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26 November 2017 By hafi 0 In uMuM

,,, How i see my soul ??

Ummhhh ,,, i see ,,, her ,, playing ,,, times to times ,,, waiting for one prayer time to another one ,, with dunya activities ,,, .

Some times i see her lonely ,, so i asked to the Lord ,, to give her a husband ,,, . Some times i see her so exhausted ,,, but she is quite strong ,,, it just need a short time to make her happy again ,,, . She is quiet soul ,, as like as many spirits that i saw ,,, . In many times ,, i see her as happy soul ,,, . She is just ,,, through this dunya ,,, .

Yup ,, she is just waiting to get back to aLLah swt ,,, ??

Qm d khawatirkan ,,,

26 November 2017 By hafi 0 In Tak Berkategori

,,, Tak pikir ,,, qt not that lucky hidup d penghujung jaman ,,,

Trnyataaaaa we are so luckyyy ,,, karna ,,, kelak ,,, nabi Muhammad saw ,,, akan bersujud pada Tuhan aLLah ,,, utk memohon keselamatan qt ,,,
And i look / think to the people ,,, at another half world ,,, ,,, qamu ,,, di khawatirkan oleh Nabi Muhammad saw ,,,
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#Salawat dan salam pada nabi Muhammad saw ,,,

WikeNzh ,,, 25-26.11.2017

26 November 2017 By hafi 0 In minds corner

yup ,,, its a,, bitter life for the last couple months ,, and especially for the last one week ago ,, ehehhehehe ,,, . Yup ,, am stressful ,,, because i can hold to hear music in mbem ,,, for the last two days ,, wkkwkwkwk ,,, . I dont have much time to finish my works ,,, and i dont have that good health to ,, get fit ,,, ahhahahaha ,,, . Wow ,, !! ,,, . But ,,, hey ,,, look at me now ,, i can enjoy this sunday murning ,,, with all of those conditions ,,, ahahhahaha ,,, . what else can be so bad than this day ,,, ??? ,,, #much more ,, jiakakkakakakak ,, #istighfar ,,,

may be ,, its ,, i dont know ,,, its absurd in my mind ,, . I believe that i stronger than i thought ,, in many things ,,, but ,, who can guarantee ??? jiakkakakakkakakaka ,, . Thus ,, the whole i can do is ,,, do as much as i can ,,, heheheheh ,,, 🙂 ,,,

so ,, we hd on site project scm it system last week ,, full 5 working days ,,, . its ,, so exhausted ,, and got headache chronic ,,, jikakakkakaka ,,, . Not for the project’s matter ,, but ,, nahan emosi ma genderuwoooo ,, wkkwkwkkwkw ,, . sumpah ,, i dont know whats wrong with him ,,, . Ga d meja ,, ga d ruwang mtg on the project ,,, selalu kenak omel genderuwo ,,, bahkan ampe gw kelamaan d briking room after office hour pun d sinisin ,,, . If he dont like me related to my slow to think as am as a manger ,, so ,,, just transfer me ,, like he did to last manager ,,, what can be so hard about that ,, ??? . In aji ,, everyone know ,, its not ,,, that ,, #speechless ,,, .

well ,,, 🙂 ,, why i hv to ruin my happy day ??? ,, be smile ,, 🙂

xixixixi ,,, alhamdulillah ,,, still having time to smile ,,, . Last night ,, i hd a dream ,, that our family ,, sholat berjamaah ,, like we used to when our childhood ,,, my mom was there also ,, 🙂 ,, .

in this point ,, i feel so blessed for the life ,,, 🙂

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This murning ,, am late to wake up ,,, ahahhaha ,,, . Yup, i just slept late also ,,, . Its 5:30 aM ,,, and my thought said ” hafi ,, bentar lagi dhuha ,,, !!! ” ,, . Langsung loncat gw ngambil er wudhu ,,, terush subuh ,,, wkkwkwkwk ,,, . coba bisa tuk tahajud yezh ,,, otak gw ” hafi !! bentar lagi mati ,,, !! ” ,, terush gw loncaat wat tahajud ,,, wkkwkwkw ,, . Moga bisa lebih baik ,, aamiinn ,, 🙂

kenapa ,, sholat ,, bersujud padaMu ,, mmbaca ayat suci Mu ,,, its ,, a ,, like ,, i dont know ,, hard to describe ,,, .

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kegiatan sabtoe kemareeennn ,,, ahahhahaha ,,,

Not in a word ,,

23 November 2017 By hafi 0 In uMuM

,,, its a ,,, tired ,,, in the real meaning ,,, . Yesterday ,,, i said ,,, it will be buried anyway ,, so why hv to delay the good one ,, ?? . Thus ,, same like this one ,,, . It will be buried anyway ,,, if not in this place maybe in others ,, so hang on ,, till the end ,, ??

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in fact ,,, while i can share my matter ,,, its not become a matter anymore ,, alhamdulillah ,, 🙂

wiken kuwh ,,,

19 November 2017 By hafi 0 In uMuM

#jgn lupa bahagiya ,,
#jgn lupa brsyukur ,,
#segala puji bagi aLLah Tuhan semesta aLam ,,,

taqdir ,,,

19 November 2017 By hafi 0 In uMuM

every one has ,, their own thought ,, their own way ,, how to see faith ,,,

and how about me ,,, ??? ,, . Its not change since ,,, many years ago ,,, and its still ,, examined ,,, in every single day of my life ,,, .

taqdir ,,, is taqdir ,,, everything is already written on the lauhful mahfuz ( tulisannya pasti salah ,,, ) . They said ,,, something are can not be choose ,, and others can ,,, . it is ,,, but when we talk about taqdir ,, its already chosen ,, written ,, by the Lord ,,, . Sure ,,, the next question is :: why we have to be punished for something that already written ,,, ?? those are not fair ,,, . Thus ,,, if already written ,, so why we have try so much in this life ,, ???

its ,,, a complicated thought ,,,, but its simply one also ,,, ,,, .

maybe its hard to understand ,,, that ,, having this life ,,, knowing aLLah swt ,, is a greatest thing for human life being ,,, . Starting from that point ,,, then we can talk about faith ,, about destiny ,,, . If we already understood the point is ,,, . Then we will understand also ,,, that everything are already written by the Lord ,,, . Is it not fair ??? ,,, eehh ,,, well as technically ,,, its not kok ,,, . all human ,, almost ,, have the same probability to get the good one ,,, . So ,,, no, its fair ,,, . As human being ,, i cant more explain in detail about this ,, because we cant ,,, .

but in the middle though and at the end of course ,,, everything is about kasih sayang aLLah swt ,,, . Bukan kah qt masuk syurga bukan karena amalan2 qt ,,, tapi karena kasih sayang Tuhan ,,, . In this point ,, please dont get argue with aLLah’s ,, in fact ,, you are doing argue with your human ego ,,, .

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as hafi ,,, i understand deeply ,,, that everything is about aLLah swt ,, everything are already written ,,, . Even ,, its be written not good for me ,,, i always hope ,, can do ,, worship to aLLah swt ,, Tuhan semesta alam ,,, .

duwa hal ,, yang akan selalu gw tanamkan ke anak2 guwe kelak ,,, :: berprasangka baiklah pada aLLah swt selalu ,, dan ,,, bermohonlah slalu taqdir baik pada Nya ,,, 🙂 ,,,

Kalimat terindah ,,

18 November 2017 By hafi 0 In uMuM

,,, gw baru mudeng ,, kalimat terindah ituh ,,, la ila haillallahu ,,, ,,,

it just ,, time flies ,,,

18 November 2017 By hafi 0 In uMuM

Kata2 ini ,,,, omelan spt ini ,,, Mengingatkan ,,, many back years ago ,,, ketika gw ^trlalu^ pada kerjaan ,, . It just ,,, time files yezh ,,, in many wayzh ,,, and its make me sad ,,, .

well its passed ,,,, . Now ,,, in my thought ,,, yes indeed ,, its nothing to work over then others ,,, apalagi di aji ,, wkkwkwkwkkwk ,,, kek kurang pengalaman guwe di aji kalo untuk hal ini ,, xiixixixixi ,,, . moreover ,, i just geting skinny day by day ,,, indeed ,,, . Maybe ,, its not suits on me ,,, not in my health condition now ,,, ahhahahahah ,,, am not young anymore ,, kekekkekkek ,, .

but ,,, what my thought says ,,, :: dari pada di kubur ?? hayoooo ,,, pilih manaaa ???? wkkwkwkwkkw ,,, . Mending di omelin si kupret 2 jam ,, yang stroke doi ,, gw still alive ,,, wkwkkwkwkwk ,,, . sometimes ,,, gw mensyukuri hal ,, gw masih bisa berjalan di atas bumi ,,, di atas tanah ,,, ga tw kapan ,, gw akan di kubur ,, di bawah tanah ,,, hehehheeh ,,, .

so ,, as long as its good thing to do ,,, i think its oke lah ,,, . My health that become worst ??? ,,, zolim siihhh ,, tapi ga di apa2in ,,, mang bakal worst juga kooo ,,, wkkwkwkwkkwkw ,,, so,,, ???? ,,,, xixiixixix ,,, .