Thinking ,,

Thinking ,,, its make me ,,, passionate ,,, alive ,,, exhausted ,,, wake up for hours in the night ,,, xixixx and makes make friend ilfil when i just said “i was thinking ,,” ,,, they will said ” plis stop thinking that much ,,, ” ,,, 😉

Aanddd for now ,,, for what am being now ,,, as a garbage person ,,, hmmhh ,,, its become more and more ,,, . I hv to straight with my goal ,,, and seems am become more perfectionist ,,, like i was used to ,,, hehhehe ,,,

What ever it is ,,, am still working on it ,,,  if i fail this time ,,, i alwayzh say to my self :: maybe next time ,,, #edisi menyemangati diri sendiri 😛

but ummhh ,,, i share a little bit ,,, . I already told that i hv migrain chronic yezh ,,, . Alhamdulillah with dr partiban medicine ,, its much much much better ,,, . I think ,, if i still hv that migrain ,,,  i will painful every day ,,, .  But ,,, its litbit make me afraid because ,, i think as alwyazh ,,, #in bahasa ,,, ::

While i think  #bahasa fiiiii ,,, jika gw berfikir ,,, gw bisa rasakan aliran darah ke otak dan di kepala gw begitu kuwat ,,, . Dan dulu itu menyakitkan ,,, . #mungkin secara kapasitas otak gw yang low end juga ,,, mikir dikit langsung sakit kepala ,,, wakkakakakkaka ,,, . Dan setelah berobat ke dr partiban, rasa sakit itu ga ada ,,, tapi !!! aliran darah ke otak itu tetap lah kuwat ,,, i know that ,,, . Yg gw agag khawairkan ??? it will blow up one day ,,,, aahhahahah ,,, #bahasa medisnya :: darting ciiinnt ,,, mengakibatkan pecah ketuban ,,, eh salah, pecah pembuluh darah ,,,, wkwkkwkwkw ,,,, . Ga seh, tensi gw mah ga pernah tinggi ,,, yang ada tensi rendah molo malah ,,, xixiixixix ,,, .

Lucu yee ,,, kalo gw metong gegara mikir ,,, kek bisa mikir aja guwa ,, otak ajah dah ala kadarnya ,,, , Ntu helm guwe ??? perasaan makin gede ajah ,,, apa kepala gw yang menyusut ??? jiakkakakakka ,,,,

 

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#i learn ,,,

 

,,, Doing without expectation ,,,

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#melipir ,,,,

#wefie ,, #melipir ,,, #selpih #090316

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children ,,,

gw lagi mo ngimpi neehh ,,,, mumpung ngimpi masih gretong and free tax yezzhh ,,, xixiixixix ,,,

 

if i have a daughter ,,, i will give her name :: cattleya ,,, . Cattleya is an orchid ,,, blue one ,,, . She is will be strong girl ,,, smart ,,, high education ,,, reliable ,,, ahahahah and so on lah yezh ,,, . But ,,, as her mom ,,, if she get an adult ,,, i want her beeeee ,, a sholihah woman ,,, . Yes as simply is that ,,, . No need that fancy things in this world ,,, because ,,, for next ,,, she will be asked for her parent’s ridho and her husband’s ridho ,,, of course for being a mother next ,,, hehehhehe ,,,

if i have a son ,,, i will give him name :: Erdogan ,,, . Erdogan ,,  is a PM Turkey (i think) ,,, xixiixixi ,,, . He is a great man ,,, great leader ,,, great negarawan ,,, 😛 ,,, . If i allowed to have a i wish for my son ,,, i want him to be a negarawan also ,,, a great man ,,, who can change the world to better place to live ,,, .

 

xixixiixi ,,, akhir2 ini gw sering ngimpi yeeeezzzhhh ,,, wakkakakkakakk ,,, aman lah yezh ,,,, 😉 . Action pertama yang harus dilakukan bagi para dreamer adalah :: memabangunkannya ,,, . Soo ,,, bangun fiiii ,,,, !!! and get married ,,, !! ahahhahahhaha

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Akhirnya ,,,

Ketika ,,, pada akhirnya ,,, aq menyesali semua “keangkuhan” kuwh akan duniya ,,, 

” hidup itu harus salah baru seru ” ,,, ” duniya ini menyenangkan sekali ” ,,, ” aq menikmati duniya ” ,,,

,,, how much i will pay for those, next ??? ,,, #istighfar,,,

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Pagi ,,,

 

It just ,,, when i see sun shine in the morning ,, aq tidak tahan untuk tidak bahagia ,,, maha suci aLLah ,,,

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ummhh ,,,

 

two months passed ,,, . When i got enter to 2016  ,,, i think i will not make it ,,, i will fail ,,, i will loose ,,, and so on ,,, . Yezh ,,, I fail at first ,,, but ummhh ,,, .  Few technical already done and still ,,, one by one ,, from a little thing that i can do ,,, its helpful so much ,,, . and  now ,,, two months passed ,,, and am still working on it ,,,  . Am not good person ,,, and never be a good one ,,, as a servant of God or as human ,, or anything lah ,,, But i try to get back ,,,  . Cant say more words ,,, just my hope ,,, i will finish this year with good ,,, ammiinnnn ,,, 🙂 . and sure ,,, may others get happiness also ,,, 🙂

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Sunday,,, 060316

What a technically an apezh wiken ???  ahahhahah ,,, . But somehow ,,, i just be happy ,,, alhamdulillah ,,  🙂

 

I already bougth cd murotal loohh ,,, and you know how much it cost ??? its only 20rebo sodara sebangsa setanah aer ,,, . Ya ampoonn very cheap yezh ,,, imagine compare with 1 grande starbuck ?? its average cost 45rebo ,,, xiixixiixix ,,, . But anyway ,,, alhamdulillah dah beli cd murotal ,,, c mbem sekarang dah ada temennya ,,, dan gw juga ada temen macetnya ,,, xixiixi ,,, .

Ngomong2 about embem ,,, its already more than 6 months ,,,, but am not gave her any accessories ,,, kesiyan kesiyan kesian ,,, hehehhehe ,,, . If i hv free time ,,, i will buy her some stuff ,,, mudah2an ada rejeki lebih yezh ,,, aammiinn ,,

My wallet left behind in toilet at mall ,,, and alhamdulillah ess employee gave it back to me ,,, mang masih rejeki yezh ,,, ixixixixixi ,,, but some how ,,, i lost my money when i got home ,,, wakakkakakak ,,, duuhh katrok banged dah ah ,,,

Upppzzhhh ,,, my apezh its’t complete with ,,, kesiremnya tangan gw ma aer mendidih gegara gw mo mandiii ,,, wakakkakkakakak ,,, . Hadjeee ,,, ada aja yezh musibah ,,,, . gelembung dah 3 jari guwa ,,, xixiixixixi ,,, . Amaann ,,, bentuknya masih kek tangan kok ,,, xixiixixi ,,,

hiyuuhhh ,,, tomorrow already monday again ,,, starting struggle with official traffic jam people and so on ,,, but ummhh ,,, alhamdulillah for everything in my life ,,, allahu akbar ,,,,

and talking talking about official ,,, its twice ,,, when i got my leave paid ,,, white bozh get leave paid also ,,, and you know what happen next ,,, bullying at socmed and wasap groups ,,, wakakkakakkakak ,,, . I dont care that much siihh ,, cumaannn helooohhh ,,, lo di gosipin ma bozh lo ???  begitu pulak macamnya ??? wakkakakakakakka ,,, ga bisa apa gw di gosipin nya ama higuci gituh ??? ixixiixixixi ,,, . Beside ,,, i already pension dari dunia peratisan tanah air ,,, #hallah ,,, ixixiixxi ,,, . Aman lah yezh ,,, hehehehehhe

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Jodoh ,,

Eheheheheehe ,,, am 35 yo ,,, but ,,, heheheehhe ,,, i want someone (jodoh) that his thought can side by side with mine ,,, one aim ,,, aLLah ,,, . Yes of course many men with one aim is aLLah ,,, hehehhehehe ,,, banyak orang menuju Tuhan ,,, tp dr banyak jalur yg berbeda ,,, hehhehehe ,,

Dah tuwak ya gw ,,, rada rada tobat pikirannya ,,, wkwkkwkwkww ,,, it just i so fall in love with aLLah ,,, and afraid to aLLah ,,, dan gw begitu rapuh ,,, so i want someone to hold my hand till the end ,, to aLLah ,,, 

Ngimpi masih gratis kan yezzhh ,,, blom kena pajak lan yeezzhh apa lagi bea cukayyy ,,, wekwkkekek ,,, sooo amin aeeee laahhh ,,, xixixix

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