Horizon ,,,

mantan ,,, ART kami ,,, mbak Wati ,,, mendapat musibah hari ini ,,, . Anak pertama perempuwan ,, meninggal duniya dalam kecelakaan lalu lintaas ,,, . Mba wati ,, dapetin anak pertamanya after 13 years marriage ,,, dan setelahnya ada lagi anak ke duwa ,, . Kemudian merantaw ,,, mencari nafkah ke jakarta untuk menghidupi anak2nya ,,, . Setelah berhasil memberikan pendidikan formal kepada anak2nya ,, mendidik jadi anak yang baik ,,, c sulung akan segera menikah setelah bekerja di jakarta 2-3 tahun ,,, . Tapi Tuhan memanggilnya kembali ,,, . Masya aLLah ,,, . Hancur ??? itu pasti ,,, gw ajah ga bisa bayangin ,,, . Itu seperti ,,, membuwat susah payah pesawat yang diinginkan ,, untuk di terbangkan ,,, hanya untuk meledak di angkasa ,,, . Syurga itu mahal bukan ,,, ???

#Lihat lah dalam bentang waktu ,,,

ada ,,, mereka ,,, yang menikah di awal ,,, dengan semuwa harapan baik ,, ( pastinya ,,, ) ,,, after many years ,,, its not getting better ,,, . Somehow ,, its just not ,,, . Semuwa yang dilakukan ,,, hanyalah ,, adjust pada kehidupan ,,, agar bisa dilalui dengan bahagia ,,,

#lihatlah dalam bentang waktu ,,,

guwe ,,, dengan semuwa guwe dan permasalahannya ,,, masih berdiri di sini ,,, sendiri ,,, terluka ,, hancur ,, bahagia ,, bersyukur ,,, Tuhan ,,, and am alive ,,, . Terush bergerak sendiri ,,, terkadang terasa deadend ( buntu ) karena ,, in my side ,,,Β  i already think and feel everything ,,, . Bukan Jenuh,,, hanya bingung mau seperti apa lagi di hidup ini. Alhamdulillah ,,, selalu ada otak yang reminding :: kalo dh mati gaya mo ngapain lagi ,,, gunakan waktu untuk bertobat ,,, Seumur hidup pun bertobat ,, belum tentu bisa menghapus dosa2 guwe ,,,

#lihatlah dalam bentang waktu ,,,

dan ,,, kita ,,, manusia ,, dari penciptaan nabi adam ,,, sampai dengan akhir penghisaban ,,, apa kah qt akan kekal di surga ataw neraka ,,, . Dan tentang semuwa mahluk sebelum dan sesudah qt ,,,

#lihatlah dalam bentang waktu ,,,

 

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New Netbukzh ,,,,

eaaaaa ,,, nikmat Tuhan mana lagi yang kaw dustakan ,,, ??? ,,, xixiixix ,,, alhamdulillah ,,, hv new netbukzh ,,, lenovo again ,,, series yoga ,,, alhamdulillah ,, hehehhehe ,,, πŸ™‚ ,,, . Duluw mah ,, waktu beli pinkih nb ,,, gw detail ,,, segala macemnya gw perhitungkan ,, bahkan jarak kibordnya ,,, xiixixix ,,, . Sekarang ??? dah bisa internetan ma office ajah dah keren ko ,,, secara selama ini juga kepakenya cuman entuh ,, wkkwkwk ,, office ajah jarang2 banged ,,, wkkwkwkw ,,, .

 

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Mikir sebelum bok ,,,

,,, apa yang bisa dekat d bayangkan oleh otak manusia ,, ??? ,,, i think ,, its the sky ,,, an earth ,,, a galaxy ,,, . scientist gave some illustration and prove and picts bout those ,,, so we hv a litbit an imagination ,,, .

And those seems ,, sooooo big, right ???,,, un touchable ,,, but it is there ,,, existing ,,, and still can be reach in our mind ,,, . *point 1

Dan ada yg maha besar dr itu ,,, ialah aLLah swt ,,, yg menciptakan (salah satu duwanha ) bumi dan galaxy ,,, #just like its small things to do ,,, . I think from this point ,,, human being should be ,,, can be ,, think about this ,,, so human being have 1000% chance to believe in aLLah swt ,,, #can reach with human mind ,,, *point2

Dan Dia lah yg juga menciptakan akhirat ,,, surga dan neraka ,,, . Jika *point2 bisa d raih ,,, next, mempercayai akhirat adalah hal berikutnya yg tidak mustahil bagi yg Maha Besar *point3 ,,, dont you think like that ???

Jika *point3 bisa d raih ,,, qt akan menyadari posisi masing masing ,,, Tuhan dan hamba ,,, yg sebagai hamba kudu tw diri harus berbuwat apa dengan AlQuran dan sunnah sebagai tuntunan ,,, . Gw pikir dr sini taqwa bermula ,,,

#dan akhirnya gw pusing sendiri terush ngantukzh ,,, obo yukzh ,,,,

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Batuk wedyaaannn

After 7 nights ,,, finally i have better sleep ,,, eaaaa ,,,, . This batyuk wedyaaannn was sooooo annoying ,,, made me can not sleep at night ,,, made me woke up almost every hour ,,, dear Lord yezh ,,, xixixixx .

So this murning am happy because can hv better sleep last night ,,, eaaaaa ,,, cemungudh kakaaaaa ,,,,

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Minggoe, 23Oct2016

eaaa ,,,, get sick ,, flue and hard cough ,,, force me laying down on bed all day by yesterday ,, o my god ,,, !! ,,, . Bad headache and hard cough ,,, just make me kliengan all dayzh ,,, untung masih bisa mikir guwe ,,, hehehehhehe

but somehow ,, stay at humzh all day ,,, just makes my head thinking many things ,,, since me kid ,, till now ,,, and ,, i miss those times ,, miss those aroma ,,, miss my Mom ,,, and think how many times flies away ,,, πŸ™‚ ,,, . SubhanaLLah ,,,

btw ,, num obat fi ?? ummhh ,, yezh of course ,,, laserin ,,, xiixixixi ,, . So lazy go to the doctor ,,, am lazy drink the drugs ,,,, πŸ™ . But ,,, if till sunday night its not getting better ,, i will go to the doctor anyway ,,, ahuhuhuuhuhu ,,,

xiixiixix ,,, just get medical issue for last 2 weeks ,,, hopefully my mate geting closer ,, #loh ,,, ga nyambung yezh ,,, eaaaaaaaaaaaa ,, kwkwkwkkwkwk

Tired ,,, but i will make it ,,, insha aLLah ,,, aamiinn ,,,

i admit that i hv bad times in my pass ,,, . But ,, i want to make it right from now ,,, . Why ?? maybe ,,, at the point ,,, it is because ,,, i just too love God ,,, insha aLLah ,,, . And some how ,, its become my exam ,, ,,,, critical one ,,, . Am not saying that it will be good next ,,, but ,,, i dont know ,,, i just believe in aLLah ,,, what ever aLLah wrote down for me ,,, it will be my best destiny ,,, insha aLLah ,,, πŸ™‚

#sakit sakit gini ,,, bikin otak guwe rada lempengan yezh ,,, eaaa ,,, wkkwkwkkwkw ,, ,.

RaiNy sunday Murning at strbx ,,, ihiiiyyy ,,, using GrabCar promo ,, sooo freeeee all day long ,,, eaaaaaaaaaaaa ,, ahhahahha ,,, . Order hot tea ,,, with grape ,,, 46K ,,, uced ,,, mehong bener yezh cyint ,,, wkwkwkkwkw ,,, . After 10min here ,,, just geting hard cough again ,,, wkkwkwkw ,,, . Need to get out for while few times ,, and cooling my cough outside ,,, xixiixixix ,,, . #padahal dah pake jaket ,,, tetep ajah batuk2 lagi yak ,,, xixiixixi ,,,,

Why i feel so happy yezh ?? Padahal masalah guwa banyak ,,, #ceritanya ,, kawen belonan jugak ,,, utang banyak ,,, pinter kagag ,,, d omelin bozh tiap hari ,,, penyakitan ,,, . But still i feel so happy ,,, alhamdulillah ,,, #apa guwa gilak yak ,,, wkkwkwkwkwkwk

O iya ,,, gw mo ceritak ,,, . Gw dah batuk semingguan lah yezh ,,, kamizh jumat tuh rasa paragh2nya ,,, . Jumat malem pas pulang kantor ,,, pas kk gw dtg bawa makanan d’cost ,,, doi blg ” makanan jah, tp seafood ” . D otak ” gw tw kalik d’cost seafood” ,, eaaaaaa ,,, .

After changing clothe ,,, gw turun lagi wat makan tuh d cost ,,, . Ada ikan,,, sapi lada item ,,, tofu egg and so on lah yezh ,,, . Mengikuti kemampuwan makan guwa ,,, gw mah makan nya dikit asal nyicip doank,,,, . Somehow itu lauk pedesnya masya aLLah !!!! . Rasa kebakar tenggorokan guwa !!!!  Uced deh ,,, ga bsa apa manusia bikin lauk yg lebih pedes lagi ???!!! Uced deh yezh ,,, ampe trauma guwe ,,, #biar lebay ceritanya ,,, xixiixixixiix

 

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Miley ,,,

Eaaa ,,, yesterday before i felt on to sleep ,,, i just blogwalking my miley ,,, . Nice yezh ,,, .

Its already around 7 years in miley and around 3 years on blogsome ,,, 10 years ,,, writing ,,, consistently ,,, war bysah hafi !!!! ,,, kek yg bisa nulis ajah yk guwa ,,, . Ahahahhahahahaha

 ,,, this is my happiness ,,, πŸ™‚

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ZeLaZa, 18092016

My body taste is not delicious ,,, i dont know why ,,, . Till sunday night everything just fine ,,, and when i woke up in monday murning ,,, feel sooo drop ,, . My tonge so bitter ,,, . Since yesterday consume tolak angin and larutan kaki tiga ,,, just getting litbit better ,,, . Mayan lah yezh ,,, . And tudeyzh ,,, muntahnya campur darah lagi.
Hmmhh ,,, what i did ??? . I did good ,,, i ate many times ,, why my gaster stll not cooperate ??? ,,, . Β Ga laper gw makan ,,, ga ngantuk gw ajakin obo ,,, #sypa ??? #loh !!! ,,, kurang baek apa coba gw ma badan guwa ??? Xixixiixix ,,,, . Badan guwa sakit semuwa iygh ,,, . Oh dear lord ,,, dah tuwak yezh guwe ,,, penyakitan ,,, xixiixixi ,,, .

Gagal deh rencana maksimal lemburnya 3 hari enih ,,, xixixiixix ,,, . Ttp cemungud yezh fi ,,, bertahan wat cicilan ,,, kwkwkkwkw ,,, . Moga bozh putih d sporenya d perpanjang ,,, aamiinnn ,,, #loh ??!!€~β€’[=>]€<
So exhausted ,,, lets mbookkkk ,,, .

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i made it ,,,

,,, i made it ,,, 

#w/tears on mbit ,,,


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Minggoe, 16102016

sunny monday MorNing ,,, i like this day ,,, this view ,,, this life ,, ehehheheheh ,,, . Problems ??? ,, it just another things in dailies ,,, eaaaaa ,,,, #pret amad speak guwa yak ,,, wkkwkwkkwkwk ,,,

hadjeee ,,,, belon kawen2 jugaaaaaaaaaa ,,, . Once ,, Mr BerNard ,, our english teacher ,, asked ,,, “how old are you girls ?? ” . Dessri said ,,, ” 25 ” . And i said ” 35 ” ,,, . Mr Bernard ,, said ,,, ” thirty five means 35 ,,, ” ,,, . He want to convince that am not said wrong ,,, . But i said ,,, yes, am 35 years old ,,, . And he was sooooo surprisedΒ  ,,,, . He said ,,, ” reallyyy ???? ” sambil ketawa ga percaya ,, . Mungkin di otaknya bilang :: ama bini guwa juga masih tuwa an elu ,,, wkkwkwkkwkwkwkkwk ,,, .

Mr BerNard ,,, he is a canadian ,,, married with indonesian makasar chineese ,,, have 2 children ,,, . He is interesting in socialization changes ,,, growth and live with differences ,,, . He said ,, in his perspective ,,, that am a leader ,,, and perfectionist one ,,, . xixiixixii ,,,, . ,,,, Was ,,, am a perfectionist one ,,, . Now ,, i just ,, try to make it right ,,, in track ,,, but not perfectionist ,,, .

Hidup ituuu ,,, malahan ,,, adalah ,,, menerima ketidaksempurnaan qt ,,, dan duniya ,,, . Dari point ini ,,, hati qt menuju penerimaan dan pengakuan akan kebesaran, ke esa an, dan ke agungan Tuhan YMe ,,, πŸ™‚ . Dan di situlah kebahagiaan bermula ,, πŸ™‚

next three dayzh ,,, with out bozhputih ,,, . Hadjee ,, rare moment neehh ,,, kudu pake headset lapan jam !!! ,,, kwkwkkwkwkw ,,, . Unfortunately ,,, my headset was lost ,, heloohh ,,, ??!!! ,,, ahuuhuhuhuhu ,,, .

Anyway ,,, alhamdulillah with that situation ,,, aahhahhahaha ,,, . Dont forget to maximizing overtime ,,, wkkwkwkkwkwk ,,, :))

this day ,, using GrabCar for transportation ,,, with promo 25K for each trip ,,, eaaaaaaaaaaaa ,,, menang banyak dah ,,, ahahhahahah ,,, . Kemana2 gratis guwa ,,, secara in this aM ,, just kembangan around ,,, ehehheheh ,,, . amaaannn ,,, . Apa lagi gw padangmodeON ,,, ya kalik bakal ngasih tip ,,, wkkwkwkwkkwkw ,,, . Pokoke ,, all free for this aM ,,, xixiixixiixix ,,,

So ,, GrabCar gave promo free reach to 25K for each trip as long as wikenzh starting friday night. For short miles and padang side like me ??? ,, menang banyak dah ,,, wkkwkwkwkkw ,,, :). Dari pada nek mubil ndiri ,,, ??? parkir ajah dah 20rb an ,,, belon bengsin nya ,,, eaaaaaaaaaaa ,, di bahas ,,, wkkwkwkwkkw ,,, dasar padang ,,, !!! wkkwkwkwkwk ,,,

dalam satu masa ,,, yang mana masa itu datangnya mungkin once a year ,,, rasanya ,,, ketika melihat pada satu hal ,,, gw bisa “melihat” banyak hal ,,, jauh ke depan ,,,Β  yah,,, macem kesambet gituh dah ,,, abis ituh ,, udah ,, lupak lagi ,,, wkwkkwkwkkw ,,, . Kesimpulannya ,,, dalam satu masa ,,, ada masanya gw kesambet ,,, wkkwkwkwk ,,,

Today ,,, maybe ,, i realize ,,, that ,,, since me kid ,,, ,,, i want ,, am waiting ,, seseorang yang seperti apah ,,, untuk menemani hidupkuwh ,,, hehhehehe ,,, . Mungkin kejadian ,, mungkin enggag ,,, . Dalam doa kuwh ,,, jika memang masih ada umur panjang ,,, semoga di pertemukan dengan orang yang seperti tersebut dalam pikiran gw ,,, ammiinn ,,, πŸ™‚

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