#ga ada yang mo nemenin guwa apah ??? #kesiyan duduk ndirian ajah ,,, eaaaaaaaaaaaa ,,,
people ,,,
sometimes ,,, i just dont understand with them ,,, who said they good person ,,, Instead ,,, they judge others ,,, wrong ,,, . I know ,, right and wrong ,, so grey in this world with all our diversity ,,, but we have standard ,,, right ,,, ??? .
Maybe ,,, no, of course ,,, everyone ,,, think ,, they are the right one ,,, including me ,,, . But ,,, of course from my side ,,, rarely am not judging others wrong ,,, even it was wrong in my head ,,, but am not judging others ,,, . Maybe ,, when its already become absolute mistake ,, i will judge anyway ,,, .
even ,,, till now ,,, sometimes ,, i still confuse ,,, am i doing is right ??? of course in my perspective ,,, from Islam side ,,, . If am right ,, why my life ,,, just ,,, so “not good” ,,, ??? does aLLah ridho with me ,,, ??? with my life ,, ??? ,,, how do i know ?? How could i knew ??? . I dont know for sure ,,, right ,, ???? . I do realize ,,, i did many bad things ,,, sooooo baadd in my past ,,, but, am ,,, back ,,, try to get back at least ,,, . Now, in my standing point ,,, am i right ,,, ????
Yup ,,, all i can do ,, is ,, keep husnuzon to aLLah ,,, and do good things as much as i can ,,, . xixiixixix ,,, yes of course ,, i can make an exception ,,, xixiixixxi ,,, i just human being ,,, 🙂 🙂 🙂 ,,,
Mbem ,,,
kapan hari yah ,,, mbem ikutan ngeworkshop ,, eaaaaaaaaaa ,,, alias nge bengkel wat claim insurance ,,, . Jadi kaca depan nya sedikit retak, karena kena batu pas di tol ,,, terush kiri kanan nya kan baret dikit gituh deh ,,, .
nah ,, last week ,, dah balik dah tuh mbem ,,, . masa kan ,, there is detail of bill gituh ,,, and total cost more than 5 millons ,, eaaaaaaaa ,,, banyak bener yezh ,,, . And my sister said ,,, :: hah ?? mahal bener ,,, kalo bayar sendiri ,, mending juwal ajah tuh mobil ,,, . Guwe langsung bengong ,,, . Hix ,, tega benerrr ,,, mbem kuwh ,,, jangan di juwal ,,, ahuhuuhuhu ,,, .
tapi ,, dah lama ga jalan bareng mbem ,,, . Abis kalo ngantor bareng mbem ,,, ga bisa jalan jam 6an ,, xixiixixixi ,,, . wiken doank bareng mbem ,,,,
aman sampe akhir lah yezh mbem ,,, xixiixixi ,,, aminn ,,,
Friday, 23092016
haaayyy ,,,, xixiixixi ,,, . Weeewww ,,,, friday night ,, and ummmhh ,,, as alwayzh ,,, xixixiixix ,,, . Hey ,,, the workshop already finished ,,, . I just realize that ,,, my day full of english language ,,, xixiixix ,,, . I understand what they said ,, but am so less of speak ,,, . in fact, in my head ,,, i told to my self ,,, why i hv to speak in english ,, ??? eaaaaaaaaaaa ,,, wkkwkwkwkwk ,,, . #mang otak gw sengklek yezh ,,, xiixixix ,,
apa hasilnya tuh workshop fi ??? eaaaaaaaaaaa ,,, wkkwkwkwkwk ,,, ya kalik gw mudeng ,,, . ini yang history dari workshop ,,, eaaaaaaaaaaa
—
some people asked me ,,, “are you not tired with all of those course and workshop ??? ” ,,, . I said ,,, capek sih ,,, tapi ya bysa ajah ,,, . In my head ,,, it just ,,, said ,,, :: if you know what the meaning of capek for months ,,, xiixixixi ,,, . Lo capek untuk makan ,,, lo capek untuk berjalan ,,, badan lo rasa tidak bertulang ,,, rasa ga sanggup menyanggah punggung ,,, sesak ,,, . Ituh baru capek ,,, xixixiixiii ,,, . dan ga gw share ke orang2 ,, karena gw tau mereka akan judge gw :: lebay ,,, wkwkwkkwkw ,,, .
So ,,, Segini ?? di saat gw masih bisa melakukan banyak hal ??? pun muke gw ancur kek apaan ???? hmmhh ,,, am so grateful ,,, xixiixixix ,, . Capek ??? iyah ,,, tapi selama masih bisa bergerak dengan aman ,,, sudah membuwat gw bahagia dan bersemangat ,,, . #bahagia sesimple ituh bukan ??? ,,, xiixixiixixi ,,,
iri dengan mereka yang sehat ??? ahahhahahah ,,, . am not ,,, really ,,, . It just, i just said to my self ,, gw pernah kuwat ko ,,, ahahhahahahha ,,, . Guwe sangat menghargai perbedaan kok ,,, eaaaaaaaaaaaa ,,,,
—
Umhh ,,, maybe ,,, it just ,, i talk too much lately ,,, xixiixixi ,,, and maybe pique some people around ,,, hehehheh ,,, . Am really sorry for that ,,, . Padahal dah niat wat diem ,,, . Maybe its because ,,, i just so happy and exciting with the ending of workshop and am feel so healthy lately ,,, and i cant control my self ,,, xiixixixi .
but ,,, someway ,,, there are people that maybe disturb with my present ,,, . xxiixixix ,, . sapalah gw yezh ,,, artis bukan politikus bukan,,, manager bukan setap iye ,,, pinter kagag sengklek he eh ,, tajir kagag ngepas lebih #loh ??? ,,, wkwkkwkkwk ,,, .
xixixiixi ,,, sapah lah guwe ,,, sapa lah guwe mo di iri in ???? ,,, sapalah gw ,,, ampe harus terganggu dengan adanya guwe ??? ,,, xixiixix ,,, . Guwe ,,, ga ada kepentingan gw di kaliyan ,,, guwe ,,, hanyalah manusia penikmat waktu ,,, dan penikmat zaman ,,, yang menyerahkan sepenuhnya semua tentangkuwh ,,, pada kehendakNya ,,, 🙂 ,, insha aLLah ,,,
—
,,, its ,,, nice friday night ,,, 🙂 ,,, . and ,,, am happy ,,, 🙂 alhamdulillah ,,,
Still ,,,
Cerita hari ini ::
Ada sodara kena cobaaan penyakit kind of auto imun ,,, terush ada yg komen :: kesian yh istrinya,,, mana anaknya duwa masih kecil kecil ,,, . Di otak gw blg :: hiihhh ,,, helloohhh ,,, yg mo metong tuh pasien nyaaaa ,,, yg mo d kubur tuh pasiennya ,,, bukan anak istrinyaaaa ,,, . #kenapa jadi guwa yg baper yezzhh ,,, eaaaaaa wkwkwkwkwke
—
Anyway ,,, still ,,,
,,, happiness is a gift ,,, 🙂
—
Update :: doi ,,, akhirnya berpulang ke sisiNya ,, Kamizh kemaren ,,, . Semoga semua ikhlas dengan kehendakNya ,,,
Reminding ,,,
,,, berbuwat baiklah fi ,,, semampu hatimuwh ,,, sebelum keder sendiri mo berbuwat baik apah dan ke sapah ,,, olraayytthh ??? ,,,
Hold out,,
#once ,, when i just arrived at humzh,,
Kk :: tant ,,,, bla bla bla ,,,
#gw dengerin sambil lalu ,,
Kk :: tanntt ,,, ( maksutnya :: denger ga sih ? )
Gw :: iyyaaa ,,, #entah nadanya spt apa
Terush guwe naek ke atas k kamar guwe ,, tentunya d ikutin c kk donk ,,, . D situ ada debay yg lagi maen ,,,
Kk :: sssttt ,, tante lagi pusing ,, ( maksutnya :: debay jgn ribut, tante lg pusing )
Gw ter,,,sunduL ,,, . Gw mikir,,, dr gw sampe ,,, gw ga blg apa pun selain kata “iyyaaa” ,,, tapi kayla dah tw situasi gw lagi ga bagus ,, dan dy artikan “tante lg pusing ” ,,
—
Its reminding me ,,, anak sekecil ituh ajah bisa tahan ma guwe ,,, kenapa guwe ga bsa tahan ma orang2 ,,,, ????
#cemungudh hafikuwh ,,,
Zoem’ad 16092016
eaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ,,, alhamdulillaaahh ,,, 🙂 🙂 🙂 ,,, seneng seneng seneng ,, !!! ,,, xixixiixixiix ,,, . Hhh ,, masya aLLah ,,, masih bisa happy ,,, xiixixixi 🙂 ,,,
—
soo ,, what happen tudeyzh ,, ??? ummmhh ,, apa yezh ,, the workshop makes me ,,, depressed for the end ,,, masya aLLah ,, . Untung ada nopih ikutan pas akhir2 ,, mayan ada yan di jahilin ,, jadi ga bete2 amad ,,, wakakkakakakkk ,,, .
Its not about the project that makes me bete ,,, but ,, its because of him ,,, . For what purpose we attendee ,, following the workshop ,,, that already decided by him ??? ,,, . its obviously ,,, his project ,,, . He doesnt need us ,,, he just make it officially ,,, . And its suck you knowh ,,, . Sumpah ,,, its makes me bete ,,, . Or maybe it just my hormone ??? close to my period ??? ,,, . But ,, truly ,,, stair on him ,, make me sick ,,,
what ever ,,,
—
what other stories to tell yezh ,,, ?? i think ,,, i just need take a rest ,,,,
hhh ,,, and its end up ,,, ahahhahah ,,, . Seeing those things ,,, and done ,,, makes me sad ,, ahahahhahah ,,, . Ummhh ,,, my things lah yezh ,,, ,, my issues ,,, its friday night ,,, right ,, ??? ,,,
hikzh ,,, be tough hafi ,,, cemungudh ,,, xixiixix 🙂
Reminder ,,
,,, what a great reminder ,,, untuk tidak berjalan di muka bumi dengan setitik kesombongan ,,, it just life ,,, and a life is everything ,,,
