Just thinking and analyze ,,, what is/are problem in my life ??? . Tobe honest ,,, i dont hv one ,,, .
All of things in daily life ,,, most of i adjust as my need ajah ,,, . Many times i made it over ,,, lebay ,,, when it already become too much ,,, i left one ,,, . Nothing so hard in my life ,,, maybe as image ,,, i can say ,,, its my game ,,, . For what i hv now ??? It is serious one ,,, litbit distruct for sure ,,, and then ??? ,,, let it be ,,,
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Pagi ini bangun2 ,,, pikir dan rasa gw tenang banged ,,, . Dah lama banged rasanya ga kek gni ,,, . Seperti nemu suatu jawaban dalam mimpi ,,, jadi ga da beban lagi ,,, tapi apah ,,, ?? .
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am a second person ,,, am behind the scene person ,,, am an original woman ,,, . am not interesting in the first position ,,, in the public position ,, no, its not me ,,, . am following my leader ,,, when he can not do his functional ,, i’ll take the lead ,,, . If the situation getting better ,, i will let my leader to take the first position again ,,, ,, ,,, . And who is the man, who can lead a person like me ???
::. laki laki ,,, harus menjadi besar dan kuwat ,,, laki laki pemimpin ,,,
Hey ,,, am so happy ,,, . This MurNing ,, i just see my face in the mirror ,,, and i see a fresh face ,,, alhamdulillah ,,, . I just laying down at humzh yesterday ,,, some how ,, i feel so sleepy ,,, and succeed slept for hours in the murning ,, coooll ,,, xixixiixix ,,, . And i make conclusion ,,, all i need is one day full get rest to recover my health ,,, . Not go to the gym ,,, not the vitaminzh ,, not the food ,,, just get sleep ,,,, xiixixixixi 🙂 ,,, as simply as that ,,, ahahhahahha ,,, .
others ?? ,,, sometimes ,,, i think and pleased i beat them ,, sometimes i think ,, just let it be ,,, let it be ,,, whats wrong with all of this ??? ,, . They do they role ,, and neither do i ,,, . xiixixiixix ,,, , ,, ,, , , , , . its not that i dont care ,,, it just ,, i dont want to take too much for anything ,,, .
This is my life ,,, whatever that come into my life is variables ,,, and daily life is how to manage this variables ,,, . My Life ,, is just continues anyway with or with out all of this variables ,,, Time is tik tok dude ,,, I just want to enjoy my life ,,, day by day ,,, thats it ,,, as simply as that ,,, 🙂
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hehehheheheh ,,, yezh yezh yezh ,,, i just so skinny right now ,,, and for one year backward ,,, xiiixixixi ,,, . But now i think ,, so what ??? i hv 42, 43, 45 Kg before ,,, then what so hard bout this weight now anyway ??? xixixixiixixi ,,, take it easy fi ,,, take it easy ,,,
nothing that so important ,, right ??? xixiixixixi ,,
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Official ??? ummhh ,,, the bozh ,,, just already geting kind ,,, maybe related to his wive transfer to this country ,,, xixiixixixi ,,, . what ever lah ,, who care anyway ,,, xixiixixi ,,, . Jobzh ?? ya ya so so laahh ,,, . Not that interesting ,,, .
Hey, this week ,,, we were started english course ,,, . The teacher is Mr BerNard ,,, he is canadian but maybe already in indonesia for 10 years ,,, . His wife is indonesian ,,, ,,, . So far ,, so good lah ,,, 🙂 ,,, . He said ,,, when we already feel bored with our Job ,, it is signal for us to get new challenge ,,, . xixixiix ,, so europe yezh ,,, . Qt mah pan butuh yah di mari ,, kalo ga mah ,,, dah dari kapan tau cabzh ,, . ya kalik juga otak qt mampu di tempat yang baruu dan lebih baik ,,, xiixixix 😀 #curcooll ,,, wkwkwkwk ,,, .
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last friday night ,, we just hv chitchat in the mushola ,,, its a gd sharing anyway ,,,
Ya aLLah ,,, ampunilah kami ,,,
Mnjadi hamba manusia dan bisa megetahuiMu ,, adalah mukjizat trsndiri bagiku ,, duhay Tuhan semesta aLam ,,
BantuLah kami merendahkan hati kami serendahrendahnya di hadapanMu Tuhan yg Maha Agung lagi Maha MuLia ,,,
ini bukan tentang aq ,,, qm ,,, ato qt ,,, . Ini tentang ,, aLLah ,,, cant you realize that ??? . It is ,,, life is just so hard ,,, but we hv try hard to keep focus to aLLah SWT ,,, .
Mpit said ,,, she knew there is a border line that she cant cross to,,, . But me ?? already crossed the border ,,, . Do all bad things ,,, . And alhamdulillah sanget ,,, i get back ,,, . And for what ” i hv now ” ,,, its always remind me to keep in the border ,,, . What the strongest reminder beside ,,, death ,,, right ???
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i really enjoying my life now ,,, alhamdulillah ,,, 🙂
LateLy ,,, i just like ziarah to my mother’s ,,, . I dont know why ??? hehhehehe ,,, . At first ,,, i just scary ,,, but more often ,,, i feel peace here ,,, . it just me ,,, and “them” ,,, ,,, , ,,, ,,, ,, , ,, ,,
there is one story that funny enough i think ,, . Once ,,, When i went back from my mother grave ,, i passed on many others graves ,,, . And there is a name in the tombstone ,,, “Julius bin ,,, ” and i said in my head ,,, ” he must be born on juLy ,, ” . Instinctively ,, i wipe with my hand whole of the tombstone to make sure my guess ,, . And whooolaaa ,,, the born date is 31 juLy ,,, .. Ahahahahhah ,, i just walk away then ,,, . What a horror coincidental ,,, wkwkkwkwkkw ,,,
gw bangga jadi cewe padang ,,, dan mewarisi gen tersebut ,,
Wanita kami dididik keras, mandiri, berkecukupan, semua nilay hidup yang baik ,,,
But somehow, kami juga dididik untuk mendahulukan pria dalam hidup kami ,,,#what a hormony balancing i think ,,,
dan gw juga akan mengajarkan yang sama ke anak2 gw kelak ,,, . Mendahulukan pria ,, karena pria eniwey akan jadi kepala keluwarga ,,, . Mereka harus jadi besar dan kuwat ,,, .
Haaayyy ,, hellooww ,,, haw are yuugghhh ,,,, ??? , xixiixixiixixixii ,, . Me ?? just have a heavy week ,,, ahhahahaha ,,, .
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minggu ini sih cuman 4 hari kerjak ,,, tapi rasa berat bener ,,, . Jumat kemaren itu praprodel ,,, gw pikir prodel enih akan smooth2 bae secara w4 june qt baru review budget fy-2016 ,,, harusnya sih ga ada perbedaan angka yang significant ,,, .
But somehow ,,, idup kalo ga ada cobaannya mah ga seru yezh ,,, xixiixixi ,,, . Ending stock ga kelar2 mpe kemizh malam ,,, . Data produksi saori berubah2 dengan alasan yang berbeda2 ,, fluktuatif yang ga transparan ,,, wkkwkwkkwkw ,, .
alhasil ,,, ??? ya gitu lah ,, wkkwkwwkwk ,, . Berhubung gw orangnya ga cari masalah yezh dalam kerjak ,,, cari duit ajeeh yezh ,,, yaa gw seadanya yang di confirmed dah ,,, ga nyerang orang lebih dalam kenapa2nya dengan semua fluktuatif tersebut. So ,, prodel amaan deehh ,, ahahhahaha ,, . End stock ??? finally jumat malam gw kirim juga tuh ke orang2 ,, data ending stock mpe semi grup versi SCM ,,, . wkwkkwkwkwk ,,, . Kelamaan nungguin orang pinter ,, xixiixixixi ,,, .
So ,,, ??? insha allah wiken bisa idup tenang ,,, aamiinn ,, masya aLLah ,,, .
Oh ,, ada satu lagi horornya ,,, :: masa gw mimpi di mutasi ke kerawang ,,, ??? uced deh yezhhh ,,, . Ga sekaliyan ke jepang ajah apah ??? wkwkkwkwkkwkw ,,, .
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Last week ,,, peoples just said to me ,,, that am just get skinny ,,, xixiixixi ,,, tapi ada yang bilang tambah cantik sih ,,, #pasti ada yang langsung mules pas baca enih ,,, wkkwkwkkwkw ,,, .
xixixixixi ,,, now ,,, me ,, just ,, hehehhehe ,, i dont know who is the first will realize this ,,, . Everyday ,,, i just try to make my body fit to do all of my activities ,,, and grateful for every morning when i woke up ,,, .
what ever it is ,,,
oh dear Lord ,,, terima kasih atas taqdirMu ,,, di sepenggal waktu yang tersisa ,,, Engkaw mahu “menarikkuwh’ kembali dalam jalanMu ,,, insha aLLah ,,, segaLa puji bagiMu ya aLLah ,, tuhan semesta aLam ,,,
#gw selalu suka kalimat ini :: segala puhji bagi aLLah ,, Tuhan semesta aLam ,,,
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Hmmhhh ,, few things to do ,, cemungudzh fiii ,,, 🙂 ,,, ,,, . #dan idup gw bener2 terasa lebih enteng setelah nulis2 kek gini ,,, xiixixix ,,, . Alhamdulillah yezh ,, idup sesimple ituh ,,, #apa ini ,,, ??? xiixixixiix ,,,
#curcoL sebelum bok ,,,
ReaLLy NOT in the good mood by tudeyzh ,, . I dont know why ,,, maybe because of the new position ?? Kwkwkwkwkwkkw ,,, . Ya kaliiikkk ,,, .
Around last Three dayzh having bad feelin ,,, . Well, its quite often happen sehhh ,,, that my heart seems gonna be explode ,,, . But this is like am facing my periode ,,, bout hormon, dude ,,, . And the fact ,,, ?? I hv passed it ,,, recently ,,, . It just like ,,, so many things that i cant think out ,,, . Afraid, galaw, ga jelas, sensi ,,, . Cant figure out Next ,,, and its make me scare ,,, i think,,, i guess ???? ,,,. Masya aLLah ,,,, hhhh ,,,
I think ,,, i need some space ,,, aLLahu akbar ,,,
Oh dear Loorrdd ,,, got headache for last two dayzh ,,, masya allah ,,, . I think ,,, its because ,,, too much for this week ,,, eh, last week dinkzh ,,, xiiixixixi ,,, . Pusingnya ini lohh ,, ga nahaaann ,,, bikin pengen muntah ,,, uced deh yezh ,,, 🙁 ,,,
Hmmhhh ,,, ngupi cantikzh ,,, before facing the reality starting tomorrow ,,, huikzh ,,, . Ya ampuunn ,,, mesti ya kerjaakk ,,, wkwkkwkwkw ,,, . Ga kerjak, nge-gembel luh fi ,, xiixixix ,, kek ada yang mo bayarin cicilan lu, mo biaya-in idup lo ajeehh ,,, kekkekekekkek ,,, . Soo ,, cemungudh yezh fi,,,
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Pala lagi pusing gini agag ga tahan liat kelakuwan manusia yang aneh2 ,,, bikin makin pusing ajah ,,, . Masya aLLah ,,, .
What ever it is ,,, kami ,, qt ,,, punya nilay hidup yang qt pegang masing2 ,,, . No matter what world become ,,, just keep on that values ,,, on your values ,,, . Those values is you ,,, . Deal Fi ,,, ??? deal ,, !!
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Hmmmh ,,, sometimes ,,, i want to have my own house ,,, next, my own home ,,, heheheheh ,,, 🙂 ,,, . hehhehe ,, this is just ,,, effect of my headache x yezh ,,, ,,, am just getting “weak” ,,, . This eager against to my purpose ,,, hehehheheh ,,, . Hopefully keep strong to reach my goal ,,, aamiinn ,,, 🙂 ,, . Once again ,, cemungudh fi ,,, !! 🙂
Ummh ,,, now ,, i just want to increase my income ,,, . So i can reach more to my purpose ,,, ,, just a litbit ,,, . Moga Tuhan mengabulkan ,, aamiinn ,, 🙂
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aLLah ,, SWT ,,, love You my Lord ,,, . Pernah waktu jalan ke gramed ,, ada buku judulnya :: bersahabat dengan aLLah ,,, . Iygh ,,, aneh ,,, ,, . aLLah ,, is my Lord ,, . Dia Tuhan kuwh ,, yang harus aq takutin ,, aq sembah ,,, bertahmid pada Nya ,, . KepadaNya lah kelak aq akan kembali ,,, bertemu kembali ,, semoga dalam keadaan baik ,, aamiinn ya aLLah ,, .
,, tak akan berhenti mencintaiMu ,,, insha aLLah ,,,
