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eaaaaaaaaaaaa ,,, i hv planed go to the strbx this night ,,, but somehow ,,, i just get tired and sleepy ,,, xixiixix ,,, . So ,, ba’da megribzh ,, go to humzh ,, aanndd ,,, here i am ,, at my crowded rumzh ,, ihiiiyyy ,, .

Blanja blenji onlen ,, ngeblog ,,, ngenet ,,, ngenes ,,, sambil ,,, num semua jenis minuman yang ada di kulkas minih ,,, sprite ,, kopiko ,, ma teh bottle ,, eaaaaaaaaaaa ,, , wkwkwkkwkwkw ,,,

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hadjeee ,, kapan kawen eneeehh ,,, ??? wwkkwkwkwk ,,, mungkin mang di taqdirkan menjomblow di dunia ??? eaaaaaaaaaaaaa ,,, xixiixixixi ,,,

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udah dengen pernyataan ahok tentang surah al maidah:51 ??? ,,, . Rasanya ,, gw marah sangat ,,, !! ,,, . Hmmphh ,,, Masya aLLah ,,, . Seperti apa lah kaum yang akan milih doi yezh ,,, ??? . Seperti apa kelak ,,, kaum muslimin jika doi menjadi pemimpin ,,, ??? ,,, . Innalillahiwainnaillaihi rojiuunn ,,, .

Semua pada kehendakNya ,, pada ketentuanNya ,,,  🙂

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am quite happy by tudeyzh ,,, alhamdulillah ,,, 🙂 . Dan besok ??? jangan lupa pwasaaaaaaaaaaaaa asuraaaaaaaaaaaa ,,,, otreeeeeeeeeeee ,, ????

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D inged2 ,,, tentang mimpi mimpi guwe ,,, till now ,,, banyak yg jadi kenyataan ,,, sometimes it happened in short time ,,, some times in years ,,,  but it happened anyway ,,,

Me ?? ,, dont care at aLL ,,, . Am not allowed to believe those dreamzh ,,, not my territorial ,,, xixiixix ,,, . For me now ??? It just make me litbit happy because ,,, i want to believe that i will live longer ,,, #loh ??? Podo bae yezh ??? #dosbes donk guwe ???? ,,, huikkzzhhh ,,,

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Liat mbem ,,, bulet ,,, gw doyan liat mbem ,,, suka ajah ma view nya ,,, . Ga kek brio or yaris hari gini ,, yg rada “tajem/runcing” bentukannya ,,, , ga doyan guwe ,,, .

And i think more ,,, gw mang suka yg bulet bulet ,, dr dulu ,,, gw suka sepatu yg ujungnya bulet bukan runcing ,,, . Gw suka nulis huruf awal yg gede sendiri dan rada bulet ,,, ixixixixixiix ,,, . Gw mang suka yg bulet bulet ,,, !!

#mgkin gw terinspirasi ma idung gw yg ujungnya ,,, bullet ,,, wkkwkwkwkwk

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#mBeM

eaaaaaaaaaa ,,,, finally ,, nyoba lagi mandiin mbem sendiri ,,, after last experience that makes me collaps ,,, ewkwkkwkwkkwkw ,,,

persiapan ?? malam sebelumnya makan ,, pagi sebelumnya makan,,, dan siapin waktu yang cukup lama ,, 2 jam wat nyuci plus sedot debu nya plus istirahat di tkp nya fore sure ,,, eaaaaaaaaa ,,, ,,, dont forget for 2-3 jam wat obo nya ,,, . Total = 3-4 jam ,,,  ahahhahhahahhaha ,,,, . #its look like all day activities yezh ,,, wkkwkwkkwkw

Sabtu kemaren ,, pagi pagii ,,,  nyoba lagee ,, . pagi2 dengan semangat 45 ,, mandiin mbeemm ,,, aha !!! ,,, . Exhausted for sure ,,, . Mayan ,,, wat nyucinya ,, reach to 80% i think ,,, belum termasuk sedot debu seh ,,, eaaaaaaaa  ,,,, . Dah ga kuwat wat bersiin ,, seka2 dalemnya ,, plus sedot debu xixixixixixi ,,, . After that ?? need 2 hours for take a rest ,,, aka obooooo ,,, ahhahahah ,,, . Its achievement for me ,,, aahhahahha ,,,. Dh guwa bilang ,,, badan ini kuwat ,, dikit by dikit ,,, xiixixixiix ,,,

#dugh bangga bener guwa ,,, xixiixixixi ,,, .

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hmmhh ,, nice life ,, alhamdulillah ,,, .

Hapiness and sadness ,, good mood and bad mood ,,, good things and apezh things ,,, it just about how your hormone comes to it ,,, . Understanding this to your self ,, and others ,,, 🙂

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i 1000% thought ,,, that ,,, there is nothing useless in this world ,,, . In every single thing ,,, already planned ,,, arranged by the God ,,, . But recently ,,, i was just thinking ,, about my last issue ,, is it totally useless ,, ??? ,,, heheheh ,,, for years ,,, ??? ,,, is nothing ,,, is it ,,, ???

Am surprising ,,, am not stressing ,, am not listening the music ,,, #keren taukk ,,, am not sharing for one word to others #mang bysanya ??? ,,, . I just ,,, through my life ,,, totally focus to aLLah ,,,  . I dont deny that ,,, something going on in my head ,,, thats why ,, i can’t get focus ,,,  But what ?? i dont know ,,, . I can’t describe my self after that ,,, matter ,,,it just ,,, i run out my words ,,,

it just ,,, i hv another big issue ,, it just ,,, time is tik tok ,, it just ,,, life still running on ,, it just ,,, everything ,,, it just nothing ,,, . Itu semua data di otak guwe ,,, hehhehehe ,,, . Tinggal mau memutuskan kedepannya seperti apa ,,, . satu facta yang sangat gw hadapi saat ini adalah ,,, akhirat kuwh makin dekat ,,, . Thats why gw mule berdoa biar cepet kawen ,,, #loh ,,, ehehheheheh ,,, .  ,,, at the end of my spinning thought ,,, there is aLLah SWT ,,, . Ke sanalah aq akan kembali ,,, .

dan apakah orang lain ,, membayangkan akhirat seperti yang aq bayangkan ?? ,, yang membuwat gw sakit kepalak ,,, ???? ,,, eaaaaaaaaaa ,,,

anyway ,,, am happy with You ,,, 🙂

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whats going on world ,, ??? ,, many things that i want to write down ,,, hehehheh ,, but ,, maybe next ,,, ?? eaaaaaaaaaaaa ,,,how about office life ,, ?? ummh ,,, ??? in this sunny sunday murning,,, i just can not remember about office life for one previous week ,,, eaaaaaaaaaa ,, ahhahahhaha ,,, . i think ,, its fine ,, xixixiixix ,,,

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#after many people said that my face so change ,,,

if i see my face in the mirror ,,, i think it is yezh ,,, change ,,, makin bullet maybe ?? i dont know for sure ,, but it change cukup banyak ,,, . Dont you think like that ???

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ya aLLah ,,, terima kasih sangat ,,, untuk semua kasih sayangMu ,,, 🙂 ,,, i feel blessed ,,,

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haiizhh ,,, i think am too much this wikenzh ,, ni badan ,,, ga bisa diem dikit ,,, makes me tepar this afternoon ,,, masya aLLah ,,, . hadjeeee ,,, dah tuwak yezh guwe ,,, ga bisa capek dikit ,,, ga cocok mang wat aktivitas fisik yg berlebih ,,,  xixiixixix ,,

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dan akhir akhir ini ,,, gw sangat sering belanja ,, ,,, sumpe dehh ,,, padahal lagi bangkrut maksimal ,, ,wkwkkwkwkwk ,,, nikmatin ajah lah yezh ,,,

plizh ,, forgive me ,,, aq hanya mampu ,,, berlaku ,, segini ,,,

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gw ,, rasa ,,, akhir2 ini gw bolot sangat deh , ga akhir2 ini seh ,,, maksutnya ,,, dah 2 bulan terakhir kalik yak ,,, . Jadi ga bisa kerjak jugak ,, . Dah jelas gw susah focus ,, tambah lagi pikir ga jelas kek gini ,,, . Rasa pikiran melayang layang,, ga focus ,,, ga ngerti mikir apa ,, ngawang2 ,, loncat2 ,,, entahlah ,,, . I know ,,, hhh ,, i dont know ,, i dont know ,,, am not sure ,,,

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So happy ,, tudeyzh can go humzh ,, #humzh ?? ,,, earlier ,,, . 4 :15 pM ,,, cabzh from the office ,,, eaaaaaaaaaa ,,, . 5:30 pM already at kembangan ,,, ihiiiyy ,, dah include maced ikuuu ,, hehehehhe ,,, . keren yakzh ,,, lagi malezh dan eneg banged ma kerjaan ,,, . actually ,, because ,,, am not sure ,,, in everything ,,, heheheheh ,,, 😀 ,,,,

hhh ,,, so so lah yezh ,,,

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every time ,, i met friends ,,, that already not meet that long ,,, they said ,, :: your face ,, sooo ,,, change ,,, kaya orang ,,, #mungkin mereka enggan melanjutkan ,,, .

Yaahh ,, mo bijimana lagi atuuhh ,, ??? ,,, gimana gw harus menyembunyikannya lagi ??? xiixixixi ,,, . i will be good ,,, . Wajah gw bakal seger lagi nanti ,,, tenang ajah ,, semuwa bertahap ,,, xixiixix ,,, .

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why ,,, this world ,, is very coolldd ,,, ???? sumpe deehh ,,, dingin banged duniya ini ,,, 

Dan malam ini ,,, baru x ini gw merasa lelah untuk bernafas ,,, . Bukan lebay ,, i just feel exhausted to take a breath ,,,

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this world ,,, o my God ,, sooo ,,, melenakan ,,, masya aLLah ,,, . I just ,,, i think ,, if you read Qur’an ,, compare this world ,,, it will not bring human being ,,, to aLLah i think ,, . It is really need faith ,,, and believe ,,, its need “magical touch” from the sky ,,, .

am i saying ,,, Qur’an not appropriate to this era ,,, ??? ,, no am not ,, of course not ,, masya aLLah ,,, . But ,,, look at your around ,,, your dailies ,,, how many times you get “worship” and zikri to aLLah swt ,, compare your daily activities ,,, ??? ,,, . Its so gLad ,, that we compulsive ,, to pray 5 times a day ,,, . But look at our self ,, is it ,, qualified enough in every pray ??? ,,, masya aLLah ,, .

and thus ,, we are walking in this earth ,, dailies ,,,  are we gonna be safe next ,,, ??? especially for me ,, for all my sins ,,, how could i payback for that ??? how could i can be safe next ??? ,, and am very afraid lately ,,, . Mo menyesal dalam ,, tapi sudah terjadi ,, mo perbaikan ,, kapasitas gw segini2 ajeh ,,, dan tetep ,, qt mendekati akhirat anyway dalam variable waktu  ,,, with out do nothings ??? ,,, masya aLLah ,,,

this is make headache ,, ucink ,, . My best strategy ,, ya ikuuu ,,, just do good things as much as i could ,, . And i knew ,,, its just never be enough ,,, 🙁 ,,, ,,,  ,,,,

 

,,, katanya ,,, orang yang lemah itu ,, adalah ketika kalah/salah ,,, dy menyalahkan orang lain ,,, and its useless for sure #blaming others ,,,

 

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#thought

this night ,, on my way home ,, of course in the heavy traffic jam ,, #mesti ya di mention ,, xixixiix ,,, i just thought ,, how worthwhile this tiny body ,, xiixixix ,, resistant !!! ,,, . Bisa tahan ama semua nya ,,, keren ,,, !! ,,, . masih inged rasanya jantung dah mo meledak ,,, dan setiap aliran darah d tubuh jg rasa mo meledak lewat kulit guwa d sekujur tubuh ,,, xixxiixix ,, others will not understand this ,, . Few times ,, “off” ,, #loh ,,, hheheheh ,, but overall ,, this body ,, so cool ,,, . And am thankful yezh my body ,, thank you so much  for supporting my life this long ,,, . Daann ,, Maafkan semua kezholiman kuwh selama ini ,,, sering lupa makan ,, ga napsu makan ,,, dll ,,, ehheheheh ,,, ,,,,

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