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usually ,,, when we are facing hard situation ,,, our behaviour become more rough ,,, . Hehheheh ,,, i just more give attention to my around people and analyze one  ,,,, 🙂 ,, . And it happen to me also of course ,,, . di pikir2 ,, we are just getting like huLk yezh ,,, . HuLk pan ,,, his default is anger ,,, when he cant hold one ,,, he become ,,, hulk ,,, eaaaaaaaaaa ,,, wkkwkwkkwk ,,, .

am perfectionist ,,, am selfish ,,, am stupid ,,, heheheheh ,,, and i dont care ,,, . If i hv second life ,,, i just want to be come smart man ,,, hehehheeh ,,, . I alwayzh ,, admire smart people ,,, because ,,, how could they are so smart yezh ,,, ?? . But, i put off my hat ( emang pake ?? ) ,,, to kind people ,,, . Their like an angel in this earth ,,, 🙂 ,,, . They make smart people smiling from their heart ,, . They make this earth ,, sweett ,,, 🙂

anyway ,,, 🙂 ,,, hopefully ,,, ya hopefully lahh ,,, eaaaaaaaaa ,,, wkwkkwkwkkw ,,, . just respect people like Nabi Muhammad saw did ,,, . and the power statement ,,, :: we are not the prophet ,, . eaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ,, wkkwkwkkwkw ,,, .

hhh ,,, anyway lagi ,, gw cuman pengen bilang ,,, semoga semua orang di dunia ini bahagia ,,, insha aLLah ,,, 🙂 and tobe happy ,,, you need LOVE ,,, indeed ,,, 🙂

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#latepost #cantik #luthu ,,, #tapi kliatan dari mana nya yezh ,,, eaaa ,, xixiixi

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#piczth, HvFuN

am a rebel person ,, . ,, right now ,,, am try hard not to be a rebel ,, heheheheh ,,, . Was ,,, may be ,,, i’ll do everything to expressing my anger .  But alhamdulillah much much and much ,,, till this day ,,, i still do sholat ,,, 🙂 ,,, its so big progress yunoh ,,, . My head think ,,, if i get angry again ,,, how many times it took to recover my self gain ,,, ??  if i get angry again ,,, what i got ,,, ??? ,, what i got ,,, ?? death is near to me ,,, .

i ,,, me ,,, hafi ,,, will try so hard ,,, sooo hard ,,, to be focus with my aim ,,, insha aLLah ,,,

*tobe continoue ,,, not focus eh ,,,

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hmmhhh ,,, i feel ,,, am not deserve for happiness ,,, yes like that ,, 🙂  ,,, . am not deserve for their kindness ,,, am not deserve for world kindness ,,, 🙂 ,,, . just wanna be alone for few times ,,, . padahal ,,,nanti kalo mati juga bakal sendirian yezh ,,, hehehheheh ,,, .

hey world ,,, i dont care again ,,,

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i was paid mbem tax this murning ,,, . Because am not sure bout the exactly place ,,, so, well ,,, litbit through the wrong way ,,, eaaaaaaaaaaa ,,, wkwkkwkwwk ,,, . I think ,,, i can use drive thru facility ,, just like mbit ,, but it can not ,,, hellowww ,,, in fact ,,, i already in the first line ,,, huwaaa ,,, . its because ,,, i dont have BPKB aseli yet ,,, so i hv to pay the tax in the main building ,,, . but ,,, its fast enough ,,, and not complicated ,,, less than hour ,, tadaaa ,,, mbem tax paid ,,, alhamdulillah ,, . #alhamdulillah masih ada duitnya wat bayar pajak ,,, eaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ,,, wkkwkwkwk ,,,,

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lateLy ,,, at wiken ,, sometimes ,,, or many times yezh ???? hehhehe ,,, just got sleep at hotel ,,, just wanna have a gd rest ,,, . If i dont hv money ??? i go earlier to the mall ,,, get park ,,, and sleep in mbem at the basement ,,, more cheaper than hotel for sure ,,, right ,,, ??? heheheheh ,,, .

i think much for get kost ,,, most of because ,,, i need much rest lately ,,, but ,,, still much more things to consideration ,,, . So, am not decided yet ,,, hehehheheh ,,,,

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Listing to do ::

• utang pwasa ,,, 8 lageee ,,, alhamdulillah , semangat ,,, !!
• donor darah at w1 septh ,,, prepare for good condition ,,, get the vitaminzh and gd eat ,,,
• mbem go to the workshop ( bengkel ) next week ,,, for insurance repair ,,,
• udah ,,, apalagi yah ,,, masa iya nulis surat wasiat ,,, eaaaaaaaaa ,,, xiixixixiixi

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#daiLy, #MeTime, #thought

i still do hold my tears drop down by tudeyzh ,,, . I said to my self ,,, after 35 years ,,, and i think ,,, i can pass my exam ,,, ehheheheh ,,, . i cant think much more for already happened ,,, i just cant ,,, . it just ,,, anything ,, everything ,,, 🙂 ,,, .

surga is expensive ,,, meet the Lord ,, is soo ,,, almost unbelievable for me ,,, . What others do to make them get safe ,,, ?? ,,, heheheh ,,, i cant think more ,,, .Di atas semuanya ,,, aq takut ,,, entah apa yang q takutin ,,, . Aq ga tau mana yang bisa gw yakini ,,, . entahlah ,,, saat ini ,,, gw hanya ingin bersujud ,,, yang lamaaaaaaaaaaa ,,, sampai gw ga bisa memikirkan apa pun lagi ,,, sampai Tuhan mengangkat wajahku hanya untuk melihatNya ,,,

hmh ,,, new ,,, me ,, new ,, thought ,, new ,, life ,,, . am ready for all of that ,,, .

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#thought

,, the last piece of me ,, taken ,,

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hhh ,,, ini baru cobaan ,,, hehehheeh ,,, . eventually ,,, qt akan di coba pada keyakinan qt masing2 yezh ,,, .

am wreck down ,,, am angry ,, am sad ,,, am crying ,,, am ashamed ,, am blank ,,, feel really have no heart to feel anymore ,,, everything that makes me down ,,, . Tuhan pencemburu ,,, i should to know that ,,, dan sudah seharusnya ,,, .

Aku ,,, di titik ini ,,, aq merendahkan dirikuwh pada Tuhankuwh yang maha kuwasa ,,, aq bersujud padaNya ,,, aku ,,, memohon ampun untuk semua keinginan duniaku ,,, .

Ternyata ,,, keinginan kuwh salah ,,, its not allowed ,,, . tapi aq hanyalah manusia ,,, . Ahh ,,, semua milikNya ,,, dan akan di ambil olehNya ,,, . qt mah apalah atuh ,,, hehehehhe ,,, . Semua kesedihan dan kehancuran ini atas izinNya ,,, . Keep focus ma tujuan guwe ,,, .

kemaren malam begitu bahagia ,,, dan malan ini begitu hancur ,,, thats life ,,, sangat cepat berubah ,,, . dan aq begitu lelah hari ini ,,, markibok ,,, .

besok ,, adalah hari baru wat guwe ,,, 🙂

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Merdekaaa ,, !!!  Semoga Indonesia jaya terush ,,, d berikan keselamatan oleh Tuhan aLLah swt ,, aamiinnn ,,,  🙂

Weeeewww ,,, it seems hv to pay much for last night ,,, eaaaaaaa ,,,,, .  Untung beneran ni ari lebor ,,, kalo ga, pasti ga masuk ,,, kwkwkwkwkek

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ummhh ,,, found something last night ,,, from the pass ,,, . Why its have to comes now ,,, ??? why now ,,, ???? ,,, and ummhh ,,, its hurt so much ,,, . gw ga mampu lagi membenci ,,, gw ga punya waktu untuk membalas ,,, tapi gw juga ga mampu untuk memaafkan ,,, lagipula ,,, gw sudah liat sebagian karmanya . Dia ,, sungguh tidak tahu ,,, apa yang telah di perbuwatnya ke guwe ,,, .

ummhh ,,, gw ini emang orang jahat yezh ,,, . Gw ini jail maksimal ,, di satu sisi ,,, its easy for me ,,, tapi di sisi orang yang gw kerjain ,,, mungkin itu too much ,,, . dan itu terkumpul daalam banyak tahun ,,, . And finally ,,, i got my karma ,,, . Bagi dia ,,, ini mungkin hal bysa ,,, tapi bagi gw ,,, ini hal besar ,, .

Hmpphh ,,, each of us have our karma ,,, . If i decide something for next,,, let it be ,,, let it be my risk to have ,,, right ,,, ???

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capek ,,, lemezh banged eh ,, . its should be get rest by today ,,, but hhh ,,, feel so undelicious ,,, eaa ,, hheheh #haring ,,, .

pengen punya rumah sendiri eh ,,, . Tapi ampun oh ampun ,,, ga mmpu ,,, eaaaaaaaaaa ,, wkwkwkkwkwk ,,, 🙂 ,,,

i think ,,, i can more silent for last two dayzh ,,, . It will more for next ,,, heheheheh ,,, 🙂 ,,, 🙂 🙂 🙂

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#daiLy, #MeTime, #thought

,, can i forgive you ,,, duhay mahluk Tuhan ,,, ??? ,,, sungguh ,,, sungguh ,,, hanya Tuhan aLLah yg mampu memaafkan muwh ,,, jujur ,,, aq tidak mampu ,,, sampai mati pun ,,, aq tidak mampu ,,, 

Semoga Tuhan aLLah swt memberikan kasih sayang nya wat qt semua ,,,

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