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,,, gw ga memohon untuk kaliyan bisa mengerti guwe ,,, guwe cuman berfikir kaliyan harusnya bisa berfikir bahwa qt MEMANG berbeda ,,, 

Guwe ,,, aqui ,,, gw memang susah “merasakan” banyak hal yg kaliyan pikir harusnya itu common untuk dirasakan ,,, . Jangankan kaliyan ,,, guwe aja bingung ,,, kenapa guwe ga bisa merasakan apa yg kaliyan rasakan ,,, . But at least guwe bisa berfikir itu ,,, regulernya seperti apa ,, so i think it will be balance in our daily life ,,,

Mungkin di inside kaliyan ,,, kaliyan sering bilang ,,, “masa lo ga bisa rasakan ??!!” ,,, and inside of me ,, gw jg sering bilang ,,, “apa kaliyan ga mikir ??” ,,,

sudahlah ,, tidak ada yg salah dengan menjadi diri sendiri ,,, 🙂

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Masya aLLah ,,, so misery this flight ,,, mabok darat and udara eh ,,, bad one ,,, really bad one ,,, .

Padahal guwa sehari2 nek mobil yezh cinntt ,,, tapi tadi (eh, kmren dink) ,,, nek teksi mabok banged . Taksinya bawuk ,, bawuk mobil ,, engap ,,, gw napas dh liwat mulut ajeh ,,, pala pening banged slama perjalanan ke bandara . Itu satu ,,,

Ini duwa nya ,,, . Masuk pesawat ,,, ko yo bawuk pesawat ,,, eneg ,,, ucink maksimal ,,, . Gilingan menderita banged selama d ecawad ,,, . Ucink ,,, bawuk,,, eneg ,, kuping sakit ,,, . Kebantu dengan teh anget manis ,,,  mayan ,,, just for ten mins ,,, .

Nyampe surabaya ,,, dh ga keru2an dah ,,, . Dpt panadol dr ghesi ,,, . Nyampe hotel, lgs num panadol ,,, dan lgs rebahan bok ,,, langsung ga pake babibu ,,, still with full clothe ,,, xixixiixixi .

Jam 12an bangun ,,, mayan enak ,,, pun msh pengeng rasanya kepala ,,, #bysanya kuping yh yg pengeng ,,, ??? ,, . Bizh itu langsung sholat mandi dan ntooonnn ,,, xixixiixix,,,

masya aLLah dah trip kali ini ,,, ,,,

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#free talking while white bozh had a meeting ,,, wkwwkwkwkw #curcol nih yeee ,,,,

As a child ,,, a daughter ,,, surely sometimes ,, we have bad situation with our parent ,, . Get chaos or maybe worst ,,, . It happened also to me ,,, especially with my father ,, . 

So many matters from me kid that made us that far ,,, . We can not fix those situation ,,, even till this ages ,,, . I loose ,,, ” a family ” ,,, maybe the impact worst than i can imagine ,, or maybe not ,,, . Actually ,,, i cant feel anymore abou those things ,,,

That i think now ,,, that i know now ,,, my father gave me house / protection ,, formal education ,, and religion education since we kid ,,, aaannddd those are more than enough for me ,,, for a daughter ,,, . So ,, others ,, now ??? ,, its not become a matter anymore ,,, 

Insha aLLah ,, i sincere ,,, for all of my parent did ,,, . Is it my parent will sincere with mine ?? Eaaaa ,,, wkwkkwkwkwkkw

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Anyway ,,, if you are in my standing point ,,, you will sincere for everything kok ,,, ehehhehe,,, because you know well ,,, its not become a matter anymore ,,, it will leave behind ,,, “next” is the most important ,,, 🙂

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eaaaaaaaaaaaa ,,, i hv planed go to the strbx this night ,,, but somehow ,,, i just get tired and sleepy ,,, xixiixix ,,, . So ,, ba’da megribzh ,, go to humzh ,, aanndd ,,, here i am ,, at my crowded rumzh ,, ihiiiyyy ,, .

Blanja blenji onlen ,, ngeblog ,,, ngenet ,,, ngenes ,,, sambil ,,, num semua jenis minuman yang ada di kulkas minih ,,, sprite ,, kopiko ,, ma teh bottle ,, eaaaaaaaaaaa ,, , wkwkwkkwkwkw ,,,

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hadjeee ,, kapan kawen eneeehh ,,, ??? wwkkwkwkwk ,,, mungkin mang di taqdirkan menjomblow di dunia ??? eaaaaaaaaaaaaa ,,, xixiixixixi ,,,

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udah dengen pernyataan ahok tentang surah al maidah:51 ??? ,,, . Rasanya ,, gw marah sangat ,,, !! ,,, . Hmmphh ,,, Masya aLLah ,,, . Seperti apa lah kaum yang akan milih doi yezh ,,, ??? . Seperti apa kelak ,,, kaum muslimin jika doi menjadi pemimpin ,,, ??? ,,, . Innalillahiwainnaillaihi rojiuunn ,,, .

Semua pada kehendakNya ,, pada ketentuanNya ,,,  🙂

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am quite happy by tudeyzh ,,, alhamdulillah ,,, 🙂 . Dan besok ??? jangan lupa pwasaaaaaaaaaaaaa asuraaaaaaaaaaaa ,,,, otreeeeeeeeeeee ,, ????

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D inged2 ,,, tentang mimpi mimpi guwe ,,, till now ,,, banyak yg jadi kenyataan ,,, sometimes it happened in short time ,,, some times in years ,,,  but it happened anyway ,,,

Me ?? ,, dont care at aLL ,,, . Am not allowed to believe those dreamzh ,,, not my territorial ,,, xixiixix ,,, . For me now ??? It just make me litbit happy because ,,, i want to believe that i will live longer ,,, #loh ??? Podo bae yezh ??? #dosbes donk guwe ???? ,,, huikkzzhhh ,,,

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Liat mbem ,,, bulet ,,, gw doyan liat mbem ,,, suka ajah ma view nya ,,, . Ga kek brio or yaris hari gini ,, yg rada “tajem/runcing” bentukannya ,,, , ga doyan guwe ,,, .

And i think more ,,, gw mang suka yg bulet bulet ,, dr dulu ,,, gw suka sepatu yg ujungnya bulet bukan runcing ,,, . Gw suka nulis huruf awal yg gede sendiri dan rada bulet ,,, ixixixixixiix ,,, . Gw mang suka yg bulet bulet ,,, !!

#mgkin gw terinspirasi ma idung gw yg ujungnya ,,, bullet ,,, wkkwkwkwkwk

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eaaaaaaaaaa ,,,, finally ,, nyoba lagi mandiin mbem sendiri ,,, after last experience that makes me collaps ,,, ewkwkkwkwkkwkw ,,,

persiapan ?? malam sebelumnya makan ,, pagi sebelumnya makan,,, dan siapin waktu yang cukup lama ,, 2 jam wat nyuci plus sedot debu nya plus istirahat di tkp nya fore sure ,,, eaaaaaaaaa ,,, ,,, dont forget for 2-3 jam wat obo nya ,,, . Total = 3-4 jam ,,,  ahahhahhahahhaha ,,,, . #its look like all day activities yezh ,,, wkkwkwkkwkw

Sabtu kemaren ,, pagi pagii ,,,  nyoba lagee ,, . pagi2 dengan semangat 45 ,, mandiin mbeemm ,,, aha !!! ,,, . Exhausted for sure ,,, . Mayan ,,, wat nyucinya ,, reach to 80% i think ,,, belum termasuk sedot debu seh ,,, eaaaaaaaa  ,,,, . Dah ga kuwat wat bersiin ,, seka2 dalemnya ,, plus sedot debu xixixixixixi ,,, . After that ?? need 2 hours for take a rest ,,, aka obooooo ,,, ahhahahah ,,, . Its achievement for me ,,, aahhahahha ,,,. Dh guwa bilang ,,, badan ini kuwat ,, dikit by dikit ,,, xiixixixiix ,,,

#dugh bangga bener guwa ,,, xixiixixixi ,,, .

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hmmhh ,, nice life ,, alhamdulillah ,,, .

Hapiness and sadness ,, good mood and bad mood ,,, good things and apezh things ,,, it just about how your hormone comes to it ,,, . Understanding this to your self ,, and others ,,, 🙂

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i 1000% thought ,,, that ,,, there is nothing useless in this world ,,, . In every single thing ,,, already planned ,,, arranged by the God ,,, . But recently ,,, i was just thinking ,, about my last issue ,, is it totally useless ,, ??? ,,, heheheh ,,, for years ,,, ??? ,,, is nothing ,,, is it ,,, ???

Am surprising ,,, am not stressing ,, am not listening the music ,,, #keren taukk ,,, am not sharing for one word to others #mang bysanya ??? ,,, . I just ,,, through my life ,,, totally focus to aLLah ,,,  . I dont deny that ,,, something going on in my head ,,, thats why ,, i can’t get focus ,,,  But what ?? i dont know ,,, . I can’t describe my self after that ,,, matter ,,,it just ,,, i run out my words ,,,

it just ,,, i hv another big issue ,, it just ,,, time is tik tok ,, it just ,,, life still running on ,, it just ,,, everything ,,, it just nothing ,,, . Itu semua data di otak guwe ,,, hehhehehe ,,, . Tinggal mau memutuskan kedepannya seperti apa ,,, . satu facta yang sangat gw hadapi saat ini adalah ,,, akhirat kuwh makin dekat ,,, . Thats why gw mule berdoa biar cepet kawen ,,, #loh ,,, ehehheheheh ,,, .  ,,, at the end of my spinning thought ,,, there is aLLah SWT ,,, . Ke sanalah aq akan kembali ,,, .

dan apakah orang lain ,, membayangkan akhirat seperti yang aq bayangkan ?? ,, yang membuwat gw sakit kepalak ,,, ???? ,,, eaaaaaaaaaa ,,,

anyway ,,, am happy with You ,,, 🙂

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whats going on world ,, ??? ,, many things that i want to write down ,,, hehehheh ,, but ,, maybe next ,,, ?? eaaaaaaaaaaaa ,,,how about office life ,, ?? ummh ,,, ??? in this sunny sunday murning,,, i just can not remember about office life for one previous week ,,, eaaaaaaaaaa ,, ahhahahhaha ,,, . i think ,, its fine ,, xixixiixix ,,,

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#after many people said that my face so change ,,,

if i see my face in the mirror ,,, i think it is yezh ,,, change ,,, makin bullet maybe ?? i dont know for sure ,, but it change cukup banyak ,,, . Dont you think like that ???

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ya aLLah ,,, terima kasih sangat ,,, untuk semua kasih sayangMu ,,, 🙂 ,,, i feel blessed ,,,

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haiizhh ,,, i think am too much this wikenzh ,, ni badan ,,, ga bisa diem dikit ,,, makes me tepar this afternoon ,,, masya aLLah ,,, . hadjeeee ,,, dah tuwak yezh guwe ,,, ga bisa capek dikit ,,, ga cocok mang wat aktivitas fisik yg berlebih ,,,  xixiixixix ,,

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dan akhir akhir ini ,,, gw sangat sering belanja ,, ,,, sumpe dehh ,,, padahal lagi bangkrut maksimal ,, ,wkwkkwkwkwk ,,, nikmatin ajah lah yezh ,,,

plizh ,, forgive me ,,, aq hanya mampu ,,, berlaku ,, segini ,,,

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