After 7 nights ,,, finally i have better sleep ,,, eaaaa ,,,, . This batyuk wedyaaannn was sooooo annoying ,,, made me can not sleep at night ,,, made me woke up almost every hour ,,, dear Lord yezh ,,, xixixixx .
So this murning am happy because can hv better sleep last night ,,, eaaaaa ,,, cemungudh kakaaaaa ,,,,
eaaa ,,,, get sick ,, flue and hard cough ,,, force me laying down on bed all day by yesterday ,, o my god ,,, !! ,,, . Bad headache and hard cough ,,, just make me kliengan all dayzh ,,, untung masih bisa mikir guwe ,,, hehehehhehe
but somehow ,, stay at humzh all day ,,, just makes my head thinking many things ,,, since me kid ,, till now ,,, and ,, i miss those times ,, miss those aroma ,,, miss my Mom ,,, and think how many times flies away ,,, 🙂 ,,, . SubhanaLLah ,,,
btw ,, num obat fi ?? ummhh ,, yezh of course ,,, laserin ,,, xiixixixi ,, . So lazy go to the doctor ,,, am lazy drink the drugs ,,,, 🙁 . But ,,, if till sunday night its not getting better ,, i will go to the doctor anyway ,,, ahuhuhuuhuhu ,,,
xiixiixix ,,, just get medical issue for last 2 weeks ,,, hopefully my mate geting closer ,, #loh ,,, ga nyambung yezh ,,, eaaaaaaaaaaaa ,, kwkwkwkkwkwk
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Tired ,,, but i will make it ,,, insha aLLah ,,, aamiinn ,,,
i admit that i hv bad times in my pass ,,, . But ,, i want to make it right from now ,,, . Why ?? maybe ,,, at the point ,,, it is because ,,, i just too love God ,,, insha aLLah ,,, . And some how ,, its become my exam ,, ,,,, critical one ,,, . Am not saying that it will be good next ,,, but ,,, i dont know ,,, i just believe in aLLah ,,, what ever aLLah wrote down for me ,,, it will be my best destiny ,,, insha aLLah ,,, 🙂
#sakit sakit gini ,,, bikin otak guwe rada lempengan yezh ,,, eaaa ,,, wkkwkwkkwkw ,, ,.
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RaiNy sunday Murning at strbx ,,, ihiiiyyy ,,, using GrabCar promo ,, sooo freeeee all day long ,,, eaaaaaaaaaaaa ,, ahhahahha ,,, . Order hot tea ,,, with grape ,,, 46K ,,, uced ,,, mehong bener yezh cyint ,,, wkwkwkkwkw ,,, . After 10min here ,,, just geting hard cough again ,,, wkkwkwkw ,,, . Need to get out for while few times ,, and cooling my cough outside ,,, xixiixixix ,,, . #padahal dah pake jaket ,,, tetep ajah batuk2 lagi yak ,,, xixiixixi ,,,,
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Why i feel so happy yezh ?? Padahal masalah guwa banyak ,,, #ceritanya ,, kawen belonan jugak ,,, utang banyak ,,, pinter kagag ,,, d omelin bozh tiap hari ,,, penyakitan ,,, . But still i feel so happy ,,, alhamdulillah ,,, #apa guwa gilak yak ,,, wkkwkwkwkwkwk
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O iya ,,, gw mo ceritak ,,, . Gw dah batuk semingguan lah yezh ,,, kamizh jumat tuh rasa paragh2nya ,,, . Jumat malem pas pulang kantor ,,, pas kk gw dtg bawa makanan d’cost ,,, doi blg ” makanan jah, tp seafood ” . D otak ” gw tw kalik d’cost seafood” ,, eaaaaaa ,,, .
After changing clothe ,,, gw turun lagi wat makan tuh d cost ,,, . Ada ikan,,, sapi lada item ,,, tofu egg and so on lah yezh ,,, . Mengikuti kemampuwan makan guwa ,,, gw mah makan nya dikit asal nyicip doank,,,, . Somehow itu lauk pedesnya masya aLLah !!!! . Rasa kebakar tenggorokan guwa !!!! Uced deh ,,, ga bsa apa manusia bikin lauk yg lebih pedes lagi ???!!! Uced deh yezh ,,, ampe trauma guwe ,,, #biar lebay ceritanya ,,, xixiixixixiix
Eaaa ,,, yesterday before i felt on to sleep ,,, i just blogwalking my miley ,,, . Nice yezh ,,, .
Its already around 7 years in miley and around 3 years on blogsome ,,, 10 years ,,, writing ,,, consistently ,,, war bysah hafi !!!! ,,, kek yg bisa nulis ajah yk guwa ,,, . Ahahahhahahahaha
,,, this is my happiness ,,, 🙂
My body taste is not delicious ,,, i dont know why ,,, . Till sunday night everything just fine ,,, and when i woke up in monday murning ,,, feel sooo drop ,, . My tonge so bitter ,,, . Since yesterday consume tolak angin and larutan kaki tiga ,,, just getting litbit better ,,, . Mayan lah yezh ,,, . And tudeyzh ,,, muntahnya campur darah lagi.
Hmmhh ,,, what i did ??? . I did good ,,, i ate many times ,, why my gaster stll not cooperate ??? ,,, . Ga laper gw makan ,,, ga ngantuk gw ajakin obo ,,, #sypa ??? #loh !!! ,,, kurang baek apa coba gw ma badan guwa ??? Xixixiixix ,,,, . Badan guwa sakit semuwa iygh ,,, . Oh dear lord ,,, dah tuwak yezh guwe ,,, penyakitan ,,, xixiixixi ,,, .
Gagal deh rencana maksimal lemburnya 3 hari enih ,,, xixixiixix ,,, . Ttp cemungud yezh fi ,,, bertahan wat cicilan ,,, kwkwkkwkw ,,, . Moga bozh putih d sporenya d perpanjang ,,, aamiinnn ,,, #loh ??!!€~•[=>]€<
So exhausted ,,, lets mbookkkk ,,, .
sunny monday MorNing ,,, i like this day ,,, this view ,,, this life ,, ehehheheheh ,,, . Problems ??? ,, it just another things in dailies ,,, eaaaaa ,,,, #pret amad speak guwa yak ,,, wkkwkwkkwkwk ,,,
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hadjeee ,,,, belon kawen2 jugaaaaaaaaaa ,,, . Once ,, Mr BerNard ,, our english teacher ,, asked ,,, “how old are you girls ?? ” . Dessri said ,,, ” 25 ” . And i said ” 35 ” ,,, . Mr Bernard ,, said ,,, ” thirty five means 35 ,,, ” ,,, . He want to convince that am not said wrong ,,, . But i said ,,, yes, am 35 years old ,,, . And he was sooooo surprised ,,,, . He said ,,, ” reallyyy ???? ” sambil ketawa ga percaya ,, . Mungkin di otaknya bilang :: ama bini guwa juga masih tuwa an elu ,,, wkkwkwkkwkwkwkkwk ,,, .
Mr BerNard ,,, he is a canadian ,,, married with indonesian makasar chineese ,,, have 2 children ,,, . He is interesting in socialization changes ,,, growth and live with differences ,,, . He said ,, in his perspective ,,, that am a leader ,,, and perfectionist one ,,, . xixiixixii ,,,, . ,,,, Was ,,, am a perfectionist one ,,, . Now ,, i just ,, try to make it right ,,, in track ,,, but not perfectionist ,,, .
Hidup ituuu ,,, malahan ,,, adalah ,,, menerima ketidaksempurnaan qt ,,, dan duniya ,,, . Dari point ini ,,, hati qt menuju penerimaan dan pengakuan akan kebesaran, ke esa an, dan ke agungan Tuhan YMe ,,, 🙂 . Dan di situlah kebahagiaan bermula ,, 🙂
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next three dayzh ,,, with out bozhputih ,,, . Hadjee ,, rare moment neehh ,,, kudu pake headset lapan jam !!! ,,, kwkwkkwkwkw ,,, . Unfortunately ,,, my headset was lost ,, heloohh ,,, ??!!! ,,, ahuuhuhuhuhu ,,, .
Anyway ,,, alhamdulillah with that situation ,,, aahhahhahaha ,,, . Dont forget to maximizing overtime ,,, wkkwkwkkwkwk ,,, :))
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this day ,, using GrabCar for transportation ,,, with promo 25K for each trip ,,, eaaaaaaaaaaaa ,,, menang banyak dah ,,, ahahhahahah ,,, . Kemana2 gratis guwa ,,, secara in this aM ,, just kembangan around ,,, ehehheheh ,,, . amaaannn ,,, . Apa lagi gw padangmodeON ,,, ya kalik bakal ngasih tip ,,, wkkwkwkwkkwkw ,,, . Pokoke ,, all free for this aM ,,, xixiixixiixix ,,,
So ,, GrabCar gave promo free reach to 25K for each trip as long as wikenzh starting friday night. For short miles and padang side like me ??? ,, menang banyak dah ,,, wkkwkwkwkkw ,,, :). Dari pada nek mubil ndiri ,,, ??? parkir ajah dah 20rb an ,,, belon bengsin nya ,,, eaaaaaaaaaaa ,, di bahas ,,, wkkwkwkwkkw ,,, dasar padang ,,, !!! wkkwkwkwkwk ,,,
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dalam satu masa ,,, yang mana masa itu datangnya mungkin once a year ,,, rasanya ,,, ketika melihat pada satu hal ,,, gw bisa “melihat” banyak hal ,,, jauh ke depan ,,, yah,,, macem kesambet gituh dah ,,, abis ituh ,, udah ,, lupak lagi ,,, wkwkkwkwkkw ,,, . Kesimpulannya ,,, dalam satu masa ,,, ada masanya gw kesambet ,,, wkkwkwkwk ,,,
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Today ,,, maybe ,, i realize ,,, that ,,, since me kid ,,, ,,, i want ,, am waiting ,, seseorang yang seperti apah ,,, untuk menemani hidupkuwh ,,, hehhehehe ,,, . Mungkin kejadian ,, mungkin enggag ,,, . Dalam doa kuwh ,,, jika memang masih ada umur panjang ,,, semoga di pertemukan dengan orang yang seperti tersebut dalam pikiran gw ,,, ammiinn ,,, 🙂
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while ,, i drying clothes this murning ,,, i heard speech in tv show ,,, that said :: buwah jatuh tak jauh dari pohon nya ,,, . an old ,,, proverb ,,, hehehhehe ,,,
ummhh ,,, i just think ,,, that my parents is sooo ,,, galakzh ,,, aka tough one ,,, . They educated us with ,,, hard ,,, . If we are following that proverb ,,, i will be a galakzh person also ,,, because ,,, its on me ,,, right ??? . But me ,, ??? #pasang muka cantik ,,, of course not ,,, . Guwa mah cinta damay ,,, ga pake galak2an ,,, . xiixixixixi ,,, . Maybe ,, i just ,,, failure product of them ,,, eaaaaaaaaaa ,,, kwkwkkwkwkwk ,,, #pastinyoooo ,,,,
i love my mom ,,, . Semoga aLLah SWT memberikan rahmat dan kasih sayangNya untuk mamah ,,, memberikan tempat yang baik disisiNya ,, dan mempertemukan kembali qt kelak dalam kebaikan dan kebahagiaan ,,, . Amiinn ,,, 🙂
You are ,, both ,, a great parent ,,, 🙂
,,, gw ga memohon untuk kaliyan bisa mengerti guwe ,,, guwe cuman berfikir kaliyan harusnya bisa berfikir bahwa qt MEMANG berbeda ,,,
Guwe ,,, aqui ,,, gw memang susah “merasakan” banyak hal yg kaliyan pikir harusnya itu common untuk dirasakan ,,, . Jangankan kaliyan ,,, guwe aja bingung ,,, kenapa guwe ga bisa merasakan apa yg kaliyan rasakan ,,, . But at least guwe bisa berfikir itu ,,, regulernya seperti apa ,, so i think it will be balance in our daily life ,,,
Mungkin di inside kaliyan ,,, kaliyan sering bilang ,,, “masa lo ga bisa rasakan ??!!” ,,, and inside of me ,, gw jg sering bilang ,,, “apa kaliyan ga mikir ??” ,,,
sudahlah ,, tidak ada yg salah dengan menjadi diri sendiri ,,, 🙂
Masya aLLah ,,, so misery this flight ,,, mabok darat and udara eh ,,, bad one ,,, really bad one ,,, .
Padahal guwa sehari2 nek mobil yezh cinntt ,,, tapi tadi (eh, kmren dink) ,,, nek teksi mabok banged . Taksinya bawuk ,, bawuk mobil ,, engap ,,, gw napas dh liwat mulut ajeh ,,, pala pening banged slama perjalanan ke bandara . Itu satu ,,,
Ini duwa nya ,,, . Masuk pesawat ,,, ko yo bawuk pesawat ,,, eneg ,,, ucink maksimal ,,, . Gilingan menderita banged selama d ecawad ,,, . Ucink ,,, bawuk,,, eneg ,, kuping sakit ,,, . Kebantu dengan teh anget manis ,,, mayan ,,, just for ten mins ,,, .
Nyampe surabaya ,,, dh ga keru2an dah ,,, . Dpt panadol dr ghesi ,,, . Nyampe hotel, lgs num panadol ,,, dan lgs rebahan bok ,,, langsung ga pake babibu ,,, still with full clothe ,,, xixixiixixi .
Jam 12an bangun ,,, mayan enak ,,, pun msh pengeng rasanya kepala ,,, #bysanya kuping yh yg pengeng ,,, ??? ,, . Bizh itu langsung sholat mandi dan ntooonnn ,,, xixixiixix,,,
masya aLLah dah trip kali ini ,,, ,,,
