ??? becauseeee … there is nothing to do anymore beside enjoying one ??? xixiixixixix …. Hmmmhhh … duniya ini perlu keseimbangan … dan gw penyeimbang dari yang baik nya … wakakkakakakkakakakkak … #umroh yang gagal … hahhahaha
in the other side … ,,, … .. …. am i changing ??? yes i am … but its about my thought about the world … not to my friend … . am i got judging again ??? ahahhahaha … . Ummhh … i think … i got …Â have bad scene in my life few years ago by him/her … but i dont exactly remember what is that … and i choose do not want to remember again … . so .. am i changing ??? maybe yes … . But i think … yes, am changing … itu pasti … . But once again … i alwayzh put my respect to people on firstly things to do. Soo … if i changing … am so sorry … … .. . . .. .
I used tooo … facing people come and go arround me … . Because nothing for last … . and the worst is loosing my mom … hehhehehehe … . Yes … mungkin sekarang gw hidup di dunia impian … di zona nyaman gw .. but i the one live here anyway … so … if i will get down next … it must be hurt … hahhahaha … . What ever will be ya will be lah … . Just enjoying every phase in my life … alhamdulillah …. 🙂
Scientist …
they said … i have some difficult thing in communication … . Well, i agree … coz just like that … hehhehehe
and … if we have choice to choose what we will become in the next life … i want to be a scientist ,,, and i have 1000 years to live … . Why ??? i want doing some research … about somethings ,,, more like about universe … and finishing one ,,, , so thats why i need more time … . Why ??? i dont know … i just want to close with the God with in science … xixixixix .
and how bout your next choice ???
Loosing ,,,
Kehilangan itu pasti ,,, dan terushlah bergerak ,,, menandakan qt masih hidup ,,, sampai terhenti ,,,
D difference is ,,,
Ummhhh ,,, i wondering also ,,, what is the difference when i go back from mecca ??? ,,,
There is no special spiritual experience ,,, yes, one to two something shown me ,,, but i think its common still ,,, . But the difference that i can felt is ,,, akuwh jadi mati rasa !!! ,, .
Have no fear ,,, is the most  feeling that i felt right now ,,, . I mean fear to this world ,,, . Maybe, this is just maybe ,,, this is just my thought ,,, its because when i see ka’bah ,,, its something big ,,, and the Lord is the biggest one ,,, . So, nothing tobe worried ,,, tobe feared about this world ,,, .
Ahhh ,,, ato mungkin ini hanya karena tingkat kepedulian gw yg semakin rendah ??? Â Xixixiixix who know yeess ,,,
Update 10.05.2015 ::
They said am more cool alias lebih kaleeeeemmm ,,, ahhahhahah … padahal gw tuh dah kalem .. dan sekarang they said lebih kalem ,,, cucok dah … !! ahahahhahaha
Umroh …
heeee ?? CC gw ed ??? sangkain FG doank yang gwe urusin ED nya, ternyata CC juga bisa ED toh … kekkekekekkek … . Lantas bijimanah hinih yah … ecapedehhh ….
Hey … here i am … at Indonesia !! after 9 days went to Arab related to Umroh. So … hows our umroh ??? . Ummhhh …. . Actually, i dont have enough time to prepare this umroh at all. Sunday night (19.04) got packing, monday morning have to delivery the suitcase (20.04). Why ??? biasaaa … sosialita … wakakkakakakkak #ngeselinmodeON
Raboe, 22apriL2015 ::
departure to Jeddah from soeta arround 10 aM … . 10 hours flight !! weeeewww … amazing for hafi who has migrain chronic yesss …. hahahhahahah … . Alhamdulillah have safe flight … . After arrival at jeddah, its arround 5:00 pM jeddah time … . After maghrib, we went to mecca … it took arround 2 hours.
Landing at hotel, dropedp our bags … and then starting to umroh … its 11:00 pM mecca time loohh … hahhahahah … no rest at all … . Its arround 12:00 am Mecca time starting our umroh … my 1st umroh … my first time see/met ka’bah … its so big (for the God) … and its sooo … zero for me … . No one cant hold their tears when see ka’bah …. .
Alhamdulillah having chance to touch and pray in front of Ka’bah … . Doing Thawaf and Sai … and we finished our umroh at subuh time … . Hahahahha … so long yess … secara bareng bu Nur … sepuh … so, we got slow down … . Alhandulillah … we can done it well … .
kamizh-Jumat 23-24apriL2015 ::
doing much more sholat and ngaji in masjidil haram … . Alhamdulillah … . It so hot outside … the temperature reach to 44 C … . But in masjidil haram is adeeemmm hehehheheheheh …. . and its my first time in my life get Sholat Jumat … in masjidil haram pulak … hehehehhehe … .
sabtoe, 25apriL2015 ::
Get my second umrah after visiting jabal rahmah … and get miqot … . alhamdulillah we doing well till magrib. But, in this time, ka’bah suddenly soooo full … we just can thawaf in second floor … .
Minggoe, 26apriL2015 ::
after sholat subuh, we got thawaf wada … and alhamdulillah we can do it well again … . Till we met again ya aLLah SWT … in the next life … moga bisa mati dalam keadaan khusnul khotimah … 🙂 … aammiinnn … . and then we went to madinah, it took arround 5 hours road trip … .
Arrival in Hotel at Madinah, after droped our bags, we went to Nabawi mosque for pray Maghrib-Isya … . And alhamdulillah, we hava chance to raudhoh … the last group from melayu group. Rasulullah said :: di antara rumahku dan mimbarku, adalah taman dari taman2 surga … . Di sinilah tempat doa di mustajab … aamminn ya aLLah … . Alhamdulillah dapet 6 rakaat di raudhoh … .
Senen-Selasa, 27-28apriL2015 ::
having much more pray and sholat in Nabawi Mosque … alhamdulillah. Having chance again to visit raudhoh and praying here again … . Till we met again ya Rasulullah in the next life … semoga kami termasuk umat mu yang mendapat syafaat kelak di hari akhir … aamiinn … .
Also city tour Madinah … . Visiting and praying in Jabal Uhud … Sholat sunnah in Kuba mosque … . Alhamdulillah.
Raboe, 29apriL2015 ::
go back to Indonesia … flight 10:00 pM … . and arrival at Jakarta on Kamizh 30apriL2015 1:30 pM. Alahmdulillah … .
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while Urmroh … my healthy got worst … . Migrain kumat akut … got bleeding from my nose … . heavy Mplue and hard cough .. complete !! hehehehheeh …. . alhamdulillah for everything … and i miss you so much … .
Till we met again ,,,
Sampai qt bertemu kembali ya allah ,,, in the next life ,,, smoga dalam keadaan baik ,, aamiinn ,,,
~ minggu, 26 ApriL 2014 , KSA time ~
